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Sean C. Ostrowski

Sean Ostrowski Obituary

Of West Seneca, NY, suddenly, December 14, 2003, son of Walter Ostrowski and Arlene Collins; loving brother of Jennifer Collins, Krystin Ostrowski and the late Christopher Collins; cherished grandson of Roy (late Betty) Collins, Helen (Gary) Smith and Walter (Pam) Ostrowski; great-grandson of Sophie Wieworski; also survived by many aunts, uncles, cousins and friends; best friend of Jacob, Matt and Danny. The family will be present to receive friends Wednesday, 2-4 and 7-9 PM, at O'CONNELL-MURPHY FUNERAL HOME, 2286 South Park Ave., where funeral services will be held Thursday at 11 AM. Interment in Evergreen Cemetery, Eden, NY. On-line condolences may be sent to the family at www.oconnellfh.com

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Published by Buffalo News on Dec. 16, 2003.

Memories and Condolences
for Sean Ostrowski

134 Entries

Toni

December 14, 2022

Just thinking of you today! Hope your throwing a hell of a party up there

Krystin

April 1, 2021

Thank you for the dime. You always make yourself known when I need you the most. I miss you, so very much.
Always Loved, Never Forgotten.
-Krys

Kerri Rylowicz

December 12, 2019

Hey kid, so its that time of year and you know how hard it for me because I know you been looking out for me all these years. So I just wanted to read the newspaper article or something while listening to R. Kelly the other night, when this came up on google. I had no idea it even existed until a few days ago. I read them and couldn't stop crying. I miss you so much. I remember when we did everything together. Me you and matt making blanket forts in the living room on mackinaw. Sledding at aunt jackies. I miss you more as time goes on. Whoever said the pain gets easier with time lied. It hurts more. I hope you, britt, chris, aunt arlene, uncle ron, grandma and now grandpa are all together. I wish i could just see you or talk to you or something. I'm so lost right now and need you Sean. I love you kid

Jennifer Elliott

December 11, 2019

Well, seen this shared today on facebook and it immediately brought me to tears and everything is flooding me at once. I cant even begin to describe what I feel Inside. I hope that mom found you. I cant even finish this right now.... I'm too emotional. Not that you can read this, but damn Sean, it has been real .... I love and miss you more and more... it will be 16 years.... right now it feels like yesterday.... my 3 yr old is wiping my tears right now telling me it's ok and not to cry.... much love my brother, you are missed so very dearly... your sister- jenn

Mom

October 24, 2006

Hi Sean,
Believe it or not, nothing has changed, as far as you....Tomorrow, (10-25-06) will be 5 years for Grandma...I know she will be on all of our minds....especially Grandpa...I might go out to the cemetary...it all depends if dad gets home early enough...if not, I will stop out on Friday...I miss you Sean, I still have you in my head, and now that December is right around the corner, I just wanna cry...Christmas again, this year, will not be the same, as George, a friend of our's, died on the 10th...a young guy, just 36. Some things never make any sense, and no one seems to be able to answer the unanswered...As always, we love and miss you endlessly Sean....

Mom

September 20, 2006

Hey Sean,

Sorry it's been awhile since I have wrote, Haven't been online much lately...Kinda getting bored with it actually....Things are about the same, not much has really changed...Winter is about to hit, and by far do I want to see it, but unfortunately, I have no control over it, wish I did cuz I would never see snow again...Jen got a camera developed the other day, and to my shock- the pictures were of you Benny and Krystin....I cried...two real cute pictures of you....taken right before the accident...couldn't help but cry...I miss you endlessly Sean, there's days that it drives me nuts, I can't stand it! Last week turned 18 yrs for your brother, it seemed like yesterday...next month will be 5 years for Gram...that gets me too! I have at least been able to laugh a little more lately, thinking about some of the things you did in past years, and boy do we laugh!! It's funny trying to explain to people, how you would always have money in the pocket, and especially how you got the money...you were such a great kid who would help anyone...I love you Buddy.......and nothing can ever change that....

mom

August 9, 2006

Hi Sean,

I was online, so I thought I would write....Not much has changed, same thing, different day...I mad e a plaque for Debbie, for her mom....turned out real pretty- just hope she likes it....I know she will cherish it!! I have been bummed out lately, don't know whats going on, but the anger is getting out of control!!I see to much........and still no answers for me....all of which is so confusing...But anyways.........As always, I love and miss you endlessly.... THAT CAN NEVER CHANGE!!! Love ya, Mom

Mom

July 19, 2006

Hey Sean,

I was wondering if you could do me a favor....Debbie's mom passed away yesterday....Can you help find her, and help keep her safe?! I know she is at peace, but just for safe keeping...I'm not sure what to say to Deb...I guess I'm kinda numb...Just gotta be strong for her...afterall, it's a tough road to travel...not a day goes by, that I don't miss Grandma...The countless number of days that have gone by, and I wish she could answer the phone....just to hear her 1 more time...I love you Sean, and miss you endlessly....

Mom

July 12, 2006

Hi Sean,

I am hoping this gets posted, I can not understand why the last few havent been put on, but they havent ...

The 4th of July went pretty good, we stayed at home, and had a cookout wiht the neighbors of Edson St...which went great!!Alot of people came out, and we did fireworks too....Dont know if you know it or not, but the finalle was for you...I did good, for the most part, thinking of you and "D"...

I have had awhile now, to try and figure out, why God chooses the paths of lives like he does, and I still cant figure it out...I dont know, and will never understand, why he lets things happen the way they do...

I find myself watchimg the sky...the clouds...wondering where you may be...I miss your smile, your laughter...even the pranks...My days are getting better, and the nights are still a little long...but 1 thing for sure, I miss you tremendously...I wish I knew 100%, that you are ok, just want you here with us! Love you Buddy..........

Mom

June 6, 2006

Hi Sean,

I don't know whats going on, I write but they don't get posted....It's 2 years today for Grandpa Gary, it went by so fast. Krystin is almost out of school for the summer...KiKi is being KiKi...more or less, things haven't really changed much...Uncle Mike had the kids in town for a few weeks, it was really nice to see them, afterall, it's been 10 years...That's a long time, not to see someone....I miss you so much Seanie....there really are no words to express the sadness I feel...The day you left, a big hole was put upon me, one that can never heal....and dad....he misses you so much too....We all do...I often find myself watching the clouds roll by, wondering what one you are on...the birds chirping, remind me of Grandma...I know you are safe, but not a day goes by, that I didn't wish you here with us...maybe then, my days wouldn't be so lonely, and the nights wouldn't be so long.....Always in our hearts.....

Mom

April 23, 2006

Hi Sean,

I thought I'd write, since I have something to tell you...a few things actually...First, I am not sure, but I think Kiki talks to you! She cries for "Bubba"...I can't figure it out...second, you are gonna be an uncle for a second time...I am scared to death though...because when Kiki was baorn, 9 days later you were taken from me, so it's like I said ti Debbie...who am I gonna lose now, now that I am gaining another ....I am scared, but havent said anything to Jen...I don't know....I miss you Sean...that will never change....The things in life that I widh I could make so different...you being here is one...I cry still sometimes, I want you to come home! It will always bother me....and I will NEVER accept the way this life has become...I love you Seanie......

Eric Von Wald

April 9, 2006

HEY long time sencie i said somting 2 u so i thought i dsay hey i hope u got the baloon i sent u n i never stop telling my friends about all the fun yet stupid things we did ur 1 of a kind and ill never 4 get u glad we met til next time lots of luv eric

Rose D'Andrea

April 6, 2006

Sean man you are dearly missed so much and it deffinately aint easy not having you here so I got something in memory for you since you were such an angel to everyone. . I got a tattoo of angel wings in the middle of my back to show you how much I miss you. but I thought I would tell you that and say hey i miss you sean we would have been in the same school but not n e more i miss you

<3333,

Rose

Debbie

April 6, 2006

Hey Sean we still miss You I wonder if there will ever be a day when we dont, I dont think its fair we give anything to have you here, but then when was life ever fair, but wanted you to know a piece of us all died with you we try real hard to go on but its really hard not the same with out you, you made us all laugh we have no one to make us laugh no more. We lost you and then the next year my mom got sick and its pretty much been downhill since then, I really wish someone would tell me why and I try to find comfort in one day I will know but for now it is one of those mysteries that God knows and I dont We all miss you,

Mom

April 4, 2006

Hi Sean,

I was on, so I figured I'd write...it's been awhile. Things really haven't changed much, same things different day....Dad said to say hello, and that he misses you...not to mention how much he loves you...Everybody does...we still have some hurdles to cross, but in time, I hope things begin to change...for the better...We really do need a break sometime soon....Always remember...we love you Sean....

Rose D'Andrea

March 23, 2006

Sean just wanted to stop by and say hey. .not easy not having you here right now. . but thought id say hey cuz i havent written in a while so ill ttyl hun

<3,

Rose

miss ya buddy never forget always love

MOM FIERCE

March 22, 2006

HI SEAN,

JUST THOUGHT I'D SAY HI BEFORE I SIGN OFF...YOU HAVE BEEN ON MY MIND SOMETHING FIERCE LATELY, AND I KNOW IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS THAT YOU AREN'T HERE WITH US....I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH.., THE.YOU ARE LOVED ENDLESSLY, AND I KNOW DAD AND EVERYONE ELSE FEELS ALL TOO MUCH, THE SAME...TALK TO YA SOON BUDDY.........MOM

MOM

March 15, 2006

HEY SEAN,

HI...I SIGNED ON, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE...DO ME A FAVOR AND HUG YOUR BROTHER FOR ME, AND WISH HIM HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY...HE'D BE 18 TODAY...I MISS BOTH OF YOU SO MUCH, IT'S REALLY UNDESCRIBABLE...WHAT KEEPS ME GOING, IS THE THOUGHT OF SEEING YOU AGAIN....SOMEDAY...I KNOW YOUR WITH GRANDMA, AND SHE'S TAKING CARE OF BOTH OF YOU...I LOVE YOU SEAN, MISS YOU TOO!!

Rose D'Andrea

March 4, 2006

Sean,

I am so sorry that I could not make it yesterday I had to work. I wanted to be there but I couldn't. I wish you a happy 15th birthday up there and hope you are enjoying it cuz were not. People say that oh it gets better as it goes by . . . . they were def. WRONG cuz every day I think something of you and it hurts even more that you are not here but we have to deal with it. but I miss you sean and I no other people do to ilu and will never forget you. you are always in my heart

<3, IL and Miss you sean

Rose D'Andrea

Dawn Sibley

March 3, 2006

Happy Birthday Sean, I wish you were here to enjoy it. I know how much everyone misses you. Love Aunt Dawn

Jaime Gohr

March 3, 2006

Sean...Happy 15 birthday..Its been 2 years and im missing more than anything...I love you so0 much and i want you too kno that I will never forget you..Your always in my heart and im always thinking about you and it gets harder and harder as the days go by without you!!!

I love you forever and always!!

Jaime***

MOM

March 3, 2006

HI SEAN,

"HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!" THE 3RD ONE WITHOUT YOU...AND IT STILL ISN'T ANY EASIER...SENECA WENT WITH ME TO THE HILL THIS MORNING, WE PUT 6 BALLOONS, AND 2 TEDDY BEARS FOR YOU, AND I CRIED- BALLOONS...GEE, WHAT A PRESENT...I WANNA GO TO THE CEMETARY TODAY, WITH DAD...DON'T KNOW IF WE'LL GET IN THERE, DRIVE IN THAT IS....IT SNOWED YESTERDAY, AND THEY GOT SNOW IN EDEN...BUT IF I HAVE TO WALK IN- I WILL! TOMORROW, WE WILL BE AT THE HILL ABOUT 2PM, TO DO A BALLOON RELEASE FOR YOU....I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO- YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE- BUT SCREAMING ISN'T PART OF IT...I JUST WANNA SCREAM......THIS IS MY LIFE, AND I HATE IT! EVERYBODY MISSES YOU SO MUCH...I KNOW I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE! KYERAH KNOWS WHO YOU ARE....SHE SEES YOUR PICTURE HANGING ABOVE MY BED, AND SHE SAYS "BUBBA", IT BLOWS MY MIND...SHE KNOWS EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE! I DON'T KNOW....ANYWAYS, I'LL SIGN ON LATER ON TONIGHT, AND DAD CAN WRITE TO YOU....HE MISSES YOU ENDLESSLY TOO! WE ALL DO...ALWAYS KNOW...WE MISS YOU, BUT LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE......MOM

Debbie

February 26, 2006

Hey Sean,

Just wanted you to know we all still think of you and especially with this week coming up, Eric prizes your bracelet and when he got a picture of you from your Mom he put it right in his wallet and told me now he can show everyone what his best friend looked like, we have greatly enjoyed having Krystin around in our home its like having a glimpse of you around, I never dreamed years ago when you would hang in my doorway at Ladner street that years later Id have this whole extended family becasue of you but thats how it has been, We all miss you deeply no words could ever truely express that, altough it has been a hard one looseing you I would never trade the joy I had in my life from knowing you.

MOM

February 21, 2006

HEY SEAN...

I HAD TO SIGN ON , AND WRITE TO YOU TODAY...BIG MATT WAS FOUND IN BED THIS MORNING...FOR MATTY JR...CAN YOU FIND HIM??!! I NEED TO LET MATTY KNOW HE'LL BE OK WITH YOU...MATT AND I HAD PLENTY OF CONVERSATIONS, WHERE IT WAS DISCUSSED, YOUR DAD AND I BEING LITTLE MATTS SECOND MOM AND DAD...NOW IT REALLY HAS MEANING...SOMETIMES IF YOU REALLY SIT AND THINK ABOUT THE LAGISTS OF THE "REAL" WORLD...IT'S LIKE THE SAYING....ONE OF MY FAVS...."DID YOU EVER STOP TO THINK? AND THEN FORGET TO START AGAIN?!" AND THEN YOUR BIRHTDAY IS NEXT WEEK...FRIDAY...JEN'S IS THIS THURSDAY...AND YOUR BROTHER IS COMING UP ON THE 15TH...A TOUGH NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS FOR ME...AND I KNOW I AM BY FAR, ALONE! I STILL FIND IT EVERYDAY, TO THINK OF SOMETHING FUNNY, THAT YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE WITH US...I FOUND THAT IF I THINK OF 1 THING A DAY, SOMETIMES IT'S ENOUGH FOR ME TO WANT TO STRETCH TO THE NEXT DAY WITH A LITTLE MORE EASE! WE MISS YOU ENDLESSLY SEANIE...AND THAT CAN NEVER POSSIBLY CHANGE FOR ME...DAD...KRYSTIN....JEN JAKE MATTY ERIC DANNY....I CAN GO ON AND ON...YOU HAD SO MANY PEOPLE THAT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER YOU TOUCHED THEM SOMEHOW...NOW THAT SOME TIME HAS PASSED, I REALIZE ALOT MORE, AND YOU WERE TRUELY, ONE LOVED AND ADMIRED, YOUNG MAN! YOU HAD YOUR WAYS, BUT WHEN YOUR TRUE SIDE REALLY SHINED, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST ONE TO HELP WHOEVER, DO WHATEVER....THANK YOU SEAN, FOR BEING YOU....LOVE YA ALWAYS, MISS YOU EVERYDAY...

MOM

MOM

February 14, 2006

HI SEAN,

I JUST WANTED TO SAY "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY"...DAD AND I STOPPED BY THE HILL TODAY, AND LEFT SOMETHING FOR YOU....NOT ALOT OF CONSOLATION, CONSIDERING WHAT AND WHY THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY ARE! I LOVE YOU BUDDY.........MOM

Patrick Collins

January 30, 2006

Sean... Thinking of you. Much love... Uncle Pat.

MOM

January 26, 2006

Hey Sean,

I was online, so I thought I'd write...I've been sick lately, each day is a task...Plus Feb 1st, is a big day for us....not that I'm looking forward to it, but I have to do it....for you Sean...Somehow I will find the strength to do what I have to do! Anyways, we love you Seanie...and no words can even begin to tell how much we miss you! Your birhtday is coming up, in March...and I want to do balloons for you....release about 100 of them! I will be back soon! Love you...MOM

Rose D'Andrea

January 17, 2006

Heyy Sean,

Hows it going ? Man its so hard without you here. Its never going to be the same. I don't even want to imagine what you parents are going through but I give them my Respect because I don't know how I could live with that. well I am in school and just wanted to stop by and say hey and that you are missed alot. not the same without ya. miss ya sean ilu

miss ya,

Rose

MOM

January 15, 2006

HI SEAN,

I WAS ONLINE, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE...KRYSTIN'S BIRTHDAY WAS THE OTHER DAY, AND DAD LET HER HAVE A SLEEPOVER, WITH 5 FRIENDS....OH HAS IT BEEN FUN! I AM TIRED NEEDLESS TO SAY, AND THESE GIRLS AREN'T GOING TO BED ANY TIME SOON...NOW SHE IS 10...DOUBLE DIGITS... LOOKOUT! ACTUALLY SHE REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF YOU, AND SOMETIMES, SHE DRIVES ME NUTS...SHE IS TOOO MUCH LIKE YOU! I FOUND QUITE A FEW PICTURES, SO I CAN DO A SCRAPBOOK FOR YOU...AT LEAST THE FIRST COUPLE OF PAGES, WILL BE FOR YOU AND YOUR BROTHER...MORE YOU THOUGH, I HAVE ALOT MORE PICTURES OF YOU...IT'LL BE CUTE...I MISS YOU ALOT SEAN, AND IT REALLY DOESNT SEEM TO GO AWAY...NOT A DAY GOES BY, THAT THINGS DON'T GET TO ME, SOME ARE WORSE THAN OTHERS...PEOPLE STILL TALK ABOUT THAT DAY, DAD AND I WENT OUT A COUPLE WEEKENDS AGO, AND IN ONE NIGHT, 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE HIT ME WITH IT, ONE BEING KELLY OMARA, MATT AND SEAN'S MOM...I CAN'T SEEM TO GET AWAY FROM IT! AFTERALL, IT'S THE LIFE INCRUED...NOT CHOSEN, THAT'S FOR SURE! ANYWAYS, I'M GONNA GO FOR NOW, BUT WILL BE BACK SOON.....I LOVE YOU, AND MISS YOU ENDLESSLY....

MOM

Mom

January 3, 2006

Hi Sean,

Just thought I'd write real quick...I saw Uncle Mike wrote, that was sweet of him...Just goes to show you, you are not forgotten about!I haven't really talked to anyone from the family in a while, I guess, they are busy...

Anyways, Jen and Jake moved, just down the street, but at least they are trying...Gotta give credit I suppose. Now for sure, it's real quiet during the day. Don't know if I'll handle it, but I guess we'll find out, huh!?

We miss you everyday, more and more! Not a day gone by, has been the same, or right ever since you went away...Some nights, are still very long for me...and they probably will be for a long time to come. I want to get back to work, I plan on it soon. It's time, that I live again, and feel that I have a purpose...

I'll write again soon....Love ya always........MOM

Uncle Mike

January 1, 2006

Sean- You are gone but not forgotten. I think of you often and miss you.

Uncle Mike

Rose D'Andrea

December 31, 2005

Hey Sean,

Its New Years Eve and your not here. Never got the chance to say Merry Christmas so I am saying it now. I wanted to say sorry that I couldn'y make it the 14 th but I couldnt take it. Im sorry. But I have got to go i'll try to write back soon. Miss you ALOT

MUCH <3,

Rose

MOM

December 29, 2005

HI SEAN,

I WAS ONLINE, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE...ONLY A FEW MORE DAYS UNTIL 2006...THE TIME IS FLYING BY! JUST ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT YOU...FOR ME....NOTHING EXCITING- TRUST ME! I MISS YOU SO MUCH...

I GAVE YOUR BRACELET, TO ERIC...I CRIED, I KNEW I WOULD, BUT HE IS HAVING SUCH A TIME, AND I FELT, THAT MAYBE IF I GAVE HIM THAT, THAT IT WOULD START TO GIVE HIM A DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON THINGS, AND HE MIGHT STRAIGHTEN HIS ACT OUT! I GUESS TIME WILL TELL...I MADE HIM PROMISE ME THAT HE WILL TAKE CARE OF IT...I KNOW THAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A "PRIZED POSSESION" TO YOU, AND SO HE NEEDED TO PROMISE ME THAT HE WOULD CHERISH IT...(EVEN THOUGH HE CRIED), HE WAS SO THRILLED, ONCE I EXPLAINED TO HIM, HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO ME...I THINK HE WILL TAKE CARE OF IT-FOR YOU..!

YOU HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE, THAT CARE ABOUT YOU SEAN...EVERYBODY MISSES YOU QUITE A BIT TOO! THE BOYS STILL COME AROUND, MATTIE, SO-SO, PAULIE, AND I'LL NEVER GET RID OF JACOB, BUT THEY KEEP YOU ALIVE! THEY HAVE A SHRINE PUT UP FOR YOU, UPSTAIRS....THEY LET IT SHOW, THAT'S FOR SURE...

WELL, I'M GONNA GO FOR NOW, BUT I WILL WRITE AGAIN IN A BIT...LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS....

MOM

MOM and DAD

December 24, 2005

HI SEAN

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE, 2005, AND WE JUST WANTED TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS...PLEASE KNOW....YOU ARE WITH US, EVERYDAY SEANIE....

arthur matos, terri cordero

December 20, 2005

hey jen and arlene and family me and my mom were just thinking about you guys and decided to write to you guys. we didn't know sean had a guest book until now so we decided to write to tell you are thoughts are with you guys and we hope you guys can have an happy holiday and know that sean is always there with you and will always watch over you guys. see you guys soon.

MOM

December 20, 2005

HI SEAN,

I WAS HOPING YOU COULD DO ME A FAVOR....TRY AND KEEP AN EYE ON ERIC FOR ME...JUST READING DEBBIE'S MAIL, SHE IS HAVING PROBLEMS WITH HIM, HE IS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH DEALING WITH YOUR ACCIDENT, AND HE NEEDS TO KNOW YOU ARE OK....SOMEHOW, COULD YOU PLEASE LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK?!

LOVE AND MISS YOU,

MOM

Debbie

December 16, 2005

Hey Sean

I THOUGHT OF YOU ALL DAY THAT DAY AND STILL CANT BELIEVE FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL THAT IT IS TRUE, I DONT THINK YOU EVER REALLY MOVE ON I THINK ITS ALWAYS A PART OF YOU AND NOW I KNOW EVEN THOUGHTN I CANT SEE YOU I BELIEVE YOU ARE STILL WITH US, YOU WERE MY OTHER SON AND MY SON WHO IS STILL HERE IS LIKE LOST IN SPACE DONT HAVE A CLUE HOW TO REACH HIM AND ID GIVE ANYTHING IF I COULD BRING YOU BACK AGAIN TO PUT HIM IN LINE, i MISS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY BUT AFTER THE YEAR WE HAD WITH MY MOM HAVING CANCER i BASCIALLAY GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF LIFE, i JUST WANTED TO SAY YOUR ALL IN MY PRAYERS AND HEAVY ON YOUR HEARTS

jessica dziadaszek

December 14, 2005

hey sean wow its been two long years everytime i look at my brothers i think of you i went up to the hill at 12;01 in the morning and left my santa cap and jeffrey battles left his fitted baseball cap we miss you soo much but sooner or later we will all see you its been hard today non stop crying i know we werent that close anymore but i considered you like a little brother... i hope your mom is doing well i give her all my strenth i have i know she needs it well i love you and you will always be missed

love always and foever even pass the end

jessica d.

MOM

December 13, 2005

HI SEAN,

JUST THOUGHT I'D WRITE AGAIN REAL FAST....I THINK I SPEAK FOR EVERYONE, WHEN I SAY, THAT WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!! C-YA AT THE HILL BUDDY........

Rose D'Andrea

December 13, 2005

OMG Sean I CAN'T EVEN Believe that tomorrow is going to be 2 years already. I really don't know how I did it. I know that I am not goin to be able to make it tomorrow and I am really sorry forgive me. I just wanted to say that you will always be remembered and never forgotten. This year there have been so many car accidents and it all reminds me of you and I start tearing up everytime I hear one. I am sorry that i will not be able to make it tomorrrow. But know that I am thinking of you . ok

I miss you so0o much,

Rose

MOM

December 13, 2005

HEY SEAN,

WELL, TODAY MARKS 2 YEARS...IT'S EXTREMELY HARD TO BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN THAT LONG, BUT IT HAS. I TRIED TO FIGURE OUT SOMETHING TO SAY, BUT I AM HAVING A HARD TIME AT DOING THAT...THERE REALLY ARE NO TRUE WORDS, TO DESCRIBE HOW THAT PAST 2 YEARS, HAVE BEEN FOR ALL OF US...NOT JUST ME, BUT DAD, AND ALL THE REST!! YOU ARE TRUELY MISSED, BY EVERYONE, SEAN...I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT...YOU ARE AMONG THE ANGELS, AND I KNOW YOU ARE SAFE, ONE THING BEFORE I CLOSE THIS ONE, "THANK YOU" FOR LETTING ME HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE....EVEN IF WAS A SHORT 12 YEARS, YOU HAVE GIVEN ME QUITE SOME MEMORIES SEAN.......LOVE YOU FOREVER...MOM

MOM

December 11, 2005

HI SEAN,

TODAY IS SUNDAY, THE DAY OF YOUR ACCIDENT, THE DATE IS ON WEDNESDAY...I WILL DO MY BEST TO BE UPBEAT, BUT NOT SURE HOW FAR I WILL GET....ALL I CAN DO IS TRY! I ASKED DAD IF WE CAN PUT THE PLAQUES UP AT THE HILL, PLUS I HAVE A FEW THINGS FOR CHRISTMAS, TO PUT UP FOR YOU...IT'S JUST NOT THE SAME...I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN IT! THINGS HAVE BEEN OK, BUT STILL HAVE SOME HURDLES TO CROSS, COMING UP...I LOVE YOU SEAN, AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY...

MOM

December 8, 2005

HI SEAN,

WELL, IN 6 DAYS, IT'LL BE 2 YEARS...UNBELIEVABLE!!I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GET OUT OF BED NEXT WEEK! I LOVE YOU SEANIE, AND EACH DAY THAT PASSES, IT'S NOT GETTING EASIER! I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK! I HAD TO GET BACK INTO COUNSLEING AGAIN, THINGS ARE TOUCHY STILL...THEY TELL ME, TO EXPECT IT FOR A TIME TO COME...I WILL BE BACK IN A LITTLE BIT....

Rose D'Andrea

December 7, 2005

Hey Sean,

I just wanted to drop by and say hey and that I miss you so much. I may be able to make it on the 14th so forgive please forgive me. You nhave no idea how hard it has been for everyone. I can't even amagine what your mom is going through right now. But I don't really know what to say besides I miss you and You are on my mind constantly. We miss you Sean why did it have to be you. You were just a baby still. We miss you baby doll.

much <3,

Rose miss you babe

Jessica Dziadaszek

December 5, 2005

hey all of you,,, how you been? i hope well i drive past that hill everyday on my way to taking my man to work and it still kills me exspecially with the 14th coming up in like 9 days... i hope you guys get through the holidays okay you will be in my prayers and thoughts.... take care and keep your head up jess

MOM

November 25, 2005

HI SEAN,

THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE REAL QUICK....THANKSGIVING WAS YESTERDAY, AND IT WAS OK, UNTIL LAST NIGHT...THEN IT HIT ME...PLUS WITH MATTIE IN JAIL, IT JUST WASN'T THE SAME AT ALL! THE KIDS WERE HERE, AND RACHAEL, AND CHRIS CAME OVER....I AM JUST GLAD, THAT IT'S OVER WITH...NOW FOR THE DARKEST DAY OF MY LIFE, DECEMBER 14TH...I WON'T EVEN GET OUT OF BED THAT DAY, TIL ITS TIME TO GO FOR THE CANDLE LIGHT VIGIL...I'M PRETTY SURE, THAT JEN IS PLANNING SOMETHING, NOT TOO SURE YET...SHE MISSES YOU TOO...THEY ALL DO! KIKI IS FUNNY...SHE IS A TERROR...AFTERALL, SHE WILL BE 2 IN ABOUT 10 DAYS...SHE IS SURE MAKING UP FOR WHAT JEN NEVER DID...I LOVE IT! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN, I WANT TO SCREAM IT OUT LOUD, AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, BUT FEEL LIKE NO ONE WILL HEAR ME!! I DON'T KNOW...I DO KNOW, THERE CAN'T POSSIBLY BE ANYTHING WORSE THAN DEALING WITH SOMETHING LIKE YOUR ACCIDENT...IT IS HORRIBLE! ANYWAYS, I LOVE YOU SEANIE, AND I'LL BE BACK SOON....

LOVE YOU,

MOM

MOM

November 21, 2005

HI SEAN,

I WAS ONLINE FOR A LITTLE WHILE, AND THE WHOLE TIME...I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT THINK ABOUT YOU!! THANKSGIVING IS COMIN UP THIS WEEK, AND I KNOW FOR SURE, IT'S JUST NOT GONNA BE THE SAME! I AM TRYING TO KEEP GOOD SPIRITS, BUT IT IS QUITE HARD...

I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH, I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE...I CAN'T POSSIBLY BELIEVE THAT I AM JUST SUPPOSED TO "LET GO" AND MOVE ON, AS IF THIS ISN'T MY LIFE NOW...

LOVE YOU, BUT MISS YOU MORE....

MOM

November 16, 2005

HI SEAN,

JUST KNOWING THAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE STILL WRITING, LETS ME KNOW THAT YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVE TOUCHED SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE...YOU TRUELY HAD SO MANY FRIENDS...SOME I NEVER KNEW...YA HAVE PEOPLE LIKE JAMIE, AND JESS, THAT REALLY LOVED YOU, NOT TO MENTION JAKE, MATT, BRITT, PAULIE,SO-SO, AND SO MANY OTHER'S...YOU ARE DEARLY MISSED SEAN, NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT!! I THINK LATER TONIGHT, I'LL HAVE JEN AND WHOEVER WANTS TO WRITE, WRITE...THIS CLOSES SOON, UNLESS I HAVE IT RENEWED, BUT NOT SURE YET...WE LOVE YOU SEANIE...

Rose D'Andrea

November 15, 2005

Hey Sean, Just wanted to stop by and say hi and that as the time is coming it is gettin harder and harder. I miss you very much and life is not the same without you here. I just wanted to say hey and that i miss you dearly.You will never be forgotten i'll tell you that one I <3 you

I mIss You,

Rose

MOM

November 14, 2005

HI SEAN,

WOW, TODAY IS 23 MONTHS...I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT MONTH, IT'LL BE HELL!! I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY SEAN, I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT! I MISS YOU TOO...I KNOW YOU ARE OK...I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT...THINGS ARE BY FAR THE SAME...THEY WILL NEVER BE...EVERYDAY LIFE IS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU BUDDY!!!

LOVE YA,

MOM

MOM

November 9, 2005

HI SEAN,

WHEN I HEARD THE WORDS TO KENNY CHESNEY'S LATEST SONG, I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THAT HE WROTE THIS SONG FOR YOU...THE WORDS ARE SO STRONG AND TRUE....I LOVE YOU SEAN...AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE...I MISS YOU MORE AS EACH DAY PASSES...THE TIME OF THE YEAR IS COMING UP AGAIN...OH BOY- I CAN HARDLY WAIT....YOU KNOW BETTER THAN THAT....I DON'T EVEN WANNA WAKE UP THAT DAY....THE DARKEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!

I'LL BE BACK AGAIN SOON....

LOVE MOM

Rose D'Andrea

November 8, 2005

Hi Sean,

Its been almost what it feels like forever since i seen you and I just wanted to say that i miss you. You are on my mind alot even though i really didn't know you that well you were a really cool and nice kid. I think of you and I want to cry just know that someone special is gone. You will never be forgotten. Just want to say to Sean's parents that I am truly sorry and I will never forget your son.

Love always,

Rose

MOM

September 8, 2005

HI SEAN,

I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN AWHILE, THERE'S BEEN ALOT GOING ON...DAD & I GOT MARRIED "FINALLY"...I FELT YOU THERE...GRANDMA TOO...I CRIED YESTERDAY...YOU SHOULD HAVE STARTED HIGH SCHOOL, AND I KNEW IT WOULD BOTHER ME...WE MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN, THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY, THAT CAN TRUELY DESCRIBE THE HEARTACHES WE FEEL...I KNOW ONE DAY, I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN- I HAVE TO HOLD ON TO THAT...I HAVE TOO! THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING THAT I CAN HOLD ON TOO, OR I WILL LOSE IT! I WILL BE BACK ON TOMORROW, SO I WILL WRITE MORE....I LOVE YOU SEAN...

MOM

August 10, 2005

HI SEAN,

JUST THOUGHT I'D SAY HI...I'M GONNA WORK ON THE PLAQUES TOMORROW, I HAVE TO GET THEM FINISHED...I MISS YOU SEANIE...AND LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY...

MOM

August 3, 2005

HI BUDDY,

I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT YOU LATELY...I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI. SHANA STOPPED BY TODAY, FIRST TIME I HAVE SEEN HER IN A LONG TIME. SHE WAS NOT HAPPY! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN- NOT A DAY GOES BY! YOU KNOW HOW IT IS...

WE FOUND OUT SOME THINGS LAST WEEK, THAT WE HAD NO IDEA...I AM SO SORRY SEANIE...YOU HAVE NO IDEA! JUST SOME THOUGHTS AND KNOWLEDGE, IS SO HEART BREAKING! I CRIED, JEN WASN'T SO GOOD EITHER! I DON'T KNOW- I KNEW IT WOULD BE DIFFICULT, HEARING EVERYTHING- READING IT I SHOULD SAY! NOW THAT I KNOW- IT'LL GET TO ME! I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS- AND I WILL FOR A LONG TIME TO COME!

WE LOVE YOU SEAN AND MISS YOU TOO!! MOM

MOM

July 24, 2005

HI SEAN,

IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE BEEN ONLINE...I FIGURED IT'S ABOUT TIME THAT I GOT ON AND WROTE...

I WAS READING TONIGHT THAT WEST SENECA WANTS TO PUT IN A SLEDDING HILL, SOMEWHERE IN THE TOWN- DO YOU REALLY WANT MY OPINION ON THIS ONE??!! I AM TRYING TO BEHAVE...

WE WERE THINKING ABOUT MOVING, BUT DON REALLY DOESN'T WANT US TO LEAVE...I WANTED TO AT FIRST, BUT THEN AFTER I THOUGHT ABOUT IT- I FELT AS IF I'D BE LEAVING YOU BEHIND...THEN I DIDN'T WANT TOO...WE WERE HAVING A PROBLEM WITH KRYSTIN TOO...SHE DIDN'T WANT TO MOVE...

AS ALWAYS, WE MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY...SOME DAYS ARE STILL LONG FOR ME, ESPECIALLY NOW THAT THE CASE IS GOING FORWARD. WE SHOULD KNOW MORE THIS WEEK... I STILL SIT AND LOOK AT THE SKY, WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE...I KNOW YOU ARE OK- I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT...SOME THINGS ARE STILL HARD TO SEE THOUGH...ESPECIALLY KIDS YOUR AGE- SEEING BIKES...BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO ENCOUNTER IT...IT'S TOUGH THOUGH!

I STILL HAVE THE DAYS TO WHERE I WANT TO SIT AND SCREAM...BUT I KNOW NO ONE IS LISTENING- OR AT LEAST THATS HOW IT SEEMS...BUT THEN I HAVE MY GOOD DAYS...NOT MANY, BUT...

I STARTED TO REDO ANOTHER PLAQUE FOR YOU, FOR THE HILL...THE FIRST ONE IS GETTING RUINED, SO DAD TOOK IT DOWN FOR ME, AND I'M DOING ANOTHER ONE...I HOPE YOU LIKE IT...I'M GONNA CLOSE FOR NOW, BUT I'LL BE BACK ON TOMORROW, I LOVE YOU SEAN....MOM

MOM

July 7, 2005

HI SEAN,

I WAS ON FOR A FEW MINUTES, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE....I READ WHAT ERIC WROTE, AND IT STILL JERKS A TEAR! YOU HAD SO MANY TRUE FRIENDS, AND ERIC JUST HAPPENED TO BE ONE OF THEM! YOU GUYS HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER....PICKING ON DARRYL, AND MAKING DEBBIE LAUGH!! I KNOW, THAT ERIC HAS TO HAVE A BIG HOLE IN HIS HEART...HE IS AT A LOSS!

YA SEE SEAN, YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT NO ONE EVER CARED ABOUT YOU....LITTLE DID YOU REALIZE- A WHOLE LOT MORE THAN YOU BARGAINED FOR! BUT YOU NEVER WANTED TO LISTEN TO ME...I JUST HOPE YOU KNOW NOW...

IT STILL BOTHERS ME....THIS WHOLE SITUATION...I NOW DAD HAS HIS MOMENTS IN TIME TOO...AND KRYSTIN- AS EACH DAY PASSES...THE MORE SHE IS JUST LIKE YOU....COMICAL...SNEAKY...CANIVING.

..YOU ALL OVER...ALL BUT ONE PROBLEM- "IT'S NOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!" SHE CAN ONLY REMIND ME OF THE LAUGHS WE SHARED WITH YOU! AS ALWAYS WE LOVE YOU SEANIE- WE MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE!!!!

LOVE YOU FOREVER....MOM

eric

June 22, 2005

hey sean i miss u n its ben hard every things jus ben gettin harder

wen i tell my friends i lost my best freind they ask how do i live wit it n honestly i dont no i miss u n i wiss i could see u 1 more timeyour freind 4ever n always Eric

Debbie

June 18, 2005

Sean,

I wonder if you could ever possiably know the number of peoples lives that have big wholes in their hearts since you left us. I have strugled with Eric alot this year, I think it has alot to do with you but he wont say that, but he mentions you all the time, you said this or you did that and so i know you are on his heart big time. I tried twice to sponser your guest book because everybody did so much, we wanted to do something, but both times i went online to do it your aunt beat me.We have been to your gravesite, but Eric and I just stood there and cried, I dont like driving down Indian Church road, very seldom do because its to hard to see that spot were we lost you.I dont know if the whole in our hearts will ever be filled and so many times this year i wish i could of went and got you to staighten Eric up. Just wanted to say you are still in our hearts.I pray for your famly always .

MOM

June 12, 2005

HI BUDDY....

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, AT WEST MIDDLE TOMORROW, (6/13/05/) WE ARE PLANTING A TREE, IN MEMORY OF YOU AND ANOTHER YOUNG MAN....THE TWO OF YOU SHOULD BE GRADUATING 8TH GRADE, AND GOING INTO HIGH SCHOOL IN SEPTEMBER...

AS ALWAYS SEAN, NOT A DAY GOES BY, THAT WE DON'T LOVE AND MISS YOU ENDLESSLY!! KIKI SAYS HELLO...EVERYONE DOES....WE TOOK MATT WITH US TO THE CEMETARY ON FRIDAY, IT WAS HIS FIRST TIME OUT SINCE THE FUNERAL....ONLY SOME HAVE BEEN OUT....

I HATE THIS NEW LIFE SEAN...YA KNOW -THE ONE WITHOUT YOU HERE....WELL YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE- BUT I AM TALKING PHYSICALLY...I THINK SOMETIMES, THAT I DON'T SAY ENOUGH, THAT WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY GOES UNSAID...I KNOW YOU HEAR ME THOUGH, AND THAT MAKES ME OK....

I AM GONNA CLOSE FOR NOW, I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO CHECK WHILE I AM ON TODAY...SO I WILL TALK TO YOU SOON...LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY....MOM

MOM

April 27, 2005

HI SEANIE,

SORRY FOR NOT WRITING, BUT I HAVE FINALLY GONE BACK TO WORK. IT'S JUST PART TIME, BUT IT'S WORKING WITH WES, AND IT GETS ME OUT OF HERE FOR A LITTLE WHILE. WE ARE MAKING TSHIRTS FOR YOU...EVERYONE WANTS ONE- IT JUST SHOWS HOW MANY PEOPLE REALLY LOVE AND MISS YOU!! I KNOW I DO- MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY! WE KEEP FINDING DIMES TOO...NOW IT'S BEEN NICKELS LATELY...I FEEL YOU AROUND ME...I JUST WISH I COULD SEE YOU....THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT NOW...I WILL NEVER GET USED TO THIS! I'LL BE BACK IN A BIT...I'M CRYING AGAIN....

MOM

March 30, 2005

HI SEAN,

IT'S BEEN A FEW WEEKS SINCE I HAV WRITTEN, AND I AM SOOOOO SORRY, BUT I HAVE BEEN SICK AGAIN...I WANTED TO WRITE FOR EASTER BUT THAT WEEKEND WAS BRUTAL! WE ARE WAITING ON WORD ABOUT SETTING UP A MEMORIAL FOR YOU AT THE HILL, DAD TALKED TO THE TOWN ATT. TODAY, AND WE SHOULD KNOW WITHIN A FEW DAYS...HOPEFULLY!HE SAID BY THIS WEEKEND....IT'S WEDNESDAY NOW!! WE MISS YOU SEAN, AND IT'S NOT GETTING BETTER....LIKE EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME! I BEATHE YOU SEAN- BY THE WAY- KRYSTIN MADE YOU AN EASTER EGG...SHE DOESN'T REALLY TALK MUCH, BUT SHE DOODLES ALOT, AND YOU ARE A CONSTANT TOPIC FOR HER TO WRITE ABOUT...SHE IS A CORKER- JUST LIKE YOU!!! I WANT TO GO TO THE CEMETARY THIS WEEKEND- AS SOON AS THE SNOW BREAKS, I HAVE SOME CLEANING TO DO- YOUR STONE, CHRIS', AND GRANDMA'S ALL NEED TO BE CLEANED UP BEFORE GOOD WEATHER COMES...AS ALWAYS, WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN...PLEASE BE SAFE, AND KNOW OUR LOVE IS ENDLESS FOR YOU, CHRIS, D., GRANDMA, ETC...TALK TO YOU SOON......MOM

travis pearce jr

March 15, 2005

i just wanted to send my condolences again. i knew sean and he was a great kid. i use to work with wally and i hung out with jen and sean. and its hard to believe that hes one, but he is in a better place. and i hope everybody is doing ok. the only thing i can say is to hold your heads up high and remember all the good times you had with him, and one last thing remember he is with you everywhere you go he will always be in your hearts.

MOM

March 3, 2005

HI SEAN,

I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, EVEN THOUGH IT WON'T POST TIL TOMORROW...DAD AND I WENT TO THE CEMETARY, AND THEN THE HILL- JAMIE LEFT YOU A BIG SIGN....I BET YOU KNOW WHAT IT SAYS......I COULD JUST SEE YOUR FACE RIGHT NOW....FIRE ENGINE RED!!I TOOK MY MEDS, SO I'M GONNA SIGN OFF, I'LL BE ON TOMORROW- I'LL WRITE AGAIN...WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SEAN.......AGAIN- HAPPY BIRHTDAY FROM ALL OF US!!

MOM

February 26, 2005

HI BUDDY,

THIS IS GONNA BE A HARD WEEK FOR MOM, ALL OF US ACTUALLY. THURSDAY IS YOUR 14TH BIRTHDAY, AND IT'S BUGGING ME ALREADY. I DIDN'T PLAN A MEMORIAL, I FIGURED WE'D DO THIS ONE ON OUR OWN, OR AT LEAST TRY. I'M NOT SURE IF DAD IS WORKING THAT DAY OR NOT, BUT I WANNA TRY AND GO SEE YOU...THEN YOUR BROTHER IS RIGHT BEHIND YOU...DOUBLE SLAMMED...

AS ALWAYS, WE MISS YOU ENDLESSLY, AND WE WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU ALIVE SEAN- FOR AS LONG AS TIME ALLOWS US TOO....TALK TO YOU SOON....LOVE YOU- MOM

MOM

February 15, 2005

HI SEAN,

I'LL TRY THIS AGAIN, WITH WRITING, AND IT NOT POSTING...I WROTE TO THE MAIN PEOPLE, SO WE'EE SEE IF THE PROBLEM GETS FIXED....AS ALWAYS- WE MISS YOU ENDLESSLY, AND ALWAYS WILL SEAN! NOT A DAY GOES BY- I THINK YOU KNOW BY NOW...LOVE YOU SEANIE.......MOM

MOM

January 20, 2005

HI SEAN,

I WAS ON SO I THOUGHT I WOULD SAY HELLO. DAD IS GETTING HIS TATTO NEXT WEEK AND IT WILL BE YOUR PHOTO...I MIGHT GET ONE DONE- I GOTTA SEE HOW DAD'S TURNS OUT FIRST. HE WANTS TO HONOR YOU...I CAN'T TELL HIM HE CAN NOT DO IT...THAT SHOULD SHOW HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU...HE MISSES YOU TOO..WE ALL DO- EVEN YOUR FRIENDS THAT STILL HANG OUT HERE...KRYSTIN IS FUNNY- JUST LIKE YOU....IN JUST ABOUT EVERY CATEGORY THERE IS!! I KNOW SHE IS YOUR SISTER...BUT IT DRIVES ME NUTS...SHE LOOKS ALOT LIKE YOU...AND THEN WITH THE ACTIONS...SOMETIMES I CRY, BECAUSE I SEE YOU IN HER...I HAVE YOUR CROSS ALMOST DONE, THAT JOE (OUR NEIGHBOR, ONE THAT YOU DIDN'T MEET BEFORE DAD AND I....HAHAHA)ONCE I GET IT FINISHED, I'LL HAVE DAD PUT IT UP FOR YOU AT THE HILL. MAYBE THIS WEEKEND, I'LL TRY AND FINISH IT.

WE LOVE AND MISS YOU ENDLESSLY SEAN...THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY...EVERYTIME I SIGN OFF, I THINK OF SOME MORE THAT I WANTED TO SAY...I GUESS I'M GONNA SIGN OFF FOR NOW- I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR 2 DAYS AGAIN...WE HAD A MEETING YESTERDAY, I DIDN'T GO BECAUSE WHEN I GOT UP- I WAS SICKER THEN HELL, BUT DAD WENT. I'M STILL NOT FEELING 100%...BUT I WILL BE BACK AGAIN REAL SOON...OK?!! TALK TO YOU SOON SEANIE............

LOVE AND MISS YOU.....MOM

MOM

January 17, 2005

HEY SEAN,

GUESS WHAT? DAD BOUGHT ME MY PUPPY TODAY..."HE" IS A SHITZU PUPPY, HE IS SO DAMN CUTE...HAVEN'T PICKED OUT A NAME YET...ACTUALLY, HE WAS KIND OF A SUPRISE...I MISS YOU SEAN, NO ONE IN THIS WORLD CAN EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE THE HELL AND PAIN WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS PAST YEAR...I STILL THINK IT'S ALL A BAD DREAM, THAT ONE DAY I HOPE I CAN WAKE UP FROM! WISHFULL THINKING HUH??!! I KNOW.....

SO...HAVE YA RUN INTO "D" YET?! PLEASE TELL HIM WHEN YOU SEE HIM...HE WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE PART OF MY LIFE...HE WAS A BIG PART OF OUR LIVES....YOU KNOW THAT. LIKE MOM ASKED....LET HIM REST FOR A LITTLE WHILE BEFORE YOU START PESTERING HIM! HE DESERVES A VACATION TOO! LET HIM KNOW WE MISS HIM TRUELY AND LOVE HIM MUCH MORE...

I'LL WRITE AGAIN SOON BUD....LOVE YA LOTS MOM

MOM

January 6, 2005

HI SEAN...

FIRST AND FOREMOST....WE HAVE TO SAY AN EXTRA SPECIAL "THANK YOU" TO AUNT TERRY...THIS IS DEFINATELY A WAY FOR ME TO KEEP YOU ALIVE SEAN, AND TO KNOW THAT I HAVE YOU FOR ANOTHER YEAR, TO BE ABLE TO WRITE TO YOU- I'M CRYING....

NOT A DAY GOES BY SEAN, THAT THIS SITUATION DOES NOT RULE MY LIFE. IT IS UNIMAGINABLE, THE PAIN AND ANGER OUR WHOLE FAMILY FEELS BECAUSE OF THIS ACCIDENT! KRYSTIN MISSES YOU TREMENDLESSY...JEN- IS ANGRY...KIKI KISSES YOUR PICTURE THAT'S ON MY SHELF....SOMETIMES I ARGUE WITH HER CUZ I TELL IT'S MINE AND SHE TELLS ME "MO"...YOU'D GET A KICK OUT OF HER- SHE IS BEAUTIFUL...NOT TO MENTION A CHARACTER ALL IN HER OWN...I THINK SHE JUST MAY HAVE A BIT OF YOU IN HER....WE LOVE YOU SEANIE...NOT TO MENTION HOW MUCH YOUR ARE MISSED...AND LIKE I ASKED OF YOU CHRISTMAS EVE....LET "D" TAKE A VACATION BEFORE YOU START BUGGING HIM...HE KNOWS HOW MUCH WE MISS YOU- I HOPE YOU FIND HIM SO CAN LET YOU KNOW...I'M GONNA GO FOR NOW- BUT NOT FOREVER......MOM

Terry

January 6, 2005

Arlene & Wally,

Just wanted to let you know that I have maintained Sean's Guest Book for another year--my way of letting you know that I, too, think of Sean with a heavy heart, & miss him. I hope that you find some measure of comfort in having it available to you... You & the girls remain in my thoughts & prayers. God bless... Terry

MOM

January 4, 2005

HI SEAN,

THIS IS ONLY GOING TO BE ON FOR A FEW MORE DAYS, THEN IT STOPS....I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO WRITE TO YOU...I AM GOING TO SEE IF I CAN HAVE SOMETHING PUT ON UNYTS WEB SITE, I NEED TO KEEP YOU ALIVE...I CAN'T LET GO SEAN...I CAN'T TRY AND DO SOMETHING THAT I KNOW I CAN NOT DO...I CAN'T LET GO- EVER....I MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN...AS I HAVE SAID MANY TIMES BEFORE- THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT AROUND HERE...IT'S TO QUIET SOMETIMES...I THINK ABOUT THE DAYS YOU AND JEN ARGUED....EVERYDAY..BUT AT LEAST I KNEW YOU WERE HOME AND SAFE...NOW FORGET IT- I CAN'T SLEEP SOME NIGHTS BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT IN YOUR BED...IT'S BEEN MORE THEN A YEAR NOW....I CAN'T LET GO! I WILL WRITE TO YOU NOW EVERYDAY TIL THE 15TH....I LOVE AND MISS YOU SEAN....

MOM

January 1, 2005

HI BUD...

I WAS ON FOR A FEW ...SO I DECIDED TO STOP AND SAY HAPPY NEW YEAR.....YEAH RIGHT HUH?!! TELL ME...JUST ANOTHER ONE TO GET SCREWED UP FOR US...THAT'S ALL. ANYWAYS... WE WILL DEFINATELY BE OUT TOMORROW TO SEE YOU...ALL OF YOU...WE ARE GONNA GO BACK AND TRY AND FIND

'D"- WE WENT TODAY BUT COULDN'T FIND HIM...IT WAS KINDA GETTING DARK THOUGH. WE MISS YOU SEAN.... PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE IT- THE LOSS WE HAVE ENDURED....THE EMPTINESS WITHIN...IT LEFT A BIG HOLE....A PART OF ALL OF US DIED THAT DAY- RIGHT ALONG WITH YOU !! I'LL BE BACK SOON- LOVE YOU, BUT MISS YOU MORE....

MOM

December 31, 2004

HI BUDDY,

I WAS ON SIGNING THE BOOK FOR "D", SO I THOUGHT I'D WRITE TO YOU...WE MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN...INSTEAD OF THE DAYS GETTING EASIER, THEY GET HARDER...I GET ANGRIER AS EACH DAY GOES BY! CHRISTMAS WAS DIFFICULT...AFTER WHAT HAPPENED TO GRANDPA D...I WILL NEVER CELEBRATE IT AGAIN! THINGS WERE BAD ENOUGH BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOUR BROTHER, NOW - FORGET IT! NOT EVEN A TOPIC OF CONVERSATION FOR ME....I WANNA GO TO THE CEMETARY TOMORROW...I HOPE YOU KNOW WHEN WE GO TO SEE YOU...I LOVE YOU SEAN...MISS YOU MORE!!

MOM

December 25, 2004

BY THE WAY...

MERRY CHRISTMAS BOYS....AND MOM TOO...

MOM

December 25, 2004

HI SEAN,

WELL "D" DIED TODAY....DAD FOUND HIM IN BED....IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE...THIS YEAR WAS A BAD ONE ANYWAYS...BECAUSE OF YOU...NOW HOW THE HELL DO I EVER LOOK AT IT THE SAME??!! I AM SORRY I DIDN'T WRITE LAST WEEK FOR YOUR ANNIVERSARY...I WAS ON MY MEDS PRETTY STRONG...I'M SORRY...I LOVE YOU SEANIE...AND I MISS YOU ENDLESSLY....NOW I NEED YOU TO HELP FIND "D"...LIKE GRANDMA FOUND YOU....WELCOME HIM HOME SEAN..AND FOR GOD'S SAKE...DON'T PISS HIM OFF( AT LEAST NOT RIGHT AWAY...) I'LL TALK TO YA SOON....

A Friend

December 14, 2004

Its been a long year of not getting to see you, but I know your always with all of us, I know whenever Im in a bind I can look up and know your close by to help as you always were.You are my happy thoughts or remembering you makes me escape for a bit the world we are all stuck in.

Sometimes it helps to think maybe you were just an angel sent down to spend some time with us and when your job was done you went home but somehow you let us all know you are still around to help us if we need you to.

Always in hearts and missed

A friend, you know who I am

MOM

December 8, 2004

HI BUDDY,

WELL NOW WE ARE DOWN TO JUST 6 DAYS....HHHMMMM...DON'T THINK THIS IS GONNA BE EASY FOR ME, CUZ IT'S NOT- I DON'T EVEN WANNA WAKE UP NEXT WEEK....I HOPE YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO PEOPLE ...A VIGIL WILL BE HELD THAT NIGHT...I ALREADY KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE WILL BE THERE! I HAVE TO CHOOSE SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS TO READ SOME POEMS FOR YOU...DON'T THINK I'LL HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT....I GOTTA GO FOR NOW- LOVE AND MISS YOU SEAN....

MOM

December 1, 2004

HI SEAN,

WOW- IN 13 DAYS....ALREADY, A YEAR....I HAVE HAD A VERY TOUGH TIME WITH THINGS, I STILL CRY EVERYDAY, DON'T KNOW IF THE DAY WILL COME THAT I DON'T....SO MANY EMOTIONS COME AT ONCE, IT'S OVERWHELMING! CHRISTMAS IS COMING...HOW DO I PUT UP A TREE? THATS SOMETHING YOU AND I STARTED THE NIGHT BEFORE YOU DIED...I CAN'T...WITHOUT YOU HERE- MY CHRISTMAS IS NO CHRISTMAS! I HATE THE THOUGHTS OF PEOPLE BEING SO HAPPY, I CAN'T HANDLE IT...KNOWING HOW EXTREMELY SAD I'LL BE- NOT ONLY ME- DAD HAS HIS MOMENTS- SO DOES KRYSTIN AND JEN. KIKI WILL BE 1 ON SUNDAY- SHE'S TOTTING AROUND- SO SHE'S BIG ENOUGH NOW TO GO FISHING!! WE GET PICTURES DONE ON THE 12TH- YOU AND CHRIS WILL BE IT! I MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN...SOMETIMES IT'S TO QUIET AROUND HERE- I STILL WAIT UP AT NIGHT FOR YOU TO COME HOME- 2:30 IN THE AFTERNOON- I KNOW YOU SHOULD BE WALKING IN FROM SCHOOL...THERE'S ALOT! THE SUMMER WAS TOUGH- EVERY ID THAT RODE A BIKE- OR THE SOUND OF A SKATEBOARD...SEEING THE KIDS AT CAZ PARK PLAYING FOOTBALL...OH IT DID WONDERS FOR MOM...I TAKE MEDS NOW, TRYING TO GET ME SOMEWHAT BACK TO EARTH...SOME DAYS I'M OK- OTHER'S I'M NOT. THINGS DEFINATELY HAVE CHANGED! I FIND DIMES...I KNOW IT'S YOU....KEEP EM COMING- I'M GONNA GO FOR NOW- BUT WILL BE BACK IN A LITTLE WHILE.....LOVE AND MISS YOU... MOM

MOM

October 21, 2004

HI SEAN,

IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE ACCESS TO WRITE...SOOOO MANY THINGS I WANNA SAY...I THINK YOU HEAR ME CUZ I TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY. IT SURE HAS BEEN A ROUGH RIDE...ONE THAT I DON'T KNW HOW TO OVERCOME. IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL....TRIED SUICIDE BACK IN AUGUST AND ENDED UP IN EDMC...MEDS...OH GOD- MY LIFE ENDED ON DECEMBER 14,2003...SO DID DAD'S...THINGS HAVE DEFINATELY CHANGED...IT'S TOOOOO QUIET...I STILL SIT UP AT NIGHT WAITING FOR YOU TO COME IN...AND YOU DON'T...I EVEN GOT YOUR BUS PASS FOR SCHOOL...YOUR FRIENDS MISS YOU TOO...KRYSTIN IS VERY QUIET...JEN...WHO KNOWS....I KNOW... I MISS YOUR SMILE SO MUCH- EVERYTHING....GOING TO THE CEMETARY KILLS ME- YOUR STONE IS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL....VERY TRIBUTING! I WILL WRITE AGAIN SOON...PROBABLY EVERYDAY NOW THAT I CAN...LOVE YOU BUT MISS YOU MORE........

September 17, 2004

Hey Sean,

Its one of your other mothers in the world. There isnt a day your not in our thoughts and in our hearts. It seems so hard because it has been so long and we havent ran into you somewere. I think we could all deal with this so much better if we could know why this had to happen, so if you could ask God to show us all a glimpse of why we had to loose you so we can all know at least why we have to all feel so bad.

No farewells were spoken,

We never got to say goodbye

You were gone before we knew it

And only the Lord knows why

We all love and Miss you,

From all the people whose life you touched.

MOM

May 16, 2004

HI SEAN,

JUST THINKING ABOUT YA, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE...I MISS YOU SEAN...I KNOW I SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT I CAN'T STAND IT...IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS! IT WAS 5 MONTHS ON FRIDAY, AND MATT DROPPED A BOMBSHELL ON ME...HIS MOM IS REAL SICK WITH CANCER...THERE IS NOTHING THEY CAN DO FOR HER...MY HEART BREAKS...I WANT TO TALK TO HER....MAYBE WE CAN MAKE A PACT....I'LL TAKE CARE OF HER SON, IF SHE WILL FIND YOU, AND TAKE CARE OF YOU AND CHRISTOPHER...IT GIVES MATT A LITTLE COMFORT KNOWING THAT YOU WILL BE WITH HIS MOM...AND IT WILL HELP ME...I LOVE YOU SEAN....DAD MISSES YOU ALOT TOO! WE WENT 2X'S AGAIN TO SEE YOU...WE'LL BE BACK SOMETIME DURING THE WEEK...DAD WANTS TO GET CHRIS' STONE CLEANED...AND PUT THE PLANTERS UP THAT WE GOT FOR YOU BOYS AND GRANDMA...THEY WILL BE PRETTY...LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY SEAN....

MOM

May 11, 2004

HI SEAN,

WELL DAD WAS QUITE UPSET AFTER YESTERDAY....BUT WE GOT WHAT WE SET OUT FOR....WE WERE PROMISED A 8 FT STOCKADE FENCE TO BE OUT UP THERE...MOM KNOWS THAT YOU WILL NOT REST UNTIL SOMETHING IS DONE...I WON'T LET IT REST....WE DID FOR YOU SEAN.................LOVE YOU....

MOM

MOM

May 9, 2004

HI SEAN,

WELL TOMORROW IS MOTHER'S DAY...I CAN'T STAND THIS ALREADY...I KNOW WHAT I AM IN STORE FOR ALREADY...MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY..I'M SURE YOU KNOW THAT...NO I DON'T WANT THAT EITHER...I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY SEAN...DAD, KRYSTIN AND I TOOK YOU FLOWERS YESTERDAY, WE HOPE YOU LIKE THEM...DAD GOT THE BIKE PLANTER SO YOU WOULD HAVE YOUR BIKE...IF WE COULD MENUVURE GETTING YOUR ACTUAL BIKE TO YA WE WOULD DO THAT TOO....DAD MISSES YOU ALOT...I SEE IT IN HIM! HE DOESN'T TALK MUCH...HE KEEPS IT IN...HE WORRIES ABOUT ME...I LOVE YOU SEAN...SEE YA SOON...........LOVE MOM

MOM

April 29, 2004

HI SEAN,

JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE ON MY MIND CONSTANTLY...I MISS YOU ENDLESSLY SEAN...IT IS SERIOUSLY DRIVING ME NUTS! PLEASE GIVE GRANDMA AND CHRIS A HUG FOR ME...I LOVE YOU SEAN...

MOM

friend

March 29, 2004

Arlene,

I woke up this morning, thinking you you and Waldo, which I do everyday but just don't let Waldo know that. Ya know I came across this saying and I thought of you right away, here it is :

Do not look forward to what might happen tomorrow, the same everlasting Father who cares for you today will take care of you tomorrow and everyday.

Either He will shield you from suffering or He will give you unfailing strength to bear it.

Be at peace then and put aside all anxious thoughts.

MOM &DAD

March 15, 2004

HI SEAN,

YOU HAVE BEEN ON MOM'S MIND CONSTANTLY....I HAD 4 OR 5 GOOD DAYS AND I THOUGHT I WAS DOING GOOD....THEN I SNAPPED AGAIN! I MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN, I CAN'T STAND IT! TODAY IS CHRISTOPHER'S 16TH BIRTHDAY....CAN YOU GIVE HIM A BIG HUG FOR MOM?? LOTS OF KISSES TOO...WE LOVE YOU BOYS SO MUCH...BUT MISS YOU MORE!!

ALWAYS LOVED BUT

NEVER FORGOTTEN....

MOM & DAD

Terry

March 7, 2004

Dear Arlene, Wally, & Girls,

Just wanted you to know that you're all in our thoughts & prayers, especially at this incredibly sad time--what would have been Sean's thirteenth birthday... Hang in there, it WILL get better. God bless all of you, & Happy Birthday to you, Sean.

Love, Terry & Family

Crystal and Jason Rylowicz/Ferrell

March 6, 2004

Hi Sean. Sorry we missed you for your birthday. Well, a happy belated birthday is better than no birthday. We have been so busy lately. We think of you all the time and wish you were still here with us. Do us a favor and say hello to Jason's mom, will you? She left us a few days after you did. We hope you are enjoying your 13th birthday, so far, but wish that you were still here. Take care of yourself until we meet again,

Love You always,

Cousin Crystal, Jason, and Tristian

Brittany Reville

March 5, 2004

Hey Sean~~~ What up lil Man? Well Happy 13th Birthday just think your one of us now. You'll always used to chill with us and we would tell you you were too young but guess what we can't say that to you no more in reality we can't say anything to you unless we do it in our dreams or at the hill or cemetery. You know what I miss the most I miss you walking up my legs at 9:30 in the morning waking me up when you knew I loved to sleep. I can't believ your gone every day I go to Jenn's I think am I gonna see Sean and tyhen it hits me I willl not see you untill I am upstairs with you. Were all keeping your fish alive for you You wanna know what though I amk so mad at myself because me and your sister were tight and I would see you everyday but then when me and her got in that fight I ain't see you barely at all I didn't even get to see you that much before you died I can't believ your gone you should be here with us causing trouble, making noise, breaking stuff. I remember I seen you 4 or 5 days before you got hit member in Jazz's car and me and you were singing SugaSuga to each other. Or like that day in the summer when you made that lawnmower into a go-cart, You could of acheived so much and know we all have to acheive it for you. I wish that we would all wake up and this would be one big nightmare. Mom would have her Sean back and we all wouldn't sit around looking at your poster and pictures.About a week ago me and Jenn were sitting up in the attic and we started to ball and you wanna know what shye said " You weren't just special, you were a legacy" and you will always be a legacy in all our books. I know about 30 years from now we all are still gonna miss you cause you meant so much to all of us whenever something was wrong you would always have our back till the end, and you always gave a helping hand. I remember when you would go to Tanya's and cut the lawn. Or when you used to climb on Ames. But the thing I am gonna miss the most (this summer) is going to free lunches with you little man. I wish you would just you nowcome back to all of us. This should of never happened especially to someone as loved and as special as you. Just think remember eveytime you said no one loves me, no one cares about me well guess what you were wrong because we are all lost without you. It like when you dided god took a part of each and everyone us he just tore you away and it was so unfair. I f you could only see how much pain your mother is feeling right now you wouldn't know what to do I can't even look at her when she breaks down. And Sean.... the thing that is most unbearable is that I even get to say GoodBye or Sean you know I love your little a**. You ain't know how much any of us cared about you and even though you weren't my brother in a way you were like the 3rd brother I never had. Everytime I lay in my bed I sit and look at the tack board that has all the memoirs that I have of you. Just remember you have a part of my heart and you'll be missed by many but you'll will always be remembered. Please kepp all the times we had togetherclose to your heart because I know I always will. Happy Birthday and Happy(early)St. Patty's Day we would of have so much fun but I promise I will come and visit you at the hill and sitwith you for a minute and keep you up on the times so when everyone gets up there you'll know the deal. Till next time Sunshine I love you lots and tonite act on show with Bobby is dedicated to you be happy cause I ain't danced like this in years. Britt

BIG SIS JENNIFER COLLINS

March 5, 2004

HEY SEAN ITS ME JENN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUD I TRY TO KEEP MY TEARS INSIDE ALL THE TIME. I TRY TO STAY STRONG FOR MOM BECAUSE SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND ALL SHE DOES IS CRY. ITS BEEN ALMOST 3 MONTHS SINCE YOU BEEN GONE BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS DEC.14 AND I WALKED UPSTAIRS TO SEE IF JACOB WAS THERE AND YOU WERE SLEEPING ON MY BED ON MY SIDE. TO THIS DAY I STILL DO NOT SLEEP ON THAT SIDE OF THE BED I MAKE JACOB.BUD YOU DONT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS WITH OUT YOU. IF YOU COME BACK TO US I PROMISE I WILL LET YOU SKIP A DAY OF SCHOOL. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU BUT WHERE TO BEGIN?? KIKI LAUGHS ALL THE TIME AND I THINK IN MY HEAD THAT ITS YOU MAKING HER LAUGH.ITS A SHAME THAT SHE DONT GET TO KNOW YOU. YOU WERE SO PROUD OF HER. I REMEMBER WHEN YOU SNUCK IN THE HOSPITAL TO SEE HER.NOTHING STOPPED YOU NOT EVEN THE NURSES!!LOL!!ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE DAY MOM AND I WERE BAKING COOKIES AND KIKI WAS FUSSING AND YOU GRABBED HER AND WERE TALKING TO HER.SHE WAS ONLY 9 DAYS OLD BUT I THANK THE LORD THAT YOU AT LEAST GOT TO SEE HER.I ALSO THANK THE LORD THAT YOU GOT TO HAVE YOUR LAST REQUEST AND GO SLEDDING AT LEAST 1 TIME DOWN THE HILL.I JUST WISH IT DIDNT HAVE TO BE YOU. THIS STUFF HAPPENS TO THE NEIGHBOR KIDS NOT YOU. TO EVERY BODY THAT SIGNS THIS GUEST BOOK I WANT TO THANK YOU. SEAN YOU WERE A REALLY GREAT KID AND WAS WILLING TO HELP ANY ONE WHEN THEY NEEDED YOUR HELP.THIS SUMMERS NOT GONNA BE THE SAME WITH OUT YOU. IM GONNA MISS HAVING YOUR BACK WHEN SOMEONE MESSES WIT YA. REMEMBER WHEN WE WENT TO DARIEN LAKE WITH BOBBY???THE TIMES WE HAD HUH??I HAVE YOU PIC EVERY WHERE ITS POSSIBLE TO PUT ONE. IVE BEEN WORKING ON A MOTHERS DAY GIFT FOR MOM FOR A WHILE NOW AND I WANNA TAKE A PIC OF ME YOU AND KRYSTIN BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE. WHEN I WENT TO THE CEMETARY TO SEE YOU I COULDNT LOOK AT THE DIRT ON TOP OF YOU BECAUSE THATS NOT WHERE YOUR SPOSED TO BE. I MISS YOU CALLING ME NAMES AND US RUNNING THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE GETTING READY TO BEAT THE HECK OUT OF EACH OTHER. THIS SUCKS BECAUSE NOW ITS TOO QUIET AROUND THE HOUSE AND WE ARE ALL BORED WITHOUT YOU. THERES NOTHING TO DO OR REALLY EVEN LAUGH AT ANYMORE. SEAN I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WISH YOU COULD COME HOME.KIKI ROLLED OVER ON THE 4TH. THE DAY AFTER YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT THE DAY BEFORE SHE TURNED 3 MO. KOOL HUH. WELL I GOTTA GO SO I WANT YOU TO KNHOW THAT I LOVE YOU SEAN AND YOULL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I MISS YOU BUD ILL SEE YOU WHEN MY TIME COMES.WE MISS YOU SEAN. AND BEHAVE YOUR SELF UP THERE CUZ I KNOW FOR SURE YOUR CAUSING SOME RUCKUS UP THERE. LOVE--JENN

Eric Von Wald

March 4, 2004

DEAR SEAN,

TODAY IM GOING TO ANOTHER FUNERL, AND ALL I THINK OF IS YOU, ITS FOR MY GRAT AUNT,MAYBE YOU WILL SEE HER THERE, EVERYTIME I SEE A TRAIN I THINK OF YOU, WHEN WE WERE PLAYING IN THAT ONE BOX CAR. AND CAR CRASHES WHEN YOU, ME AND PHILLIP PLAYED IN THAT ONE JUNK YARD AND BOARDED UP HOUSES REMINDS ME OF WHEN WE WENT INTO ABANDON HOUSES. I KEEP WISHING THIS WAS ONE BAD BREAM BUT ILL NEVER WAKE UP FROM EXCEPT WHEN GOD REPOSSES MY SOUL AND ONLY THEN WILL I SEE YOU AGAIN. yOU WERE EXTAORIDINARY, I LOOK UP TO THE CLOUDS HOPING TO SEE YOUR FACE LIKE IN THE MOVIES BUT YOUR NOT THERE SO I WEEP FOR LONGING TO SEE YOU AGAIN JUST TO SAY GOODBYE. EVERY WINTER I SHOVEL OR IN THE SUMMERWHEN I CUT GRASS I WILL ALWAYS REMEBER YOU,DEAR GOD I PRAY THAT YOU COMFORT SEANS FAMILY TODAY BECAUSE IT IS HIS BIRTHDAY AND REMIND SEAN THAT I LOVE HIM

ERIC

Bernie

March 4, 2004

Ha Ar, it's me, just a note letting you know that your in my heart and prayers constantly. Your a very strong person, and with the guidance of the man up stairs, you can get threw one hour at a time. I honestly believe that the man upstairs will guide you when you need guiding. GOD works in mysterious ways, and nobody knows why or how come. Just remember your always in my thoughts and prayers.wally too. (yes Wally).

Happy Birthday Sean......

MOM & DAD

March 3, 2004

HI SEAN...

THIS IS NOT THE WAY I HAD ANTICIPATED YOU BECOMING A TEENAGER...MOM CRIES CONSTANTLY! I TOLD DAD EARLIER- I COULD PICTURE YOU TODAY...YOU WOULD BE SO EXCITED JUST HAVING IT BE YOUR BIRTHDAY..TURNING 13....WE ARE GONNA GET TOGETHER AT THE HILL, I HOPE YOU ARE THERE....I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO SEAN...DAD,JEN KIKI AND I WENT TO THE CEMETARY THIS AFTERNOON...WE TOOK FLOWERS AND BALLOONS TO THE HILL TOO...BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT...I'LL CRY TONIGHT...WHEN IT'S TIME FOR BED...I DO EVERY NIGHT....EVERY MORNING...I TELL DAD...I JUST WANT YOU TO COME HOME...I WANT FOR YOU TO LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON...AND THE DOORS UNLOCKED...I WANT TO HEAR YOU FIGHT AND ARGUE WITH THE GIRLS...SOMETIMES...IT'S JUST TOOOOO QUIET...IT DRIVES ME NUTS! I MISS IT ALL SEAN- WE ALL DO! DAD HAS HIS MOMENTS TOO...IT HAS NOT BEEN EASY FOR US- THAT IS FOR SURE! IT WILL BE A LONG TIME BEFORE I CAN EVER EVEN THINK ABOUT MY NORMAL LIFE AGAIN...IF EVER! WE LOVE YOU SEAN.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY!

A Friend

February 16, 2004

Dear Arlene and Wally,

I too thought of Sean on Valentines day, I look for him on the streets when I see a group of kids, I dont allow the kids to go sledding anymore. I pray for you every night. I pray that the Lord will somehow give you comfort and not allow you to go crazy.Even though you dont know how,I pray he gives you the strength to do what you have to do everyday.His funeral was one of the most beautiful ones I had ever been too. He went in royalty, I kept thinking how he must been looking down pretty proud of himself because I dont think a kings funeral could of been better. Sean touched more peoples life in his short time then most people do in a life time. I will continue to pray that even though we dont know the why or how comes.That one day we will know why, and for now I pray that when you feel like you just cant do it anymore The Lord will give you strength and comfort.

MOM & DAD

February 14, 2004

HI SEAN,

JUST A NOTE TO SAY "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY"...ALSO TO LET YA KNOW THAT TODAY SUCKS ANYWAYS...I CRIED ALL MORNING- KNOWING EXACTLY WHAT WAS WHAT.....MOMENT BY MOMENT...THE LAST 2 MONTHS HAVE BEEN SO HARD...I'M SURE YOU KNOW.....LOVE YOU- BUT MISS YOU MORE...

MOM

February 12, 2004

HI BUDDY,

YESTERDAY, WE HAD TO PUT BENNY TO SLEEP, HE WAS REAL SICK SEAN...SO IRONIC- WE GOT BENJAMIN WHEN YOU WERE ABOUT 6 MONTHS OLD, FOR ALL THESE YEARS, HE WAS NEVER SICK OR ANYTHING...3 DAYS BEFORE THE DREADFUL 2 MONTH MARK, AND BOOM- SO PLEASE FIND HIM SEAN- MAKE SURE YOU KEEP HIM WITH YOU- YOU KNOW HOW HE IS- HE DOESN'T LIKE TO BE MALLED TO DEATH, BUT HE NEEDS TO NOW SOMEONE IS WITH HIM....I LOVE YOU SEAN...AND MOM MISSES YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH- THINGS HAVE BEEN FOREVER CHANGED.....

ALWAYS LOVED AND MISSED DEARLY SEAN.........

Jessica Dziadaszek

January 20, 2004

its really hard to believe that he is gone and knowing that i knew such a loving helpful full of life kid. He could always bring a smile to your face. and even though i havent been around i really did consider him like a little brother. I cant totally understand how jenn or the others are feeling for i have not lost a little brother. But he lives on through everyone and always will. I miss seeing him call me a punk and beat me up when i used to come over. And as i still cry a month after it happens. The pain will soon go away and he will always be in my heart as well as many others. I will always be here for all of you if you ever need it. and always remeber it may be hard but i know all of you are strong and know you can get through the most difficult times. I will miss him and yous and him will always be in my Prayers. I will always love you. God Bless!!! Love always Jessica Dziadaszek 1/20/04

ARLENE

January 20, 2004

THINGS HAVE BEEN REAL HARD LATELY, THE NIGHTS ARE ENDLESS....THE DAYS ARE LOOOONG...THE TEARS ARE NON-STOP...WE MISS YOU SO MUCH SEAN...YOU WILL NEVER KNOW! IT'S TOO QUIET AROUND HERE....NOT HEARING YOU AND THE GIRLS GOING AT IT IS DRIVING ME BATTY...DAD HAS BEEN TAKING ME OUT FOR QUITE A FEW RIDES LATELY...I AM VERY ANGRY SEAN, BUT NOT AT YOU...MOM LOVES YOU MORE THAN EVER!! I MISS YOUR SMILE....THE JOKES, THE LAUGHS....I MISS IT ALL BUDDY! THERE IS A BIG HOLE... THAT I DOUBT WILL EVER BE FILLED AGAIN....THE JOY YOU BRING TO US IS ENDLESS....WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SEAN.......MOM AND DAD

JEN AND KRYS

"THANK YOU AUNT TERRY..."

Terry and Family

January 15, 2004

Dear Arlene, Wally, & Girls,

The kids and I just wanted to let you know that you, and Sean, remain in our hearts, our thoughts, and our prayers every hour of every day and night.

I know that you must miss Sean teribly, that the days and nights must seem endlessly filled with pain now. We, too, miss Sean, and know that our lives have been forever touched by him, and will never be the same without him. We believe with all of our hearts that Sean is is a better place than we are, though, looking after and protecting those that he loved from afar now.

God bless you for making the difficult decision to donate some of Sean's organs. Through those donations, Sean's life here on earth DOES continue. I think that Sean would approve of that, & be proud of the fact that even now, in his death, he was helping others...

These next days, weeks, months are going to be difficult, as you already know. Let your love for Sean, and each other, be your stregnth now, what helps you get through this time.

Much love to each of you, and God Bless...

Terry, Rebecca, Matt, Kerri, Katherine, and Emily Jean

Crys & Jason Rylowicz/Ferrell

January 15, 2004

As Sean's older cousin on his mom's side, I want to share my memories that I had with Sean.

When I was pregnant with my daughter, Tristian, I had some complications and I ended up staying with Sean's family. I had just found out that I would soon give birth to a sick baby. Sean's parents made him give up his room for me. I would have been fine on the couch, but he did not contest giving me his room.

Sean was always willing to give up what ever he had to help someone else out. He was a great kid and will be missed very much.

One year we had a family reunion at Chestnut Ridge park, and Sean had hid Jason's hat. Jason was very mad at him, but we all got along without the hat. When Jason and I found out about this tragic accident, we cried and cried for hours, as we still do. Jason remembered this memory and wanted to share it.

We are very saddened for his parents, his sisters, and his baby niece. We wish to extend our best sympathies to all of them, including the rest of our family.

On behalf of everyone that attended the wake and funeral for Sean, we would like to say thank you. Sean would have liked it, and would have been proud of everyone who came. He also would want us to keep moving on with our lives, but always remembering him in our prayers and our deepest memories of him in the twelve years that he was with us.

For my aunt and uncle, Jason and I want you to know that we also feel your pain. Jason's mom passed on December 20th, at 6:00 am. So we are dealing with saddness as well.

We wish to extend the favor that if you need anything to call us.

We would like to dedicate the following song in Sean's memory: Till Your Safe and Sound by Sheryl Crow.

May Sean rest in beautiful peace.

Love Always,

Crys and Jason