ROXANA VARASTEH

Foxy Roxy,I saw Renee yesterday. We talked about her brother Billy - remember you would see him in Hawaii? Well, he's closer than you think. Rox, I also mentioned how I am such a better person because of you. You know I finally got a cat - and he's funny. He has a cute face almost like a cartoon. Again, thanks to you. Kathleen speaks about you and Vivi - because you are a sweetheart. Send me an angel. Lol. You know what I mean. Know that I love you. You sweet thing with your butterfly wings!...

Hey Rox, I almost didn't make it! I did a version of McArthur Park for you which I'll try to upload - it's so you. I gave it as much oomph and a rocking beat because I know how much you loved to dance. Sweetheart, your pics are all here and cousin Roya wants some of them so I'm going to send them to her. Roya was so close to you - she misses you. Why don't you send her a sign - a butterfly or something. Here's a pic I might have posted before. Oddly, like the song, "I recall the yellow...

Dear sweet angel, today I got a head start on celebrating your birthday. Kathleen gave me your fave Barbie and tomorrow we're going to celebrate with friends who still can't stop talking about how wonderful you are. I was the luckiest brother in the whole wide world to have you - everything I have is because of you. I know you are always here, and always helping me out. I love you so much Roxana. Thank God for you. Chris

Dear Roxana, I found a butterfly pin last week - and remembered you had found the butterfly garden in Maryland. You loved seeing all those butterflys everywhere. Butterflys start out as little caterpillars and then they transform and turn into beautiful fragile winged angels and fly. Like you. Dante says hi. I'm so glad you met him and Cynthia. There's not a day that I'm not reminded of my sweetheart. I love you so much Roxana. Chris Here's a photo of you and Aunt Sammi with Maya in your...

Rox, I wrote a song for you. Another song. I can't remember why- I think I posted it on your other tribute wall. Well, here it is again. Btw, say hi to Raquel Welsh! Roxana, Queen of Nirvana She creates grace in her own image, She's Miss Roxana to you, She waves heaven to earth with one hand, The way Nirvana Queens rule, Roxy Roxana, Got a wild streak in her eyes, The Queen of Nirvana, She's rules over felines, (meow) Roxy, Roxana, She runs free with Tarzan, yeah....

Dear Roxana, I sent you a nice message but I'm sending it again. I wanted to say you're the best! I got your message. Thanks. I wanted to remind you that you were my muse when Daddy got me a camera when I was 12. Here's a photo of you holding Sheba. I also included one from our photo shoots. You're striking the Rita Hayworth pose. You're so beautiful. I have so many others of you modeling for me. Thanks to you I continued my photography and dedicated an entire book to you for inspiring me....

Hey Rox, Thanks, I've been thinking about your name. You know how much I love it. You prefer Roxana and I call you Roxanne but they're both beautiful. Dad named you after the heroine in Cyrano de Bergerac. Mom always loved it too... so, The Police sang about Roxanne, the musical Chicago had the song Roxy Hart, and there's Roxanne, Roxanne, the UTFO rap. So you're as beautiful as you're name and you're my muse. Remember when Daddy got me the 35mm camera for my 14th birthday? And all our...

Hey Foxana! Your birthday is coming up! I think I'm going to get a kitten and name it after you - Roxy. Foxana is a good nickname for you since you loved foxes. I had so many nicknames for you that I can't remember if that was one of them. What's new? How is heaven treating you? You were an angel when you were here without wings - I guess you're flying around now. You're so much a part of me that I won't say I miss you. I'll just say thanks. Can't you ask God for a day off to come see me?...