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Antoine Holt Obituary
Family-Placed Death Notice
AFC ANTOINE JERMAINE HOLT Airman First Class Antoine Jermaine Holt, 20, of Kennesaw, Ga. suffered a premature death on Saturday, April 10, 2004 in Balad Air Field, Iraq, as a result of a mortar attack while serving and protecting the country he loved. He was born June 13, 1983, in Atlanta, GA to Mrs. Courtney M. Garmon and Mr. Michael G. Holt. Antoine was a graduate of North Cobb High School in Kennesaw, Ga. After graduating he attended Georgia State University then later joined the United States Air Force as a member of the 31st Fighter Wing; 603rd Air Control Squadron of Aviano Air Base, Italy. Antoine leaves behind a loving wife, Patricia Gail Holt and daughter, Carmen Ariana Holt to cherish his memory along with his mother and stepfather Courtney and Sheldon Garmon; father and step mother Michael and Shermaine Holt. He is also survived by his siblings, Erica Holt, Briana Garmon, D'Angelo Holt, D'Andre Holt, Stepbrother, Sheldon Garmon, Jr.; grandparents, Leroy Weems, Dorothy Holt, Charles Holt; three aunts, four uncles, a great grandmother, parents-in-law, three sisters-in-law, one brother-in-law, and a host of other caring family and friends. He was preceded in death by his maternal grandmother, Mrs. Marian B. Weems. The home going services will be held at 12 o'clock noon, Saturday, April 17, 2004, at Elizabeth Baptist Church, located at 4245 Cascade Road, SW, (404)691-3146 Pastor, Craig Oliver. Reverend Gregory B. Sutton, officiating. Interment to immediately follow the services at Lincoln Cemetery (404)792-2220, located at 2275 Simpson Road. Family and friends are asked to please assemble at the church. Funeral arrangements by Herschel Thornton Mortuary, Inc., 3346 Martin Luther King, Jr. Drive SW, (404)691-4685.
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Memories and Condolences
for Antoine Holt
DEMARKO
May 26, 2025
Thinking of you. 5-26-25
David Lenahan
May 27, 2024
Gone, but never forgotten. Thank you for your service and dedication A1C Antoine Holt! From Balad to Kennesaw to the HQ of Delta Air Lines in the reservation department to Aviano AB... your spirit and story has carried through many walls and over many years. The USAF talks about you then and still to this day. Thank you again!
Major David Lenahan (USAF)
Lisa Sanders
May 29, 2023
On this Memorial Day I honor and remember you Airman Holt! Your sacrifice will never be forgotten nor taken for granted.
Michael Hatcher
April 18, 2022
Holt Family;
every year, I go through these memorials and I think of that awful night so many years ago. I wonder if there was anything I could have done to keep Antione and the other Airmen under my charge safe. I think of how his family must grieve this day and I grieve with you. Mostly I wanted to say that your family is always in my thoughts and prayers and will be until the day I leave this earth. I thank you for the sacrifice your family made and hope that in some way it made the country a little safer from those who would do us harm.
My highest respect and deepest regards
Michael R. Hatcher, First Sgt, MSgt, Retired USAF
Marko
April 17, 2022
I love you forever cousin.
Charlie Gili
November 23, 2020
Hello,
We apologize for being so late in expressing our deepest condolences to you and your family. We want you to know that we will be sending Care Packages to deployed troops this holiday season and several of these will be dedicated to your loved one. Each package will carry the name, photo, service branch, rank and hometown of Antoine Jermaine Holt US Air Force Airman 1st Class.
We realize that this is a small tribute, but we do this with all respect and sincerity and we want you to know that it is made possible by thousands of like-minded individuals from across the American youth hockey community, their families, friends and others who support our mission.
We will not forget. May God Bless you and keep you safe and strong.
Sincerely,
Charlie Gili & Family
On Behalf of our US Hockey Players Support Our Troops Campaign
E15 Never Forgotten!
Ryan Baldner
July 29, 2018
Hi Antoine,
I got to honor you today at the America's Run For The Fallen as they make their way across America from California through North Carolina to Arlington National Cemetary...Never Forgotten...E15! The pic is their remembrance flag that they are always displaying as they run!
TSgt Ryan C. Baldner, USAF Retired
Lisa Sanders
May 28, 2018
Sitting here on Memorial Day remembering you. It's been 14 years...can hardly believe it since that fatal day in Italy when the base entered mourning at the news of your death. Even though several years have elapsed, I will never forget that time and will always honor you for your sacrifice.
March 31, 2018
Antoine, I continue to pray that you are granted eternal restand I pray that you family will find comfort.
Love, csd
April 14, 2017
Airman First Class Holt; please know that as long as I live you will be in my thoughts and your family in my prayers.
Warm Regards and Much Respect
Master Sergeant (ret) Mike Hatcher
First Sergeant, Balad AB, SE Iraq
1 Jan 2004- 5 June 2004
Courtney Garmon
April 13, 2017
My dear Antoine,
It seems as though it's been a lifetime since you left this earth THIRTEEN years ago today, April 10, 2004.
I had a very strong feeling all over me the entire day and I couldn't shake that eerie feeling. Not knowing what was forthcoming, you were constantly at the front of my thoughts all day. I truly understand what a mother's intuition is because God was trying to prepare me for the unthinkable.
I've grown to accept His will and I pray you accomplished everything you set out to do between June13, 1983 - April 10, 2004. You had your plans for you, but God certainly had something better and you placed your mark on this earth for generations to come.
You were a remarkable young man and absolutely deserving of all the accolades and tributes of a true American Hero.
The ultimate sacrifice you made to protect your family and our country is an act of pride, dignity and
Rest In Peace my son, your job is done, you're free. You had the courage to take on the world and I don't know what my life would have been like without you I it, but it's definitely better because you were. I'm grateful and blessed to have an awesome, amazing, intelligent respectful, handsome and God fearing son.
Gerald always keeps in touch and checks on me often. He was your best friend and like a dear brother. I'm so grateful he's in our lives. He and Camren are doing great.
Your dad and I are fine and your little sister is about to complete her first year at the University of Kentucky (Wildcats).
We're so proud of her and she got off to a great start. Keep watching over her. She misses you sweetie. She's making us proud just like her big brother.
We love you dearly and always continue to watch over us and continue to guide and protect our family.
Love you forever sweetie! Happy Easter.
I posted this same message on the Air Force site Monday.
Sorry dear, it didn't make it here. I love and miss you every day. You're gone, but never forgotten. My Angel
Love you much,
Mom and family
Travis Price
April 12, 2017
Just know that you are not and will not ever be forgotten.
Tommy
November 12, 2016
Patricia, we're still here for you, Bridgette and I think of you all the time. Please contact us anytime.
Tommy
November 12, 2016
Courtney, thinking of you and your amazing son today. You and Holt are in my Heart everyday.
Memories of Antoine
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2016
Baby Antoine
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2016
A1C Antoine J Holt
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2016
My babies - Antoine and Briana
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2016
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2016
Happy Veterans Day
Thank you for you sacrifice.
We miss and honor your life each and every day.
You're gone, but never forgotten from our thoughts and memories.
Our lives have changed a lot since you've passed and I've seen so much over the past few years. You learn to trust in God and He will move mountains.
Antoine you would be so proud of your baby sister. She's 18 today and we honor you both today in different ways, but honor you we do.
It's been over twelve years since you passed and I still see your big smile and hear your laughter when I reminisce about the days as you were growing up.
Your baby sister is in college and loving every moment. It's a sad and happy day today as I think about my children. I thank God for the both of you because he gave me the best gift of my life, the two of you. He blesses me everyday to live and be grateful for all the joy and love you both have brought me over the years.
Continue to watch over and protect us.
Patricia Holt
June 19, 2016
Happy Father's Day to the BEST dad and husband to walk the face of the earth! Your family misses you and will NEVER forget you! Rest in power and paradise my love!<3
Courtney Garmon
May 30, 2016
My dear son,
Thank you for being the son I always wanted. You gave of yourself to give us the freedom most take lightly. Freedom is a seven letter word, but who truly understands it's meaning.
It is the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance. Being free is a privilege and we should as I am eternally grateful for my son and all our military soldiers who lost their lives and those who who are still here that continue to fight for our FREEDOM!
God bless all who have given their lives to protect our great nation. THANK YOU as we honor each of you who paid the ultimate sacrifice for our country and our freedom.
You're gone, but never forgotten.
Antoine, I miss you each and every day, but I know God needed you home because you completed your job and I'll see you one day.
Your baby sister graduated last Friday and will be headed off to college in the fall. I know you are so proud of her as we are. She's beautiful, smart and talented. She will make mark on this planet just as you did in another way, but powerful too.
Please continue to be my guiding light and protect us each and every day my sweet angel.
Happy Memorial Day!
Love always,
Mom
April 16, 2016
A1C Holt; I will never forget your sacrifice. Much respect and honor
Michael R. Hatcher, MSgt, USAF(ret)
First Sergeant
AF Wingman 1C5
April 15, 2016
Airman First Class Holt we light this candle in remembrance of your sacrifice for this great nation. God speed to your family. You have not be forgotten.
Courtney Garmon
April 10, 2016
My dear Antoine,
It's twelve years today since you've been gone, but you'll never be forgotten. The memory of your passing is still so fresh in my mind and heart. God temporarily gave me an angel and He has His angel again. I believe I'll see you again.
Life has been different, but I've had a lot of beautiful moments.
I'm so proud of you and everything you did for your family and country.
I miss you sweetie and love you dearly.
Please continue to be my guardian angel.
Love always,
Mom
Lisa Sanders
April 10, 2016
I cannot believe it has been twelve years since that day. Thinking of you today and your family.
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2015
Good morning my son,
Happy Veteran's Day!!
We salute all the veterans past and present who served and are serving this great country. Each of you and your families are in my heart and prayers. I give thanks for the many service men and women who give of themselves selflessly to protect and serve us with their lives.
I am blessed to have had an honorable young man defending our nation and paying the ultimate sacrifice with his life to safeguard all Americans from harm.
Antoine, your baby sister is 17 years old today at 10:48am. She has grown into a strikingly beautiful young lady. You would be so proud of her. She is a senior this year and doing well in school. I remember when we brought her home and you just stared at her and stayed by her side. I always look at the picture of the two of you playing together. God blessed me with two magnificent children who both have and will do great things in life.
Wow, you were born on Monday, June 13, 1983 at 6:05pm and Briana 15 years later on Wednesday, November 11, 1998. I always wanted a full house of kids, but that didn't happen. God gave me two angels and I am blessed. After the years passed, I never thought I would have another child, but God had a plan because he knew my heart would be hurting after losing you. As a mother, my glass is half full and I will never forget Briana's words to me at five years old when you passed and I was in such excruciating pain. She looked up at me with those beautiful dark brown eyes as I held back the tears and tried to hide the pain I was feeling bottled up so tightly inside each time she was near me. Mommy, you still have me. I didn't think she understood the tragedy that just occurred in our family. Little did I know, in her little mind, she only saw how hysterical I was and everyone in the family crying, praying and her parents trying to wrap their heads around this incomprehensible tragedy that turned our lives into a completely complicated catastrophe. My husband, strong for all of us, dealt with the media and hundreds of phone calls and visits from people around the world?
The outpouring of support and love from so many individuals during our time of sorrow was overwhelming and comforting to know how much we mattered and the life of my son meant to everyone.
WE ARE BLESSED AND LOVED!! THANK YOU!!
To all of our service men and women past, present and future, thank you for everything you do to serve and protect our freedom and our lives from harm. You are incredibly honorable and we should never forget you and what you mean to our nation.
Antoine, we love and miss you dearly my angel. As always, please continue to keep watch over us daily. Veteran's day is not enough to celebrate and honor you one day of the year, but this should be an everyday celebration to those that give of themselves every moment of the day.
Happy Veteran's Day and Thank you for your Service!
Antoine, we love you and miss you so much, but you will never be forgotten!
Mom Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Patricia Holt
October 4, 2015
Patricia Holt
September 20, 2015
Antoine my love,
It's been a minute since I've talked to you on this particular forum. Our talks during my prayers and walks are usually my favorite way to communicate with you but this week I'll make an exception because I just wanted to say that our baby is 13!!!!! ! Man, how times flies! Oh I know you see how awesome she is and how much she reminds me of you! We've come so far and been through so much but this past birthday weekend has been the best she's had in awhile and I'm so proud of how strong, gorgeous, intelligent and extraordinary she is and has been through it all!
Thank you for partering with me to create the best gift I've ever received Toine...every mannerism reminds me that you are and have always been right here, with us, through it all, watching and praying over us...we are so blessed! I'm so thankful to God for how far we've come and the endless possibilities to where we will WILL go! With the help of God, I've raised such a beautiful, respectable young lady and I hope daily my sacrifices are making you proud!.
This single parent journey has been an arduous one, but I remind myself that God allows what He knows we are strongest through Him to conquer and that will bring glory to Him, and for that, Carmen and I have became Davids in a land full of Goliaths! I remind myself daily how you told me that I was strong and guess what? You were right and for that I give God the praise!!!
I promise I won't stop until we further the immaculate legacy you left behind! Love you forever and a day my love!
Patricia
September 15, 2015
Antoine,
It's TSgt Ryan Baldner, your first supervisor in the AF at Aviano. Today I practiced a speech at a Storytellers Event to talk about how wonderful you were, and about resiliency. I am now comfortable talking about what happened now. It took forever but I think it will help heal me a little. John Corley and I talk about you all the time and have your fantasy football league still going stong. Its not the same without you and John trading all the time:0 I just saw your picture of you and Carmen and it breaks my heart evey time I see it because I have a little girl now. Her name is Abby, and she is 8 already and doing really well in school. I hope your family is doing well. I will write again soon Antoine, miss you!
Ryan
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2015
Good morning Son,
HAPPY 32nd BIRTHDAY!!
I know you are smiling because you are celebrating with family. My mom is cooking your favorite meal and grandma's baking you a cake.
I can see you, Pooh and Brittany laughing and having so much fun. I'm celebrating you too today and I wanted you to know I LOVE YOU!!
Today is about you and I celebrate you on your special day. At 6:05pm you were born. God blessed me with an angel. Thank you Lord for giving me an angel. You'll never be forgotten!
Love and miss you so much sweetheart!
Mom
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2014
Dear Antoine,
Thank you for your bravery and numerous sacrifices each and every member of our armed forces has made on our behalf. This day is dedicated to you….VETERAN'S DAY!
A cascading of tears for the many wars fought, lives lost, families torn apart, but we can not forget to honor and pay respect to those courageous service men and women who fought for our nation and its freedom. As the voices of our loved ones echo in our minds, there is a struggle to remain composed and hold back the tears of the aching pain of an unforgettable loss.
Antoine, Briana's 16th birthday is today and you can't believe how beautiful she is. As we talked this morning, I told her she shares a special day with you too. As I honor your bravery and sacrifice, I will never forget those words she uttered as her little eyes focused so intently on me and into my eyes after we learned of your passing. I had continued to cry uncontrollably and she stood by my side rubbing my leg and said “mommy you still have me”. It shocked me back from my numbness. It's difficult to imagine how a five year old interprets your sorrow and helps you realize God does things for a reason and never fails you. I had her many years after your birth and this was God's way of soothing the pain of what would lie ahead of me.
Briana is a blessing from God, because when he took you, I had her to comfort me too. Sheldon and I are so blessed to have you both in our lives for so many years.
On a funny note, Briana woke this morning earlier than usual because it's her birthday. I entered her room and this song by Meghan Trainor was playing on her Ipod…ALL ABOUT THAT BASS…I heard it and starting singing….It's all about the Bri the Bri the Bri and tried to twirk…it was hilarious…She laughed hysterically for a while. That image of her mother will be in her head for the rest of her life. What a way to start her 16th birthday…..I loved it.
I LOVE & MISS YOU DEARLY SON!
The holidays are upon us and we will miss you at the dinner table, but as always you are my ANGEL constantly watching over us! God blessed us with you and bless us too. Thank YOU!
Love always and forever,
MOM
R.I.P ~ A1C Antoine Jermaine Holt
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2014
Hi Sweetie,
Today is a very special day for me. It's your 31st birthday!
I know you are celebrating with family and friends in spirit at Kessler AFB during your Memorial Dedication celebration yesterday. They couldn't Skype for me to view it, but I'll get the video later. I'm just happy to hear some of your old buddies, father, Trisha and Carmen were there to dedicate your life and rededicate your memorial.
Enjoy today, I'm thinking of you my angel and celebrating your life with you and everyone else. You've left a beautiful legacy with us.
HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY ~ We miss you and celebrate you!
Love you much and always,
Mom
Courtney Garmon
May 26, 2014
Memorial Day!
What are most doing this Memorial Day?
What does this day mean to you?
How are you celebrating today?
Who are you giving thanks to and why?
To me, it's taking time to reflect on how my life is so different from the year before and the year before that and trying to wrap my brain around the past 10 plus years since your passing. Because of you, there is hope for a better future for your beautiful daughter, family and friends.
Antoine, thank you for your service to our country and family. We miss you dearly and we would not be at this point in our lives without the many sacrifices that were made to protect us and our freedom. I'm truly grateful for all you've done for our nation.
I miss that laugh, jokes and fun times we had. Everyone misses and loves you so much.
I can't place flowers this year because I broke my right foot, but you know that your mom would be there if I could have. You are in my thoughts and prayers as always sweetie.
On a lighter note. Briana is out for the summer and heading to 11th grade. OMG!!! She is not a baby anymore. She's gorgeous,very intelligent and outgoing. She was a cheerleader and still a Girl Scout. Justin graduated this past weekend and Sheldon Face Timed me so that I could see the ceremony. This year, I've missed so many graduations and celebrations. I am so blessed to have an adoring, compassionate, protective, extremely generous and helpful husband. He's has taken such good care of my every need while I've been unable to do much for myself. Briana has been by my side waiting on me hand and foot, helping in every way possible. It reminds me of you and how you were always right by my side.
As always, I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU & PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL EVERY MOMENT OF OUR LIVES.
Give all our family and friends our love because we miss and love them so much.
Love always and forever sweetie,
Mom
:-)
TRISHA HOLT
May 25, 2014
I LOVE AND MISS YOU TOINE
Michael Hatcher
May 24, 2014
Antoine, It's been a little over 10 years since that night on Balad, I still remember and will never forget your contributions not only to the war but to the morale in tent city and your squadron; I salute you and your unselfish sacrifice on this Memorial Day weekend. May you rest in peace my brother - Shirt
Jesus Palomino
April 11, 2014
Antoine,
This is Scott's Dad again.
To start let me tell you that your Mom's words moved me so much that I am in tears right now, even when I didn't have the opportunity to meet you, just by keeping up with all the kind words from your loving Mom and that of all of your friends, I am getting to know everyday more and more, and I am also proud of you and of everything that you have accomplished.
To me you have been my Son's guardian Angel and I thank you for it. Scott now is a proud Father, wonderful husband, and successful GS11, and I truly believe that he's the man he is because of the strength that he gets from you.
He's always talking about you, and he dedicates every achievement to you because you are his best friend.
Again I thank as a father for taking care of my Son Scott.
May God bless continue to bless your Mom, your Family and all of your friends.
Sincerely,
Scott's Dad
Courtney Garmon
April 10, 2014
Dearest Antoine,
Son, I can't believe it has been 10 years! Wow, wow, wow!
As I recall, it was Good Friday, April 09, 2004 in the states. Unknowling, I rocked in my recliner that fateful day trying to understand why after having spoke with you for over an hour. Emotions were running wild inside me and no one understood what was happening including me. Unbeknownst to me, God was preparing me for finality. The final hours leading up to the evening when the U.S.A.F Officer and Chaplin approached our door around 11:00pm and uttered words into our intercom...my heart burst open because I was always fearful of that day. The unknown was a nightmare beginning and I would never wake from. There message was to take place simultaneously with me, in Kennesaw, GA, your Dad, in Decatur, GA and your wife, in Aviano, Italy. There words were garbled in my head; all I remember was literally screaming and falling to the floor, Almost everything from that point on was unfathomable and my body totally paralyzed. Our lives changed forever!
I've often thought of each year going forward, what would my son's life be like if he were here? You were very intelligent, handsome, loyal, understanding, unselfish and happy.
Would you be that entertainment lawyer or computer specialist or still with the Air Force, working towards retirement and a new future? A young man wise beyond his years, the possibilities were limitless for you.
One thing I believe, God brought you into my life for a reason and he brought you back home because your job here was done. You completed your task my angel and a new season began. Time does heal wounds, but it doesn't remove the pain that comes from losing a loved child. It has been a struggle, some days more than most, but I have survived. I'm stronger, older, wiser and I am so happy for the time we spent together.
An African Proverb says: "It takes a village to raise a child."
You had a huge village molding you into the man we were so proud of. Me, grandma and grandpa Weems, grandma Holt and Sheldon. You were the exceptional example of the measure of a man because you taught me about loving unconditionally, integrity, strength and living life to its fullest. Your legacy and zest for life is passionately preserved in your family.
I am so HAPPY to call you my son. Thank you for many beautiful years!
I love and miss you dearly!
Always and forever - Lovingly,
Mom
Roger Thornton
April 9, 2014
Holt,
Man...it has been 10 years. This day is always tough for me. The E-15 crew keeps in touch via Facebook and email but we are all still missing you man. We never got to catch you up on all of the movies you missed. I still give Palo grief about making us watch "Honey". Gibb is retiring soon and he is still...Gibb. Mike J and Corley are doing well. Palo is a dad!! I am proud of him on so many levels. I must admit I have learned so much from you and I realize that I cannot hide from this day every year. Besides, I don't think you would want that. I am over in Osan Korea now. I am the Chief now...but I willingly tell folks that I learned leadership compassion from a 20 year old A1C many years ago. E15 Bro.
CMSgt Roger "Boots!" Thornton
Courtney Garmon
December 28, 2013
Dear Antoine,
Thanksgiving and Christmas was a wonderful time with family and friends. It's been a blessing to see everyone and we all expressed to each other how grateful we were to be gathered together another year and spoke of what each of us were thankful for in our lives.
I am grateful for my family, health and friends that have been with me all the days of my life.
Some of your friends keep in touch with me and they are doing well. Gerald and Camren stopped over Christmas to see us and Cam is so handsome and such a little man. He is an athlete, smart and mannerable. You would be proud to see how your best friend is doing raising his son alone.
We spent Thanksgiving at your aunt's home and Christmas seeing family because your sister isn't little anymore. I placed wreaths at yours', mom's, our grandparent's, Pooh's and CeCe's resting place for the holidays. The pictures of them are beautiful. I know you love them. I will try to post a copy of them soon.
We asked Briana what she wanted for Christmas and the list was SHORT! Wow, she is growing up. I baked and cooked a lot for Christmas. You know that's my thing. It makes me happy and it so relaxing for me.
I miss you sweetie and as always, I thank you so much for being my son and my protector over the years. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL!
Mom
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2013
Hello Sweetie,
Thank you to all our service men and women past and present that serve and protect our great country.
We honor each of you for the love you have for your fellow man and country. Thank you for giving so much of yourselves and your life to us. We take time out today, Veteran's Day to give praise and honor to each of you. My prayers are always with each of you.
My darling son, I miss you so much and I wish so much that you were here this past weekend to help us celebrate eighteen years of marriage and my birthday. You know November is our month for birthdays and anniversary. I'm still floating after a fabulous weekend. You, mom, grandma, CeCe and Brittany were sorely missed. None of you were forgotten! It was as though you were next to me. I felt the spirit of all you in the room.
I miss you so much. Thank you for being my brave, handsome and intelligent son. No mother could ask for more.
The holidays are upon us and as always, it not the same without you.
Take care dear until I return.
Love you much and always,
Mom
Danny Rodriguez
October 1, 2013
Antoine! whats up brother. Just wanted to check in. My fantasy football teams are in the tank this year man.. 1-3 in one league and 2-2 in another but the funny thing is I'm predicted/projected to win every week so far lol. I'm hoping im predicted to lose this week lol. Anyway brother, you were on my mind recently, I lost my dad 2 weeks ago and remembered this site that was made for you. My sister and I are going to put one together now for our dad. Its hard to deal with but we're all managing. Guess thats all for now, I'll get up with you again soon. Be easy brother!
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2013
Happy Birthday Sweetie,
30 years ago, God brought you into the world and introduced you to us. I am very blessed and grateful to have had you in my life. Thank you for the beautiful years we were fortunate enough to have with you during our lifetime. I am a very proud mother and I find peace in knowing that on this day I did a remarkable thing; I brought you into this world.
Every person has a season and your season came. I had so much pain, but did not know if this would change. God carried me through and the time has come another season has come, but I still feel you with me.
You were a phenomenal young man, gone too soon. A force more powerful than mine pulled you home and I know one day we shall see you once again.I pray that our service men and women are guided and protected from harm every moment of the day.
I know that you are enjoying today with mom, grandma, CeCe, Brittany, Pooh and so many other family members who love you.
Take care my angel and continue to watch over and protect us each day. Don't forget Brandon's birthday is tomorrow. You two were born one day apart and he still calls me to wish me happy birthday.
I love you son and Briana wishes you HAPPY BIRTHDAY too.
Monday, June 13, 1983 – 6:05pm – Georgia Baptist Hospital – 8lbs. 10 ½ ozs. – BORN: ANTOINE JERMAINE HOLT – God gave us a miracle – YOU. I thank God everyday for you and Briana. You two are the most precious gifts a mother could have ever been given. My husband is a strong loving, compassionate and giving man and without him to carry me through, I would not be able to carry on as I have. I am blessed!
Happy 30th Birthday my son,
Love always and forever,
Mom
Courtney Garmon
May 27, 2013
Dearest Antoine,
Honoring you and those that made the ultimate sacrifice to protect your family and country. Thank you for your service to our country and for giving of yourselves unconditionally.
Today we give you praise and celebrate each of our Fallen Soldiers, past and present on this Memorial Day who paid the ultimate sacrifice.
Antoine, I am very grateful for the many phone calls, texts and cards for friends and family remembering you and the sacrifice you made for each of us. I miss you dearly and as your mother, I am always eternally grateful for bringing you into this world for the small amount of time I had you with me, but now you are with God and the many beautiful angels above watching over us.
I love you with all my heart and you may be gone in body, but never from our hearts.
Love always and forever,
Mom
Lisa Sanders
April 17, 2013
Yesterday was mine and Chap's anniversary. I normally write on my anniversary because it was around that time that we were in Georgia for your homegoing. Not much to say-I just wanted to drop a line in memory of you Antoine.
Erica Holt
April 15, 2013
Hello Antoine! It's been a minute. The family is doing pretty well. The boys are tall and grown. I can't handle it. I want them to be my little, baby brothers for forever. Lol. Dad and my mom are doing well. It's been a minute since I've seen our Diddle Biddle but I'm sure I'll see her this summer and I'll report back to you. Lol. School is intense but I know that it will all be worth it soon. I know you're watching over us. I love you and miss you! Until next time...
Love Always,
Erica
Courtney Garmon
April 10, 2013
Dear Antoine,
Today, today, today, April 10th… What can I say! It is nine years today and it seems so much like yesterday. I find it hard to imagine that nine years have passed and the pain has lessened, but the memory of your tragic passing is so fresh on our minds.
Scott Palamino contacted me a few months ago, and I know that you are so proud of him. He and his beautiful bride to be (Amanda) will be wed next month, May 5th in Texas. We will attend the wedding with your memory ever present during the ceremony. He misses you dearly and has asked us to attend because you meant so much to him.
Sweetie, you have given the world a wonderful reason to continue living life to the fullest. Because of you and what you meant to our family and me, I am stronger and I survive and live life for us. I am grateful for the life God has blessed me with.
Life has wonderful for the family with the birth and anticipated birth of a great niece and nephew. It is hard to believe how your cousins have grown up and are starting families of their own. The family is so excited about the new arrivals.
Briana is doing wonderful in school and trying out for cheer leading. Be there and help your little sister make it. She is extremely excited and her dad and I are encouraging and cheering her on.
This past weekend, we attend our cousin Alex's (Lushington) Senior Recital at Agnes Scott College. She is a music major graduating this May and listening to her angelic voice singing melodies from “The Sound of Music”, had everyone in mesmerized. I thought of how she sang at your services nine years ago. Tears flowed and my heart ached. She is a beautiful young woman and gifted singer. She will be successful.
Terrence Jr. and Tamia celebrate their birthdays, Thursday and Friday, April 11 and 12th. They never forget you because you passed the day before their birthdays. Give mom, CeCe, grandma, Pooh, Brittany and our other family a hug and kiss for me and let them know how much they are missed.
I honor you, my son today for the ultimate sacrifice you made and your dedication to the United States Air Force and your COUNTRY! I continue to pray for you, our soldiers, our president and our military personnel who make the decisions to protect this great nation.
Antoine, please always continue to, love, protect and constantly watch over us each and every day. I LOVE YOU and MISS my sweet son.
We celebrate you today. The days have not been the same, but I know it will continue to get better. God Bless you forever.
Love,
Mom and the family ?
Lisa Sanders
February 7, 2013
For some reason, I have found myself thinking about Antoine for the past few days. I have been thinking about the day we learned about his untimely death. Found myself thinking about the family, particularly Carmen. I am sure that she has grown up and would probably be unrecognizable about now. I pray all is well with Patricia and Carmen. I have been thinking about dear Courtney and praying all is well with her and the rest of the family. Just felt the urgency today to visit this site and express that.
Scott Palomino
November 13, 2012
Antoine,
I miss you Blue. I think about you all of the time. Everytime I see a bottle of Heinz 57 sauce (lol), everytime I watch the movie Old School, and everytime I play basketball. I know you would be proud of me for some of the things that I have done in life so far.
I once told someone that I live my life for the both of us. You are one of the greatest human beings I have ever known and I thank you for that. All of my memories of you are happy ones, ones where you are smiling all of the time. You always let me know that life is precious and too short to be filled with hate and anger.
As you already know, you are going to be one of my Best Men at my wedding this coming year. I saved you a spot because you are very important to me and you always will be. Amanda loves all of the stories I tell her about you and our 603 ACS crew. I just wish she could have met you to truely understand why I speak about you the way that I do.
April 10, 2004 will never be a day that I forget for many reason. Please continue to watch over all of your loved ones and all those who loved you.
Your My Boy Blue!!
Mrs. Garmon... I know it has been a long time since we last spoke, but I would love to talk to you again. can you please send me an email with your contact information?
[email protected]
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2012
Hello My Angel,
Today is special in two ways. Our country pays tribute to the brave men and women who serve and protect this great nation. Veteran's Day is for us as Americans to show appreciation to those that serve and those that have served who sacrificed their lives to keep our country free.
Antoine, you are not forgotten, nor the gallant sacrifice you paid on April 10, 2004. Our lives are no longer the same, but it has improved. Thank you and I appreciate you and the love and legacy you left behind. I always think of you daily with a smile as I remember some of the silly things you did or just remembering you as a loving, kind, intelligent and generous young man. I wish that you were here to show the world what great things you could have continued to achieve. We were truly blessed to have you in our lives and I as your mother am grateful God placed you with me for a short time because I would not have known greatness if it were not for you.
Well dear, on to some other news. Your little sister (Briana) is celebrating her 14th birthday. As you know at 10:48am/ET, she will officially turn 14 years old. She has grown into a beautiful young lady that we are so proud of. All of he friends are 15 and she wants to drive, but can't get a learner's permit until next November. She went with her best friend Amber and her mom yesterday to celebrate with them and they had a wonderful time. We are celebrating today with some special gifts and she will be so excited to see what she has gotten. I can not believe her dad….she is spoiled rotten. Well what can I say, so were you. We did the same for you and you turned out great.
My two babies, the oldest in heaven and the youngest God has allowed to still be with us on earth. None of us could forget you or her because you both are celebrated on today. You for your sacrifice to our nation as a Veteran and Briana for her life into our lives. What more could a mother ask for by honoring both her children the same day, but in two different ways. I AM BLESSED!
Again, thank you my son and I thank God for the both of you. He has given me more that any mother could ask for.
We honor the ultimate sacrifice you made with your life for our country and I say HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY to Briana.
We love and miss you miss you dearly my SON!
Keep being my angel and constantly protecting and watching over us.
Love always and forever,
Mom
Alice
October 1, 2012
I just drove across the overpass bridge in Kennesaw and saw Antoine's name as I have so many times, but this time I decided to look this person's name up. Although I'm saddened by the tragic event, it's nice to see him being honored right here in his home town. Thanks to Antoine and others like him, I am able to live like how I do in this beautiful country. Sounds like Antoine was a GREAT person! May his legacy live forever! God Bless.
Alice
September 30, 2012
I just drove across the overpass bridge in Kennesaw and saw Antoine's name as I have so many times, but this time I decided to look this person's name up. Although I'm saddened by the tragic event, it's nice to see him being honored right here in his home town. Thanks to Antoine and others like him, I am able to live like how I do in this beautiful country. Sounds like Antoine was a GREAT person! May his legacy live forever! God Bless.
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2012
Dear Antoine,
Well, well, well. Twenty-nine today at 6:05pm. It was a Sunday morning when my water broke and the doctor said keep walking, give it some time. I walked and walked and walked, but you were stubborn. Dr. Johnson said that you were enjoying yourself and did not want to come into this world. Boy, when you finally arrived, what an experience. You ate and ate and ate. You were 8lbs 10oz. and 21” long. It was so funny seeing you because my sisters said that you seemed so mean. They were certainly wrong. You were the sweetest, kindest, caring and loving child imaginable. You were adored by many as an infant, during your life and after life. HAPPY (29th) BIRTHDAY – officially at 6:05pm June 13, 2012.
You are my angel and I am celebrating with you. I miss you son and a there is no day going by that I do not think and remember you and your sacrifice. Whow! Who would have thought that you would be gone before me? I miss you and our crazy times together, seeing you play basketball, video games and so much more. But the funniest is watching you EAT….you could devour some mac and cheese.
I know that mom has prepared you the best birthday meal ever. Enjoy and tell her hello because I miss you guys so much.
Son, until we see each other again.
Love you much always,
Mom
Patti Arata
June 1, 2012
Antoine...know that you will always be honored by the Arata Family. Your sacrifice on behalf of the country and the suffering your family has endured upon losing you shall never forgotten.
May 30, 2012
Antoine,
It's me once again, Scott's father.
I want to echo your Mom's words and I want to continue to thank you for your ultimate sacrifice to give us what so dearly love, and that is our freedom.
I am always so moved by the words you Mom writes here, and the love that you Mom has for you, and I know that you have always made her proud, and that she would give anything to be able to hold you and tell you that you are so very special to her.
Antoine, keeps us under your watch, and keep your friend Scott safe wherever he is at...I miss him!
Sincerely,
Jesus M. Palomino
CW4
U.S. Army
Courtney Garmon
May 28, 2012
Dear Antoine,
Freedom is not free, but we honor you for our freedom and defending our nation. We pay tribute to the lives that were lost in war. Thank you for being an amazing son and an inspiration to all. Your life is legacy to your family and friends. Our lives are not the same since you left us, but you will never be forgotten. Our thoughts and prayers remain constant with our phenomenal military personnel who dedicate every second of their lives to serve and protect our nation and our freedom.
A day of remembrance, Memorial Day not only the beginning of summer vacation, but the true meaning is a time to pay homage to fallen soldiers who served and gave their lives to protect our country and their families. As a mother of a soldier soldiers (Airman 1st Class Antoine Jermaine Holt) who died while serving America in Iraq, April 10, 2004 is a day in time that forever stands still. Life changes in an instant and for me, it changed over eight years ago will never be the same. Gone, but not forgotten. Thank You!
God Bless our military soldiers, nation and those fallen soldiers that paid the ultimate sacrifice with their life.
Antoine many of my prayers have been answered since your passing and I thank God for your protection and guidance over the years.
I love you and miss you each day.
Thank you,
Love always and forever
MOM
Peggy Childers
April 19, 2012
April 10, 2012
To the family and friends of Airman 1st Class Antoine J. Holt:
Always remembering Antoine. "Some gave all."
COURTNEY GARMON
April 10, 2012
Hello My Little Angel,
I miss you dearly and I am in so much pain today. No one is aware of my sorrows today as my heart aches from the tragedy eight years ago of losing you. I think of your life and the sacrifice you made while tears flow down my face. I think of the people gone on with you and the ones still here as I try not to reveal my pain at work. I know that most do not understand the rollercoaster of emotions flowing inside of me at this moment, but if they were in my shoes, they would. A child lost …..another angel in heaven watching over us.
Another year has come as I look to the sky in the early morning watching that bright star up above thinking of you. I pray that you have peace. I know that you miss us as much as we do you.
Thank you my dear for being a phenomenal SON, BROTHER and FATHER. Your memory leaves on in each of us.
God Bless us all and thank you for the beautiful life and memories you left behind!
Gone Away
An Angel whispered
take my hand and
come with me
you're work here is done.
I went away to a place
where there's no tears, nor sorrow
only laughter and smiles,
there will always be a Tomorrow.
As I move amongst the clouds.
I'll look down and smile upon you,
while the angels
sing a heavenly song.
I am not alone
all who went before
are here
they awaited my return.
I know you'll grieve
and wish I was still here
I am here in the memories
you hold dear.
Remember how much I
love you
and know I took your
love with me.
I did not wish for
you to cry, nor feel sad.
My pain is gone and
I am Free!
Soon you'll come to me
until then
God will be with you
Just as He's with me.
Gone too soon – Gone, but never will you be FORGOTTEN
With all our LOVE,
Mom, Sheldon and Briana
April 10, 2012
Tommy
April 10, 2012
A few beers to you tonight.
Antoine Holt
April 8, 2012
Happy Easter my baby!
Wow, this week is approaching and I am seeing reminders of you all around me. Good Friday is a holiday that I will never forget. The day you left us and never returned.
Times have changed and lives have changed, but nothing will ever keep me from forgetting you. That never changes.
I love you my son and I will never forget you and what you meant to this family and the thousands of people that loved you.
I pray often for you, our family, the soldiers and friends and those that are impacted by a loss as this.
Thank you for the many beautiful years we spent together.
Love,
Mom
Courtney Garmon
February 15, 2012
Hello Son,
I have not written in a while, but first Happy New Year!
I love and miss you very much.
Life is good and things are changing, but we are making it.
I know that you understand what is happening in my life and I am so grateful for your guidance through all of this. What a revelation for me. I am blessed and you have stood by watching and making it all happen. I love you son and so grateful because you knew that it would happen. You are my Angel and still my baby. I think of you everyday and still have tears in my eyes because I miss you so much. Life does go on, but we never forget the beautiful blessings that God bestowed upon us. My life will never be the same, but I have Briana and she is and intelligent. Wow, how time files. Your little sister will start high school this year. She is so excited and is in the process of selecting her core classes and electives. She is still interested in law. She has not determined which field, but she is planning to take law classes if she is given them as one elective. She is also taking French and will continue it in high school. We wish that you were around to see this. I remember when you started, but girls are so different from boys. The clothes, hair, attitudes, hormones, etc. What can I say!
She is focused and doing a great job in school. We are so proud of her and the accomplishments throughout middle school. We know her big brother is keeping a watchful eye on her. Thank you so much Dear.
My prayers continue to be there for our soldiers fighting for our freedom. We are one-step closer to having all our troops out of harms way and this makes me extremely HAPPY. I wish you could be here, but I know that God had bigger and better plans for you because your work here was done.
Until next time my baby, continue to guide, watch over, and protect us.
Love you and miss you very much!
Mom and the entire family
Courtney Garmon
December 25, 2011
My dear Son,
Merry Christmas! I am so proud of you and this great nation. I am happy that the troops are coming home making this holiday season for so many families the best that anyone could ask for.
This year has been life changing for me and many of our family members. We lost and we've gained and after so many losses and we have become accustomed to experiencing the loss of some great people.
Happy Holidays to all of our oldest and newest family members.
Thank you for what you have done and brought to our family. You give me the strength I need each and every day to go on. You have your buddy Brittany with you and so many of our family members.
Today is a very joyous occasion and we will keep the spirit of Christmas alive and a star shining in the sky lighting our way to heaven one day.
Give mommy, grandma, CeCe, grandpa,uncle Boot, Hub, Phonzo, Pooh , Brittany and everyone else our love and hugs and kisses. We miss you guys so much. Maybe there will be peace on earth. People will soon start to care.
Merry Christmas my angel.
Love you and each and every one of you.
Mom
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2011
Dear Antoine,
Happy Veterans Day!
To all those that serve and protect our great nation. THANK YOU!
I know that you are embracing Brittany as she makes her transition. Take care of her and please continue to watch over the family. She is gone too soon as well.
I love and miss you son.
Until we meet again.
Love always,
Mom
Courtney Garmon
July 4, 2011
Dear Antoine,
Today, July 4, 2011, as many of us relax and celebrate our independence, we must remember to give thanks to the many men and women of our military who serve and protect our freedom.
There are those who have given their lives protecting this great nation and those who have continue to fight triumphantly daily giving of themselves every moment to keep us safe. I respect and honor you for your courage and the sacrifices you make.
Antoine, thank you son for your love of family, friends and country. I will be forever grateful and proud to call you my son and an Airman. You were and still are a blessing to so many of us. Thank you for making me proud and happy.
Happy Fourth of July!
We love and miss you Dear!
Love always and forever,
Mom and family
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2011
Hello My Baby Boy,
HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY! WOW! Today at 6:05pm, the exact time Monday, June 13, 2011 that God brought you into our lives. Twenty-eight years have passed and nine of them were swept away. Everyone misses you dearly and today is our family’s day to pay tribute and celebrate your fantastic life. I thinking about the day before you were born and how after my water broke, my doctor’s partner on duty that Sunday said to just walk and walk and walk. He will come…..what a joke! You never came. We waited all day and the next morning we left for Dr. Johnson’s office and upon arriving, he immediately said leave now and head for the hospital. We should have immediately gone to the hospital and not waited. We arrived (9am) and they put me into a room to monitor us. Time slowly went by, but no Antoine…I was on that bed for hours, but no contractions and no Antoine. My doctor came in several times to check how far I had dilated, but not much. Finally, after what seemed to be an eternity, they said Mrs. Holt, we decided that we will perform a C-section. I thought…Ummm, what a relief. I was given the epidural and I still did not fell any pain. They tugged and tugged until finally you came. My doctor said apparently you were happier inside than out because I ate well and you did not want to come! Thanks to my mom, dad and grandma Daisy for those wonderful meals and fruit. We know why you loved to eat and never gained a pound.
Briana does not eat like you, but she loves the same things as you…..that Red Velvet Cake. She will be traveling to Europe for three weeks and we are giving her a Bon Voyage party. Her first request was for me to bake a Red Velvet Cake. Upon the return home, she has requested your favorite meal including the Mac and Cheese. It is funny how you would not eat cheese on anything, not even pizza, but Mac and Cheese—YES and it was one of your favorites. Go Figure! ? I know that mom is preparing you a huge birthday meal. I am jealous. ?
We will be there today @ 6:05pm to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
We love and miss you dear……Please continue to watch over us.
Until we meet again…
Mom and the family
Pamela White
June 12, 2011
Hey Antoine, I thought about you today as I passed over your bridge on Wade Green Rd. Time flies by so fast, I still can't believe your gone. It seems just like yesterday we were clowning around those North Cobb halls. You are truly missed and loved by many. I'll see you next lifetime my friend..xoxo may your soul continue to rest in piece.
Courtney Garmon
May 30, 2011
Dear Antoine,
This Memorial Day as we pay homage to you and the many soldiers past and present, I pray for an end to the wars and pray for peace around the world. Your memory will never fade and the love we have for you will always remain strong.
One day we will meet again and reminisce about the past and smile about the future, I'll know that I've made it to heaven with you.
I miss you my son and as our lives go on, you will never be forgotten. Thank you as always for the beautiful life you left behind for us to remember you by.
I love you and miss you dearly. You are never far from my thoughts.
Love always,
Mom
Bill Gaskin
May 27, 2011
Antoine Holt... fellow Airman and fellow Warrior - both by profession and by our school mascot. On this Memorial Day weekend, I humbly pay respects for your service and your sacrifice. I will not forget.
Lisa Sanders
May 8, 2011
I had every intention of writing this on April 16th, but I simply forgot to do so. I cannot believe how quickly time has passed since that day at Aviano when we were all stunned by the news of his passing. I never fail to think of Antoine and his family on April 16th each year because it is my wedding anniversary, but also marks the time that we went to Georgia to bring Antoine home. His memory will always live on as he paid the supreme sacrifice for all of us. Antoine, I choose not to say goodbye, but "see you later" as I look forward to that wonderful day in heaven when you will be reunited with all who love and miss you here on earth! Courtney I love you dearly!!!
Courtney Garmon
May 1, 2011
Thank You God!
You have answered so many prayers!
We will not forget those that gave their lives for our country and freedom. Antoine, you and your comrades continue to work. We remember and we have not forgotten as we move forward. Our prayers are with each of you.
Love,
Mom
Peggy Childers
April 17, 2011
April 10, 2011
To the family and friends of Airman 1st Class Antoine J. Holt:
Please accept my remembrance of Antoine on the anniversary of his passing and know that he will never be forgotten.
Peggy Childers
www.IraqWarHeroes.org
Irene Tyler
April 11, 2011
Holt,
Always on my mind and I can't believe how much time has passed. I remember when we went Go-carting and I flew out and busted myself good and we all went out and you taught me how to dance...miss how you would give me advice and thanks to you, on April 24th, 2011 I will have been married for 8 years. I see pictures of your little Carmen, which she is not so little anymore...she is your spitting image and I know you watch down on her and Trisha, which she is one strong women. I pray for you and your family and to know how much of an impact you made on many lives, it is all good. As an Angel, I hope you are dancing it up and sleeping, which seemed to be some of your favorite things.I may never get to have a voice to voice conversation with you, but I get to see you grow up in Carmen and that makes me smile. Missing you Antoine, always.
(*Irene E. G. Tyler
P.S. To Antoine's family, my prayers are always with you
Scott Palomino
April 10, 2011
Antoine,
I miss you brother! I can not believe that it has been seven years since we both parted ways! I know that you are watching over me everyday, whispering for me to live life to the fullest and to never take anything for granted! I know that I don't talk to you as much as I used to but you know that you are always on my mind and I am always trying to make you proud! You were a great Airman, friend, man, father, husband, and you are an even greater angel in heaven watching over all of those who love you! Today is your day! You will never be forgotten! I miss you Holt! YOUR MY BOY BLUE!
Love you brother!
~Scott "Palo" Palomino
Courtney Garmon
April 10, 2011
My Dear Son,
It is early, Sunday morning as I sit here thinking about you and how much so many lives have changed because of you. You inspired, touched, reached out, carried, prayed, gave, listened and supported so many people while on you were here.
I am extremely proud of you my SON.
I still cry at the thought of missing you, but I smile when I think about you and how much I have changed because of you.
Antoine, you are my HERO! The word hero means more than one having an illustrious military career. It is you, Airman First Class, Antoine Jermaine Holt! A generous, gentle giant who was admired and sought out for his wisdom, strength, achievements, courage and most of all his huge kind heart. It is the love you often showed and gave to everyone that made you who you were.
I will never forget this day because I remember so vividly the morning you called and we talked for the last time. After hanging up with you, I felt so uneasy, but not knowing what news was coming in just a few hours. I never thought that that day would be the last time I would hear your voice. I kept thinking about you all day, not understanding why, until that we received that ring at the door I will never forget.
A message, that look of how can I tell this mother her son has passed. It still stings with fire throughout my body. The pain I feel will probably never leave, but I do find comfort in knowing that your spirit lives in me.
I LOVE YOU Antoine!
Tomorrow, April 11th will be two years that Nikia has left the family senselessly.
Terrence Jr. will be 10 and Tamia will be 4 on this week and Justin at the end of April will be 15. My niece and nephews are getting taller and older.
Briana is excited to have an opportunity to spend a few weeks traveling throughout Europe this summer. She was nominated and selected to participate with other children from around the country because of their academic accomplishments. She along with another troop member is working hard with Girl Scouts mentoring younger troops to continue scouting by training and getting them involved in community activities. She is Antoine’s little sister for sure!
We are going to place a floral arrangement I made at your resting place this afternoon. They symbolize the beauty of your life and the brave young man you were.
You are a blessing to our family and me. Thank you for so many beautiful memories, you will never be forgotten. Our prayers and thoughts are always with each and every member of our military families, past , present and future.
Love you always and forever,
Mom
Shean
April 9, 2011
You are still remembered and your family is still in many people's thoughts and prayers. We haven't forgotten.
L Neal
March 20, 2011
To the family of Airman 1st Class Antoine J. Holt:
Please know that just as your loved one remains in your hearts and minds; his sacrifice, and that of your family, remains with the people he died defending. Words cannot express the gratitude we feel for his bravery and selflessness, or the heartache we feel for your loss. God bless and keep you always.
Joseph Moran
December 30, 2010
I am visiting my wife's family in Kennesaw, and have crossed the Antoine J. Holt Memorial Bridge dozens of times. I looked up the origin of the name and was both pleased and saddened by the story-pleased because it wasn't the name of some politician; saddened because it is the name of a fine young American gone too soon, dead in defense of his country. I never knew you, Airman First Class Antoine J. Holt, but I know all I need to know about you. Thank you for your service and your sacrifice. Know that you will never be forgotten.
Courtney Garmon
December 27, 2010
My Dear Son,
I miss you so much. The holidays are wonderful, but they would be much more merry with you. The family took Christmas pictures cards again and they look great.
I know that you had a very Merry Christmas with the our family members in heaven. Uncle George passed December 11, 2011, just before Christmas, but he is at peace now after his illness. He is missed by so many of us, especially since Grandma Maude passed in March. He was missing her and his best friend so much and was not willing to fight anymore.
Briana had a wonderful Christmas. She got everything that she wanted including the newly decorated bedroom. You would not believe how tall she has gotten. Seventh grade, honor student, talented and into so many school activities along with her outside activities. We are so proud of her and her success. I remind her how smart and funny you were. She acts so much like you and looks a lot like you as she gets older.
We think of you often and hold precious memories of you close to our hearts. We love you so much and the thought of your presence not being here with us is still painful. As we pray for peace around the world, we continue to pray for our service people at home and abroad that protect our freedom.
Happy Holidays my angel to you and our loved ones. I wish you a very Happy New Year. I pray and believe that God will bring each of us more blessings for 2011.
I love and miss you. Please continue to watch over us daily.
Love always,
Mom and family
November 15, 2010
Thinking of you "Holt" as Tommy and Bridgette always called you. Ya, they got married and they're back in Italy. Bridgette got out of the Air Force and Tommy will be getting out in Sept 2011. I know they both miss you and will always hold you in the highest regard. They loved you and will always bare the scar of having lost you. You'll always be their hero!
Courtney Garmon
November 11, 2010
Dear Antoine,
Today, November 11, 2010 is very special for me. First, to all the veterans, past and present, I salute you. As the world honors each of you for the sacrifices you make and how you continue to give your all for our freedom, I salute you.
Thank you to all the living brave military veterans and thank you to all our veterans that are no longer with us. We are extremely grateful that you defend our nation and the continued protection you provide us every day of our lives. Because of you, we are free. Because of you, we can live in peace another day.
Secondly, your baby sister’s birthday is today (Veteran’s Day), so I often have so much to be proud of and grateful for. Briana turned twelve today and she has been so excited thinking about what she was receiving from everyone for her birthday and how much fun she was planning to have. She woke this morning to tons of cards, balloons, gifts and plenty of hugs and kisses. She is so much like you and I sit back and watch her as she grows and all I do is SMILE…..
Finally, I need to say thank you to Tyler and Antoine for keeping your beautiful memory alive. Thank you to everyone who made this possible for Tyler and Antoine to be together. Life is so precious and to have you living through them is a miracle.
God bless them and I pray that he continues to watch over you.
I promise that I will never forget and each night that I go to sleep, I think of you; each morning that I wake, I think of you and again, I will never forget you.
I love you and miss you so much my angel. I often wonder how life would be for you if you were still here. You’re gone too soon, but, your memory will forever live on in all of us. Enjoy the tribute to you and all veterans today.
Thank you my son.
Love always,
Mom
Erica Holt
October 30, 2010
Hi Big Brother! We miss you so much and so much has changed since your passing. Carmen is absolutely beautiful and intelligent. It's amazing! The boys are tall and a hand full. I don't know what to say about them. I just wanted to let you know this college thing is no joke but I'm handling it quite well and I will make you proud! Well, until next time... I love you so much and you are missed dearly.
Love Always,
Erica Holt
Courtney Garmon
June 13, 2010
Happy Birthday my angel. On Monday, June 13, 1983 @ 6:05pm, God brought you into my life.. That was the most amazing moment as a mother I could experience. From that day on you were the inspiration and blessing for so many people. I miss you with all my heart and the first thing I thought of as I woke was you and that you would have been 27 years old. The world lost an angel and I am so happy that you were a huge part of my life.
HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!
Mom
Courtney Garmon
May 31, 2010
My precious son,
As we pause to pay homage to each of you today, this Memorial Day, I can not help but reflect upon the moment when you decide to enter the Air Force. Those memories remain so vivid and now so poignant as I reminisce about the plans you had for your future growing up. You wanted to become an entertainment lawyer and as I smile, I cry because I see now that God had other plans for you that no man could have changed. It was your destiny to become and airman and you were one of the best the USAF had at such a young age. All the accolades that are bestowed upon you are magnificent, but the life you lead and the friends and lives you gently touched during your short life proved to be how everyone remembers you and this gift of love and true friendship touches me the most.
Your personality and the true, honest and simple love you have for people and family you did inherit from me. Your sister, Briana is coming into her own as your grandma Marian always said, and she is wowing us like you at her age. She has completed the 6th grade and for the entire year she received all A’s and two B’s. She had a hard time with math, unlike you who was a super wiz at math early in life. Briana keeps us on the go with her extra curricular activities. She is till playing the piano, a Cadette in Girl Scouts, yearbook staff at school and chorus in school, but I could go on for days about the little social butterfly. She concurred math and has planned to beat her scored with all A’s for 7th grade. We are extremely proud of her accomplishments. Briana has decided to become a doctor or a lawyer because she wants to help others less fortunate as she puts it. She said that she is leaning more towards law because she wants to attend Harvard……..HELP! It is very expensive, but we will do our best to make her dreams come true. She is such a little lady now….beautiful, intelligent and taller than your mommy. Yeah, I have heard all the short jokes, but just as I told you as you grew, no matter how tall you are, I can still break you back down to my size. (smile)
Robert, I want to thank you for standing in for my son. It is such an honor and I am grateful that you remembered and thought so much of me to contact me about it. I was blessed to have Antoine as a son, but I see that God blessed all of us and he was the vessel that brought all of us together for life. Everyone in the USAF has been wonderful over the years and it is amazing that I still receive kind gestures and thoughts of remembrances from so many people, not just around the time of his passing, but holidays like today.
I will continue to pray for each of you, our past, our present and certainly our future because without you, we would not have FREEDOM. God will see us through and as a mother of a solider who gave his life for our country, I sacrificed mine because he was a part of me and a part that can never be replaced.
I love you Antoine, RIP my son. God bless and protect us, this great nation and our entire military as they strive every moment of each day risking their lives for our freedom.
Love,
Mom and the family.
Peggy Childers
April 11, 2010
To the family and friends of Airman 1st Class Antoine J. Holt:
Remembering Antoine on the anniversary of his passing. May our fallen heroes never be forgotten!
Peggy Childers
"Don't Let The Memory Of Them Drift Away"
www.IraqWarHeroes.org
Courtney Garmon
April 10, 2010
Dear Antoine,
Wow! It is never easy to say goodbye, but when it is your child, only son and first born, you never overcome the tragedy of the loss. We were at Lincoln Cemetery today to place flowers at your resting place and words can not express how we felt. My heart still hurts so much for you my child that I lost six years ago. You will always live in our hearts forever.
We lost your great grandmother Maudie Weems at the age of 94 last week. She looked so beautiful and now she has gone on to heaven with you and the rest of our loved ones.
Tomorrow, April 11th will be the first year that Pooh (Nikia Williams) has been gone and her killer has yet to go to trial. It has been difficult knowing that the two of you were so close and now even closer in heaven. Each of you I say a prayer for each day and thank God that I had you in my life. I am blessed each day I rise.
T.J. , Tamia and Justin are celebrating their birthdays this weekend. They will be 9, 3 and 14. I am getting old. (smile)
I love you son and we honor you today for the sacrifice you paid with your life on behalf of your family and country. I could not have asked for a better son. We all miss you and we are so very proud of you and your service to this nation. THANK YOU AND OUR SOLDIERS!
Love,
Mom and the family
Lisa Sanders
April 9, 2010
It seems as if it were just yesterday that I wrote on Antoine's page. Another year has rolled around so quickly I can't believe it! Nevertheless, it is yet another year that Antoine's memory lives on even stronger in my heart. In just a few months, my husband will retire from the military. I have mixed emotions about this. While there is excitement about our new transition into civilian life, I will miss being part of the active duty community and meeting those like Antoine who love their country and were willing to pay the ultimate price. On this day, I pay great homeage to you Airman Holt, and thank you for your sacrifice.
Patricia Holt
February 3, 2010
Toine,
Yea...so it was one of those days...pray for our strength and that I keep God and your daughter in the forefront of EVERYTHING I think, say and do....
No matter how many years pass by, it never seems to change that this is one of the hardest things I've ever had to press forward on. So many hurdles lay b4 the path and I sometimes think that I wasn't made to walk this road...especially alone...however, no matter how bad I may feel right now, I know God has and will supply!
However, I do miss your presence and wish that you were here...it gets easier to do the parenting the older they get, lol, however, they never lied when they said that it takes a village to raise a child....but I guess God prepared me 2 be a village and that He never gives us more than we can bear...
Well, I <3 u and hope 2 c ya again....very soon, lol! XOXO
Trish : )
Courtney Garmon
January 1, 2010
Dear Antoine,
We want to wish you Happy New Years.
We hope and pray that this year brings peace throughout the world for everyone.
Thank you for being a blessing in our lives and please continue to watch over us as we go about our lives.
Much love and happiness,
Mom and Briana
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year babe!!!!
Patricia Holt
December 30, 2009
Toine,
I don't know why I'm sitting here in England writing this...I don't know why I even begin writing on this page again...but I just wanted to say THANK YOU!!! B/c our God has been so very good babe, He did everything He said He would do, and ALWAYS came through! I found your letter...I can't believe you knew I could do this, but I wanted to say that I WON'T stop until I reach the destiny God planned for me & Carmen!
Gosh, we've done so many things love...I've found things about myself I never knew existed...and u were even right about me and Carmen all along...interesting how things work for our good, even when they really don't feel too good...
As this new year approaches, I see differently, I talk differently, I think differently, etc...God KNOWS it's been a challenge, but we only got stronger, and wherever there was pain, God healed in ways I couldn't even understand! Everyone I talk to sees so much in me & in Diddle b/c of u! They see our pain as a testament of God taking bad and making it for the good, and it makes me smile 2c others having respect for our family & seeing strength in our situation!
I was really upset when u had 2 go babe...heck, I had sooo many emotions that it took awhile for me 2 get 2 this point, however, God taught me that me and Carmen were going 2b taken care of...and He ALWAYS proved that point!!
I have so much support and Carmen has so much support that I sometimes forget that I'm a single parent at times...however, she really loves and misses you...more than I really care to say, but I'm sure you are aware...
Keep praying for us...praying that God continues 2 guide our paths and that He be in the center of our every decision...one milestone down, several more 2 go! Now comes the letting go and letting God, so pray that I wait on Him to lead us and do my part too!
Btw, keep having those conversations w/ Carmen...I think that it really makes her day to talk to me about them! It comforts her waaay better than I ever could =D
I still find it hard to believe my bestfriend isn't here, yet, I'm comforted 2 know that ur in a better place...God is soooo good Toine, I can't believe that He has kept us through so much of this life long process, but tell Him for me, THANK YOU from the depths of my soul, with every fiber of my being!!!
So much disappointment over the years, so many tears we've shed, however, I really learned that rejection is God protection, & He was just shielding me and Diddle from the wrong things, till I was strong enough 2 stand still and let Him work on our behalf...and just like that, I really started to understand more and more each day and know that my life is not my own, I affect everyone I meet and even some people who I will never meet...
If you only could see the people that I've touch w/ our testimony...well, I'm sure u have...man, how so many people talk about you as if they personally knew u, about the respect they have for you...you were the change that you wanted to see in the world Toine...I only hope I can live up to these shoes that I must fill and carry on that legacy...oh, I gotta better one...how about I keep my word...lol, yeah, I think I'll do that!
...WE plan 2cya again...till we meet again <3 ....disuki desuyo!!!!
December 25, 2009
Hello Antoine,
The family loves and misses you and we wish you a very Merry Christmas. We are all celebrating the holiday here at our house with your cousins, aunts, uncles and grand parents.
Thank you for the past holiday memories because they were some of the best we had together. Watching Briana grow is a fond reminder of your Christmas breaks.
She got her wish for Christmas...A MacBook. Her eyes were so bright and the smile was so funny to watch her light up after opening her other gifts. She deserved it.
Our prayers are with you and the soldiers. Continue to watch over us and protect us.
Love you and Happy Holidays,
Mom
Patricia Holt
December 11, 2009
Antoine, I miss u and hope that you are looking down at me and Carmen and proud of the progress we've made! God was soooo good and his plans (although I will not always understand them) are perfect! They were right, you were too good to this world! I think of you EVERYDAY and thankful to even be in the presence of someone like you love! WE LOVE YOUUUUUU!!!! xoxo
Your wife and bestfriend!
Patricia Holt : )
P.S. Carmen says she loves you and is proud of you too! You are her hero!
December 4, 2009
Holt Family. "The God of comfort is also the hearer of prayer.
Courtney Garmon
November 26, 2009
Dear Antoine,
Happy Thanksgiving!
As each of us celebrate with our families today, we have so many things to be thankful for this holiday season. I am very appreciative that God gave you to me and I have been blessed to have had you in my life.
I will continue to cherish each moment we had everyday.
Our prayers and blessings go out to every one serving to protect us.
We love and miss you.
Always and forever,
Mom
November 11, 2009
Hello Antoine,
Today we pay tribute to you, our veterans and the many service men and women of our armed forces who paid the ultimate sacrifice by giving their lives for our freedom and the current members of the military who defend us each and everyday. THANK YOU!
We love you and families across our country who have members of the military pray for their safe return and for those of us who have lost our loved ones are still heart broken, but were blessed to have had you in our lives.
Your sister Briana turned eleven today and she is so happy because it is 11-11-11. Her birthday will always have a special meaning because she was born on Veteran's Day. We look each other eye to eye now, but mommy is still mommy, no matter how tall she becomes. She started over a month ago making sure that everyone knew her birthday was coming. She received plenty of cards, money and jewelry for her birthday. We purchased her a new camcorder and clothes that she wanted.
We are so proud of her accomplishments and it reminds me so much of how hard you worked and studied in school. She is an A student and for the first nine weeks she received platinum status for making straight A's in middle school. Can you believe that your little sister is in the sixth grade...middle school? Boy we're getting old. The family is doing great and I am doing better after my surgery last month.
We love and miss you and continue to pray for our soldiers and country as we honor our veterans today.
Thank each of you for protecting us, our freedom and for the tremendous sacrifice that each of you pay everyday.
God Bless America!
Love,
Mom, Briana and Sheldon
Erica Holt
November 11, 2009
We still love you and miss you Big Bro'!....
Love,
Erica Holt and Family
Kenna Larra
October 27, 2009
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Bridgette Arata
July 29, 2009
Dear Antoine,
I don’t know why I haven’t written to you before; I guess I didn’t know what to say until now. I am back in Aviano and it has brought back so many memories of you. There are pictures of you throughout the squadron and it is difficult for me to look at them. I cried for you again the other day as I have cried for you on many days. I write to you now because I need to say something to you that I should have said five years ago, thank you. Thank you Antoine for being my friend. Thank for you for being there when no one else was. Thank you for being my rock in Iraq, for letting me cry on your shoulder when my grandma died. Thank you for sitting with me and letting me unload my grief. Thank you for all your help in getting me through my tough times. Thank you for taking care of me out there when no one else did. Thank you.
I miss your friendship and I still grieve for you. There are very few people in this world that are genuinely good and you were one of them; the world really is a lesser place without you in it. I hope that I was as good of a friend to you that you were to me. I hope we meet again someday.
July 28, 2009
It has been five years since this tragedy struck. I think of Antione form time to time and I remember the events of that night. But mostly I think of how happy Antione always seemed, he always had a bright smile and it was infectious. I will not forget "tione", he was truly a gift that was taken back way too early. My deepest condolances for your loss.
MSgt (ret) Michael R. Hatcher. First Sgt 332 Air Expeditionary Wing Balad Air Base Iraq, January 2004 thru June 2004.
Courtney Garmon
May 25, 2009
On this day, Memorial Day, I pay homage to you my wonderful son and all the other members of our armed forces that paid the ultimate sacrifice protecting this great nation.
I want you to know Antoine that you may be gone from our lives, but never our heart or minds. Thank you son for being the phenomenal young man you were.
The legacy you left will leave on forever.
God bless you and our military.
Love,
Mom
ryan streeter
May 25, 2009
on this memorial day, I just wanted you to know that people were thinking of the sacrifice your son gave so we could remain free. Thank you.
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