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for Steven Munoz
Cristy Olivas
May 8, 2025
Thinking of you today. I will never stop missing you. Love you always.
Blaze
Rosann Munoz
June 29, 2012
Happy early birthday to my beautiful son. I miss so much and wish I could celebrate with you. Just to see your face one more time, but one day we will be together again. I am sending you my heart Steven. Hold it for me until I see you again. You are my heart and soul and I love you to eternity. Your Mama
AnnaMarie Contreras
November 25, 2011
Happy Thanksgiving Steven!!! Much Love Always
November 14, 2011
Hi Son,
Its been awhile since I've written u. Well the holidays are here and u know how I feel about them since your not here. Part of me feels that warm feeling and part of me is so very sad. I miss u so much son, and I love u so very much. Please hold my heart thru these hard days ahead. As long as I feel ur comfort i'll b ok.
I love you more than life itself
And I will be complete again once we are together. Ur are my heart and soul son.
I love u love u love u Son
ur Momma
Anna
November 12, 2011
Hey Steven, well I'm at wk and startd thnkn about u, I just wantd to say goodnite :-)
AnnaMarie Contreras
November 11, 2011
Hey Steven, its me Anna. Well its been 6 yrs that you have been gone and I just found out last night what happend from Jacqueline. "Remember her?" O my god Steven I miss u so very much over the years I often thought about u and wanted and tryed getting in contact with u but didn't really know how. I remember the last time u and I hung out :-) "I hope u do as well". I seen a pic of u and ur bby she is very beautiful she looks just like u. I have 3 kds nw I'm all grown up n being a mommy. I wish u could c what I've made of my life, ill never forget u and all the lil things u and I experienced in life together since we 1st met in the 5th grade at Tomahawk all the way till we both to Trevor and even after we no onger went there. I love u Steven I always have and always have I'm sure u know that. well I'm gna stop this msg here, ill b sure to kp posting on this for u!!! I love u and will always and forever miss u and carry u in my heart! Ill c u again someday
June 30, 2011
Happy Birthday Cousin!! We all miss you and love you very much there is still not a day that goes by that we dont think of you. We will celebrate tonight in your loving memory.
Love you always MO:)
June 30, 2011
Happy Birthday Son
I love with all nmy heart and soul. Hope you are rejoicing in Heaven baby boy!
Love our Big Momma
Rosann Munoz
June 28, 2011
Hi Son,
Well its almost your birthday. Another year that i will be blowing out the candles without you. I miss you so much son. I am so sad these days. Every day that goes by without you makes it harder and harder for me. Sometimes I feel like I cant breath. My heart is broken and I just cant fix it. I wish I was with you so bad. I just miss you horribly. Your brother is moving out this weekend and my hearts hurts for that too. I feel such a loss that I just dont feel I wanna get up in the mornings. I never thought I would be this sad but I am. I have cried so much that I dont think I have ne more tears left. Son, I miss you so much and cant wait for the day that I see you again, and I will be able to touch your face, hug you and tell you I love you. You and your brother and sister and my babies are my heart and soul. Without you all I cant live. You all are the air that I breath, the ones that make my heart beat, the ones that get me up each morning and help me go on with my day in this horrible world. One day I will have a smile back on my face and my heart wont hurt ne more. Happy Birthday Son, I love you and I hope you rejoice on your birthday. Please dont forget me.
Remember you are my heart and soul
I love you more than words can say son.
Love
Your Big Momma
Rosann Munoz
May 22, 2011
My Son,
Today is 5 years that you left me. Im trying to stay busy today so I dont start crying. I miss you and luv you so much. I hope your dancing in heaven. I hope you remember me and all that love you and miss you. One day we will all be together again. Hopefully sooner than later. All you need to know today is that you are my heart and soul. You live in my heart and everytime it beats I remember you. My beatiful Son, I miss you so much words cant describe. I love you more than words can describe. I breath in and out everyday only because I have to, I wake up everyday only because I have to, I go on with days only because I have. I know the day will come that I will leave this world as we know it and be reunited with you. I know when I close my eyes to this world forever I will open them to you waiting for me. Please pave the way to heaven for me Son. Soon we will be together and that will be forever.
I love you Son, you are my heart and soul.
Love you
Love you
Love you,
Your Big Momma
March 30, 2011
My Son,
I really miss you, more than ever. I hope you are with me as I walk this thing called life.
I luv you more than life itself. And miss you like crazy.
You are my heart and soul baby boy.
Luv your
Momma
antoniette magallanes
March 27, 2011
hey there lil hun yes i kno i havent hit up in a min but i kno u still lookin down on me nd takin care of me but just gettn at u just to let u kno i havent nd nevr will forget bout u love u more than words kan say
love netty
December 31, 2010
Happy New Year Son, See you soon!!!!
Your Momma
December 30, 2010
Hi Son,
Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. The year is almost over. I am so glad. That means closer to being with you son. I hope you are with me at the strike of midnight tomorrow. Hold my heart son and just know that we will be together soon. I love you more today than you can ever imagine. And I miss you more than words can say. Please hear me as I speak to you and remember me as your mother. You are my heart and soul and I will be happy in my heart again when we're together.
I love you and miss you.
You are my heart and soul Son.
Kisses from your Momma
Happy New Year Son
December 23, 2010
Hi Son,
Well here we are again. Another Christmas without each other. I hope you are looking down on me as I am looking up at you thinking of you this Holiday season. I hope that you are happy in your heart and content. I miss you more and more each day especially around the Holidays. This is supposed to be the happiest time of the year but all I can do is think about you. Me and the kids and Dad have each other to lean on and it hurts my heart so much that your alone. I know that your not completely alone but you dont have me up there. Just remember that we will be together soon. I love you more than words can say and miss you lots.
Merry Christmas baby boy, remember you are my heart and soul. I will be complete again when we are together.
Love you son
Your Momma
November 24, 2010
Good Morning Son,
I wanna wish you a Happy Thanksgiving. I miss you so much. Here we are agian, another year apart. The years seem to all run together for me. Sometimes I don't know if I'm coming or going but that's ok. I will be with you soon.
Well we will be celebrating at Tia's house this year. I hope you rejoice in Heaven and don't forget I think about you every second of every day. I pray and ask God everynite that you Hear my and Remember me. I miss you Son and Love you more than words can ever say. My heart does not beat the same without you. Every beat that I skip is because I am missing you in my heart. I'll be complete when we're together again.
You are my heart and soul!!
I love you more that life itself, more than I love myself!!!
Your Momma
October 14, 2010
Just thinking about you right now heard one of your songs wish you were here everyday love and miss you... It's so hard at times to not have you here to joke around with and its hurts physically in my heart to think about you. Mariah has been missing you alot lately too.
Momma
September 15, 2010
I luv you forever and ever my baby boy
Rosann Munoz
September 15, 2010
Good Morning My Precious Son
I am so sorry I haven't written. I've been home sick for bout 3 months. I am getting better now. So much has been going on. Hopefully things will settle down so life can continue forward. All these stops in life slow things down and make it longer till I see you again. I miss you everyday and you live in my heart. I know you hear me talkin to you every minute of everyday. Your my heart and soul. My heart beats because of you and Nick and Whits. I am blowing a kiss to you in heaven and just know that we will be together soon.
I luv you more than life itself and am counting down the time until I see you again. You are my heart and soul.
Luv u your Momma
netty
September 14, 2010
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AnToNiEtTe MaGaLLAnEs
September 1, 2010
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June 30, 2010
Happy Birthday to you!!!!
Happy Birthday Steven.... We will be celebrating your birthday tonight all together as a family missing you like always and sending you some balloons so make sure you read them:)
Love you always and forever..
Monica
Rosann
May 28, 2010
Hi Son,
Sorry I haven't written. I did send a big shout out to you on Facebook so that everyone could remember you son. Your my special boy. I miss you so much and it seems like all the songs on the radio are coming from you. Son I have surgery on Tuesday. Be with me my angel. I love you so much that you words can't even come close to say. You are my heart and soul and I will be complete again with we're together again.
I love you, love you, love you my Baby Boy!!!
Your Momma
May 22, 2010
Today it has been 4 years!!!
May 22, 2010
Today Cousin,
Today it has been 4 years since you left us and today it has been 4 years since I heard your voice and your amazing stories. I wish I could see you at your moms and hear your voice even if it's only for a second. I wish I could give you one last hug and tell you I love you. I know how much you loved us all and I wish you could see Matthew you would have loved to teach him your "words". I can only look forward to seeing you again and I know we will, I know that you will be waiting for us with all your love.
Mo:)
May 13, 2010
Hello Cousin,
It's almost your anniversary and it still feels like yesterday when you left us. We all think about you all the time never does a day go by that we dont remember something about you. Life is still stressful as ever, but Whitts had the most beautiful baby girl and she looks alot like you. You would have loved her knowing you and babies. We still see Ali from time to time and she still looks like her daddy. Well cousin I will write again on your anniversary. Love you with all my heart.
Mo:)
March 18, 2010
Good Morning Son,
It's been so long since i've talked to you. Im sorry son. I luv you and miss you more than ever.
Your sister had the baby. A girl "Isabella Monique Munoz" and we've been so busy. The baby has so many of your features that it comforts my heart to just stare at her. I wish you could see her. I wish you were here to enjoy these times with us but we will all be together again one day.
I look forward to that day as my heart is not complete without you son.
I luv you more then words can say and miss you more than ever.
You are my heart and soul and I will be a complete mom/grandma when we are all together once again.
I love you son
Mom
February 1, 2010
Good Morning Son
It's Feb 1, and Mo's birthday. The time is just flying by which is really good. Soon we will be together again.
Pave the way to heaven for me and wait for me at Heaven's gate.
Remember son, I love you more that life itself and miss more everyday.
You are my heart and soul
I Love you son
Your momma
December 31, 2009
Hi Son,
It's almost over, that is another year. That means closer to being with you. Well I luv you and Happy New Year son. I hope you are rejoicing in Heaven.
I love you son more than I love myself and miss you more as each day passes.
I'll will c u soon...be waiting for me.
You are my heart and soul and I love you more that life itself.
You are my angel....:)
Your momma
December 23, 2009
Hi Son
Well I want to wish you A Merry Christmas.
I wish you were here and I hold you in my heart. Keep me strong my angel.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
You are my heart and soul
I love you and miss you like crazy
Your momma
December 9, 2009
My Sweet Boy,
Its almost Christmas time. On Christmas morning I want to run and look for you, I run to your room, I run to the kitchen, I run outside and you are no where to be found again. It's been 3 years that you've been gone. My heart can't take it anymore. I miss you terribly and my heart and soul aches for you. I just want to see your face, touch your hand and hug you for days. Hear your voice, feel your presence in my house. I long for the day that we are together again. That will be the happiest day and my soul will come alive again. Son, I love you so much and miss you more that words can say. Touch my heart and keep me strong thru the Holidays for your brother and sister. Be my Angel Son.
I love you more than life itself and you are my heart and soul.
Your tearful Mom.
November 25, 2009
Hi Son,
Happy Thanksgiving my baby boy. I love you and miss you bunches. Well here we go again huh? This time of year is so hard for me.
Just know son that I love you and think about you everyday. I miss you so much words can not express. You are my heart and soul. I will be complete again once we are together.
I am sending you my Heart and Soul!!!!!
Love your Momma
aNtOnIetTe Ur bEsTfRiEnDtHaT lOvEs u aLwAyS
November 23, 2009
WhAtS GooD HOnEy!!!!!!!!!
Me jUsT ChIllIn LikE AlWaYs...BuT MaN ItS gEtTN RoUgH DoWn hEre..
WiShIn u wErE HeRe..
DaMn aLL tHa hOLIdAS R CoMiN AgAiN
mAn LiFe iS JuSt gOiN bY lIke nOtHiN...
bUt iTs kU JuSt geTttN A LiL ClOSR To u
I LoVe U mOrE THaN AlOt oF ThINgS In lIfE RiTe NoW...
wIsHiN U WeRe HeRe tO CoMFoRt Me LikE U AlWaYs DiD... wHeN U WeRe hErE
wIt AlL ThA PPl tHaT loVe U sOoo dEaR..
lOvE U mIss NeTTy bAbY!!!
November 16, 2009
Good Morning Son,
It really touches my heart how much your baby girl loves you. I wish so bad you would of been here for her. She needs you like I need like your brother and sister need you. But I know everything happens for a reason. When our time here on earth is over that's when we will all be together and you'll have your time with your baby girl.
They say it takes a second to find someone
A minute to love someone
But a Lifetime to Forget them.
When you were born I loved you so much, I never imagined I would spend the rest of my life loving from a distance. I will love you till the end of my time.
I luv you
You are my heart and soul
Your Momma
alianna munoz
November 13, 2009
hi daddy i miss u and love u with all my heart.. no joke words cant express how much i miss u wish u were here
Rosann
October 28, 2009
Good Morning Son,
I love you and think of you everyday. I will always miss and I can't wait for the day that I see you again.
Be my angel and walk with me thru this trying life.
I love you so much and miss you like crazy.
Wait for me son.
I love you more than life and I will be complete again when we are together.
You are my heart and soul
Kisses from your momma
MICHAEL APODACA
October 27, 2009
WHATS UP CUZ ITS BEEN ALONG TIME!!!!!! JUST WANTED TO STOP BYE HERE AND SAY EVERYTHING IS ALRITE DOWN HERE STILL THINKING OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Michelle Gallegos
September 15, 2009
I think of your family often and wonder how they get through each day. Then I remember they have an angel watching over them. Steven keep a close eye on all of them and keep your mom strong.
September 14, 2009
Good Morning Son,
Just want to say I love you and miss of course.
Things sure are crazy in my life. But what else is new huh? Hopefully when I'm with you I will have gone thru all the bad things so that it will only be good times for us. I just don't see how things good get worse but when I say that they do. I'm tired son, really really tired. Be my angel and hold my heart while I go thru these stepping stones in life. Knowing I have you paving my way to Heaven brings me so much comfort.
I love you son more than life itself. You are my heart and soul and I will be complete again when we are together.
Your Momma
August 6, 2009
Hi My Son
I know it's been awhile, I've been working and my computer at home is on the blink...:)
Well just wanted to stop by and say that I really luv you and miss you everyday. And I'm counting down the days till I see you again.
Hugs and kisses from your Momma...or as you would say it...Your Big Momma
I luv you more that life itself
You are my heart and soul.
Mom
June 30, 2009
Hi Baby Boy
Happy Birthday to you. Your 24 years old today. I miss you like crazy as usual. Today was hard for me but everyday is hard without you here. I wish I was with you where ever you are.
Well I luv you son and remember, you are my heart and soul and I miss more than words can say.
I luv you so much and can't wait to see you again.
Luv u Luv u Luv u
Mom
Mom
June 19, 2009
Good Morning Son,
I have been thinking about you alot these days. It's like I feel you around me. I miss you as usual. More than anyone can imagine. I don't know anymore about anything. Life is just so hard, trying to keep my sanity is really hard. I just don't know son. I'm not happy with anything.
Stay with me where I go, and give me the strength to go on. I'm glad I have you as my angel. Makes me feel safe.
Well I guess I'll get back to work now. I just thought I would vent to you.
I luv you son, more than than I love myself and more than life. I miss you and can't wait to see you again.
Remember you are my heart and soul. I will be complete again when I'm with you in Heaven.
Hugs and huge kisses from your Momma.
April 30, 2009
Hi Son
I miss you more and more everyday. Well my birthday came and went. Yay another year closer to you.
Your sis graduates this month. Can you believe it? It seems like just yesterday you all were in grade school and look now!!!! Now I don't have you, your bro is all grown up and your sis is graduating. Things sure have changed and I don't like it.
Well son I'm working now and I don't want to start crying again cuz u know that's all I do these days and everyday.
Just wanted to say I luv you with everything I have and I miss your more than life itself.
You are my heart and soul. I will be complete again when I am with you.
I luv you son.....kisses up to you in Paradise.
Your momma
whittany
April 7, 2009
hey bro juss wanted to let u know that im thinking of u always! and that i love u so much and i knoe when i ask for your help with things yur always there to guide me down the right path. thanks bro. i love u alot and i havent forgotten u. <3
love u always-your lil sis
Rosann
March 31, 2009
Hi Son,
I miss you and have been thinking of you more and more each day. Your Birthday is coming up right around the corner. And so is mine. I don't care about my birthday, but as each year passes it's one year closer to being with you. I just can't seem to think straight these days. I have you on my mind day and night. Hope everything is ok up there. Down here it's alright I guess. As good as it can be without you. I'm working all the time and running around on the weekends. Your sister is graduating in May. Can you believe it son!!! Where did time go. I wish you were here. I look at your pics all the time and just try to imagine how it would be if you were still here.
Well I better get back to work before I start crying again. Seems that's all do these day. My new coworkers must think I'm a dits.
I luv you son more than life itself...more than I luv myself.
Your are my heart and soul and will be complete again when I'm with you in Heaven.
I luv you my precious baby boy.
Your Momma
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February 21, 2009
SlEePy....
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wElL 4 Me u sEe wHaTs uP...
dAmN ThUrSdAy i rEaLlY DiD NeEd U HeRe...
I CoUlDnT BeIlEvE ThAt hApPnD
tO Me bUt hEy tHiNgS hApPn...
WeLl i mIsS U SoOo mUcH ToDaY
JuSt lIkE AnY OtHr DaY...
bUt iT JuSt fEeLs lIkE I ReAlLy nEeD
U hErE tO HeLp wIt tHiS LiL
IsSuE nD I JuSt WIsH U WhErE
hErE tO GiVe mE ThAt gUd AdViCe
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wElL UnTiL I HiT U AgAiN
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nD So mUcH MoRe....
@NToNiEtTe ThAt lIl 1 wHo lOv u aLoT... nD NeVa fOrGeTtIn u aT AlL...
February 12, 2009
HEY THERE MR.SLEEPY..
HEY HUN HOPE UR DOIN FINE UP THERE...
I BEEN THINKIN OF U ALOT LATLEY ND HOW MUCH THINGS I MISS
BOUT U ND THE THINGS WE
USE TO DO...ND NO MATTR HOW
MUCH I TRY TO DO LIL THINGS WE USE TO DO
ITS NEVA THA SAME...
ND BELEVE ME NOTHIN THA SAME...
WELL I HOPE UR THINKIN OF ME TOO
ND UR WATCHIN DOWN ON
ME ND THA FAM...WELL JUST WANTD TO STOP BY ND LET U KNO HOW THINGS ARE DOWN HERE...
WELL LOVE U MORE THAN EVR...
ND NOT REALLY ENJOYIN LIFE LIKE
WHEN U WERE HERE WITH US...
Rosann
February 12, 2009
Hi Son
Well I am working now so I can write to you all the time. I miss you so much these days. I think bout you all the time.
Well down here it is really hard for us (me and your brother/sister). But we just keep trottin forward. I know you'll help us thru our tough times. I just luv you so much and that gets me thru each day. Just count down the days till you see me cuz that's what I am doing.
I luv you so much son and always remember ---- You are my Heart and Soul. You carry my Heart and when I am with you again you can give it back to me.
I luv you more than life itself and miss you like crazy.
Hugs and Kisses to you in Paradise :)
Your Momma
michael apodaca
January 29, 2009
dang!! i guess your luck is with the card boiii your presents is around them now lets see if they win!!!! the big 1!!! well ill talk to you later cuz
Rosann
January 14, 2009
Hi my baby boy,
Im sorry I haven't written. I've been going thru alot. I'm not working and times are really hard for your brother/sister and me. I really miss you and wish I could hear your voice right now. Hold us close to your heart and watch out for us until I get us back on our feet. I guess this is one of life's trials God is putting us thru. Man son I just want to give up. I don't see any light in our tunnel. I don't know how much longer I can go thru this. I must have really made someone mad!!! I know I'm only given in life what I can handle but I can't handle anymore. I throw in the towel and on top of that I miss you horribly. Ali talks about you all the time and it just kills me. It's like someone is stabbing me in the heart.
Well son, if you can come and get me and your brother and sister so we can go live with you. We deserve to all be together again.
Oh, and your sis turns 18 on Saturday. She's gonna be an adult. That was fast huh? I can't do much for her but be there for her. I'll just try to make it the best day I can for her.
Well I luv you Son more than life itself and always remember . . . You are My Heart and Soul!!!
I luv you forever and ever and ever.
Your Momma
MIKE APODACA
January 9, 2009
WHAT UP CUZ I SEE NO 1 HAS BEEN ON I WAS JUST THINKING OF YOU, HEY BRO TAKE MY CARDS TO THE SUPERBOWL GIVE THEM YOUR LUCK!!! WE LOVE YOU AND MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 28, 2008
Hi Son
Im sorry its been a while since ive written but i do think of you every second of every minute of every day. I luv u and miss you so much. Another Thanksgiving went by and you weren't here. Words can't express how i feel son. I miss you so terribly bad and this time of year is so hard for me. But i guess it's just another year closer to being with you son. Well Christmas is just right around the corner I'm not sure if i'm looking forward to it yet. I did put up my Christmas tree but I cried the whole time. Son, be with me and give me strength to get through the Holiday. Be my Angel in the sky.
I luv you luv you luv you.
You are my heart and soul my baby boy.
Love you lots
Your Momma
Michelle Gallegos
November 23, 2008
Just thinking of u and ur familia. And I'm hoping u can bring ur family peace, love and hope this Holiday Season.
MICHAEL APODACA
November 21, 2008
YO WHAT UP MY CUZ HOPE ALL IS WELL !! IM GLAD TO SEE YOUR MOM AND POPS BACK TOGETHER JUST HELP THEM WITH THEIR SITUATIONS YOUR THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS!!! WELL ILL TALK TO YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE U CUZ
nEtTy tHe 1 ThAt mIsSeS u DuH Ur bF...LoV Ya
November 8, 2008
MR.SLEEPY...
HEY THERE HUN..WHATS UP???
WELL FOR ME IM ALRITE JUST DOIN ME...
I GRADUATED UP 2008...
OH HEA HAPPY SUPER LATE B-DAY...
WELL JUST WANTD TO STOP BY ND SAY I LOVE YA ND MISS YA MORE THAN EVR..
(HEY ROSANN I WANT TO TALK TO U E-MAIL ME SUMTIME TIME ND TELL ME HOW THINGS ARE GOIN AT:[email protected] K)
October 13, 2008
I luv you son and I am thinking about you. kisses from Mom
September 2, 2008
Hi Son,
Well things are the same as the last time I talked to you. I am just so sad these days. All I do is cry and sleep when I'm not working. Sometimes I feel like I can't breath. I don't know what and where things went so wrong. I feel so deserted in the big world. Me and Whitts and Nick are just trying to survive this cruel world. Son, I am so afraid of what is ahead for us. But I guess sometimes change is good huh? I hope that what I do for your brother and sister is right.
All this just weighs so heavy on my chest these days. I've never been the mom and dad. It's really hard making the decisions all by my myself. Be with me Son, to make sure I make the right choices in life. Help my heart heal from all this sadness. I want to smile again and just don't know if that will ever be possible again. I don't know if happiness is ever going to be in my future. I wish you were here to help us thru this tuff time. So you could be the man of the house.
Son, comfort my heart and be my guiding angel. I'll be with you soon.
I luv you more than my own life, you are my heart and soul.
I luv you forever and ever Son
Momma
August 5, 2008
Hi Son,
Well things are not good right now. I am so sad and I just give up, I wish I was with you. Son, life is just too hard for me and most of the time not worth it. I feel like my life is spinning out of control and I can't stop it. I don't know if I'm coming or going these days. Help me son, find my way to where I need to be. I am just lost in the big o'world without you. Take my hand son, hold my heart and guide me.
I luv you son more than life, more than my own life and I miss you like crazy.
Your my heart and soul..I luv you!!
Momma
Monica
July 8, 2008
So Michael got a boat and we were in Lake Mead this weekend and we sat there wishing you were with us and saying that you would have loved to be out there with us. You would be staring at all the girls in their bikinis trying to holla at them. We all miss you....
June 30, 2008
Happy Birthday Baby Boy
I luv you son and miss you more everyday. I hope your rejoicing in heaven. Your the big 23 today. Wow, seems like you were just born and now this. I wish so bad things were different but I guess life is what it is. We are going to celebrate your B-day today with all your family and your baby girl. We'll blow out a candle for you and keep you in our hearts.
I luv you more than life and remember that you are my heart and soul.
I luv you son,
Your mom
MIKE APODACA
June 30, 2008
SO ITS YOUR B-DAY CUZ ITS BEEN AWHILE MAN THE FAMILY IS GONNA GET TOGETHER TODAY AND HAVE A BARBEQUE AND WISH U WERE HERE!! LIKE I TOLD U BEFORE SAVE ME A SPOT AND ILL SEE U AGAIN SOMEDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MONICA
June 30, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN!!!!! I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO CELEBRATE WITH US BUT WE WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. WE WILL ALWAYS CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THE DAY YOU LEFT US ALL.
Monica
June 19, 2008
Well cousin your b-day is right around the corner and I decided to have a b-day dinner at my house this year and remember how happy you were when it was your b-day!!! We'll play your favorite songs and send you some balloons with a picture of your face on them so make sure you grab ahold of them and read what we all have to say...
mike apodaca
June 12, 2008
Yo Whats up Cuz Just stopping In Been Thinkin about you !!!!!!!!!!
June 9, 2008
Hi Son,
I miss you alot these days. Things are so hard me right now. I know that I just need to keep my head up and go on. I just take a deep breath and look forward. Stand by me and give me strength, be my Angel.
It's almost your birthday, Wow 23. I hope you rejoice in Heaven. I wish I could be there to see you smile. I miss that. I luv you and miss you so much son. I don't think this heartache will ever go away until i see you again.
Just remember Baby Boy that you are my heart and soul.
I luv you forever and ever
Your mom
ThA 1 WhO GoTs lOt oF LoVe 4 u!!! NeTtY DuH...kId!!!!!
June 6, 2008
Hey there Mr.Sleepy...
YeS SiR I hAvE FiNaLlY MaDe iT...
tOdAy i fInIsHeD My cLasS...
Nd kNoW Im jUsT WaItInG 4 gRaDuAtIoN To gEt tHaT DiPlOmA...
mAn iT SeEMeD LiKe iT WaS GoIn
tO TaKe fOrEvEr...
BuT KnOw iTs hErE Nd dOnE
Nd kNoW Im oFf tO ClLeGe...
To pErSuE My fUtUrE...nD It mAkEs
mE SaD To kNoW Ur nOt
hErE To sHaRe tHiS PrEcIoUs mOmEnT iN My lIfE..
bUt I GoT To fAcE iT Nd jUsT Be hApPy thAt i GoT ThIs fAr...
WeLl lOvE yA WiTh aLl i gOt...
Nd SoO MuCh mOrE.....
dA gUrL DoWn hErE... wHo lOvEs yA hEr BoI SlEePy
May 28, 2008
SLEEPY....
HEY THERE HUN...
WELL I GOT 19.5 CREDITS AND I ONLY NEED 20 SO 1 MORE CLASS THEN IM DONE...
MAN IM SOOOO SUPER EXICTED...
BUT WHAT I REALLY WOULD WANT
IS FOR U TO BE HERE...
TO SEE ME WALK ON THAT STAGE
ND GET THAT DIPLOMA
WELL ATLEAST U'LL HAVE
FRONT ROLL SEATS UP THERE
IN HEAVEN TO SEE ME...
WELL LOVE YA MUCHO....
ND I'LL TAKE PICS ND TRY TO
PUT THEM ON THIS PAGE...JUST 4 U!!!
**KEEP UR HEAD UP HUN**
ThE 1 tHAt sEnDs hEr lOvE FrM HeRe tO ThErE 4EVER ND EVER
May 22, 2008
SlEeeP dOgG...
GoOd aFtErNoOn hUn????
WeLl i jUsT WaNtD To sToP By nD ShOw u sOmE LoVe nD leT U KnO IM StIlL MiSsIn u...
Nd tHaT I LoVe u mOrE EaCh pAsSiNg dAy tHaT CoMeS..
tODaY It wAs rAiNiN A lIl i mEmBeR U WoUlD Be aLl sAd oN RaInY DaYs
BuT WhEn iT RaInS kNoW I ThInK Of iT As u gUyS Up tHeRe r jUsT gEtTiN A LiL ReLiEf OuT Nd tHaTs wHe iT RaInS..
wElL I gOtS To gEt bAkk To mY WoRk FoR I CaN GrAdUaTe nD MaKe u sOo pRoUd of Me tOo sEe iM NoT MeSsInG Up...
Nd iM StiLl hOlDiN My sElF StRoNg for U CaN SeE wHaT I ReAlLy mEaNt wHeN I ToLd u tHaT I WaS GoIn tO MaKe iT Nd gO To cOlLeGe...KnO Im jUsT FuFiLlInG My dReAmS bUt wIth OuT U HeRe It Is a lIl hArDeR BuT
i gUeSs u WeRe aLwAyS My iNsPiRaTiOn To gEt tHiNgS DoNe..Nd i tHaNk u fOr tHaT My lIl hUn FrOm aBoVe...LoV Ya lOtS....
dA GuRl tHaTs hURT WiThOuT U... aNtOnIeTtE oF CoUrsE...
May 17, 2008
Hi sleepy....:>
Hi rOsAnn I ReAd tHe pOeM ....It hAd mE CrYiNg BuT I GuEsS Its jUsT CaUsE i MiSs U aLoT StIlL Nd fOrEvEr nD EvEr....I sTiLl dOnT KnO HoW It fEeLs tO LoSe a sOn bUt....I Do kNo hOw iT FeElS To lOse sOmEOnE ThAt u lOvE SOOOOO dEaR Nd tReAsUrED sOOO mUcH....I JuSt lOsT My bAbY CoUsIn HE WaS BoRn tHeN PaSsEd awAy tHaT SAmE dAY nD My cOusIn iS StIlL NoT HeAlEd bUt ShE KnOwS GoD wIlL KeEp hIm sAfE uNtIl tHaT DaY sHe cAn rEuNiTE ND Be hIs mOm....So i aSk u pLeAsE If U SeE HiM KeEp hIm sAfE LiKe hE Was oNe oF UrS....i kNO U MaY NoT KnO HiM BuT He Is uP ThErE WiTh u hIs nAmE Is bAbY BenNy...He wAs sOoo cUtE It kIlLs mE InSiDe tO Kno mY CoUsIN HaS To gO ThRu tHiS aT SuCh a yOuNg aGe...WeLl i lOvE U Nd pLeAsE dO ThAt FaVoR FoR Me nD I wilL wRiTe u lAtEr....LoVe u hUnN WiTh AlL My hEaRt Nd sOoO MuCh mOrE....
May 8, 2008
Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Yesterday I reached to touch you
And you were easy to be found,
Yesterday I listened to your voice
and perfectly heard each sound.
Yesterday I called your name
And your voice filled the air,
Yesterday I looked for you
and you were standing there.
Today I reached out to touch you
Yet you were no where to be found,
Today I listened for your voice
yet couldn't hear it's sound.
Today I called your name
Yet my voice just drifted in the air,
Today I looked for you
yet you were no longer there.
Yesterday is a memory
I will keep close to my heart,
For even in death, my son
we are not apart.
Today is a gift...
One with out measure,
And my memories of you, dear son
are now a priceless treasure.
Tomorrow is not promised
But in your passing I say peace,
For with a smile upon your face
your earthly spirit was released.
I luv you my Steven
Your Mom
May 7, 2008
Hi Son
Just thinking about you alot today. It's almost 2 years since you left me and not one day has gone by that I don't think of you. Every minute of every second of every day you are on my mind. Don't worry Son, soon we will be together so I can be your mom again. I pray every nite that your taken care of until I get to where you are. Just remember, There is No Place That Far - No Place Too Far For Me.
You are my heart and soul and I luv you more than life Son.
Luv mom
@nToNiEtTe yOuR GuRl..**AlWaYs**
April 28, 2008
sLeEpY....
hEy tHeRe mY BuDdY...??wElL aS 4 DoWn hErE ItS wHaTeVeR....i sTiLl wOnDr hOw My dAy gOeS oN WhEn i kNo mY HeArTs wItH U WhErEVr u mAy bE....i dReAmt Of u tHe oThEr nItE It wAs SoO CrAzZzY oNe mInUtE WeRe tAlKiNg Nd tHe nExT I WaS SpEaKiN To sOmEoNe oNe eLsE...bUt iT wAs JuSt nIcE To dReAmT Of u....)i( <--- U sEe mY BuTeRfLy I SeNd iT To U...tO KnO Im mIsSiNg u eVeRy PAsSiN DaY...i tHoUgHt iT WaS CoOL!?!?bUt i gOt tO GeT BaKk tO My wOrK lOVe Ya...**Oh yEa iM GrAdUaTiNg iN JuNe**HoPe uR PrOuD Of mE**
April 17, 2008
Hi Son,
It's mom again. Well my birthday came agian this year and you were so far away from me. It doesn't make me sad that i am getting older. I look at it as one year closer to seeing you again. And I can't wait for that.
You know Steven, I always pray at night to God that he lets you hear me and remember me. Well the other night I prayed to hear your voice cuz it's been so long and I just needed to hear you. Well Andrea called me to say that she had some old messages from you. Son, when I heard you I fell to floor. I realized how much I miss you and how much I want to see you. It felt like someone got my heart and stepped on it. I cried all day yesterday, but they were tears of joy. I miss you so much son!!!!
Well I better get back to work before I start crying again.
I luv you son and miss you like crazy.
You are my heart and soul
Mom
April 16, 2008
yo cuz!!
hey there just sannie here thought it was far to long since i was here last to write a lil something (or alot of something) to you :) so here i am.. and yet still somewhere far away you are.. lately more then normal ive had you, abby, nana alice, uncle o, even my dear auntie sandy constantly running thru my head.. random memories just come to me at random times which is nice cause it always brings a smile to my face but at the same time saddened i find myself to be... i cant help but to wonder what its like where your at.. is it everything its said to be?.. does the time ever come that you get lonely and would give it all up just to have the chance to come back down here with us again? are just a few things that often come to mind...is nana up there rollin out those oh so good yummy tortillas? :) what about auntie sandy cookin up those greese filled drippin deep fried tacos? and uncle o's up there slicing up the finest of meats with nothing but the best knives? if thats the case youll never go hungry thats for sure :)... but any how on the 14th turned the big 2-4 man im climbin on up that hill :) another year of ive been blessed with, took a moment to sit and realize just what it is im thankfull for and how life must not be taken for granted for even just a single day... cause with in an instant it can all be taken away.... other then that just been keeping busy with work and home with raya man shes something else.. shes getting so big so fast bet its the same with alianna we havent seen here since nicks graduation man that was nearly a year ago hopefully her along with everyone else has been doing alright cause i doubt things will ever again be good but we all must make the best of what we got right? shoot if it were up to me we'd all live forever, we'd never grow old, we'd never become ill, we'd never expirence the pain that comes along with losing a loved one, we'd never know what it feels like to be alone, tears would be non existant, broken hearts-there would be no such thing.... but thats far from what and how it is... well i gotta get going mommie duties are callin :) but just wanted to say hi and let u know that i miss you much.. love you cuz... until next time
sannie
NeTtY... tHe oNe tHaT StIlL LoVeS U
March 24, 2008
SlEePy...
hEy tHeRe cUtIe....wElL Im gOoD I kInDa gOt aLl fAdEd yEsTeRdAy bUt iT WaS AlL GoOd tHa oThEr dAy i wOrE Ur t sHiRt...EvEyOnE ThOuGhT U WeRe sO HaDsOmE....WeLl wHo wOuLdNt????lOl....wElL I LoVe yA hOmIe wIt eAcH DaY ThAt PaSsEs AnD MeMbEr u'Ll NeVa b 4GoTtEn....
March 18, 2008
Good Morning Son,
I always just sit and wonder why this happened. Why you left me here. I wonder how I get thru each day without a piece of my heart. How does my heart still beat??? Why was I given 3 beautiful Children that I luved with all my heart and soul. I wonder why and how this could be. To be left here on earth with such a deep pain in my heart knowing that I won't see one of my life lines until my time is done. I always wonder how it is that I get up each morning and go on with my day. How I still find it to still smile from time to time. As each day passes and we get thru each Holiday I just wonder how it is that I made it. I never thought or imagined that I could live life without you or your brother or sister. I thought for a long time that life is just not fair. How could this have happened. Now I know that we have to live each day as if it was our last and we have to love each other as if we were never gonna see other again.
Son, I luv you so much and what gets me thru each day is knowing that it is one day closer to seeing you again. I pray each night to God that he let's you remember me nd let's you hear me when I talk to you. Your face it printed on my Heart so that when my time comes and might have forgotten me you remember when you see me that I am your Mother and that I luv you more that Life, more than I luv myself. For now, I continue to breath and my heart continues to beat for your Brother and Sister. One day son we will be together again and I'll be complete again.
I luv you Son
You are my Heart and Soul.
Your Mom
March 3, 2008
Hi Son
I had a bad weekend. Thought of you every second of every minute. I really missed you this weekend. I tried to keep busy so the days would go by fast but it didn't work. Hope your looking down on me. Watching over me and taking care of me until I see you again.
Well i luv you more than Life son and I miss you more than words can say.
You are my heart and soul
I luv you
Mom
uR BeStFrIeNd tHaT LuVs yA MuChO
February 22, 2008
Hey sExI....
WeLl tOdAy iS A YeAr nD 8 mNtHs nD JuSt wAnTeD u 2 KnO I LoVe u aNd mIsS U Nd fOrEvEr tHiNkIn Of u....
Hi rOsEaNn....MiSs Ya Ma....
...lil antoniette.... ...duh suckka.....
February 15, 2008
To my dearest friend...
hey there hope ur doing good...HAPPY VALENTINES...my sister rachel bought me a pair of jordans...i just fell in love with them...anyways my sister said she seen ur moms car with ur pic on the back..but i remeber her saying that she was going to leave that house so im wonderin if its her..so yea..well love ya lots and u kno it!!!!!!!!!
February 14, 2008
Hi Baby Boy
Happy Valentines Day. I miss you more than ever. I luv you more than life and can't wait till I am with you.
You are my heart and soul.
Your forever in my heart.
Luv you bunches. Kisses to you in heaven.....xoxoxoxo
Your mom
January 28, 2008
Hi Son
I am listening to a song that makes me think of you so much. I miss u so much Steven. I feel like I can't breath sometimes. It feels like forever since I seen you. I try to remember your voice and I get scared cuz sometimes I can't hear it. I remember your face all the time. I talk to you all the time. I hope you hear me. Things are just so different now, nothing is the same. I could drive myself crazy thinking of you. (Not that I'm not already)
Well just know that your momma luvs you and you are my heart and soul.
I luv you son forever and ever and ever.
You have my heart and soul.
Luv you
Mom
THE ONE DOWN HERE WHO MISSES U.... ND THINKS OF U EVERY EVERY MINUTE THAT PASSES...
January 22, 2008
HEY THERE HANDSOME!!!!!!!
WELL TODAY IS A YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS MAN HOW I KEEP THINKIN ITS BEEN SO MUCH LONGER..AND I WISH I COULD JUST TALK TO U AND CHILL LIKE WE USE TO WHEN U WERE HERE IN OUR PESENTS...WELL I JUST WANTED TO TELL U THAT NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY U ARE UR ALWAYS GOIN TO BE REMEBERED AND NEVER FORGOTTEN(AND STILL ENVYED BY MANY)LOL CAUSE U KNEW U WERE A CUTIE..WELL LOVE U WITH THA PASSION ND NEVA FORGET IT...!!!NETTY!!!!
**NeTtY BaBy** uR BeSt fRiEnD
January 17, 2008
okay...sleepy
please tell me why this thing takes forever and some times doesnt even put what i have to tell u or what i just want to write to u i wrote u a poem tha other day but it didnt come up..oh well i guess i'll have to write it again...well just wanted to tell ya that i have been writin but it dont come up all tha time and that i miss ya like always..duh...!?!..oh yea and i dreamt of u that other day on monday tha jan 14th 08...man it was sick..i wish it could be really tru tho...man it was like soo real it was me ur mom u and ur dad oh i just love when i have beautiful dreams about u or ur fam...well hit u up latr love ya MUCHOS...(oh yea thanks for tha visit i really enjoyed it)
January 2, 2008
Hi Son,
Well we made it. The Holidays are over. It was ok, you baby girl talked so much about you. She said she seen you walking behind her. I know it was you, your taking care of your baby. That's my boy.
Well it's a new year and hopefully it will be better.
I miss you so much son. I luv you more than life.
I'll talk to you later son and Happy New Year, I hope your rejoicing in Heaven paving my way to you.
I luv you, you have my heart and soul
Mom
December 20, 2007
christmas angels
in the midst of the holiday rush
decorating, putting up lights all around
its almost certain where ever you travel
snowmen and the famous santa can be found
christmas carols fill the air
in the car, on tv, even in the store
the increase of people shopping
bumping into others going in and out the door
ornaments will be put upon the christmas tree
underneath, gifts you will find
spending the holidays with loved ones
and the ones who are gone stay on my mind
busy running back and forth
trying to have things ready for the big day
baking cookies, cooking, wrapping gifts
are you ready for christmas? every one will say
so many filled with holiday cheer
for others the holidays bring pain
left to celebrate with out close loved ones
for them things just aint the same
mothers with out their children
children young and old, momma has left from here
with out cousins, uncle o, and nana
so many christmas angels we have this year
in the heavens they will celebrate
with the one this day is all about
in the presence of the Lord
the ultimate gift of all with out a doubt
christmas angels do you miss us?
do you miss all the good times as a family we had?
trying hard to keep on my face a smile
but moments like this, i find that i am sad
to the heavens, somewhere above those stars
the best of holiday wishes to my christmas angels i send today
hoping to each and every one of you
my merry christmas wishes find their way
written by
sannie
merry christmas cousin just wanted to share a lil poem that i wrote.. watch over all of us this holiday season and keep every one safe.. i miss you cousin and love you bunches...
tha person that misses u everyday that goes by.. netty :-)
December 19, 2007
sleepy...
hi hope everythings god wit u...
well for me im alrite still missing u and thinking of u like always..
man ur sisters poem had me (it okay witt he'll always be u wit u hun:-)
well i went to tha mall tha other day and i was wit my friend that knew u..member white girl(alyssa)well we were walkin in metro mall and we seen this stand that made t-shirts and there was a displayed t-shirt that looked exactly like u and said im loving memory of but it said smiley...haha member my mom use to call u that cause she could remember ur name man all tha lil names she had for u hahaha....but anyways that pic look just like u its soooo crazy but even white gurl said that it was u...well anyways im goin to try to get money and get tha pic that ur nana gave me of me and u and put it on a sweater or a t-shirt..up up..well hey i got to get to work so i'll hit u up a little later..k..love you more than u can imagine...love u big homie...
December 18, 2007
Hi Son,
Well it's just a fews days till Christmas. I am not even ready but that's ok. As long as I get thru it I guess it will be ok.
I miss you so much every second of every minute of every day. I wish for so many things.
I wish I had one more day with you
I wish I could just talk to you one more time
I wish I could hug you one more time
I wish I could take that dreadful day back
I wish I wish I wish
Well, I guess I should go before I start crying again. Seems that's all do these days. My co-workers must think I am flake.
I miss you Son, you have my heart and soul.
Mom
December 7, 2007
Hi Son
I miss you, I am listening to Christmas and it makes me so sad but I still listen to it and cry. I remember when I couldn't wait for this time of the year. Now I wish I could sleep thru it. It just isn't the same without you. I wish I could snap out of it but that's impossible. I just miss you so much Steven.
We all miss you.
I luv you son, you have my heart and soul.
Mom
December 7, 2007
I Miss My Brother
By: Whitnee Munoz
I miss my brother,
The one I hold so dear,
the one that understood me
and now he’s nowhere near.
Without him I feel alone
I’m lonely and I’m lost
If I had to pay for just one minute
I’d pay whatever it cost
Our family fell apart the day he had died
I didn’t know what to do
I just sat there and I cried
I hold my memories of him safely in my heart
I know they’re safe in there
They won’t be torn apart
I miss him so much
Just to see him once again
I’d cross a million oceans
I’ve never missed anyone since I can’t remember when
I miss my brother
My memory still remains real strong
I have pictures that remind me
Each day I can go on
I miss my brother
He’s the one who made me laugh
With the mean jokes he’d crack
Now my heart is missing a piece its no longer whole, its half
I miss my brother,
the one I hold so dear,
the one that understood me
and now he’s no where near.
Your Baby Sister
sannie
November 30, 2007
hey cousin,
happy late thanksgiving sorry im a lil slow just been busy with work and home sometime i get a lil too caught up in things.. just as for your mom the holidays just aint the same they havent been since you left us, and now with nana, and uncle o gone as well our holiday gatherings dont even compare to what they used to be...no matter if we didnt see eachother all year long it was a given that we'd all be together catching up at nanas for thanksgiving and for christmas but that wont ever be again until in up there with you we all will be... every year in our prayer circle we make before we eat thanks was always giving to have nana or momma with us and this year it was just a moment of silence as my dad said the prayer the sound of hurting, crying, loved ones who miss her so was all we heard... luckily you have her there with you to take care of you and love you like nana always did for us all... but i gotta get going the duties of motherhood are calling :) happy holidays to you cuz watch over us all through these hard times... love you .. miss you...
November 30, 2007
Hi Son
Just writing to tell you how much I miss you. I can't seem to get with this Holiday spirit. I can't get my mind and heart off of how much I miss you.
Our Thanksgiving was good. Nana and Tata came over and we had your baby. I did think of you all day but I know in my heart that your ok and watching over us.
Now I just have to get thru Christmas. Be with us son thru these Holidays. I hope Nana Alice is up there taking care of you. I counting on that.
I send you a biggg hugggg and kiss son and I miss you forever and ever.
I luv you Steven always
You have my heart and soul
Mom
DA LIL HOMIE THAT MISSES U LIKE CRAZY.. NETTY DUH...THOUGHT U KNEW!!!!
November 25, 2007
HI...UP THERE!!!!
WELL JUST THOUGHT I WOULD JUST HIT U UP ND TELL U WHATS UP!!!!
WELL I BEEN GOIN TO LIFE SKILLS 4 THA LAST MONTH OR 2...SO YEA...ND IM JUST CHILLIN WIT MY COUSIN JUST GOT BAKK FROM THA WEEKEND OF JUST HAVIN FUN U KNO HOW I DO...LOL UP THERE...
MAN ITS CRAZY TO THINK ABOUT ALL THA TIME THAT BEEN PASSIN ITS LIKE ITS JUST FLYIN BY AS I BLINK...IM ALREADY 18 THANKSGIVIN ALREADY PASSED..OH YEA HAPPY THANKSGIVING I HOPE THAT U HAD A GOOD ONE UP THERE WITH BLANCA ND THA REAST OF THA PPL UP THERE WITH U...OH YEA LIKE I WAS SAYING...ND MAN PRETTY SOON CHRISTMAS WILL BE HERE ND A WHOLE NEW YR...ALREADY HERE ND AS FAST AS IT GOT HERE ITS GOIN TO BE OVER...MAN I WISH IT COULD GO A LIL SLOWER CAUSE MAN ITS FLYING LIKE CRAZY...WELL THATS ABOUT IT SO I'LL LET U GET BAKK TO WHAT U WERE DOIN UP THERE...
November 7, 2007
Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless Christmas Trees
Around the world below
With tiny lights
Like heaven's stars
Reflecting on the snow
The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away that tear
For I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year
I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
With the Christmas choir up here
I have no words to tell you
The joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
To hear the angels sing
I know how much you miss me
I see the pain inside your heart
But I am not so far away
We really aren't apart
So be happy for me dear ones
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year
I send you each a special gift
From my heavenly home above
I send you each a memory of
My undying love
After all "love" is the gift
More precious than pure gold
It was always most important
In the stories Jesus told
Please love and keep each other
As my Mother said to do
For I can't count the blessing
Or love he has for each of you
So have a Merry Christmas
And wipe away that tear
Remember I am spending Christmas
With Jesus Christ this year
Son, Christmas is coming again and my heart crys for you. All the Christmas songs and smells and decorations remind of what life was when all my children were here with me on earth. Reminds me of when you guys were little. Reminds me of how I luved decorating the house so you guys would be happy. Reminds me of all your first Christmas's. Nothing seems to matter anymore. The holiday spirit is gone in me. How can I go on as if life hasn't changed for me. My life has drastically changed and nothing is the same. So I know you'll be spending Christmas in heaven but in my Heart is where you will be for me.
I luv you son and miss you bunches and bunches.
Mom
October 30, 2007
Hi Son
Tomorrow is Halloween and I'll have ur baby girl with me. She is so afraid of all the costumes that she won't even wear one. I got her a cute 50's costume and she hid it in the living room. She is so funny. But she's gonna come over and give out candy with me and dad.
She said you wake her up when she's sleeping. She said you call her a Monkey. It makes my heart cry when she talks about you. I luv it, but you should be here talking to her. I just miss you so much.
Son I am so tired. My soul is tired and heart broken. I tried going to the Beaurevement Classes but they made me more sad. I guess I just need more time. I'm sorry if I won't let you rest Son.
I luv you very very very much
and
Miss you very very very much
Your momma
HIS LIL TWERP!!!! THOUGHT U KNEW!!!!!
October 25, 2007
SLEEP...
WHATS GOOD WITCHA BOII...??
WELL MY B-DAY WAS 2 DAYS AGO...
IM FINALLY THATS BIG 1 8 LOL SLEEPY..
MY B DAY WAS OKAY BUT U KNO COULD OF BEEN BETTER..U KNO?
WELL IT DOESNT EVEN FEEL DIFFRENT JUST ANOTHER DAY THAT HAD CAME AND GONE...
MAN I MISS U MORE THAN EVER AND AS THA DAYS GO ON I JUST LOOK FORWARD TO GOIN UP THERE WITH U CAUSE ITS PRETTY WACK DOWN HERE WITHOUT U...
SO I GUESS I'LL HIT U UP LATER LOVE YA BIG HOMIE...
XOXOXOXOXOXOX**OXOXOXOXOXOXOX!!!!!!
LITTO NETTY **DUH UR BFF**
October 12, 2007
SLEEPY...!!!!
HEY THERE BEST HOMIE IN THA WHOLE WIDE WORLD...LOL LIL DAD...DAMN THATS REALLY SAD TO HEAR THAT FROM UR MOMS...ITS OKAY ROSANN U DO WHAT U NEED TO DO...UR IN MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHT ALL THA TIME DONT FORGET THAT K LOVE YA..SMILE ROSANN THIS IS JUST A BUMBY ROAD THAT GOD HAS FOR U AND PRETTY SOON IT WILL BE ALL SMOOTH AGAIN..K..WELL SLEEPY I'L BE HOPEFULLY GRADUATIN IN JUNE OF 08' YAY BOI...HOPE UR PROUD OF ME AND SHININ DOWN ON ME FRM THA SKIES UP ABOVE...I BEEN THINKIN OF U ALOT LATELY U KNOW SICE MY B-DAYS COMING UP AGAIN AND ANOTHER B-DAY WITHOUT U HERE...MAN HOW I WISH FOR U SOOO MUCH TO BE HERE WITH ALL THA ONES THAT LOVE U SOOO MUCH...WELL JUST THOUGHT I WOULD HIT U UP HAVENT TALK TO U IN A LONG TIME...BUT DONT THINK FOR A LIL MINUTE THAT I'LL FORGET BOUT YA..SILLY...LOVE YA MUCHO!!!!
October 11, 2007
Hi Son,
Well as you probably know we are moving. Please forgive me but I just can't stay in that house anymore. The memories are so hurtful. I always wish I would of never moved there and maybe none of this would of happened. I try not to blame myself but it's hard. A part of me is so sad like I'm leaving something behind but my heart knows different. It has been so hard losing you, I somehow feel guilty. I know you wouldn't want me to but that's what Mother's are for. My new house will still have every picture of you in every spot I can find.
I luv you so much son that I somehow forgot how to luv down here on earth. I have forgotten myself and lost myself.
Show me the way Steven, show me how to be me agian.
You are my heart and soul Son, and I will carry you in my heart forever. Please remember me
I luv you forever and ever and ever.
Your Momma
sannie
October 4, 2007
to my dearest cousin steven,
hey mister hope all is well up there in heaven for you and everyone else who has joined you since youve been gone... everything here has been alright just the same ol thing another day another dollar... just been working and being a mommie to this crazy oh so awsome full of surprises dancing machine lil baby of mine... man shes so much fun shes a character its something new everyday... but i just wanted to say thanks for, im not even sure of how to say it comming to me, visiting me, letting me know your here with me, comforting me the other day while i was there at work the other day... i never knew what to expect when it came to things like that, would i actually see you? would you appear before me? would i feel somthing physically? but when my radio started turning up on its own like it often does and normaly i just turn it down since im there at work answering phones but this time i thought about what monica said how you come to her thru song and how her radios just turn on out of no where i sat and listened to the song and ignored the ringing of my phone... it was a song that i never before have heard but the most beautiful song i ever have heard at the same time.... the words i heard were words so all i wanted to hear since the day you left... they were.. i just wanna go home, i miss you and wanna see you, i know you ask yourself why couldnt i have gone with you but it just wasnt your time, im surrounded by so many people here yet im all alone i just wanna go home..... my co worker was tryin to say that it was some kind of alarm on the radio that made it turn up but i know it was you... i felt an unexplainable sensation that very moment i hope to feel again really soon... i love you cousin and miss you so much i think about you every day and just look foward to the fact that one day when my days here are thru we will all be together again... nana is probably up there just living the good life, happy, pain free, worry free, cooking up the best tortillas for all the angels up there... just tell her to save me some ill be sure to bring my own butter :)... love you miss you see you one day someday soon
September 11, 2007
Hi Son,
I am thinking about you alot these days. I know in my heart that you are in a better place but it's hard for me accept it. My heart and soul still aches for you terribly. You will live in my heart forever and I will never forget you. Please shine down on me and take my heart in your hands and comfort so that I can get thru each day. You are my Angel, my shining star and I make a wish to you that you help me thru life.
I luv you son and can't wait till I see you again.
You are my Heart and Soul.
Wait for me at Heaven's Gates.
Your Momma
uR HoMiE ThAt MiSsEs U... AnToNiEtTe--Ur tWeRp!!!!
August 14, 2007
sleepy guess what???!!!!???
HA I STARTED SKOO YEASTERDAY MAN IT AS PRETTY KO...
I MET SUM REALLY KO PPL...
I REALLY LIKE MY 1ST HR TEACHER...HAHA
MAN JUST THINK SLEEPY I BE A GADUATE PETTY SOON...
WELL I HIT UR SIS UP THA OTHER DAY
ND SHE WAS LIKE IT UR LAST FIRST DAY OF SKOO..HAHA
CRAY UH???
WELL I GOT TO GET SUM HOMEWORK DONE..
SOO TALK TO U LATR...WHEN I GET UP THERE...
LOVE YA MISSIN U EVERYDAY THAT GOES BY EVEN MORE AND MORE!!!!
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