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Auntie Beth
November 1, 2023
I miss you so much Shaynie. Ashley and you would have been having so much fun with all your babies.I miss our 7 am phone calls the most. Till we meet again Boo!!!! Love you.
Aunt Beth
November 1, 2022
I miss my Shaynie Boo
MOMMIE
June 26, 2017
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. 30 YEARS OLD TODAY. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY. NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK OF YOU. MOMMIE LOVES YOU. SEE YOU SOON
MOMMIE
June 26, 2016
MOMMIE LOVES YOU BABY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
mommie
June 26, 2016
Happy birthday Shaynie. Mommie misses you so much. I used to look forward to today, making you a cake, taking you to dinner, watching you open your gifts, listening to you laugh... Now they are painful reminders of what I'll never get to experience ever again. They were cherished times together, I'll never forget them. I just miss you so much. I want to feel your arms wrapped around me, I want to hear your laughter again. I want to see those beautiful blue eyes looking back at me with love. I miss you Shayna! Sometimes, often, I feel like I'm drowning in grief, like I can't get my breath. I feel like I've sunk to the bottom of the ocean and I'm fighting my way back to the top, where there is air, just out of my reach. Every day is a struggle for me but I have to go on. Life continues all around me and I must participate even when I don't want to.
Duchess came down the hallway this morning mewing. I looked at the clock. It said 5:43. 29 years ago at that moment my life changed forever. You have brought me tremendous joy and happiness from the moment you were born until God took you to heaven. I thank God for giving you to me. It just wasn't long enough.
Today, I'll put flowers on your cross and release balloons in the air for you, but my heart will be breaking ever so much. I miss you sweet daughter, so so much. See you in heaven.
Mommie
mommie
July 16, 2015
This candle burns as a symbol of my love for you. Always and forever.
Mommie
mommie
July 16, 2015
today is paralyzing. I cannot get up off this chair. my tears are heavy. I want to go to sleep and wake up with you. God please help me today. I miss my daughter so much. I cannot even get thru my days anymore. im so depressed. my mind is overwhelmed with sadness. Shayna, you are my sweet baby girl. I miss you so much. life is so hard to deal with sometimes. like today, I feel dead in my heart right now. I want to live but my heart wants to die. I miss you so much Shayna. I cannot wait to be with you again.
love mommie
Mommie
June 26, 2015
Happy birthday Shaynie. I thought about you all day on Marissa's birthday yesterday. We had a wonderful time at the waterpark. I was missing you terribly. Today you would have been 28 years old. I miss celebrating your birthdays with you. Its something I cherished. Now, I'm celebrating the day God gave you to me. I never imagined He would give me such a special gift as you, but He did.
I love you and miss you with each passing day, each passing hour, each passing minute. You are always on my mind, every second of every day. You are missed tremendously by all of your family.
We get comfort knowing we will see you again. Soon!
Happy birthday baby.
Mommie loves you.
mommie
April 16, 2015
I miss you so much. I'm struggling everyday to get thru, but I do. I love you baby, see you soon.
Mommie
Mommie
April 15, 2015
I bumped my head today and instantly I thought about how you bumped your head. It must have hurt but I think you went to sleep right away. I cried. I miss you so much.
Jesus come soon.
Mommie
Mommie
March 1, 2015
My heart longs to be with you. I miss you so very much Shayna. Thank you for being the best daughter in the whole world. God blessed me when he gave me you. Thank you Lord for all my blessings.
I love you Shaynie.
Mommie
mommie
February 28, 2015
I miss you so much baby. I will forever cherish your love. See you in Heaven.
Mommie
MOMMIE
February 27, 2015
MOMMIE LOVES YOU, MISSES YOU SO MUCH SHAYNA.
Mommie
February 27, 2015
I thank the Lord for my family because I wouldn't be here if not for them getting me thru every excruciating day I have to live without you. Oh Shaynie, my heart hurts for you, I ache for you. I miss you so badly. Jesus is coming soon and then we'll all be together again, forever...
Mommie loves you so much.
mommie
February 24, 2015
I miss you so much baby. So much. I wish I could hear you laugh once more what a beautiful sound it was.
Mommie
mommie
February 23, 2015
I love you Shayna
Mommie
February 23, 2015
My beautiful baby Shayna
February 23, 2015
mommie
February 22, 2015
my tears are endless, my heartache deep.
I cry for you and never sleep.
how can I begin to heal, when my heart can no longer feel.
its been so long since you've been gone.
I just don't know how to go on...
MOMMIE
February 22, 2015
IM SO DISTRAUGHT BABY. JESUS PLEASE COME SOON. MY LIFE IS AN EMOTIONAL ROLLAR COASTER. I'VE CRIED MORE DAYS THIS SHORT YEAR THAN NOT. OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME. SHAYNA I NEED YOU, I MISS YOU, I WANT MY BABY. WHY IS THIS SO HARD GOD? PLEASE COME OR GIVE ME MY BABY BACK. I CAN HARDLY FUNCTION ANYMORE. MY HEART ACHES FOR MY BABY. HOW MUCH MORE DO I HAVE TO ENDURE BEFORE YOU COME BACK? I JUST WANT MY BABY. I ACHE FOR YOU SHAYNA, MY HEART ACHES...IT HURTS. MY MIND IS CONSUMED WITH YOU. I GO IN YOUR ROOM AND JUST POUR MY HEART OUT TO GOD. I STILL ASK HIM WHY. IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME BABY. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME. I WANT YOU HOME WITH ME. I KEEP SHAKING MY HEAD NO BAND THATS ALL I SEEM TO BE ABLE TO DO. IF YOU CANT COME HOME THEN I MUST ASK GOD TO HURRY AND COME GET US ALL WHO BELIEVE IN HIM. I MISS YOU SHAYNIE, SO MUCH. I JUST WANT TO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND WAKE UP HOLDING YOU AGAIN. MY TEARS WONT STOP. I NEED TO HOLD YOU, TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN. JESUS, PLEASE COME SOON.
I LOVE YOU SHAYNA, MORE THAN MY HEART CAN HOLD. MOMMIE LOVES YOU.
MOMMIE
January 19, 2015
MOMMIE MISSES YOU SO VERY MUCH. MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU, GIVE YOU A HUG, A KISS, AND I CANNOT. ITS SO HARD EVERY DAY TO GET UP AND GET MOVING. MY FEET ARE IN CEMENT. MY HEART IS HEAVY. OH HOW I MISS MY BABY. TEAES FLOW LIKE A WATERFALL EVERYDAY. THEY WONT TURN OFF. MY EMOTIONS ARE SO WEAK. I CRY AT EVERYTHING, ANYTHING!!! I MISS MY BABY, I CRY FOR YOU DAILY. MY GRIEF IS SO INCREDIBLY DEEP IN MY HEART. I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF IT IN MY CHEST. ITS HEAVY, VERY HEAVY. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS. MY SWEET BABY GIRL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH SHAYNA. I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING WITH YOU IN HEAVEN SOMEDAY. THEN MOMMIE WILL BE HAPPY AGAIN.
MOMMIE LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU BABY...
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Hi baby,
We all got together for Gionni's birthday. All the babies are getting so big. Caleb, Jaxon, Gionni, & Shaylee are so cute. I held Shaylee and told her all about her Auntie Shayna and I will continue to tell all of them about you. Marissa and I talk about you all the time. She is the sweetest little girl, so much like you.
You are missed by all of us so very much. We all love you and know we will be together again someday soon.
Mommie loves and misses you Shaynie, so much.
Travis and Perla
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Damon and Dhanna
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Ashley and Shaylee
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Beth, Judy, Kelly
Mommie
January 17, 2015
two of my favorite girls
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Aggie and Shaylee-ree
Mommie
January 17, 2015
birthday boy
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Riley and Grama
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Marissa and Grama
Mommie
January 17, 2015
Gionni 1st birthday
Mommie
January 17, 2015
you are the Angel on our Christmas trees
December 25, 2014
Mommie
December 25, 2014
In your loving memory at Christmas. Mommie misses you so very much. You are on my mind every moment of every breath I take. See you in Heaven darling. I love you.
Shaylee-ree and Aggie (5 months)
December 25, 2014
Riley & Marissa at Desert Chapel helping the Marines pass out toys to families
December 25, 2014
Rafael, Elsa, Olaf
December 25, 2014
reading the story of Jesus birth
December 25, 2014
Christmas with Trav & Perla & kids
December 25, 2014
Mommie
December 25, 2014
Merry Christmas baby. Mommie loves and misses you so much. We missed you as usual but the grandkids had a wonderful day celebrating Jesus birthday. Oh how I miss you. My heart longs to be with you and I'm so excited to see you again. God is good!!!! Mommie loves you so very much Shaynie.
November 1, 2014
November 1, 2014
November 1, 2014
Nov 1st, 2014
Mommie
November 1, 2014
your crosee looks so beautiful. Mivhael cleaned it up and Auntie Beth and I decorated the tree with ribbons and lace and flowers and candles. You are loved my sweet baby girl and missed so very much. We celebrate your precious life here on earth and your heavenly life with Jesus. We will all see you soon.
Love you so much Shaynie... Mommie
mommy
November 1, 2014
Mommie loves you.
mommy
November 1, 2014
Happy Anniversary Shayna. Six years in Heaven. You are special. God called you early. We miss you, we love you and we will see you soon. Love you so much.
Mommie
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October 31, 2014
I love all my babies more than the air I breath.
Mommie
October 31, 2014
Hi baby, Oh how I miss you.
Its been 6 years since Jesus called you home. I trust in Him and His plan but I miss you so very much.
Michael and I are going to your cross and making it new again. I want to hold you again so badly. My heart hurts so deeply for you. I cannot believe its been six years since I looked into your beautiful blue eyes and told you I loved you so much. You were so beautiful that last day I saw you. I can see you now as clear as day. It remains in my brain and will stay there until Jesus calls me home. Jesus and I have become very close lately. He is why I'm still able to be a functional human being. It would be very easy to just give up and do nothing at all but God gives me strength every single morning when my feet hit the ground. My heart misses you so much the words cannot be explained at all the depth of my grief. We all feel your loss every single moment of every single day.
You would love Shaylee. She is so beautiful. Marissa is so beautiful. She takes after you in every way, a girly-girl just like you. Her hair is past her back and Daddy won't let anyone cut it. Does that sound familiar baby? Riley is getting so big and handsome. He's learning to play the guitar. He sings too. Its so awesome. Kyler is still the 'froggie'. He's so cute. You would love tickling him... Angelina is almost 11 now. Growing into a young woman. You would be so proud of them all.
I have been incredibly sad this whole month. I don't know how Michael puts up with me. Sometimes I sit on the couch and cry for hours and hours. Life is beautiful but it would be so much more fulfilling if you were here with me.
God is good. I will see you soon my beautiful child, my beautiful daughter, my beautiful sweet baby.
Mommie loves you so very much Shayna
mommie
October 25, 2014
My sweet baby girl,
I've been crying non-stop as I always do at this time. My heart hurts from missing you but I rejoice knowing you are in the arms of our Savior. I thank God for giving you to me. I'm proud to be your Mom!!!
See you in Heaven Shaynie. I love you and I miss you.
Mommie
mommy
October 21, 2014
I miss you so so much Shayna. I've been grieving so badly lately. you've been gone 6 years now. we are going to start celebrating 6 years in heaven instead of 6 years gone from us. Oh what you must be doing worshiping praising the Lord. mommy can't wait to be with you. I love you baby and I miss you so much. in the blink of an eye I will be with you so save a place for me.
love you always. mommy
June 26th, 2014 in San Francisco on our honeymoon
October 14, 2014
Mommie
October 13, 2014
Mommie misses you so much Shayna. I can't believe you've been in Heaven 6 years already. I miss your laugh, your touch, your beautiful sparkling eyes. I miss everything about you. You are so lucky to be worshipping the Holy One face to face. One day we will all be together again worshipping next to you. Until then, keep close to mommie, I need you.
I love you Shayna.
The wedding party
July 6, 2014
Mommie and Michael getting married
Mommie
July 6, 2014
Hi baby,
Oh how I missed you on my wedding day. I felt your presence but I wanted to reach out and hold you. I started to cry just before I went into the church. Your brother Travis had to calm me down with a prayer. We all missed you terribly that day (on the 21). I've surrendered my life to the Lord. He is why I'm doing so well now.
Michael wore your button on his lapel all day. We thanked you for introducing us so many years ago. He takes such good care of mommy. You were right, always, that he would be good for me.
I miss you terribly and I cant wait to see your beautiful face again someday. But for now I must live my life to the fullest each and every day for that is the wish of our Father God.
I love you so much and miss you every single moment. Mommie loves you so very much Shaynie.
Kelly
January 25, 2014
Time to let go and let God
Mommie
January 23, 2014
I am at the deepest part of my grieving where I just want to go to sleep and wake up with you. There are so many wonderful things happening to Aunt Beth and her family and all I can think is that this is all I will ever have. No more grandbabies for me. We were so excited when you got with Jason because we knew you were going to have the babies you always talked about. Mommie was so happy. Now everyday Im so sad and screaming at the sky Why!!! Im back to where I was 5 years ago. My grief is worsening. The closer to our wedding we get the more I feel so far from you. Im so sorry baby. Why did God take you? I can barely function anymore. When I do go out I put on my happy face but deep inside Im terribly miserable. All the new babies being born is so joyful, but its not you having them. After I see them I cry all the way home. Nobody will understand the suffering pain I go thru every single moment of my life. Gods constant love and promises are keeping me going. Somedays I want to call it a day. I want to lay in your bed and go to sleep forever. God has a plan for me to be here and until that day he calls me home I will suffer terrible heartache. Screaming out to Jesus and shaking my fists to the sky is all I can do. I miss you so much. When I have to go to all these baby showers it really stabs at my heart. I wish it was for you. You would be totally in love with them all. They are all so beautiful. Gods greatest is our children. Thank you for being mine.
I love you so much. I still cant believe you're not here with me. You were my only constant thing in my life, my everyday. Now Im so empty inside without you. Family was everything when you were here, its not anymore. We've all drifted. Trying to hold on tight but its hard without you here.
I love you so much and cant wait to see you when I get to Heaven.
Mommie loves you so much.
mommie
December 29, 2013
I miss you so much. My life will never ever be the same. I live for the promise of God: he who believes in me will live forever. See you soon my sweet daughter.
Mommie loves you.
mommie
December 27, 2013
I love you Shaynie. I miss you terribly. Hope to see you soon.
December 26, 2013
Hi Kelly, 5 years and it doesn't get any easier, your love for Shayna makes me hold my children closer, I am so sorry for your loss it is good that Michael is at your side,it takes a special person to weather the storm, you are both in my prayers this holiday season and always...Manny
Michael
December 25, 2013
Your Mom and I are lovingly thinking of you on this Christmas day. We always are thinking of how without you we would never have met. We are very much in love and are extremly happy. Thank you, Thank you and Thank you. We love you! Merry Christmas!! Michael and Mom
mommie
December 25, 2013
Missing you terribly on this Christmas day. Everybody is here. Mommie misses you so much. Merry Christmas Heaven.
I had a dream last night that I was going to die. I said it doesnt matter, live or die, I win... John 3:16 - whoever believes in me shall have everlasting life. I believe! I want to see you so badly. Every day I struggle thru my day. Can't wait to go to sleep at night just so I can stop grieving and catch my breath. You are here with us. I wish I could call you and hear your voice. I hugged you today and cried for you. I thank Jesus for taking care of you but I miss you so much. My torture will end when we are together forever.
Merry Christmas my Angel. Mommie loves you very much.
mommie
December 9, 2013
I had a beautiful dream about you. I held you in my arms. You were warm and soft and I couldn't let go of you. We looked into each others eyes and just cried. It was so good to hold you again. My dream was so
real. I miss you baby. I cant wait to hold you in Heaven.
Mommie loves you Shaynie
mommie
November 10, 2013
Mommie misses you so much. I cant wait to be with you again.
Kelly Grisham
November 4, 2013
Love you Shayna
Michael & I put your new memorial cross at the accident site. It turned out beautiful. You live on in my heart Shaynie. Mommie misses you so much.
November 3, 2013
grama & Marissa
November 3, 2013
Marissa's Kindergarten photo
November 3, 2013
Riley's 3rd grade photo
November 3, 2013
Marissa's kindergarten picture
November 3, 2013
Marissa And Me . We talk about you all the time. She knows who you are.
November 3, 2013
mommie
November 3, 2013
Missing you so much Shaynie
Grama made this beautiful outfit for you to wear home from the hospital. I'm so proud of you Shayna
mommie
November 3, 2013
I have cried day and night since you left this earth. We put up a new cross at the accident site. This weekend is so hard. Its been 5 years since I last held you in my arms and pleaded with you to wake up. I need my daughter. I feel so alone Shayna. My heart is so broken that it is numb. Sometimes I cry so hard I cant breathe and other times I walk around like a zombie, so numb. I have to do this until the day I die! My hope is in the Lord. I will see you again, when the Lord decides, just like when He decided it was your time. I will never understand it but I have to accept it. I miss you terribly. I suffer with each breath I take.
You are the best daughter ever. Thank you for being so perfect. I'll see you soon my sweet, sweet love.
Mommie loves you very much.
Mommie
October 15, 2013
In Honor of your memory Shayna
mommie
October 15, 2013
I had another episode. This time I wanted to pack my bags and climb the highest hill and be as close to Heaven as I possibly could be. All I thought about was praying to God to give you back to me. I scream at Him, I bargain with Him, I insist He give you back. But all I get is emptiness. These people who say it gets better and easier with time are nuts. I'm struggling every day with my grief. Its debilitating some days. I cry when I'm driving and its like rain on the windshield. This can't be true. I want to hold you and laugh with you like we used to do. My heart is empty. I want to walk right up to Heaven and bring you home with me. I can't bear to live one more day on this earth yet here I am. I pray God lets us be together soon. I don't want to live to be 100 and look back on the years I've lived without you. 5 years is horrific to my heart, I cant imagine many more.
God's plan is God's plan. I can only hope and pray he sees me in his plan taking that trip to heaven sooner than later. My faith is strong in the Lord, he is my ONLY hope of seeing you again. Riley and Marissa go with us to church when they come spend the weekend with us. Marissa loves it. They both sing to Jesus and in the car we have the songs turned up and they sing along. Its such a beautiful thing. Marissa is so beautiful. I'll be staring at her and then I'll say "look at her Shayna". We talk about you every time we're together. She looks at me and says "you miss Auntie Shayna dont you Grama". I tell her how much you love her. She is so proud of you too Shaynie. She and Riley love you so much.
Those three nights you were in the hospital are going thru my mind like a broken record. I cant get it to stop. My mind tortures my heart every breath I take. I miss you so much.
Michael and I are going to the -crash site- on Nov 1st to put up a new and permanent cross. We are going to release 21 lavendar balloons, one for every year you blessed me with your presence. Then I will spend the rest of the weekend working in your garden. I'm going to put up a few birdhouses and some lights and replant a few trees that have gotten too big in there and replace them with more purple and lavendar flowers.
Mommie misses you so much Shaynie. My heart hurts every time I take a breath. Someday when its my time I know you will be there to take my hand. That gives me hope.
Mommie loves you...
August 20, 2013
Mommie misses you so much Shaynie. I love you
June 27, 2013
Hi Kelly my love and prayers go out to you and your family, I know it will never get easier and you have every right to feel that way. Hope you and Michael are doing well...Manny Montoya
mommie
June 26, 2013
Let the light of your smile light up Heaven.
Mommie
Shaynie Baumstark
Mommie
June 26, 2013
Happy Birthday Shaynie. I cried so hard last night. I wanted to hold you so bad. I miss you so much. We had Marissa's birthday party on the 22nd and I cried half the day. I remember you saying that you two were going to spend every birthday together. I cry because she doesnt have an Auntie that would love her like you would have. She gets deprived of having the best Auntie ever. I cry everyday for you Shaynie.
Bella died on April 14th. It felt like losing you all over again. I have so much hurt in my heart I just don't know how my heart keeps beating.
We rescued a Yorkie from a shelter on May 8th. We named her Shaynie. She is so beautiful.
I stayed up half the night screaming out to God 'Why'... I know he won't answer me but I still have to try. Some days I can barely function. Some days I want to make you proud. I just don't know from day to day which one its going to be. I miss you Shayna more than I can ever say. Your loss is bigger than the Grand Canyon. My heart is so shattered. I just can't wait to be with you. God id good, God is Great... He gave me you. I miss looking into your blue eyes, I miss holding you close, I miss hearing your voice, your laughter. I miss everything about you. Your beautiful face, your beautiful smile, and most of all your beautiful pure heart full of love.
Don't leave me baby, I need you close at all times. Say 'hi' to Jesus for me.
Mommie loves you Shayna Marissa.
MOMMIE
March 8, 2013
MISS YOU SHAYNIE
mommie
March 8, 2013
Love you Shaynie
MARISSA READING GRAMA'S BIBLE
MOMMIE
March 7, 2013
YOU ARE A SILLY GIRL. THANK YOU FOR SPENDING SOME TIME WITH ME YESTERDAY. I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS MICHAEL BUT HE CONVINCED ME IT WASN'T HIM. SO IT WAS YOU PLAYING A TRICK ON ME. I CAN JUST HEAR YOU LAUGHING WHEN I PEEKED AROUND THE SHOWER CURTAIN. I MISS YOU. ITS BEEN SO HARD LIVING WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH. MY COFFEE MUG HAS THE PICTURE OF US HUGGING AND I REMEMBER FEELING YOUR TOUCH, YOUR LOVE. I CRY FOR YOU EVERYDAY. THANKS FOR BRINGING ME SOME LAUGHTER. STAY CLOSE BABY, MOMMIE MISSES YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU.
LITTLE SHAYNA
MOMMIE
February 27, 2013
SHAYNIE,
TODAY IS LUKE'S BIRTHDAY AND ALL I CAN DO IS THINK OF YOU. LAST NIGHT WHILE I WAS DRIVING HOME I JUST STARTED SCREAMING FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU HEARD ME, I KNOW GOD DID TOO. I MUST HAVE SAID WHY? 500 TIMES. I WANT MY BABY BACK. I JUST KEPT SAYING THAT TO GOD. I WANT MY BABY BACK. IT HIT ME SO HARD SHAYNA.
ON SUNDAY, YOU'RE BROTHERS AND MICHAEL & I ARE GETTING TOGETHER FOR A FAMILY DAY, BUT AGAIN, YOU WON'T BE THERE. I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE YOU LIVE WITH JESUS AND NOT ME. I CAN'T WRAP MY BRAIN AROUND IT. I THOUGHT A LOT ABOUT DIFFERENT THINGS WHILE I WAS DRIVING. ONE OF THEM BEING I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU SO BAD. THEN PERLA SNEAKS INTO MY HEAD AND SAYS 'HOW DO I TELL RILEY?'. OH SHAYNIE, THEY LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WE ALWAYS TALK ABOUT YOU AND MARISSA ALWAYS SMILES WHEN SHE SAYS YOUR NAME. SHE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU, IN EVERY WAY.
I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU. ITS SO HARD. I JUST WANT TO PULL THE COVERS OVER MY HEAD AND GO TO SLEEP UNTIL ITS TIME TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN. HOW CAN ONE HEART ENDURE SO MUCH PAIN DAY AFTER DAY? EACH DAY I DIE A LITTLE MORE. HEARTACHE IS THE WORST PAIN IN THE WORLD. THIS WILL NEVER GO AWAY OR GET BETTER. I LIVE WITH THIS TORTURED HEARTACHE EVERY MOMENT I LIVE. I MISS YOU SHAYNIE SO MUCH. I CANT BELIEVE YOU'RE GONE. WHY? GOD WHY? LIFE GOES ON ALL AROUND ME AND I HATE IT.
I PRAY EVERY SINGLE DAY TO GOD AND THANK HIM FOR GIVING ME YOU. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE TOOK YOU FROM ME SO SOON. I AM DEVASTATED, BROKEN, IN DISBELIEF WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE. I JUST WANT YOU TO COME HOME TO ME.
MOMMIE LOVES YOU VERY MUCH. I CAN'T WAIT TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN.
MOMMIE
February 14, 2013
HI BABY,
OH HOW I MISS YOU. EVERYDAY IS SO HARD LIVING WITHOUT YOU. I AM EMPTY INSIDE WITHOUT YOU.
HAPPY VALENTINES TO YOU AND BROOKIE.
MOMMIE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
January 13, 2013
They also forget to light the candle.
January 13, 2013
When I pour my heart out on here they dont post it.:(
January 13, 2013
Mommie loves you
January 13, 2013
Mommie loves you more than anything or anyone.
mommie
January 13, 2013
Oh Shaynie, I am so sad. I feel like I let you down. I asked for a pastor to give you your last rights when the Dr's said there was no hope. None were available. If you had a man of God touch you he might have healed you. I never should have let them take you without having you blessed in the name of Jesus. Auntie Shey read from the Bible and that put mommy at ease but I if a pastor had stood over you, you might still be here. This I believe. My guilt of letting you down is killing me slowly. I have to let God heal my heart. I dont know if that is possible. I miss my heart, my soul, my everything-YOU. All my tears will never bring you back. Going to church, singing praise to Him, praying. .. it doesn't take away any of my pain. I am tortured every moment of every day. God cant help me. Maybe he can. I don't know. All I do know is that I miss you so much and I don't want to live without you anymore. Please God, when can I be with my baby?
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How Do I Write a Eulogy?
Some basic help and starters when you have to write a tribute to someone you love.
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