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Kiehl
January 31, 2012
Hope you liked the monkey. Whata nice day to day in the 60's stopped ate at Panda gardener. Talked with your dad today hes gonna have surgery on his tounge at the end of the month. He is gonna visit your grave Sunday after church he said. Im gonna do lunch with him Friday.. Well all my love and until we meet again in Heaven my friend. Keep your wings around me.
January 30, 2012
WELL MY LOVE ITS BEEN A WHOLE YEAR. I STILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.Please watch over me and prepare my place with you for when GOD calls me home to be with you.Craig I will do my best until that day to watch over your dad and sister for you. If you have any pull up there Please have God give me a job I am good at and would not only enjoy but love to be doing that i wouldnt feel was a job but a hobby i enjoy doing. As I know you can see by looking down this one is not a good fit for me and im gonna be there much longer one way or another. Please wrap your angle wings around me and keep me safe. Well my friend this is the last note as this site will end now thats the year has come and now ends. With all my LOVE and ill see you tomorrow at your grave site to celebrate you one year in Heaven and my biggest loss. until we meet again in Heaven my dear friend with all my love Kiehl
Alex the new dog
kiehl
January 11, 2012
Well it has been awhile im still seeing Elmer its going ok. I have adopted a greyhound Alex. The cats doing fine. still still at RHC other jobs didnt work out. Your family doing ok.They loved the x mas presents I made you sister a nice blanket. Dennis is moving he bought a house down the street from his old place.moving thursday so im helping him move. Big mike hopeing to move to colorado with a new friend we will see.Mike is in georgia trying to get a job he still isnt working and his stuff at my place.It will be a year in 3 weeks you will have left me. I still miss you a lot my friend. Please keep watching over me. I love you buddy.
Kiehl
October 23, 2011
Well to day went real well I had a nice time Bill seems very nice or should i say elmer lol. The Halloween party in the woods was fun and teddy was there showing old black and white horror films.Well if this the one im to become partners with you must let me know OK.. Hugs ans a Kiss i sure miss you soo. nite
Kiehl
October 21, 2011
HI Baby its been awhile sorry but i talk to u every night so u know whats been going on. Didnt get the job. mike is here and i started diffrent job last week in a rehab nursing home with psych pts i sure hope it works out.I took you dad to lunch to day we had gyros he then talked about his granpa being a grave digger.Stopped next door saw nancy and carol for a few they were goin to see the movie dolphin tail with one of the kids. then Big Mike and i went to dinner chines went right through us im home cleaning doin laundry and watching scary movies. I sure do miss you so much still...
iam going to meet someone sunday so we will see he has your nickname so i wounder did u set us up????? well i love so good nite my love.
Kiehl
August 28, 2011
well mike lost the condo he needs to move in with me have a interview in am at heartland in massillon so the packing has begun,workin ot pay off bills. i sure miss you..i know u are looking down and just shaking your head at me, lol luv u
Kiehl
August 25, 2011
Hey been awhile just trying to find a better job and trying to keep the bills paid.. i sure do miss you..... I love you keep smiling down on me and giving me strength. HUGS
Kiehl
August 16, 2011
Hey had lunch with your dad today. He put air in my tires the light came om my way to your house.Jack came over and gave us the scoop of the neiborhood he said he had to take over your job of getting the scoop on every one.your sister gave some pie.your tumestones in so you will have it soon it only took 6 months. Then i went to a party at jackies from night shift. They fired our boss today... i have applied to several jobs again to day. Keep lookin down and watch out for me hugs.
Kiehl
August 15, 2011
Hey its a rainy day. Yesterday at wrk wasnt as bad as the day before I cleaned my locker out just incase i didnt go back.I made your dad baked beans today im going to meet him for lunch tommorow.Randy had his interview today at Dougs office so he hopes to get the job. Im still looking so if ya got clout help me get the best job. hugs and a kiss. luv me
Kiehl
August 11, 2011
I dont know how much longer i can take this job.... i about lost it today. made a possible med error today not 100 % sure thou..this is not nursing like i want to be, so i have to find something better.Talked with EV she sending me her moms rainbow kitchen collection she past away and they want me to have it,Hope to visit with her next week. well hugs my friend i sure miss you so much and will try to visit your dad tomorrow.If you got pull up there help me get the right job. luv ya
Kiehl
August 10, 2011
I didnt go in to day after being loa today. i slept until 2 pm just didnt feel good.Got up went to the jobs center made resumes and worked on application for the flu clinic . I Also have a interview withe the county jail so we will see how that goes. Just keep watching over me,, i feel so lonley today for some reason..
Kiehl
August 9, 2011
Ihad my check up at dr k's today. he my new doctor i thought your be happy about that mine retired. We did alot of blood wrk and im going to see a specialist about my r hand it has swollen tendants in it. i came home a sleep until now i m not feeling well for some reason, i really need to find a job i like cause im not happy at rhc/slect. its just not like rhc was. I really miss your company and talking to you about my thoughts a fears.. i love you so
Kiehl
August 7, 2011
Hey I took a part time job doing immunizations for 3 months. got the house cleaned and the yard done Mike got the pictures up. and i got a nice frame for your lighthouse pic you took looks great in the living room. The house looks lived in and nice, Teddy came over today got the light switch in my bedroom fixed and put a new light outside and a outlet on my patio looks good and almost ready for a fall party in your honor. We went to dinner tonight me Big Mike and Teddi. I did the show at Tear ez in your leather out fit with Teddy for his birthday and Taranys. WE did a meatloaf number I made 15 i gave it all to Teddy.I still miss you so much.. I love you
Kiehl
July 31, 2011
Went to the Summit Co fair with Doug and his grandson ,Randy and his son.It was hot but ok not as fun as it could of been.Its not a nice as the canfield one.Then came home did the house work. Tim came over and i gave him some of your shoes he took 3 pair one of your new boots and 2 of your new tennies.Now to find homes for the rest of them.I sure miss you. Hugs
Kiehl
July 30, 2011
Well went to Destinys party with Doug and randy. they only staid for a few hours i staid the whole time second to last one leave. it was nice but i was missing you.I would of had a better time if i had you with me. played in the pool this year it was fun.nice turn out i took buns and wine coolers and pop. doug took the sloppy joes.It was over by 11pm I need to change my password its been hacked according to Tim. im off tomorrow now to because i picked up Wednesday for the boss so she gave me off tomorrowo i will do the house work stuff. I sure miss haveing you in my life. keep shinning down on me love you so.
Kiehl
July 27, 2011
What a day at wrk.. The schedules done and of course it is all mest up.I got some one to trade with me so i can be off sat for destany and john party... Well im real tired and i miss you so. love u
Kiehl
July 26, 2011
I broke down and bought alot of stuff for the back yard. from thrift stores. I took Big Mike with me and we went runnign around and had lunch and dinner. i got 6 bird houses and some metal placks for in between the the green vine growing on the sherd, a hammick a couple x mas gifts for Doug a tool holder for his guarge and a beer can chicken cooker made from ceramic. a chair for Big Mike to sit on in the back yard.citranilla candles and some close a jock, batman underware t shirt that said U would understand if you saw my family and orange poka dot pjs im gonna wear at joe and john party saturday if i dont work. I had a nice day and could feel your presents telling me it was ok to spend the money and enjoy myself.I sure miss you still so very much. Hugs
Kiehl
July 26, 2011
I spent the day with your dad saw your sister to. she gave me some pasta salad she made ill eat it tomorrow. your dad and i went to darrahas we had fish sandwiches and fried mushrooms.then we sat out front and watched the worker clean up the street your street flooded all the homes from the rain.Jan came over there air conditioner went out from the rain and I talk with nancy Your dad gave me 3 bags of your shoes and cologne i got you that u never opened. Boy you had 25 pairs of shoes. some you never even wore. I keept 5 pair gonna give the others away. OOOOO and have your mayflowers lol im keeping them for memorys gonna plant flowers in them.Boy your dad is so lost with out you and misses you so. I do to. Had your ham radio stuff sold to that guy you had talked to but then he backed out and ask for his down payment back so they gave it back and will try to sell it in Oct at the ham radio convention. They said the cookies taste like your so i was happy to hear that/ I took them 2 dozen of them you dad ask me to make him more of the baked beans so i will make them again for him soon. Well it was a long day I left your place and had dinner with dennis and Will at Farrarows I got liver and i onions mmmmm. picked up Big Mikes computer and had Dennis install a dvd player in mine and printer out the updated resume of mine i was up until 330 am updating it. Sure was missing you while i was doing that.. Im off to bed love and miss you
Kiehl
July 24, 2011
I made the no bake cookies today and cleaned the house.I finished the patio wish u were here to enjoy it with me. gonna go visit your dad for lunch tomorrow.made home made chicken stir fry and it came out good.spent yesterday with diug and randy we ended up at the lake swimming ia west branch..it was fun. they spent the day with sue and carol.so i spent time ant home in the air conditioning with the cat. i miss you so..hugs my friend
Kiehl
July 16, 2011
What a day at wrk again things are getting worse there so i will update the resume sure wish you were here to help me out and to be here when i get home at night to talk and vent to.. You sure left a big viod... I miss you so still i just pray u are happy and looking down on me and helping me out in the spirit world.. love you so
Kiehl
July 13, 2011
well Happy Birthday to me...... The day was ok work went ok but they did nothing for my b day.. Your dad called me left as msg and i talk to him all the way home form work.I got a card form my mom a son happy b day card the ist time i got one like that, and a 50 doller check. i got my laptop battery and a glass dolphin form willie and Dennis love it and they sexy rapping paper tht was funny. Tim got me a card and a movie gift card.Your sister and ad got me acard it was the firdt one i got and a gas card 25 and 2 cratch off tickets didnt win boo hoo.It was very nice of them. we sure miss you.....I got some text from a few co workers, and Mike called and sang to me.... So not a bad day Doug and Randy and i went to steak and shake doug paid i left the tip. Well 6 more work days to go...... I miss you so much Not much of a 50th birthday because you arent here . but it was better thqn i thought. Hugs
Kiehl
July 11, 2011
I took on line classes all day today for work it was storming and i could hardly stay awake. I met the group for dinner at Mustard seed.I got ster fry it was ok but not for the price. I keep thinking about you and how nice it would be to have you there.You would of liked it. I then went to Joanns and got the picture frame boarder for your picture and ya my luck it didnt fit so now i have to find a bigger picture frame..LOL Im watching chiller channel yes scary movies u know how much I like them and you didnt like it. half the patio is in hope to get it done with in the next week. I miss you so and boy my birthday is gonna suck with out you... Love and miss you still so very much.
K
July 9, 2011
Got the bricks today for the patio Doug and i also went yard saleing. and I got your penuts picture blown up for the bathroom. You look so cute and i miss the twinkle in your eyes. Doug got 3 rows of the patio done and i just came in and wanted you to come in and say how you liked it but no you.. i am missing you so much... Hope to have your dad and sister over for a cook out when its done in your honor.. night my love.
Kiehl
July 8, 2011
I just got home a long day. no nursing staff again. i worked 33hr of ot last pay and this week i already have 22 in.Im off the next few day goona pay bills and try to make your no bake cookies for your family.. I sure do miss you...My b days not gonna be any fun this year with out you.so much for the big five o . Hugs
Kiehl
July 7, 2011
I got my new dl plate I keept my Rn1 plate for you. I got the new dl the picture came out real good but the new ones look so fake. I applied to some other jobs in canton. i did my training class on line didnt get the volume to work until the last 5 min of it. still need to take the test. Big mikes here we are going to go put put golfing. I got him a cheep laptop from dennis he paid me for it today,Well i am still missing you like crazy.. My doctor retired so now im going to go to Dr. Katsaros i knew you would like that.
Kiehl
July 5, 2011
Well another h--- day at wrk. My friend cheryl quit today she could not take it anymore. I am starting to job hunt gonna look at where all my friends went to but ill have to drive about hour to Youngstown but i did it before when i worked for the state for alot less money. so we will see. I sure hate not having you to talk to...Love you so
Kiehl
July 4, 2011
Well its the 4th of July i worked nad feel lonely thinking about how you should be here and we would be going to mikes for a picnic and then fire works then my place for the night or u driving bk home. but this year none of us did anything.im watchign the capital hill 4th party on tv they are showing fire works now...SURE MISS YOU.I talked to your sister yesterday about some guy you were talking to about selling you hamradio stuff to shes conna contact him Dale? He sadi you listen to his wife on the scanner all the time shes a canton pd dispather.well i work tommorow it should be a trip lol I love you my friend. Keep looking down on me and guiding me..... luv ya
Kiehl
July 2, 2011
Well big mike went with me today and we dropped off the baked beans and stuff to you dad. your sister was already gone she went to play cards with her friends. Mike and i went to chicken mannor for dinner after visiting with your dad. Your dad gave me alot more of your stuff today 3 bags of your clothing and a small box of things i had gotten you over th years for Christmas.You still had the x mas tags on them and you never used them some u didnt even open.. I dont understand why???? Also the computer bag i got you.You still had things in i gave you little trinkets from work another unbrella boy i forgot how much you loved them LOL and a bar coaster from our first date.wow. Going through the stuff made me all sad and lonley feeling I could smell you on your clothing. I kept the ones you wore a lot and the rest im gonna give to Doug he can use them for work. and what doesn't fit him ill give to randy and what ever is left ill donate to haven of rest in your honor.or Violets cuboard. I really feel sentamental right now and loving you so much for all the love and support and kindness you gave me over the last 8 years you sure were a great loving and giving man.I LOVE YOU SO.
Your dad said he still is missing you so much and is having a hard time with his memory he thinks your stone is on and he saw it but then said he doesnt reameber if he did or not. Also some guy text your phone about buying your ham radio stuff he suppoable had been talking to you about this. so when i get his # ill contact him I told your dad about it and he was happy to hear that cause he didnt know how to get rid of it. Well my friend im gonna stop now because im getting teared eye.
kiehl
July 1, 2011
Made your dad bake beans today as he ask me for them the last time i went to visit.Made your sister the cucumber tommaote salad i make i think she will like it will take them tonight.Im off to day so did the yard cleaned the house and made the food. i work until July 5 now. Austins funeral is tomorrow hear in Akron so ill go and see my sister and mom. I love you buddy.
Kiehl
June 29, 2011
Well my last post didnt post for some reason. I was just complaining about how bad my jobs been suckie. Say hello to Austin He was my sisters dad he just died yesterday you met him while we were in NC.So you now have another person to visit with up there in Heaven. I love and miss you so i wish you were still hear to talk with and do things with my friend.
Kiehl
June 26, 2011
As you know i came and spent time with you Your headstone is still not on. I went to Michelles party for her sons graduation. Then randy came over and took me to Handles for ice cream. I got your memory stick out and found your music so i played it boy you wear a very old soul. The other one had x mas music on it ill play it at Christmas time. You has the Charlie Brown music on it so i played them and smiled thinking about us.I sure love and miss you.
Kiehl
June 26, 2011
Did the shopping to day missed you cause i didnt have u around to compare prices with and pal around. got the laundry done paid the bills im broke again lol. and then randy and i went to the drive in to see green lantern and x men 1st class it was nice but mist you there. I got stuff to make your dad baked beans and no bake cookies.I also got Dennis card and 25 doller cert to home depo for his birthday and one for mikie Michelles son for graduation party to morrow. Well good night and Keep watchin over us Love u ...
Kiehl
June 23, 2011
Hey what a day. we are full and beleave it or not they had enouph staff even thou they are agency.I picke up 2 more days of overtime so i can bank it. I love you and miss you. dougs out tyring to take care of his mom her cancer came back.He cant handle it he called me today for upset so I listened and gave him support I think he felt better. Hugs my friend.I sure wish I still had you around for me to feel supported. and talk to.
Kiehl
June 22, 2011
Iam missing you alot today. I sleep on the couch all night thank goodness for the storm it cooled down the place The air conditioner is broken and its gonna be another week until they can get it replaced the unit is being made in NC and needs to be shipped.It is not to bad today i did get the yard mowed and trimed up. I also resigned from children's home job today im not getting a enouph hours to make any money.i met reandy for a milk shake and ended up paying for us both he only had 4 dollers on him he forgot he gave his 20 to his mom lol.I am sure feeling alone today with not having you around anymore.Keep an eye on me and help me cope with out you ok! i love you.
Kiehl
June 20, 2011
I went and saw your sister and dad today He and i went to lunch at Dahhras for you for fathers day. He gave me the old mower we could not get it to start but it will im sure.We talked alot about the vans and them being plastic.and the trees in the yard he wants to cut the one down by the driveway. He told me stories about you holding on to the bagger while he drove the tractor and you and your sister just laughing and having a great time. Your sister gave a nice thank you card for the firehouse chicken i made them. i will make them your no bake cookies soon and meat loaf.They both look good. I will keep after them like I promist i would when the time came i just didnt think it would be because you died. I love you keep looking down on us and sending us little signs your there like to day sending the butterfly just as I was thinking of one and you. Hugs my friend.
kiehl
June 19, 2011
Well another wild day at work. its fathers day and i was gonna call your dad for u but i got to busy at work so ill tell him something for you tomorrow when i go to see him. love u and miss you I took big mike and randy to dinner at on tap big mike came over and played on the internet all day while i was at wrk like you used to do.He fixed the mower and did the front yard.. Im so tired gonna go to bed im off for the next 3 days.
Kiehl
June 17, 2011
What a bad day at work. 16 hours way to much they need more staff no oneder they are all leaving the job..Im so tired and 2 more to go sure hope tomorrow is better. I love you and miss you still so much.
Kiehl
June 16, 2011
Well your sister called me today to thank me for the chicken and to say the dishes are ready for pick up and that your dad wants to give me the old mower. I called bk and left a msg. then your dad called me back we chatted a few minutes then i told him id come see them Monday its my day off. Well what a busy day at work an tomorrow will be worse. i picked it up cause we only had one nurse on.I still miss you a whole bunch.Keep watching over me.
Kiehl
June 15, 2011
Well its been a few days my internet was down and home phone it just came up on its own today. I worked rhc yesterday along with my other job. rhc needs help bad and they took me off oreintation already.i think i may leave the canton job its not worth the money for the time when i can take a day over ot and make 3 time the amount.I tried to mow today but the mower broke down so ill need to take your dad up on his offer for your o;d one.I havent felt good all day sleep a lot on the couch with the cat. I miss you so and am lonely with out you.The air conditioner is also broke they are to fix it by friday so we will see its been cool out the past few days so thats been a plus. I am getting depressed and i am having a hard time pulling my self out of it I just dont care anymore about anything because i miss you and dont feel a purpose i know i need to pull my self out of this I need to start excersizeing that will help I just need to get the right frame of mind.I sure wish id win the lotto that would give me the resource to help others and travel.Ill call you family soon to check on them. Well im makeing frozen pizza and potato wedges for dinner. I am glad i have tv now to watch it helps take my mind off missing you.. I love you.Keep looking down on me please and give me the courage to keep going and help me find someone else to share my life with.
kiehl
June 12, 2011
Well another lonley day. Its Sunday just got up and doing laundry and ran to the store for milk to make dinner in a box.The bathrooms now done with all your charlie brown stuff and it came out cute just need to go get the picture of you made into a 11x7 of u holding up the penut blanket i made you this past Christmas. I need to type up all my notes foe work but cant seem to get motivated to do it. See I need you back so bad.You would have it done in 5 min and it will take me about 2 hours to do.Im gonna watch tv and work on the laundry i guess. I fell so lost to day wishing you were still here with me.I may go visit your grave today later or tomorrow . I need to hear your voice and comfort you gave to me. Tears are swelling up in my eyes as i type this.My mom hata heart attack she ok now but she wants me to move back there again with her. I just dont know what to do any more. Your dads and sister are ok ill talk to them again tomorrow. Well hugs for mow my friend.
June 11, 2011
Went to see Dennis to have him update the lap top I bought from him. The landloard stopped by to fix the air but its not fixed so im gonna wait until it get hot again then call the company my self and have them come out she told me i could.A lonley day to day no ones home to visit so ill play on line and watch cable until tonight then i will go out tothe bar to visit some friends. I sure do miis our time togeather I know it just takes time to heal but i sure wish i didnt have to go through this. O my one pill cost 500.00 the cholesterol one so i may be jioning you soon my self LOL i went and got fish oil and garlic tabs that should help/ Hugs
kiehl
June 10, 2011
Well its been a long time i had no internet service. I have cable phone and internet service now. So to catch you up some.Made your family your firehouse chicken they said it was just like yours and thanked me . Your tume stone has been reordered so it should be on soon. I have redone the bath room with your charlie brown stuff it looks real good. Had a cook out in your honor it went real well. Hurt my leg its better now. The job is bad they are dropping like flys the staff. I had to call corprate for saftey. I applied to Vibra Care a new company that our old RHC Boss is the corprate manager so she told me to. So we will see.Your dads doing much better hes been mowing the yard even. Craig I love and miss you so much I hope that some one like you comes along again soon to run around with.So if you got pull up there send me some one cool soon Ok,,, Hugs and Kisses to you my friend. I have even started to build a pateo in the back yard.My air went out thou in the house and its been real hot, I will come visit you soon .
KIEHL
May 26, 2011
I LOVE YOU
Kiehl
May 26, 2011
Well as you know came to visit and your footer is set know as we know the head stone problem just like you nothing ever goes right for you. Even went to get your flowers and only ended up with one yellow orange rose after stopping at 2 difrent flower places. LOL Big mike and i then stopped at Lees Panda and used your gift cert for lunch to celebrate your B day.Just wish it could be with u. We then picked up the free bricks to make my patio. Then went to see Tedi at Home depo to get stuff to fix the weed wacker so we went to steak n shake for ice cream. then ran to some other store just to look around im now home and looking at greyhounds for sale on line. Well I miss you so much I sure hope you had a nice birthday party with your mom up in heaven yesterday. AS we cried for you down hear.. I love you and miss you more each day.
Kiehl
May 24, 2011
WELL ANOTHER GOOD DAY AT RHC TOOK 3 ALL ON MY OWN. How ever i got sudomonis staph infection in my eye from the other day when that track came off. The infection control doc looked at it and gave me a script for antibiotic.I had dinner with Big Mike at Waterloo I called and spoke with your sister she is haning in there but sadi she has really mist you alot this weekand is real sad. same for your dad. The stopped at your grave on Sunday after church your sister said the footer was poored but the head stone had a problem the guy who owned the company that was making it died and they closed down so the sent back the check for the head stone anda now they must find another place to have it made.Seems nothing can go right for us. LOL I stopped at Dougs and watched the Idol thing and Glee on my way home this eye puss popped open and its bleeding i cleaned it with alcho, pad and put iontment on it until tomorrow when i get the bactraban its still bleeding and running down my face just my luck it will probably get worse. Its your Birthday tomorrow you would of been 45. I miss you so much i cant say happy birthday because its not a happy day because you are no longer with me. But i do acknowledge it would of been your Birthday. I wrk tomorrow so i cant come to your grave but im off Thursday and I plan on it then. We all are so sad your gone. So please shine down on us and send us a sign tomorrow to comfort your dad and sister and me.I wish i could give you a hug and a big kiss.Love
kiehl
May 23, 2011
worked Sunday it was ok getting back into the swing of things took 4 pts.Fell asleep when i got home i was tired. it rained last night and today. Talked to Mike hes doing ok still looking for a job.Im trying to remember how you made tuna salad cause im in the mood for it.so im gonna give it a try. I miss so so much still. Hugs and a Kiss just keep smiling down on me OK.
Kiehl
May 21, 2011
thought about you a lot to day as i went guarge saleing with Doug and randy. I got a lot of really good deals on things i needed for the house like trash cans a glass table tall lamp a big cooler jug like the one i gave you. bird house a butter fly wind chime for you i put on the pole outside next to your other one and a gas weed eater for only 10 dollers everything else was under 15 bucks. I then for a few things from the store and had the boys over for your firehouse chicken it came out just like yours >Doug then cut my hair and they went home and i cleaned up the kitchen. We talked about you and how much you are mist by us all and the little things you did to make our day.I have to work on your birthday so i can not come visit your grave that day but i will come on my day off to bring you flowers and spend time with you. I talked to Big Mike we are gonna get brick for my patio to build a place for the gas grill to sit.Im watching Bein Human and thinking of you and missing you so. To day was suppose to be the end of the world and its not so i guess i dont get to see you again just yet. I love you amd miss you mor and more each day.
Kiehl
May 20, 2011
your dads doing ok. he ask that next time i come visit to bring you with me. I had to remind him you were dead and if i could i would bring you back.We all miss you very much.been working alot and and its going well however everyone is leaving me to go to our other hospital sites.Big Mike came over and rescreen the slider and finished decorating the dinning area and we went to see a new movie Priest in 3D. it was ok not as good as i had hoped.I made your fire house chicken for us for dinner. I found my self talking about you a lot today. I sure still miss you so very much. I got the yard mowed and laundry done. I sure wish it was you i could spend time with still.I hope to come visit your grave soon and see if your stones on yet. Love you
Kiehl
May 16, 2011
Hey made it threw another day at RHC you would be proud of me.Sure do miss you thou I work in canton tomorrow so ill stop at your house and check on your dad when i get off work. Ate PBJ mmmm it was so good.now gonna watch Buffy dvd and eat some veggies. its cold and rainy out. Love You so
Kiehl
May 15, 2011
Friday went running around paying bills. Then to Big Mikes show at Tear ez he made 75.00 in tips he wasnt half bad.Michelle came and spent the night then saterday we picked up Jen kid and michelles and we went to the Cleveland zoo It rained all day but we had fun. I came home rented dvd from red box and got chilie from Wendys and cuttled on the couch with a blanket and the cat fell asleep half way into the movie lol.Its now Sunday and still raining out Doug and Drew called to invite me to breakfast i said no still sleeping then they stopped by with my pan and some food and off running around i stayed home im now watching the movies and having tie and getting motivated.I love you.
Kiehl
May 12, 2011
Ok last to day now have not posted..I give up. Today was a good day at work had 4 pt to take care of and JACO came we past. Very tired and feet hurt. Called your dad he doing ok your sister was at choir practice . Got chicken dinner and took it to Randy/Dougs we ate and watched Idol. home now and ready for bed. Love you and miss you alot.
kiehl
May 9, 2011
spent the day with Big Mike for his B day we went to heartville Kp to eat then to flea market then ran around to all the Abby anns looking for a lawn mover and a weed wacker never did find one yet did get a leaf blower for 15.00 then went with the gang to dinner at lacconies then i went to dougs and returned the bowls from Easter and came home working on laundry. It was a nice day out and i sure miss you still alot.
kiehl
May 8, 2011
Hey second day went well but on my feet the whole time.learning alot of new things about IV's.I talked with your dad on my way home from work he sounded good and knew who i was then to your sister when she walked in.They have a follow up DR, apt tomorrow to have the stiches taken out.I am so tired. I stopped at Dougs we order chines and watch tv Fringe. Home now Tia's laying on me she happy to have me home and im watching Buffy dvd. Missing you.
Kiehl
May 7, 2011
well today was my first day back at RHC Ravenna it went real well.However all my friends are leaving me lol Tedi to Boardman,Michelle to Warren, Julie to Canton,Marie and Cathy left. So only a few of the old crew is left now.I am glad to be back I enjoyed it even thou it has changed a lot and not as fun and there not as focused.
I was on my feet the whole time and my shift went quick.I thought about you on my way home that as I drove by the drive in movies.I sure miss you.
Kiehl
May 6, 2011
I went and had lunch with Caryl and her kids at Darrahas Then over to your dads to visit he was doing real good I showed him how to use his new blood sugar machine and set it all up for him.I visited with him on the portch while your sister went and did a few things.I then stopped at Dennis and got the mettle table and chairs then Big Mike called and took me to dinner at MaMa Gazardies? It was nice but not the same I wish it was with you.I am missing you alot today. Im home now watching Buffy on dvd and Tia is happy im home sleeping on me already. its raining. OOOO I dont have to give in and take Boomer they gave him to some guy down the street so I can focus on getting the italian Greyhound we talked about when the time is right.
Kiehl
May 5, 2011
I got up went to the store got some lunch meat and things to pack lunches.and potting soil for my plants.Went to dinner with Doug and Randy at Ryans the food sucked. Randy looking at trying to get a new car his is braking down alot these days.I met Big Mike and Teddy out for a drink then came home.Your dads doing better at home going to see him tomorrow and show him how to use his new bld sugar machine. Gonna have lunch with Caryl then ill stop and see Will and Dennis.I sure miss having you around to run around with and talk to.
Kiehl
May 4, 2011
I sleep all day. I was very tired I went to dinner with Big Mike last night then to target i got 2 new vampire dvd's.your dad is home now im so glad your sister can get some rest i hope she really needs it.I will check up on him tomorrow,I am watching my dvd's and Tea is loving on me and happy to have me sitting in my chair she is purring away. I love and miss you more each day. I want to talk to you and hear your voice and feel so lonely with out you.
Kiehl
May 3, 2011
The first day went real good for my Canton job.I just have to get the computer system down.I think im really gonna like it.I then went to the hospital and sat with Lynn while your dad had the new pacer put in.He did fine and needs his picc line put in so he can have IV meds at home. so we are hopeing he gets to go home tomorrow.I will do what ever i can to contiue to help them for you.I did not go see your dad because i didnt want to take the chance that he would not remember me and get upset.So i will check in with Lynn later on tonight. Boy you sure have left some BIG shoes to try and fill for your sister and me. LoVE YOU so and miss ya.
kiehl
May 2, 2011
What a day yesterday. Doug and randy went with jme to find the new job in canton then we went to milk and honey for lunch. Then to your site the grass is growing on your grave but they took your duckie and angle i got you off your grave.I was sad i even looked in the dumpster for it.Then i spend the rest of the day with your dad. He is very forgetful. I stayed the night so Lynn could get some sleep and go to wrk in the am . The had to postpone his surgery until Tuedsay because he still has a slite infection on one of the wirers.Well I had to keep redirecting him.At 3 am He was very out of it. He id not know me thought i was going to hurt him that you and Lynn had been dear for your years. He wanted the police called and wouldnt talk to his nurse even finnaly got them to call Lynn she came up and it took her awhile to calm him. I came home and slept he didnt want to have amy visiter in his room. Your swister is under alot of stress she is calling the family doc for advice she called me and i tryed to give her support and will continue to Your dad wants to go home so bad and is so confused. Im so sorry and feel so bad for your sister.She doesnt know what to do at this piont to take him home not do the pacer or what because he gonna need weeks of antibiotics after ward this can be done at home but she just not sure and how to handle him and his short term memory loss.He doesnt want any one to visit him even at home i guess and there some confusion over what he may have to pay out of pocket not covered by insurance? I will do what ever i can to support your sister and help your dad. WE SURE MISS YOU AND ALL YOU DID FOR DAD. I LOVE YOU.
Kiehl
April 30, 2011
I got up at 8 am Doug and i did the yard mowed the grass it was so long and he planted some of my flowers and mapped out the land scapeing.Then we took his mower and stuff back and went to Depo to get the stuff and wood for his new gate.I made him a house key in case of emergency he can get into my place we have gotten even closer after your death he has been there for me more than anyone else. Ithen went to your dad so Lynn could go home and get things done and have a break.Your dad is doing really good today he did skip 5 beats so he will have a eco cardo done in the am he will have the surgery on momday so far then home Tuesday if all is well.I start my new job in Canton on Tuesday so ill stop at your house after work to check in on him then ill spend the day with him Wed, while Lynn at work.to make sure he ok and so she not so stressed.I came home and Lynn stayed the night again ill go back tomorrow to re leave her again. My new ring i order came today it looks nice and fits my thumb nicely.Well guy you sure left a big void I miss you so much. Keep smiling down on all of us. Love ya
Kiehl
April 29, 2011
I spent the day with your dad he is getting more confused and adjetated Your sister called me while i was on my way to him he settled down when i got there.His eye is red and uncomfortable so I got him some eye drops they moved his room and he got more restless and doesnt like his room it has another person in it who is very loud. Lymm is stressed and is staying the night to try to keep him calm I will come back in the am to releave her. I prommies i will do what ever I can to keep them safe and help releave some of Lynns stress for you.Its very hard on them and me we sure miss you. Dad thought I was you a lot today then he would remember you were dead and call me Kiehl.Then tell me how much he missed you and say this would of given you a heart attach seeing him like this.Thanking me for being there to take care of him. Well Little Buddy you sure left me some big shoes to try and step in.. I sure cryed alot today over you. I Love and miss you so
Kiehl
April 29, 2011
What a day I got up and to your dad by noon.The electric went out last night what a storm.Your dad is doing ok he was up in a chair all day I stayed with him. Your sister stayed home to de stress and try to rest up and get a few other thing taken care of. She will work tomorrow so i will be with dad all day again tomorrow to keep him company.He sure misses you. and so do Lynn and I.Work called RHC they only had 2 RN some called off and they had a admit so I went in to help them for a while I had the pt before and he is a hand full but he remembered me and did everything I ask of him so I got everything done and came home. took only 5 hours. A few more quit this week.So im sure i can get OT if I want.Gonna watch New Moon vamp dvd for a bit then off to bed.
Kiehl
April 27, 2011
Evey thing went ok today i got to the hospital at 115p and met your sister your dad is ok he didnt get out of surgery until 3pm got him into his room and stayed until 9pm. I let the floor nurses know i was a RN so they got right on his care.I walked your sister to her car then called to make sure she made it home ok..I will go there tomorrow to be with him all day. They took the old pace maker out with no real problems and if everything goes ok a new one will be put in Monday.. I will do my best to keep him safe and comfortable and look after him and your sister to the best of my abilities. Your dad was thinking about you a lot yesterday and to day. he misses you so and all the good care you did for them all.So I have some real big shoes of your to try to feel.
I had to fight back tear talking about you.Your sister and I bonded a little bit while waiting on your dad to come out of surgery im glad of that. Well Little Buddy I miss you so and keep looking down and after all of us. Love ya.
Kiehl
April 26, 2011
Well my last post didnt post. Your dads surgery is tomorrow the test went ok today his infection is localized. ill go to be with your sister after wrk tomorrow.Start the 3rd at Canton bchfs and did good on the math test today.Im very tired so good night my friend i still miss u bunches. OO I got a thank you card today in the mail from your sister for everything the eggs the pickled eggs and the angle and your memorial picture. I was very nice of her.We are becomming closer. but we all sure miss you.
Kiehl
April 24, 2011
I made it through to day. It rained all day so as you know i did not come to visit you.I prayed that your family had a nice day i know it was a ruff day for us all not having you with us.. I cried a lot today but did not let anyone see me..Im crying now as i type this. Doug Randy and i went to breakfast for pancakes. I came home worked on the laundry and picked up all the things we needed from my house and then went to Dougs we made the Easter Dinner. Gary and Teddy came it was a nice fun time but i missed you i brought my Charlie Brown Coffee cup in rememberance of you. We ended up bring you up alot in our conversations so you were not forgotten.They left and Randy went to hid family so Doug and i cleaned up some and then just visited for awhile. I then came home put stuff away got things ready for work tomorrow and folded the cloths and put them away. now with Tea and watching a dvd movie.Its my first day tomorrow at Select RHC. I got a text from several people telling me to have a Happy Easter that was nice as all I could do was think of you. I sure miss my BEST FRIEND I LOVE YOU.
Im so Blue with out you.
Kiehl
April 23, 2011
Hey had a nice day with your dad and sister. They got me a card and a choc bunny and a scratch off lotto ticket and a darreos gift cert and Lynn gave me the Lee guardan one she got you for christmas with a nice note and she is right i know you would of wanted me to have it and that you are watching down on us and wanting us to have a Happy Easter so we will all try. I gave then a angle just like the one i gave you on your grave they put it out in your tommato plant area.i also gave them the big picture memorial of you i made. I gave them the pickled eggs and the colored eggs i made for them as well Lynn put them out on the egg plate they were very happy to have them I hope they taste as good as your did.I went to lunch with your dad and we spent hours on the back patio taking about you and his up comming surgery.Your sister went to lunch with her boyfriend.Also Nancy and Caryl had me stop there and they gave me a card and a peanut butter egg as i told them at when we went to lunch that you used to give me the egg every year.
I went with Doug and we ate chines and the movies and saw HOP it was cute i think you mite of liked it.I borrowed some movies from Randy and came home to watch them and do laundry. Big mike called and invited me out to the bar but I passed.Spoke with Mike finally he is so tired and just working all the time to try and make ends meet but he likes your phone i gave him he still is learning how it works thou.Dennis and Willie are ok they went to Crew tonight.I may come to visit your grave tomorrow it will depend on the weather its suppose to rain and my mood because i am missing you alot today and have been fighting back tears all day...
Kiehl
April 22, 2011
Well i went to dougs and we ordered pizza and chicken, then we colored eggs.It was ok but not as fun as last year with you. I talked to your dad i'm going to your house tomorrow at noon. I watched fringe then came home.Now watching dvd New moon of course a vampire movie lol.I made you your own egg and i made myself your pickled eggs too.. I miss you.
Kiehl
April 22, 2011
I talked with your sister today you dad is going Tuesday for work up and Wednesday for the surgery I have to be at training both days so I told her to keep me posted unless they can change it to Thursday. She said she would I will go stay with him Thursdsay until Tuesday if needed im off until then.I made them your pickled eggs today. She also said they had a small gift for me and so did your Miss Heggie next door.I will try to go to them tomorrow because i want to make them some colored eggs from you.. and I have a angle like the one I put on your grave for them.I took Big Mike with me to the Lodi outlet and got the egg timer and a few other kitchen things.we had lunch at Bob evens too.I also is raining again. I love you.
Kiehl
April 21, 2011
Well i text with caryl tonight and Randy Doug and i went to dinner at the bowling alley It was ok. we then went to the store and got brownie mix and made them and watched tv at their place. I bid on a ring on E Bay and won it.I am gonna go with Big Mike to lunch and then to Lodi outlet in the am.I'm gonna get a egg timer so i can make Easter Eggs with Doug then i'm gonna make your family your pickle eggs.I cant beleave its Easter this Sunday time just fly's by any more.I am sure gonna miss doing the eggs with you and watching you have fun coloring them with me. Its not gonna be fun but I need to do it Doug enjoys it.I just seems like Holidays are boring again not having you to share them with.I will carrie on thou with them in your honor and draw upon the good memories we made.I am gonna watch Harrie Potter movie tonight and pay E Bay for the ring then off to bed. I am still missing you bunches. HUGS TO U AND GOOD NIGHT.
Kiehl
April 20, 2011
It rained again so I slept in. Then checked e mail. Went to the bank and headed off to Cleveland for training.It was ok They have great Bennies so I need to get on full time they. I spoke with your dad and sister tonight. Dad needs me to teach him how to use his new BS meter so I told him to let me know im off the next 4 days so he is to call me. I told your sister to let me know when dads surgery will be so i can be there with her so she is not alone she said thank you and she will let me know. She also told me that your head stone should be on soon. I told her i was there and put Duckie and flower on your grave.
I sure miss our friendship and talking to you..Big Mike called me and ask me to go to dinner with him Friday so I sad yes. and Randy called me to see where we are going to dinner at tomorrow told him we could decide then.Im now watching Vamp Diaries.I am felling lonely tonight not having you to share all the info on this new job.
Kiehl
April 19, 2011
Lunch in Canton with Big Mike we went to caf 1350 they have been open 10 years. I remember us going there the second year they opened and you took me there all excited and giddy.Left your sister a msg to call me we played phone tag your dad is not having surgery Friday he is having a consultation. Your sister said she will keep me updated I will call her tomorrow.Work training was fine again tonight but hate the drive into Cleveland it stormed.Stopped at McDonalds on my way home i was starving. I still miss you alot.
Kiehl
April 19, 2011
Well I spend alot of money yesterday got a gas grill from Big Lots $99.oo and vamp, diaries first season Harry Potter part one of the final movie I guess you can say they are Easter gifts to my self LOL. Talked with your dad today he has to have his pace maker replaced due to a infection he said Friday at AGMC so i will call your sister about it and Ill be there for them for you.New Job went well I met a guy there i know but dont know how he was a fomer police officer so i may know him from when i was one.Going to have lunch with Big Mike.Your dad said he wanted to go to dinner in about 10 days after he has recovered so we will plan on that.I miss you more and more each day. Your dad said your head stone is ordered and paid for now he wrote the check yesterday so we hope it is put on your grave by your Birthday in May.. HUGS
Kiehl
April 18, 2011
Well I called your dad today He needs to have his pacemaker removed and a new one put in he has a infection in it. He said Friday at AGMC so ill call your sister tomorrow to get the whole detail. I am off if it is Friday and i will go and take care of her and your dad for you.We will go to dinner in the next few weeks tht is what your dad wants to do after this is all taken care of.He left me a msg while I was in my training class tonight I met a guy there that i know but cant place how or why He used to be a police officer so i may know him from when i was one but not sure.I also broke down a bought a new gas grill $99.00 from Big Lots and Vampire diaries first season and Harry Potter next video Deathly Hallows part one. My Easter gift to myself I guess. LOL I am having lunch tomorrow with Big Mike oooo and my old Job Arbors called me today to tell me that i don't have a rehire status with them because i quit.Well I still miss you alot Your dad also said the head stone was ordered and he just wrote the check for the setting of it to the church and to pay the stone off.So next month it should be put on your grave. Hopefully by your Birthday.HUGS TO YOU.
Kiehl
April 17, 2011
Went with Doug ,Sue,Carol today we went to lunch and then drove to some place in the country looking at plants I got a few for the yard.I keep thinking of you all day saying to my self now will this be a good flower would Craig pick this one? Ill try to make the house look nice with the flowers as we both know you took care of all that for me.Then we had Randy meet up with us and i got some big planter various colors to plant things in for the side drive way.Doug said he will help me plant them in your honor for me.We ate dinner at Apple Bees then home.I start the new job tomorrow and im looking forward to it.Dennis text me today im gonna take the old iron table and chairs that used to be in the far back by the gurage at the old place on 13th in the falls.He also needs this computer back soon, and still wanted me to take Boomer i almost gave in u know me and the bleeding heart i am ill take anything in.Sorry I have not had the time to call your dad yet but i will soon I promise.I miss you Buddy.
Kiehl
April 16, 2011
Last night was fun martini and Char did the show it was ok. i rained all night and half of to day. I stopped at Dougs and help get his bed out of layaway and transported it in my suv.Going to see Greese tonight at Stow High school with Mike in a few finished laundry and tea is sleeping on my arm. Its another loneley Saturday with out you.
Kiehl
April 15, 2011
well i did it i quit today i worked last night. It was ok but they fired my friend and the unit manager. The place is not doing well the state will be in this week they have some major problems with medication errors. could not give some med last night because we did not have them and i wont take from other pts to cover meds..So I decieded to just leave and not even stay PRN. The HR guy never called me back either after several msg. Some one hung up on me today when I called him so I just drove there and handed in my ID's. I had lunch with big Mike at his job at Acme then Doug and I went to Donzells we got some flowers to plant. The girls are doing a show at Tear ez so im going tonight to watch them as soon as the dryer stops. I sure am missing you talked about you and the flowers and the times we went to Donzells. Hug to you. LOVE
Kiehl
April 13, 2011
Hey not a good day today for me. Very depressed.Not sure why other than I was missing you a lot today.I slept most of the day away I could not get motivated at all. I did get up shower and put on a pair of you new shorts still with the tags on them I look good in in them just don't understand why you never wore any of these cloths.I know you had your favorite clothing thou.I went to Dougs and we walked Tessia then I renewed my RN license on line 65.00 i'm good until 2013 now.Then when Randy came home we went to Rocknies for salads then we watch American Idol.I started home when I heard your voice telling me to go get some food in the house AND STOP PUTTING IT OFF.So I stopped at Giant Eagle and picked up some food now i'm talking with Mike on on the phone hes been sick called off work.I go in the am to get the oil changed.O I also got a free movie pass today from the place I got my eyes done at as a thank you from them its now been a year that i got them done. I thought that was nice of them.
Well my little buddy I miss you so Keep guiding me and keep me on track HUGS.
April 12, 2011
Well spent about 3 hours doing the pre employment thing for Beria.So im all set for the training next week. My ID came out good in your cloths.I made Johnnie Mac and took it to Dougs for dinner they loved it.I had Doug to do a letter of ref for me. Talked with Big Mike and texted with Michelle she was at the bar Faces.We watched Body of Evidence my new show im into ate dinner and I came home. I have to get my oil changed the light came on so i scheduled it for Thursday at 8am so i may have to do lunch sometime next week with your dad sorry.The yard looks real good and the Lighted yard lights are so cool your love them.
Love and miss you i keep looking at your picture and smile thinking of the past and wishing you were still here.Well keep smiling down on me and guide me to be the best me I can be with out you.
Kiehl
April 11, 2011
Hey I just got the yard work done it rained all day.Now to work on the backyard and make a a nice BBQ area.I have a HR apt at Beria Childrens Home at 3pm tomorrow so I can start my training for them next week.I am going to have dinner with Big Mike tonight we are going to do Mexican.Will cal RHC and talk with Tedi about my schedule there tomorrow.I sure do miss you and it hurt so much not being able to talk and share everything with you.To hear your voice and get your feadback.Summer is almost hear and its gonna be difficult having cook outs with out you..I will try to get a hold of your dad for lunch as soon as i get the Beria stuff taken care of maybe Wed,thurday I can meet up with him. Hugs and a kiss
Kiehl
April 10, 2011
I talked about you alot today. How much i needed you to be around to take care of me making sure I stopped working in the yard to eat and drink something. As we both know i get started and don't stop.( SO I GUESS U WILL NEED TO USE YOUR SPIRIT VOICE AND YELL AT ME TO STOP AND TAKE A BREAK) I got the side yard cleaned up so i can plant flowers against the house. and got the yard decorations out they look cute they all light up at night. I finally put up the dragon bird feeder i have had for 3 years its cute.I took the plastic chairs and little table back from Doug i gave then when I moved last year so i have something for the pattio.I hope to finish the yard work tomorrow while it is still nice out.Went to Dougs and Randy house for cook out hot dogs and then we ran threw the numbers we are doing for the Pride center then root beer floats now home watching DVD. I sure hope winter is gone now your rose bush is starting to grow. Love and miss you soooo
Kiehl
April 9, 2011
I called off work tonight and tomorrow and fell good about it.I spent the day with Doug and Randy we went to the humane society yard sale then running around I stopped and fixed your grave and left you some more flowers. I still miss you so much not having you to run around with.We then ate dinner at Road house with mike.I watched tv with Mike and then came home I am tired so im watching DVD Being Human.Laying on the couch and thinking of you. I will try to take your dad to lunch this week for you.. I love you so.
Kiehl
April 8, 2011
Did my paper work and pee test today for RHC start The 25th. I just got the call for Beria Children's home in Canton I start there on the 18th things are looking up as far as work both are day shift...Gonna go to dinner with Doug tonight.waiting on Michelle to call me back to see whats up. Im gonna try to do lunch with your dad maybe Monday. Love you.
Kiehl
April 7, 2011
Work the 600 hall lastnight. so glad im not staying there.I got no lunch or breaks.I could hear your voice saying now Billy you have to stop and tkae care of your self and eat lol.Man two doors down fell outside by his car drunk and he cut his head open in a few places so i got my gloves on and went into nurse mode until the ambulance came... i went to the movies and lunch with Big Mike today we ate chinies and it went right through me. the we saw the alian movie PAUL it was funny.Took a nap did laundry also had to wash out my usa hoody had blood all over the arm from the guynext door i could hear you instructing me how to wash it so it would come out.lol. gonna eat pizza frozen value time and watch dvd being human i borrowed from Tim next door today.I miss ya
Kiehl
April 6, 2011
Well i worked last night and the HR guy never called me back or stayed to talk to me I resigned. I got ahold of him today He was surprised and ask if i talked to the DON I sad nope. I agreed to stay on PRN this way i can pick up exsta money when i need it.Work tonight then off two days. Friday I go to RHC to do my pee test and I start back at my old job the 25th on days shift . I know you are happy for me because you never wanted me to leave there but i hated the drive to cleveland but i got back in my old Ravenna site that i had been at for 6 years im looking forward to working with whats left of the old gang. they have all been callin and texting me telling me to hurry up and get there. I think about you all the time and still wish you here. Keep your angle wings around me my little Buddy Hug and a kiss.
Kiehl
April 6, 2011
For some reason my last big post did not work i give up but you know how the day went at your grave site and i know you got a laugh out of it..(If anybody who reads this wanrts to know just ask me LOL)
Kiehl
April 3, 2011
Ok It went this time. I also spent some time putting together a mock up poster and line up for the Pride Center show we are doing in May.We practiced the songs we are gonna do we need to really work on them we are out of shape its been over a year and we have forgotten the moves and word to most of them LOL.
April 3, 2011
Hey I miss you so little buddy. Well I have a interview Monday back at RHC in Ravanna first shift so lets hope i get it. I know you never wanted me to leave in the first place even thou they sent me to Cleveland.I took Martini to her show last night at Tear-ez it was ok then to breakfast at I hop boy was Terranie a mess. Today i went to get my meds form the pharmacy the tri-cor is 500.00 so i wont be getting that any time soon. Then practised at Douges for the show in May for the Pride Center. I also went to lunch with the Mike /Nancy trying to get to know him better.We talekd alot about you it was nice. I went to the bar for Destiny Dawns Birthday show. I wore your leather along with mine. I miss you so much I bought you a rose ill put on your grave tommorow.I was missing you alot there I spent time with Big Mike there came home after the show cause i was boeard and lonley. Yes i did not drink much i had two Bloody Marys and then plane coke. im home missing you watching Moon light the vampire DVD.I love you and miss you alot my sweet guy.Alot of people ask ,me where you were tonight and i had to let them know you had died. They all said they were very sorry to hear the news and hope i was ok. I sad i was trying to adjust but its hard. Well good night my friend.
Kiehl
April 1, 2011
Well Its been a year now today that i got my RN..Wow time flies I miss you so another night at the job went ok. I had breakfast this am and mist you thinking of how we would go after i got off work or got up.. i just sat there all alone thinking of you. I have a doctor apt at 9am to get refills of my med's that i cant afford yet.. O well Just a short note giving you a update.. Miss you a lot still. Hugs.
Kiehl
March 31, 2011
Craig The day you past I lost my life partner and best friend.
A relationship is .. We all want to be understood,to be loved no matter what and to have someone to tell our story to( I sure miss listening to yours)
YOU were that person for me... I am lost not having you to tell it to any more.
If you can please pick out some one for me to continue to tell my story to so i don't have to be alone the rest of my life.. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO my ying is broken with out you.
Kiehl
March 30, 2011
I recheduled my interview for childrens home for next monday. its cold and snowing out I just wasn't felling it. I went and met with my DON nice chat but I really see nothing changing because of the corporate folks.Will meet with The Pride Center tonight with Doug and Randy to put togeather a benfit dinner show to raise $$$ to keep the doors open there they are just around the corner from Dougs house now with hardly any funding to help kids or people so i will try to help revive it with your spirit in my heart.Ill keep u updated on it.Dropping off your stuff as well tonight for the yard sale for them on
Saturday. With love in my heart I miss you so.
Me in happier times
kiehl
March 29, 2011
Well the last two day did not post for some reason.Well just a short recap.Your dad is ok but misses you alot he still goes to your room to see you and then remembers you are gone.Took him to lunch Monday I also saw Lynn they gave me 4 bags of your things mostly clothes one was a old cartoon pic of me from Via Quest you just had to have it made me laugh thinking about it the dumb picture but i know it was of your Billy Doll. I kept some of the clothing a lot had price tags still on them makes me wonder why you never wore them?? The rest I will give to the Akron Pride Center you would like that.Text with Caryl she got released from her doctor to go back to work.Stopped by your grave but the gate was closed it closes at 4pm so I could not put the angle i got you on the grave so ill try to do this for you on Saturday. Interview at Astoria was a bust sorry i know you wanted me to work there they only pay 19 a hour.The advertised for a RN sup, but they only wanted a night RN. I reapplied at RHC Ravenna not herd back yet also have a interview for Beria Children home tomorrow Canton its only part time thou. Somethings gotta give for a day job. The one i'm at sucks I also have a meeting with my DON she wants to talk to try and keep me.I also visited with Willie and Dennis we ate at Golden Corral.
To day i went to Dr.Tubb and filled out a application its in Stow so well see may not pay much but its day and enouph to pay my bills for now. spent some time with Mike shopping then to Dougs for dinner and Glee and Off the Map a new medical show.I sure do miss you alot today was better than yesterday. Your angle I got you has a heart that glows at night from a solar panel it is cute.Craig please as GOD to watch over me and bring back my fun loving spirit and to provide me with a job i will be good at and also like doing.Im very lost and depressed right now.Im starting to cry again thinking about you.I fell so alone with out you to hug and call and just talk to.
Please send me some one to feel your void I luv u.Good night my Friend
Kiehl
March 27, 2011
I was up until 3:30am applying for Hospice or Psy, jobs. I took Blake for coffee to talk about me taking his case. He wanted me to move to Fl with him to take care of him .I told him no I am staying in Akron. I then went to Doug and Randys we went to The Pride center for social hour/yard sale not much happening there. I guess when I get settled into a good job i will volunteer there.We then watch some movie went to Stake n Shake then i came home did the laundry and cat box. I miss you so thought about you alot today as well because it's Sunday our day that we spent the whole day doing things.Watching DVD Forever Night then off to bed i have lunch plans with your dad tomorrow.I love you little Buddy.Keep watching over me...
Kiehl
March 26, 2011
Its been a couple ruff days at work hate it. But will do what i have to you know me to pay the bills. Youll be happy to know I have a interview at Astoria the place you wanted me to get a job at in Canton.So we will see I applied again thinking of you. I miss the Hell out of you and am so lonely. Please watch out for me and help me make the right decision and ask God to give me the job ill be happy at and be able to do that's not stressful.Doug helped me today update my resume again wish you were here to have done it and spent time with like the good old days.I am very tired not sleeping much with this night shift job.Spent the day with Doug and Randy helping to watch Aden hes a handful as you already know.Wish i had his energy.
I love you
Craigs chair with his stuffed animals
Kiehl
March 20, 2011
What a day spent it with Doug and Randy. We had Aden what a handful of energy and he doesn't like to listen.We went to the Nichols bread outlet and got the banana flips.Then to carol and Sues to due their hair. You would of just laughed at me playing like a 4 year old with the side walk chalk tracing my self and Adan drawing flowers and balloons and rainbows and rabbits and things to keep him occupied.They made us dinner Poppicoush it was very good you would of loved it.We then planted your yellow rose bush for the back yard.I also talked today to a dear old friend Ida from Hopsice you would of liked her she lives near Dayton now so it was nice finding a old friend.I called and left your sister a msg to check up on her tonight. Well i start the new Job at 6am first day on the floor I know you will be looking down and watching out for me. I really miss you so much I talked a lot about you today to Doug I said its not fair you didn't hold up your end of the bargain you are suppose to be hear making my lunch and getting me ready for work and be taking care of our home. I was to just help with the yard work and bring home the $$$$$$.Tim finished the picture memorial I paid him to make of you for me to give to your dad and sister on your birthday it came out real nice they will love it. One of the stages of grief is anger I don't know how ill do with it cause I could never be angry at you only sad that I lost you. I also know God took you because he needed you there and I still have a lot of work to do down hear before I can join you.As we used to talk my purpose in life is to help and protect people. I'm one of his angles I guess I must weight for him to give me another assignment.I just have to believe you will be there now to lend me your guiding voice and keep me on the right path.I miss you peanut. I found this pic of your stuffed animals.
Kiehl
March 19, 2011
Hey little Buddy I took that awful wreath down today with Tim that hung between our two front doors it looks so much nicer.I also redid my living room it looks more like a living room home now than just me putting furniture and everything in it.It is starting to look more like a home just wish you could of seen the place and put your touch on it as we all know i don't have the decorator gene in me at all LOL,I put our shell in the big two foot tall glass wine holder and put a candle in it for the dinning room table it looks cool.I also got the glass cabinet today from Abby Anns for the kitchen for more storage space it nice.Doug & Randy and I went to Minards to look around i got the planter for your yellow rose bush.We saw Willie and Dennis there then we picked up Aden Dougs grandson and stopped by your grave but the gate was already closed.I thought about your sister a lot today so Ill have to try and call her tomorrow. Today was our friend Michelle's Birthday so i left her a B-Day song on her phone from us.Another nice day almost Spring.I love and miss you and still feel so lost with out you.
Kiehl
March 18, 2011
Well trainings done did testing all day.The schedule i got its not to bad but I can tell its gonna be a trip working there. They are very behind the times and not up to date like they should be.What a nice Spring day it was today.Its a job to pay the bills. I past on the Asst,mgr job not enouph pay for what they want. I applied to a Director job by your house so we will see. Dougs daughter is not doing to well they sent her to Cleve,clinic she got another Blood clot and they have to remove one of her ribs she is only 32 years old.Randys mom had to have heart surgery today it went ok but now she has a blood clot in her leg. They just called and want me to come over and do pizza and a movie so i told them i would. Red one of your letters you sent me I pulled one out at random it was after our 1st year togeather I was missing you.I to am so glad to have met you in the letter you thanked me for taking the trip around the sun and for all of the fun well my dear friend it was my pleasure and i got alot out of it from you as well. I miss the HELL out of you another Friday night and no you to talk to or hang with. What a whole you left in my heart the day you died. Please watch over me and bring me comfort.I know you are just having a ball in Heaven with your mommy. With all my LOVE.
Kiehl
March 17, 2011
Second day went well also. They are even talking to me about taking the assistant unit manager job day shift 20 hours and then one 12 hour night shift. I'll have to see, told them i needed more information this will be a new position. It's St. Pattys day (cheers) Randy and Doug and I are going to dinner to eat corn beef and cabbage.I even had a little Leprechaun wooden man made for Tim for all his help and support.He is also making me a picture memorial thing for me to give to your dad and sister in memory of you. I wish you were here to talk with. I miss ya my little fella as you would say to me Love you.
Kiehl
March 16, 2011
Just got home from the first day of the new job feels right so far even thou i am not making as much as the other job.I also came home a wow the pulse ox was in my mailbox so that worry is now taken care of. I wont order from them ever again and no it was not your fault because they mest up both our addresses you should see the order form they sent with it what a mess.I will be a supervisor on nights on the 600 hall with only 17 pts not bad at all. I am also the second in line for the day shift so down the road ill be on days.The place has a real nice home like friendly attitude and relaxed staff so i think it will work out for the time being. To bad your not here to share it with you.They even gave us free lunch.You don't see that very often any more from a company.I can also wear what ever uniform i want so i can use the ones i already have that's a money saver in its self.Text with Caryl today she wished me good luck on my new job and i sent her your Guest book site.I am glad you had some really nice friends like her.Ok gotta stop i'm getting tears in my eyes missing you.I need to go watch my employee hand book on disc and i'm currently watching Forever night vampire DVD. I sure miss ya
Kiehl
March 15, 2011
I finally got a hold of that pulse ox company from when we ordered it back on 1/15/11.They never sent it out told them to send it to me now because you had past way they said ok well guess what i got a email from them and they mailed it to you today.So we will see if i ever get it now LOL.Doug's daughter is in the hospital with a blood clot to her neck/arm so i am consoling him and i took Randy to see his mom who is also in the hospital she fell and broke 2 ribs and her lung deflated. She's not doing to well either I then took both of them to dinner then back to their house to watch Glee.I sure miss being able to talk to you and getting my nightly phone call or text.I start my new job tomorrow.I got a picture i posted of us behind the largest boot ever made from Dennis he found pics of us on a thumb drive. We sure had fun that day.I also got you a Easter Duckie for your grave he's so cute i knew you would love him when i saw it.I also ordered a solar angle for you.I miss you so very much my little peanut head.I pray every night for peace and for God to allow you to be one of my guardian angles.
Kiehl
March 15, 2011
Hey for some reason yesterdays note did not post.I spent the day yester day with your dad we had lunch then sat on the pattio and talked some about you and your mom and got to know more about your dad he told me about his childhood days on the farm and his dogs his time in the army and his tv repair job.Boy we miss you.I am glad i got to know more today you sure were a lot like him.He gave me a microwave from the basement.I then went to see Willie and give him his B-Day gift we visited and then When Dennis got home we went to dinner at Darrhas I got liver and onions mmm I know you are making a face going yuck.I had a nice day today. i sure hope my visits are a help to your dad.I need to stop im getting tears in my eyes missing you. Hugs and watch over me.
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