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Anthony P. Bazzini Jr.

Anthony Bazzini Obituary

Family-Placed Funeral Notice

ANTHONY (TONY) P. BAZZINI, Jr. Mr. Bazzini, Jr., 25, of Lake Worth, died Friday morning September 7, 2007. He had been a resident here for the last 17 years coming from Long Island, New York. Mr. Bazzini is survived by his mother, Debra (Scott) Appleman of Lake Worth, FL; his father, Anthony P. Bazzini, Sr. of Long Beach, NY; his son, Anthony P. Bazzini, III of West Palm Beach, FL; brother, Vincenzo R. Lagrotteria of Lake Worth, FL; sister, Maryann C. Bazzini of Boynton Beach, FL; maternal grandmother, Maryann (Paul) Carabello of Boynton Beach, FL; maternal grandfather, Rudy (Ann) Pearson of Deltona, FL; paternal grandmother, Joyce Bazzini of Long Beach, NY; paternal grandfather, Fred (Caroline) Bazzini of Brookville, NY; maternal great-grandmother, Rose Caruvana of Boynton Beach, FL; uncle, Rudy (Suzanne) Pearson of Lake Worth, FL; niece and nephew, Gisella and Gianni Negron of Boynton Beach, FL; and many extended family and friends in Florida and New York. A visitation will be held from 2-4 and 6-8 PM Tuesday, September 11, at BOYNTON MEMORIAL CHAPEL, 800 West Boynton Beach Boulevard, Boynton Beach, FL, with a wake service at 7:45 PM. A mass of the resurrection will be held 9:00 AM Wednesday, September 12, at St. Mark Catholic Church, Boynton Beach with interment to follow at Boynton Beach Memorial Park. Boynton Memorial Chapel Family Owned & Operated 561-734-5600 www.BoyntonMemorial.com To express condolences and/or make donations Visit PalmBeachPost.com/obituaries

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Published by The Palm Beach Post on Sep. 10, 2007.

Memories and Condolences
for Anthony Bazzini

Sponsored by Debra(Mother)& Scott Appleman.

249 Entries

Anthony Bazzini III

May 9, 2025

It´s my first time posting in here Dad, how fitting it is for your birthday. At the time of learning about what happened I was simply too young to understand what had happened. It started hitting me hard when I could no longer see you every weekend and really feel the effects of you leaving this world. I´m nearly about to graduate from UCF. I wish I could invite you to the ceremony, I´m sure you would be so proud. I think about you all the time and wonder how much different my life would be if I could still talk to you. I never got to send you a text since I was too young to have a phone, I´m sure we would have the best conversations. I hope you´re proud of me up there, nana and I always say you´re probably playing poker up there, taking all the dealer´s chips. I love you dad. It´s been over 18 years that I´ve been able to tell you that in person but I know you hear it. Death could never take away the bond between you and me, I still have all my memories with you intact. Until we meet again, happy birthday Dad.

Vincenzo Lagrotteria

September 4, 2020

You are always in my thoughts and prayers❤

Gisella

August 30, 2018

I really wish I got to know you more. I want to know what you are like and some day I will. You passed away 11 years ago and I am starting to know more about you and now I can never stop you thinking about you. I love you

Debra BazziniApleman

April 3, 2012

My Son, My Son
I miss YOU more as each day passes, I need You, I always have! I guess You didn't know that I needed you more than anyone else does....... Forever in my HEART and on My Mind! MISS YOU IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!
Forever Shall I Love You and shall wait for the nightmare to be over with!
All My Love Always.
Mother. Mommy

Debra Bazzini Appleman

February 23, 2011

My Baby, Can't sleep, can't anything...all just a show. I don't know how I get out of bed everyday....I wait up at night for you to call me waiting to walk in my room while I aimlessly stare at the tv or chandelier waiting for you to walk in with that big "Tony" smile to talk to me about a deal or something to make Scott & I laugh. I am trying, nobody can tell how I really feel from my day~time b.s. that I take care of. Everyone asks me whats new??? They ALL expect to hear about a GUY!!!! NOT, NOT, I am physically here without the two Men in my life closest to Me that can't be replaced. You are IRREPLACEABLE, that is silly to even have to say...I miss you so much it hurts Baby. I'm not a strong woman as they all say, I'm the walking dead with a spray tan and makeup. Scott was so super special it's so difficult..Well I know you know what I am talking about Anth, you're my guy...always will be. I hope you guys are still winning all the poker "tournies" up there. I love you My Precious!

Mom Bazzini~Appleman

February 10, 2011

I LOVE & MISS YOU My Son...."My Precious"
Always in My Soul & Heart
XOXOXOXOXO

Mom (debra) Appleman

January 7, 2011

ALWAYS..."My TONY"
ALWAYS
XOXO

Mrs. Debra Bazzini~ Appleman

December 25, 2010

Today just may have been more difficult than yesterday. It is over three years and I have been jumping every time the phone rings or someone walks in the door.....waiting for You, My Son. God knows how I love you so.
I will always wait until we can hug once again. I love miss and adore You.
XOXOX Mommy

Mrs. Deb Bazzini Appleman

October 26, 2010

Always thinking of You, of course! Watch over us all...especially these days! Mommy loves her Baby ~ Boy!!
Always & Forever
Mommy

Debra Bazzini Appleman

October 11, 2010

My Son, My Son, "MOM'S PRECIOUS", as the days fly by the loss of you by my side makes the terrible pain grow worse. You, My Anthony are so loved and so missed by all. Rest my Son....I hope You two are partnering up in the poker tournies! Don't bet as heavy as he does on football! ...I only wish. Love you, Mommy
P.S. we finally got them!!!

ROBIN

May 10, 2010

happy late birthday tony.i never forgot and never will.my computer was not worken yesterday so i went to see you, i will never forget you or your birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! U R SOOOOO MISSED

GREEN GREEN

May 9, 2010

bra. i know we need a toast for this great day.....happy b-day luv ya man..(green)

Mrs. Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

May 9, 2010

Tony, you are my everything, I'm so sad without you here with me. Putting tpogether deals,whatever it was that we were working on. I just need my Baby Boy to come home to Mommy! the big thrill was not only that you were ready to come out and join us in this world,and since you were so late in being born you figured well, I'd better make this na super special day for Mommy, so you held out til the greatest day and give me the grreates gift! You gave me the greatest gift on Mothers Day....You were born, I love You, My Anthony! We all miss you so much. Lil' Anthony was here since Friday evening. He swam all day at Jen~Den's today. He is so beautiful and smart like you. Love You Lots My Little Sweetheart!
Love You Always,
Mommy xoxoxoxo
It was 28 years ago today that my precious first child was born,....He was 8lbs 6 oz. 22 1/2" born 5/09/82 at 8:15 p.m. It was the greatest happieness I had ever felt or known yet in my life. There you were , My Little Anthony, the most perfect, beautiful baby that I adored, The greatest day of my life so far

Mrs. Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

May 6, 2010

Anth,
I visited with you guys today! It is so increasingly difficult. Wow, what a week! Can't wait til its over, not that anything important shall change. I adore You my Love!
Love You My Baby Boy,
Momnmy,
mOMMY

Mrs.Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

April 9, 2010

My Sweet Anthony, Soon, My Love! Help me keep my head cool and focussed.
Too long Anth, too long! Mommy misses her Boy.
Your loving Proud Mother!
Me, Mommy

Mrs. Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

April 4, 2010

My Son, My Son my oldest One. I need you so much Anth. I guess you have been shocked by some things lately...me too!!! Today was Easter Sunday.....a day to give thanks...For???? I don't know how to bare this world without you guys. I know what we have waited for is around the corner. I will always be strong enough to fulfill my necessary things. This is just so, so necessary. I love you more than life itself. Your Lil Bro and I came to bring flowers ande bunnies to You & Scott. I know you Guys were around the house today with your favorite and one of Scott's too.....Homemade Manicotti. Please watch over all of Us as you always do but I need a little extra help this week up. Mommy loves You Baby... My Son , my Son my first One.
Always I shall remain your loving adoring mother and Very Proud to Be!

Mrs. Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

February 9, 2010

My Anthony, Two and a half years..... yesterday hit me a day late total PANIC!
I didn't play your birthday as I always do and it came out straight on Sunday....it just made me smile, I know you are coming to me through numbers...that is what I was told a while ago. Today when I left with my ride, I kissed your picture and said "I know Anth, who would've guessed" Lord knows I need you BAD!
Your loving Mother,
Me.

Debra (Bazzini) Appleman

January 28, 2010

My Anth'
PGA show????? Don't feel like going anymore. I want to crawl under a rock. I look for you everyday ever-
where. I miss you more than words can ever express.
Love You FORVER, more and more
My Precious, My Anthony
Love, Mom

Deb (Bazzini) Appleman

January 13, 2010

Baby.....I hate that it is so cold. You know......it hurts me 1 million times more. I love you My Son!
Mommy

Mrs. Deb Appleman

November 21, 2009

Baby, There are just "no words". Always, always....you know exactly how my heart is feeling and where my heart is.
Your loving,
Mother/Bestest Friend

Debra Appleman

October 18, 2009

My Sweet Son I adore and miss you to much to put into words. I hurt for you. I can feel your presence at our house all the time. Sometimes I am lucky to feel Scott holding me too. I hope you understand Anth....I don't know if I do. Watch over me, I need you.
I Love you always and Forever, Mommy

Debra Appleman

October 11, 2009

My Anthony, I don't know if you agree or understand what is on my mind. I have never before thought you may not have agreed with my decision. However, you will let me know somehow. I know you will. I love you and I know you know that always Baby, Rest My Son. Mom loves you Buddy.
Always Proud to Be Your Mom & Bestest Friend,
Me, Mommy

Tony's Mom, Forever & Always

September 30, 2009

My Anthony, So much time, too much time....too long since I heard I love you Mother! I need you Anthony. You are in my every waking moment and in my dreams when I am lucky enough to have one I remember. Please rest My Love, my son!
Love You Mommy

Deb Appleman

September 6, 2009

I Love You My Son and so do so many others. We all need you to guide us and help us through the truly unbearable times. Anth, You know who desperately needs you to him strength right now and help him to see his way clearly. Rest My Son, My Precious Boy!
Love You,
Your Mom........love to My Scott!

Mrs. Debra Appleman

September 5, 2009

Tony, I love you My Son!!!!
Always, Your Proud
Mom

Jack Pearson

August 30, 2009

Hey ant. It's been awhile since I've last written and now I remember why. Evrytime I do or see anything that reminds me of you, it's feel like everything just happened yesterday. I can't believe it will be two years next month. You are so terribly missed. I wish I could turn back time. I love you ant. My family and I miss you and your cute little grin so much. : ( please keep watching over us. Love always , your lil cousin , Jack

Deb Appleman

August 28, 2009

My Anthony, Missing you more than ever before if that is humanly possible. I relied on "Us" so much, I knew it then and I surely am reminded of it each day of my existence. I miss You and our special connection and mutual respect & relationship that was so very, very special one can only dream of having with a best friend but you were everything wrapped up in one and most importantly, ....You are "My Son"!
I love you Baby,
Mom, Mother!!!

Deb Appleman

August 13, 2009

Love you My Son, I know you will be with us at your Sis' big showing! You are so missed and loved and we get so much support from all of your friends and extended family and ours too! That is because you are so admired and respected. I miss you My Son, My Son!!!
Love Always,
Mommy

Debra Appleman

August 9, 2009

Love You My Son.
Mommy

Mrs. Deb Appleman

August 4, 2009

My Anthony~Baby: Dee & Hoang were here for dinner last night. They are really great! Hoang just goes above and beyond what any God~Father could achieve and is there with love, dedication and always patience and providing Lil'Anthony with love and anything else he may want or need, and he does it so....natural! I hate that you aren't here with me/us. I miss you like .... well you know. We need you to watch over us and I need your strength as always, maybe a little bit more lately. I need you more now, who am I kidding. I love You My Son!
Your Loving, Proud
Mom
It is

Deb Appleman

July 22, 2009

My Anthony, So what do you really think about all of these things? Sis and I wonder what your opinion would be! We miss you and I think of you constantly and about all of the greatness you brought to our lives! Rest My Baby.
Mom loves you!

Deb Appleman

July 18, 2009

Love You Ton', you friends are great and very supportive of Me, Sis, and Cenzo'. But, there is no substitute ever for "My Son"!!!!!! I miss you, and there truly is no describing it.
Always and forever,
Your loving, proud Mother!!

Mrs. Deb Appleman

July 4, 2009

Love You Baby, Miss you so, so much!
Love,
Mommy

Mrs. Debra Appleman

July 1, 2009

It's too long Anth, I don't have Scott to lean on for this cutting pain. Watch over all of us as always. Mommy loves you Baby!!
Love Your Adoring Mother

Mrs. Deb Appleman

June 25, 2009

My Son, I miss you more than ever!
Visit me My Son,
Mommy loves You,
Mom

Mrs. Deb Appleman

June 19, 2009

Sweetie: Hope you were watching over "Your DP Buddy" yesterday. I know he needed it. Scary!! I miss you so much today I can't get my fake persona' on. I miss you, I so, wish if only I could wish with half an ounce of beleif....but I know better, NOwishing, it is a waste of time. I have enough therapy to no you can't bargain and wishing is a waste of time and I surely know that is SHORT!!! I love you! You,"My Anthony," are a LEGEND!! Even in your totally too short life. You were powerful, respected, and counted upon by so so many. I am at the top of that list. Please continue to watch over all of Us. First and foremost Rest My Babyboy, Mommy loves you and I will take care of everything just as I always did. I hope you and Scott win at the poker tournie tonight. Much Love,
Your Mom

Mrs. Deb Appleman

June 15, 2009

My Wonderful Baby~Boy, Now I understand why you had dinner and enjoyed being at your other family's on Sunday's so much too! It was fantastic. So are they. I hope you approve. You are so much a part of their hearts and in their thoughts so much. You must have been right in the middle of all the great times spent there. I have grown so much closer to them. Your Son is more gorgeous and seems to get smarter every time I see him. He is definetely a ladies man, you always told me how heavily he flirted with the waitresses for a little guy. I love you and miss you, thanks for helping out and always watching out for all of Us. Take care of Scott, he must feel badly. He shouldn't. He is a great man so are my Sons and grandchildren. Sissy too of course. Love ya My Baby,
Mommy

Mrs. Deb Appleman

June 10, 2009

Anth, I love you and make believe that you are the one keeping me grounded. I am lost without you. You were so "self~less" when it came to all of us...everyone!! I cannot even begin to feel your loss like when "My Scott" was here with Me. I leaned on him over you and he leaned on me over missing you. Now, I am too afraid to let my mind agree with my heart that you are gone from my life just as Scott is now gone also. I can't take the chance of totally falling apart. Your brother and sister need me. It is a lonely existence.
I wish I had done more! You are always in my heart and I am first on your list of admirers.
I love you My Baby~Boy!!
Mommy

Deb Appleman

June 3, 2009

Anthony, I love you. You are forever with me and always in my heart!
Love you,
Mom

Debra Appleman

May 25, 2009

Love You, "My Anthony", my Son, my Life!
XOXOXO,
Mom

Mrs. Deb Appleman

May 12, 2009

"My Anthony" I love you, OF COURSE!!! Anyway, we both surely know that without me saying so. A longtime customer of Scott's came into Appie G's and said that you were right there with me...that my son was right beside me. I don't know if it is true, but it made me feel good. You probably are so that you are watching out for me and over me at all times. Unless of course, you two are at a big poker game or black jack....I guess it is basketball at night. I hope you can both still have that pleasure. Miss you like crazy! This really, really hurts like HLL!!
Love You My Son,
Mom

Deb..... Tony's Mother

May 9, 2009

My Son, My Son My first born....27 years ago today was a Sunday not just any Sunday...it was the Sunday I fell truly in love, a love I had never ever known. A love that was so wonderful and so strong it was scary when I thought about it too hard. The love a devoted mother falls in when she holds her "Precious Son" later on to grow up and be given the pet nickname by his Baby Sister... "MOM'S PRECIOUS" and you surely are and always will be My Precious Son! You made me wait so long before you joined us out here in the real world. You were a charmer right from the minite you were born,,,you knew you had to make it extra special so you joined us on "Mother's Day". I love you so so much. Thank you for all of my wonderful memories with you my Son. Catie and I were talking for hours here tonight about You and the Man you were/are. We all sure do miss you. I love you, I am so proud to be your Mother.
All My Love Always,
Mom

Mother Deb Appleman

May 6, 2009

My Anthony, Chay said some totally wonderful things , I am sure you heard! He is super fantastic! I am sorry about what took place. I love you My Boy and I cannot believe that tomorrow is 1 year and 8 months since you hugged and kissed me and told me you loved me out loud. I know you do I know who we are to each other. I hate this Anth. How is Scott?
Help him Anthony he must be devestated. I am sure you are peoed! How clean was that????? Mommy loves her boy.
Love You Always & Forever,
Mom

Deb Appleman

April 28, 2009

Night My Anth...Mommy loves You.
XOXOXO
I love ya,
Mom

Deb Appleman

April 25, 2009

Love You My Son!!
XOXO
Your Mom...miss you terribly

Deb Appleman

April 23, 2009

Anthony, I love you.....
XOXOXO
Mommy

Deb Appleman

April 22, 2009

Thanx!!! Mom loves you Babydoll, good looking out! Keep watching us. Rest for now My Love.
I love you,
Mommy

Debra Appleman

April 20, 2009

Ton'...I love you.
XOXO,
Mommy

Deb Appleman

April 18, 2009

My Son: I know you will be at Gianni's birthday party today. I miss you. I don't know how I have gone soooo long without hugging and kissing My Son, My Son My oldest one...my best buddy, confidant and POPE this just makes me want to sleep for a long while. I won't there is Cenz'.
XOXOXO
I love You So Much.
Mommy

Deb Appleman

April 16, 2009

Anth: I know you must have had some great laughs and not @ My recent excursion w/Cheri. I really had some great laughs, good to know that I still can. I owe her that. Some you probably said MOM!!!!! Oh well, I love you My Beautiful Son, I will never accept that I am here and you are NOT!!!! Miss you so so so much.
Your Loving & Adoring Mother,
Maa, Mommy

Maryann Bazzini

April 14, 2009

Hey Ant, it's been just about one year since I've wrote to you on here. Please be with me tomorrow and help me get through the day. Tell Isabella Mommy loves her & although it's been four years, it feels like just yesterday. Love you and miss you like crazy.

Tony's Mom Debra Appleman

April 1, 2009

Anthony, morning, I just wanted to write an "I love You" to you this morning. I just dusted and polished your pictures down stairs and cannot stop thinking about you not even for a second...well I always think of you and miss you. I'm sure you were very proud of your Lil' Brother last night! We all are. How are the poker games?
Mommy loves you,

Mrs. Debra Appleman

March 29, 2009

Anthony, My Son, Today we took Lil'Anthony to see Uncle Cenzo' play. He got so big in such a short time. He is more and more handsome, beautiful every time we see him. I wish you were here to enjoy him. He is so wonderful. He reminds me so much of You. It is so bitter sweet I love to see him and that he is like you in so many ways and yet it cuts like a knife through my BONES because you should be here with him, by his side. I miss You like crazy My Son, please rest. Mommy loves You.
Love Always,
Mom

Mrs. Deb Appleman

March 26, 2009

My Anthony, I love you, I know I ran out of there this evening, but I am finding out I am not as tough as I portray! Certainly I turn to mush when I can't hug My Baby, my Son My oldest One....You. I MISS YOU AND IT SUX AND IT HURTS REALLY REALLY bad. Rest My Son. Mommy loves You.
Always, Your Adoring Loving Mother
Maaa, Mommy

jack. pearson

March 23, 2009

just wanted to tell you that i was thinking of you.i wish the family and i could see that handsome face of yours again..you are missed so much..love you.

Debra Appleman

March 20, 2009

Morning My Anthony, I knew you guys would be there with me watching over me. Thanks!
I am glad to be home. I love you Baby. I wish you had time to visit me in my dreams!
Love you always,
Your Mom

Debra Appleman

March 14, 2009

Hey My Sweetheart, I love you pretty funny that my # came out in afternoon today and not evening straight too! I love you and miss you. Visit me Anth' I want to know what you think of all this? Love ya lots and always,
Your Momma
Me, Maaa

Mrs. Debra Appleman

March 10, 2009

Hey "My Tony", Last night I called Cenz' ..."Tony" by mistake and then I lost it, I try to stay numb to protect myself a bit but that's not working quite as well again. Cennzo' and I then started talking about You and all of the wonderful times You and He had! I told him about how great you were with him all the way back to the morning he was born. You had told your Sister, "Maryann, don't even think your holding him first" and how You and Mar' took him to the mall probably 5 times per week with you guys! You'd put him in the stroller and take him with you. You use to play at home with him and even change his diaper and jusr were a wonderful Big brother above and beyond what you needed to do. You did those things without being asked. When you won on a scratch off card @ 16 and had a job too (your choice, again) you took Cenz' to the mall shopping and let him loose shopping he was just a little guy but he knew how to dress like his Big brother...You! Well, only the best, Polo, Tommy H and Jordans of course!! You bought an excessive amount of clothing for him. That's My Son, ....My Anthony generous,... overly generous. When Scott and I would be driviing home from work we didn't want to leave your brother til he was one of the group of last to be picked up at SAC so we would call you and see if you could pick your brother up. You were working for Uncle Rudy at the time. Never, and I mean never did you ever say no, never ever did you answer me with an attitude (NOT about picking up Your little Brother), you would sometimes say sure Mom I'll get him now he can stay with Me from now, or you would ask, can I pick him up in 5 minutes I am just finishing something? Tony, you never said "No" never had attitude. You sometimes would let him drive the big backhoe with You. We all spent alot of time together. The one thing I am so thankful for is that before you were taken from Me/Us we were together so much. Scott and You had such a great, close relationship and in a short time you were very close. He loved you as his own son too, even though you were grown and you were crazy about him too! That wasn't something anybody could just come in to your life and hold such a special place in your heart...but Scott was also very special. He always was there for you too, even if it was a ride up to 45th street just becasue you wanted to talk to me in person, he was so great. When you were taken from us he said to his customers that he was close with that the hardest thing he has ever had to do was "bury his Son". I never heard him say that but Maryann and the workers has heard him. He couldn't even work for like almost 3 months. You were and are such a herrific loss in our lives! We went out to dinner and you came over for dinner almost evryday we saw you. It isn't enough though Ton', I am suppose to get to see My Son anytime I need or want. I will never see My Baby~Boy again. I will never get to spoil you anymore or surprise you with a huge party for your 30th Birthday, I'll never get to see you getting older and become more proud of you than I already am because you are SO SMART and you became more succesful. My Baby, we were honored to know you, to be loved by You and I am honored to be "Tony Bazzini's Mom, again to not have you here and just have the title shall never be enough. Chay visited this weekend and Hong and Dee had Lil'Anth the day after his birthday so they invited Uncle Cenzo' over too! I know you must be so proud of seeing the way your little brother is with his nephew, Your Son, he is so nurturing and loving and great with Abthony. Anthony is just crazy about Cenzo'. Cheri & George also invite Cenzo' over all the time which is so great. Well for me great would be to have my son, my son my oldest one Mom's Precious...You walk back through our door. We all miss you and it hurts bad, but our memories are wonderful because you were WONDERFUL, My Son!!!
Mommy loves You Baby!
Mother

Debra Appleman

March 2, 2009

My Anthony, I love you and miss you too much My Baby! I can't believe that wonderful little Boy of yours, Anthony, is going to be 8 years old this week coming up! I hope you pay him a special visit this week. I know he dreams of you. We all dream of when you were here with us. Times were so blessed then and we didn't even know by how much til it came to a screaching hault! (no wonder why I always need NEW rotors). I miss you so much, most of the times I protect myself subconciously, I make beleive your working all the time like I do 7 days per week, it is how I get through the days.........I have to for Cenz'. He and Sis really really miss you too! Forget about Nana, sometimes I think she thinks she is your mother, she can't deal with the loss of You very well. I never knew what you and I both know til after, Nana said you knew which made me happy to know that you at least had the pleasure to know such a great thing!!! You are great, you are one of My three greatest "stars" My very first STAR....my Son, My Anthony! When I visited today it was so cold and windy there. That made me instantly in a bad mood. I don't know it just makes a horrible situation, even worse!! Love you my Star!
Love your proud Mother,
Me, Maa

Debra Appleman

February 24, 2009

Ton' Mommy misses you and can't hold it down too much longer I feel that monster pain coming back to attack my existence! I need you, I need you so much.......I know you'd still be here, IF to me means "IDIOTIC FOOL" . I counted on You so much as did so many other people. You made my life "RICH"! People have no idea what "RICH" really means. I could care less what happens to the value of my house, I wasn't a re-mortagaging fool, I don't care how low the market goes. As long as I can pay the necessities and buy what I always do for the kids that part is good. "RICH" doesn't necessarily mean happy, loving loyal or even like! I liked and loved and was so happy and loving and loyal when You & "My Scott" were here all the time. Those were the RICHEST and the VERY BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE!!! That was LIVING the GREAT LIFE!!!! I love you My Son!
Love you always & Forever,
Mom, Maaa

Debra Appleman

February 23, 2009

My Dearest Anthony, This is so surreal! I try to not allow this to be reality, not to be real! I miss you, this isn't suppose to be, my oldest Son, gone for ever, how long is my forever? This is a really cruel world with some wonderful people and some very cruel. All I know is that I need Mom's Precious! I need You My Anthony! I know alot of other people do too, but I am talking about ME! My Son I love you, I need You. This is such a long time to not have hugged or kissed my Baby, My first born. I love and miss you terribly. I find that I can't even look at your pictures that are every where and have any thought behind it other than Wow Deb, look at your beautiful, wonderful Son. To think past that as if you weren't here, I can't allow myself that thought....the pain is too much to bare, I won't allow myself that thought. I miss you so much My Anthony, please continue with the peace you have found, I never want to disturb that ever. Just know that I feel that you are watching over Me, and all of Us, ALL the time even though you have found some peace. I always respect what Nana says, I believe it too! Except watch out for the extra cold bottle of water in her freezer, pretty funny huh? I will always be so proud to be your mother, and very best friend. Love to Scott, Poppa, and Isabella. Mommy loves you.
Mom, Maaa

Debra Appleman

February 13, 2009

Hey Baby, My true Friday the 13th is really Friday the 7th!!! I love you and miss you so much I can't even let those words truly sink in even a little bit, I am not allowed to crack. I know You & Scott want me to take care of Cenz' he deserves a chance! I love You.
Mommmy

Debra Appleman

February 10, 2009

My Son, I love You and miss you! Just wanted to say , I am going to visit with you both later today.
Your loving, adoring Mom,
Love You My Life,
Mom, Maaa

Debra Appleman

February 8, 2009

Babyboy, I love you and Cenzo' loved spending time with his beautiful nephew @ Cheri & George's where he is made to feel very comfortable,(your Brother) They are a great blessing in Lil'Anthony's life. We all miss You My Son. Love to Scott too!
Your Loving Momma,

Me, Mommy

Mrs. Debra Appleman

February 3, 2009

My First, My Darling Son, I miss you dearly, I don't allow myself to feel that you can't call or I cannot see you anymore. I just feel as if one person is protecting me and keeping me grounded and level~headed, that is You. We are so special to each other. No secrets, huh??? maybe sometimes too much truth..some of your friends cringe @ my knowledge of all the stories. Anyway, what does it all mean now that there will never be anymore stories, no more history, no more crazy fun drama that only we could get in to? It leaves the memories and nobody can ever take that from me. I love you "My Son". Thanks for always watching out for all of us. Little Anthony called last night, he is so precious! His Uncle Cenzo' has patience, I am sure he will make a great Uncle always. Anyway Anthony read to him on the phone and Cenzo' was so proud of how super, super smart and fantastic of a reader that he was that he put him on speaker phone so I can hear him. He said Mom can you believe how great he reads! He is so, so smart just like Ant (YOU) Your family love & miss you I hope you have found some peace Baby.
Your Loving Proud
Mother

Mrs. Deb Appleman

January 31, 2009

"My Anthony", all I can say is I will always feel privileged to be "Your Mother", and closest friend. We sure had a special bond. I guess Scott knew what he meant by "godspeed Anthony", it always gave me a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach when he wrote that to You , which was every time he wrote including a few days before he joined You. I love You My Son. Please rest, you deserve some "PEACE!"
Love, Your Proud Mom,
Mother

Mrs. Debra Appleman,

January 25, 2009

Hello, My Baby~Boy, I love & miss you more and more as the days fly by! How can life ever be full again? I don't have my two men, my two most sure go to lean on men here anymore....I never will again! How sick and totally cruel is that??
I love You My Son. Send My Love to My Scott and Poppa! I sabella must be as gorgeous as ever. I am sure you guys are taking care of her too and always have been with her!!!!
Always in My Heart and Love you Totally!!!!!
Mommy

Mrs. Debra APPLEMAN

January 18, 2009

"My Anthony," Hi Baby, miss your hugs, your jokes, our special talks and now when I go to you favorite poker place where you were the Mayor, or the Pope it hurts when you aren't there. I use to come there with Scott and meet you and You were so proud of us and "Me", you would walk around with your arm around my neck and say this is my mother say hello and then you would kiss me on the cheek, They didn't know what to do first for Me & Scott. You were always so proud to introduce Me ...Scott too! I was always proud to be Tony's Mom! You and I had quite a unique and special bond. I will never get over losing You. Watch over Me and everyone in our circle. We all need
this assurance. I love You My Son, My Son, My Loving One"
Visit me in my dreams, please!!!!!
Love you lots but only until forever

Mrs. Debra Appleman

January 9, 2009

My Anthony, Friday, I hate friday! But, I sure do love you my SON!! I'll be by later to visit. Matching color stone huh? Scott picked out the color. What are you guys up to? I hope you managed to rest a bit and what about Scott? I'm sure not... I miss you Sweetheart, visit me Baby! Mommy loves You.
Love Always & Forever,
Maaa

Cheri

January 4, 2009

Always in our hearts you are Tony...especially every time your son smiles we see your face. I'm sure you are as proud of him as we all are. We will never forget you and miss you so much more than any words could begin to express.

Mrs. Debra Appleman

January 1, 2009

"My Son, My Son, My Beautiful Departed One" Hate it, hate it, hate it! New Year without My Loving Son, My Bestfriend, My priest & confidant. Cruel, cruel world. I don't know how I manage but so far I do. I love you My Babyboy I spent time with a lot of your friends last night. They were here. You are so missed. 2009 without My Oldest Son seems like an unreal statement.
Watch over Us Baby, we need it, we count on it. Please Rest My Love.
Love your ever proud loving and adoring Mother,
Me, Maaaa

Mrs. Debra Appleman

December 29, 2008

"My Dear Anthony", I took today to
catch up a little bit. It is 6:00 now and all is still the same. I am missing You & Scott terribly.....this is all ridiculously difficult to swallow! I love You "My Son", I am waiting for you to come back home!
You are Forever in My Heart & Mind,
Love You, Mommy

Mrs. Debra Appleman

December 22, 2008

Baby, I hope you have found some peace! I love you so much and it is so hard to believe the fact that you are now watching over all of us rather than being here with us. Too painful for me to accept and live it, I protect my mind somehow or I couldn't function daily. And, Yes I know that is not one of my choices! For all of my family and friends that read this. Don't worry. Miss you too much My Anthony!!!!! Thankful for my second home, they are so great to Cenz' and I. It is my salvation ZONE. Scott loved it here too! Rest My Son, Mom loves You Always,

Mrs. Debra Appleman

December 15, 2008

Hello "My Anthony", I just wanted to write, I don't know, I guess it is for my own selfishness of missing you so badly! Lil'Anth called Me & his Uncle Cenz last night. He is such a fantastic little man. I spoke to Green and he wants to see your son! I also spoke to Hong and Chay the other day. We all have one great thing in common...the devestation of saying good-bye to someone we love so much and was such a super special person to all of Us in many ways and we will never get over You! You had so much more to do, see, and share your special Anthony-ness with all! We all just always counted on You to be with us You were so young so great, so giving, and so relied upon. We all shall never be the same without you in this world. This little blurb above certainly does not exempt our family
members who the loss of you, My Anthony cuts so deeply as a sharp knife cut feels. Rest in Peace My Son, Mommy loves you!
With all of My Love, My Babyboy,
Mom

Mrs. Debra Appleman

December 12, 2008

Hey Anth, Well your Sister is very persuasive, I'm sure you and Scott will be watching over us tonight! It is so cold out. Mommy loves you Baby!
Love Always,
Mommy

Debra Appleman

December 12, 2008

My Anthony, just a quick message to tell you "I love You"! I know you already know that. Miss you!
Your Loving Momma,
Me

Mommy

December 8, 2008

Morning "My Anthony", 15 months and one day. I still wait for you, for your call for that gigantic hug and something cute and wise (wise-crack) you'd say and then say "Mom, come on I'm just kidding"!
I love ya! Oh what a crazy, mean, cruel world. I am so sad for You My Loving Son, I only wish, and that is all I can do wish...and wishes don't come true. Little Anthony is such a doll. I don't see him nearly antwhere as much as I'd like to, but with work, my saddness I can't control (I don't ever want him to see) and school. Little Anthony just loves Your Brother, Cenzo' sooooo much! He gets really upset when he has to leave. Cenzo'is really good with him. It is good for Cenzo' too, he is such a great kid and he tries to big that big Uncle to APB III as much as possible. Sis will be 23 tomorrow! If I did have a wish it would be for you to give her a special visit, even in her dreams if you could visit. Hong is doing really well and he thanks you almost 100% for it. I am sure he has alot to do with it and yes, I know you look out for all of us. I know I feel as if you are at work and helping me get through every miserable day. I feel I get my strength from you. How are the poker games and your football pic's are you & Scott partners? I'm sure he is with You. I always wondered when Scott wrote to you what he meant when he said "godspeed Anthony" It always made me feel uneasy when he wrote that. I said what does that mean you will see Anthony again at god's speed! Well talking about giving the big guy (god) a damn speeding ticket. I don't know if he , nah he never thought he wouldn't be here taking care of all of us. That phrase always gave me a dark cold feeling, and now I live it everyday without My two Men! Please rest peacefully baby, you owe it to yourself! Just watch over allof us now and again, take a peak, but please rest "My Son", I love you more than anything and can't even think of words to describe how much I miss My first born child. Remember in the early start of your life in my belly? It was about 3 and a half months or four? Well, you & I had to stay in bed laying flat on my back I had a sonogram and when I saw you tiny as you were, your little arms and legs jumped I saw your heart beating and at that very moment I knew that I had the strongest love that I have ever felt and I had to take care of you, I fell so deeply in love I knew from that moment on my heart was so vulnerable because of that love I had for you immediately, I never wanted anything to work out so much in my life....It was then that I knew I would never have the upper hand on loving someone, NEW game, My child had my heart in a loving position I didn't know existed.
Who knew I would ever have to be writing to You on this page, missing you and hanging on. Well, I love you more and more as each day goes by. I see so many rotten, mean, miserable people on a daily basis. I told Nana, we all have a license to be rotten and walk around carrying a grudge, feeling sorry for ourselves. I do feel sorry for me and us and I am miserable. I don't treat people miserably and rude, I guess I am getting that from Scott.
Look after each other. Love to Scott, Papa, Grammy and the others
we LOVE.
Mommy loves you so much My Son, and I will always remain proud to be your mother. Watch over us and try to wish Mar' a H.B.!!
Love & miss you terribly!
Mom

Mrs. Debra Appleman

December 2, 2008

Anthony My Anthony, I love you, please give me the patience and strength I need. I cannot bear that fact that You "My Precious"!!! and My Scott are both not here. I hope you can rest in peace. Someone who I believe is in the special know said that You are not resting peacefully but still running around trying to Save and Help everyone. That you are still trying to help and watch over everyone, as always but from above! After all there are so MANY of US that depended on Tony/Anthony! But....that is definetly who you are. I love you so much don't ever forget just how much I love You and how very, very much You mean to Me. I will always be ever proud to be Your Mom I love You My Son!
Love You So Much,
Your Ever Proud, Mother

jaclyn pearson

November 27, 2008

hey ant,
just wanted to tell you i love you and am thinking of you. wish you were here...jack

Debra Appleman

November 27, 2008

Baby Boy, I love you sorry I couldn't say much today. It seems to be harder lately. Not because of holidays as people say. It is the amount of time that has passed since I kissed and hugged My Son!
I love you and miss you terribly.
All My love , You are always in my heart and on my mind!
Mommy

Mrs. Debra Appleman

November 24, 2008

Anthony My Anthony.....I just wanted to jot a quickie note and say hey, and Mommy loves You... My Son!
Your loving Mother
Me ..MA

Mrs. Debra Appleman

November 16, 2008

My Son, My Son:
Hey Baby, I love you and? and what? can't believe this, and how badly does this ROT? My Son, Why? Why? and in case they don't understand, WHY?????????? I miss you so bad it hurts past my bones. I can't say my heart because it doesn't really exist anymore. No heart, just drive and commitment. I only hope that You are at peace My Anthony. If I knew that you were at
peace I would like to know that, but since you didn't call me lately I don't know for sure. I must tell you Anth, that I do feel like you are guiding and giving me the level headed thinking. Someone is, and I know how We always spoke to each other if we were off our game. Holidays are coming which "they say" it makes it worse. However, I think it is always WORSE even if there isn't a holiday. All I can say is that I miss My First Born CHILD, and that shall never subside, it gets worse with time that passes. I am Your Mother, You were suppose to miss Me. Scott was the athlete, younger than Me, I was not suppose to be missing him either. These two deaths are the most unnerving, unnatural encounters ever. I love you, miss you and by the way, How bout' those Giants? Scott has me hooked on watching football!! Me, do you believe I love the game? I finally understand what is going on when I watch the game. It only took 5 seasons. How are You and Scott doing in the poker tourneys? Love to
Scott, Poppa, Isabella, Grammy & the rest of .........well you know who. Mommy loves you! You will always be "MOM'S PRECIOUS" and proud of it and You too!
Love You Always, My Son
Mother/Ma

Jaclyn Pearson

November 6, 2008

Hey Ant,
soo I have some news! Sean and I moved in together this past weekend!I know, its shocking that my parents even let it happen! Anyways, I wish you were here to see it. Nana,gramps,great nana,aunt deb and marebear are coming over tonight along with some a seans fam. The family get togethers just don't feel the same, even after all this time. There will always be something missing and that is You. This move was just another step toward my adulthood and it makes me think about down the road and how it would be when me,you,mare,danielle and cenz and g all have kids. We would be just like aunt deb,my dad and aunty jen. We would have family get togethers and and carry the traditions. But I know that even when we all do get to that point in our lives, its still not going to be the same because you aren't a part of it. I miss you ant, and I hope you know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I love you my big cousin! see you someday in the most peaceful place there is..love you always,
Jaclyn

P.s send the rest of the family my love.

Debra Appleman

November 4, 2008

Sweetie, Just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you OF COURSE! Terrible times lately, I feel a little worse if you can believe that! Miss you "My Son, my Son, my oldest one". How cruel!

Mommy loves you Baby Boy

LITTLE BROTHER

October 30, 2008

Hi Ant, im doing good in school and I miss you as always. BabyAnt is so smart and he is just like you. I wish you were here to see him and to see the things he does. It is really cute. Well I love you and have a good night. Love you big bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Debra Appleman

October 29, 2008

Anthony, I just wanted to just send you a little shout out of all the love I have for you. All of those who take happiness and their children and loved ones for granted everyday should take each daily gift of having that person/people in your everyday lives. The pain of losing them is nothing to be fooled around about! Tony, nobody who isn't a true dedicated, loving Mother/Parent could possibly know how I feel even though people assure me they "know how I feel", or have ridiculed this situation. I love you, and I treasure all of our memories together. Yet, that is surely not enough. Love ya Baby!
Mommy

Mother, Deb Appleman

October 26, 2008

Ton' I hate that so much time has gone by and this is a reality I must face. I don't know how I have gotten this far without you by my side as usual. I KNOW that I pull a lot of my strength from you "My Son". Anth, you always had a level headed bit of advice for me. I feel know matter what anyone says, that I let you down. Your life was way too short and you were jipped out of your well deserved long successful happy life with all of us and your gorgeous "son"! Lil' Anthony adores you, he is really strong for a little boy and Uncle Roy is a great help in guiding a young very, very smart boy, ( Your Son) in dealing with the loss of his Daddy where he is positive and always remembers everything about you. Sunni is great in preserving his memories and thoughts of You. I love you, miss you and always shall remain proud and adoring of you, My Son......My Anthony! Watch to see what unfolds next. I think you will like it! Mommy loves you always! Love to Scott too!

Mrs. Debra Appleman

October 24, 2008

Anth, I love you and I am always thinking of you and missing My Son!
Lots of Love Always,
Mom

jack pearson

October 21, 2008

i love you and miss you Ant...

Mom, Debra Appleman

October 19, 2008

"My Anthony" Babe I have written about 2 or 3 or 4 entries that have not been printed. Of course, I would never sign my entry as your mother...the person I AM with my proper name in that manner. I love you as always! Your Lil' Wonderful son, Anthony III stayed here last night and is still roaming around the house with his Uncle Cenzo'. I'll visit with you later. Your loving Mother.

debra appleman

October 16, 2008

you must be so very proud of me!!

Mrs. Debra Appleman

October 15, 2008

"My Anthony" I love you as you and everyone knows. Don't ever forget and neither will I just how strong I am and with You & "My Scott" watching out for Me from above. Well, how???????
Your loving adoring,
Mother

Mommy, Deb Appleman

October 14, 2008

Baby-Boy, We all miss you. Anth, sorry about stooping. This is in honor of You, just a small little something that probably just makes me feel better. However, there are so many people I know of that read this page. I love you, sorry Mom dropped the ball. Love to "ALL". our devoted adoring Mother!

Mrs. Debra Appleman

October 9, 2008

13 months and one day without "My Son", talk about torture!!! I miss you so intensely! Sissy and I visited You & Scott today. I just will never know how this is truly part of my day to day existence. You are so missed. I am sorry I have to be distracted with such undeserving ridiculousness, ....sick that is all I can say sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I adore you and will be by to visit tomorrow again. I also want to thank you again for the strength and support you always seem to give to me no matter what and where you are My Baby!
Your loving and always proud to be...
Mother

Mommy, Debra Appleman

October 3, 2008

Hi Baby Doll, Well it is Friday, everyone knows how much I hate Friday's. I miss you and I need to post a family portrait of us. Scott was having a portrait of you made for me, I guess I need to pick it up myself. Miss all of you. How is your poker game? Are you guys partners or what? Just call me up and tell me. I dare you Anth, I know you could never pass up a dare!!!! I'll visit later today.

Mommy, Mrs. D.A.

September 28, 2008

Hey My Son, Well, this one was the one that shall etch them in concrete.
Finally,......... I love you, send my love to Scott , and Poppa too! Grammy too!
I love all of you and miss you is so understated. I'll be by tomorrow!
Need You "My Son".

Mother Mrs. D.A.

September 26, 2008

Morning "My Anthony", Time is flying by and I feel as if you are getting so far away from me. I miss you and soon it will be the horrible holidays! How shall I ever get passed this? Alone? I love you I will see you later today, miss you Baby!
Lots of Love,
Mommy

Mrs. Debra Appleman

September 23, 2008

Anth, I love & miss you! I could sure use a special visit from you.
You know what I mean!!! Need "My
Anthony" to help me!
You Ever Proud Loving Mother,
Ma/ Mother

Mommy, Debra Appleman

September 17, 2008

My Anthony....My son , my son : I put a great picture of Me, You, & Scott on Scott's legacy page. If only...........that was a very wonderful, special surprise when Scott had you guys meet us as a surprise for my birthday for dinner @ Cucina's. What I wouldn't do to just be outside giving you a kiss and hug just one more time. That isn't even greedy just one more time!!!! I love you so much my Son. You are always in my thoughts and well my constant thoughts. I love you always.

Mrs.Deb Appleman

September 11, 2008

Anthony, My sweetheart, Yesterday was your little brothers first organized game of tackle football! I only wish you & Scott could have been there physically! We all know you both were there. I don't know how I have gotten through this past year without you by my side. I love you and miss you so much Babydoll, please visit me in my dreams!
Love you more than imaginable,
Ma

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