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Tim Dickison
June 26, 2023
Sorry to the Family.taylor was one of the nicest and smartest young men I've had the privilege to know .you will be missed by me.
John Ward
July 31, 2021
Walking along a beautiful river gorge and wishing you were here with me.
May 27, 2015
Thinking of you...
LASHAWN RAINES
May 20, 2015
I LOVE YOU TAYLOR-MADE
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May 20, 2015
HEY TAE (TAYLOR)
WAS JUST SITTING HERE AT WORK REMEMBERING THE FUN TIMES WE HAD, I CANT BELIEVE SO MUCH TIME HAS PASSED AND I CANT BELIEVE HOW NEW THIS STILL FEELS! I MISS YOU BOY, DANG! JUST WANTED TO KEEP THIS CURRENT BECAUSE I KNOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT STILL MISSES YOU LIKE CRAZY... I REMEMBER CALLING THE LAST CELL # YOU HAD FOR ABOUT A WEEK AFTER THIS TRAGIC DAY, WHY? I DONT KNOW. I WAS SO USE TO CALLING IT EVERYDAY, MAYBE I FELT BETTER JUST KEEPING UP THE ROUTINE... I DONT REMEMBER IF YOUR VOICE MAIL WAS STILL ON THERE OR WHAT IT WAS, BUT I WISH I REMEMBERED THE NUMBER BECAUSE TODAY WOULD BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS I JUST CALL...... I JUST READ SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE HAVING A DREAM YOU HAD A WEBCAM... IF YOU EVER GET ONE OR IF YOU EVER DECIDE TO VISIT ME IN A DREAM VIA WEBCAM, IM ALL FOR IT AS A MATTER A FACT I EXPECT A VISIT SOONER THAN LATER. THESE DREAMS WE HAVE AREN'T JUST DREAMS, I THINK THERE IS MORE TO IT, BUT I WILL CHERISH ANYTHING I CAN GET. LOVE YOU TAYLOR (TAE BAE BAE) I MISS YOU MORE AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS SOON.
Missi Wecker
July 31, 2014
Thinking of you always but especially today. I hope you're enjoying the view up there, Bubba. Love you always.
Cheri Foss
January 12, 2014
Greetings to family of Taylor...I happened to be out at the cemetery yesterday...Mid afternoon and it was beautiful...So beautiful I didn't get out of the car for the snow sparkled like a million diamonds and the only tracks were that of a deer...What a lovely sight of pure peace and holiness...I just couldn't trample the ground with my boots it wouldn't be right...I rolled down my window and sat for 15 minutes enjoying the beauty of the day the only sound heard was that of a few chickadees...I felt at peace with one single tear cross my cheek truly surrounded with Love...Our boys brought that peace and love as a gift...
January 11, 2014
I wake with a jolt...just two hours sleeping...what could possibly be waking me up at this hour?? Then it comes to me...of course it is our son Taylor's 26th birthday TODAY!
26 years ago Taylor was born to teen-age parents. On the fifth day of his life his precious birth mother called us and said this was the day we should come for him. This morning I find myself thinking more about her than ever before. What has life been for her these past 5-1/2 years since Taylor left us? Selfishly, I have thought more about my loss than hers. Forgive me God for this.
We all miss you Taylor. Not a day goes by we do not think of you. We remember your voice, the touch of your hand, your laugh, your disappointments, your accomplishments, and the hope of heaven. God reminds me often that we were blessed to have you for 20 years. I hang onto that knowing you are in a better place.
On a better path...your mom!
P.S. Thank you MISSI for this Guest Book as a means for us to share our sadness...it is amazing how much "talking" to whomever cares to read helps heal...
Melissa Davis
November 21, 2013
I just wanted to say I'm thinking about you today Taylor :-) I love you!
Missi Wecker
July 31, 2013
5 years ago today we lost that incredible smile. I'm not sad today, because I know you are watching down on us and I can feel you by my side. I can't help but wish you were here to help me celebrate all of the exciting things happening in my life now, but I believe you're in part of sending me such amazing gifts in life.
I love you. Forever and always.
Judith Ward Thomas
January 12, 2013
Thanks for the visit to my dreams last night, cousin. Love you always.
John Ward
January 11, 2013
I just came from your birthday party. We choose LeAnn Chin in Brooklyn Park for the celebration. I had Pekin Chicken in your honor. There is lots of activity on Facebook and Legacy. I miss you everyday. Happy 25th birthday.
Melissa Wecker
January 11, 2013
Happy Birthday Taylor! Not so many years ago, I walked into the room you were waiting in with a candle lit Twinkie and sang to you. I miss you so much and absolutely cherish these memories of us.
Keep shining bright, Bubba. I love you!
Lindsey Pickett
January 8, 2013
Hey Taylor. I'm not sure where to begin. I have been thinking of you a lot the last few days as your birthday draws near. It has been just over a year and a half since I visited your grave and I just happened to come across the guest book. So glad it is still up. It has been a long time since I have spoken to your parents. I believe I was still in high school. I happeed upon a letter your mom sent out one the 1 year anniversary of your death, a few months ago. I hope they are doing well. Many things are changing in 2013. One big thing I almost credit you for, Danielle is almost 36 weeks pregnant with a little boy...When she found out she was having a boy, you were the first thing that popped into her mind. As well as mine. She doesn't talk about you much. I can feel the pain and saddness from her when she does. It's been 4 and a half years and I still can't look at her the same. I ask that you watch over her in this final month and maybe give her some type of sign that you are there. Maybe send her a little luck.
We miss you Taylor. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you...I promise to visit you soon.
July 31, 2012
Taylor's mom AGAIN! Uff da! Tonite is the fourth anniversary of Taylor's death. We have learned much...these thoughts are quotes from a wonderful book FALLING UPWARD by Richard Rohr. I am so grateful to have read this book it has given John and I an insight into suffering...here goes!
..."there will always be at least one situation in our lives that we cannot fix, control, explain, change, or even understand."
...Suffering opens up new spaces within us for learning and loving."
..."God comes to you disguised as life."
I just came back from sitting on our pontoon for a time looking at the beautiful Mississippi flowing past me...as I stepped onto the boat a beautiful butterfly immediately landed on the edge of my T-shirt - it stayed tightly fastened to me for at least a full minute and then flew off into the sunshine. I LOVE BUTTERFLIES since Taylor's passing - they hold great symbolism! This was a fabulous sign and I go off into this day feeling our son is doing just fine!
We continue to be grateful for our friends, Taylor's lovely friends, our families. Your support and remembrance of him fills our hearts on the inevitable bad days. Much love, Linda Ward
here's your pretty baby tae
bianca williams
June 29, 2012
Just thought of you today. and i swear i see you a few places but its never you. I miss you dearly Tae. Only you could tell me in the nicest way..."LEAVE YOUR SISTER ALONE" or "HELP YOUR SISTER YOU KNOW SHE AIN"T GOT IT ALL". Her and D got a pretty little girl now thats about to turn one, and i can just imagine if you were here how spoiled you would have her. your little "chocolate drop" as you called all dark skin girls. i love u tae
Missi Wecker
April 20, 2012
Thinking of you today as always. Missing that sweet smile.
i love you, bub.
February 19, 2012
I wake early on a February day...thinking of our son Taylor. This has been a difficult week. Our nation was made aware of the tragic passing of wonderful singer Whitney Houston. It seems, after listening to her story, that in the end she was consumed with self-doubt, anxiety, and rarely feeling good enough. I loved the words spoken at her funeral...that yes in fact she is good enough. I know, as Taylor's mom, that he too now can rest in peace knowing this.
Missing you sweet sweet son...Mom
July 31, 2011
Blessings, dear friends and family, of our son Taylor, for taking time out this week to REMEMBER Taylor in a variety of ways! We close out the third year again GRATEFUL for this outpouring of love for our son.
Linda and John, parents of Taylor
Aimee Rembe
July 31, 2011
It feels like I miss you more every year Taylor, especially today. As time keeps passing since you have not been here the more I want to see you. The days like this when living without you here are difficult, but I tell myself to stay strong and think about the day when I'm old and gray and will get to see you, hug and kiss you, and we can talk together. Until then it helps to talk to you from down here. I am getting ready to go see your dad and visit your grave, which I have not been to before. It will be hard, but I need to do it for you and me. It gives me peace knowing that you are resting in peace and having a wonderful afterlife in heaven with Grandma Lutter, the Grandpa's and other family and friends that we/you have lost. I love and miss you so, so, much always and forever my sweet Taylor. Until I see you again, Love Aimee
Mikkaella Lymas
July 25, 2011
Hi Tae this is Mikkaella alot has gone on since you left us and while I was going through it not a day went by that I didnt think of you. To Mom and Dad ward we miss you guys too it was really nice that you had invited me and my husband to your house to celebrate the memories of taylor hope we can reconnect again if you read this here is my number 612-578-3415 and email is [email protected]
Missi Wecker
July 25, 2011
Bubba -
I know I say this a lot, but I really cannot believe it has been another whole year since you left us. I miss you as much now as I ever have - I still think about you every single day and talk about you to anyone who will listen.
I live by your sister now (I know you'd be SO proud!) and I remember the time I got lost over there and called you for help. You were always there to rescue me when I had no idea where I was going. As I drive in the area I remember when you took me to the 50's Grill, our long and aimless drives, the Caribou where I last saw your face, your old work, and of course the church where your funeral was held. I am proud to say I can still hear your laugh and see your 100 watt smile when I close my eyes - but what I wouldn't give to hear it and see it just once more.
You've been joined by a few friends of mine this year - make sure you take good care of them; show them the ropes and make sure they watch over their loved ones like you've watched over me. I promise you, the only thing that helped me to make it through the agony was knowing you were always with me.
As always, I will be watching up at the sky at 10:36 on Sunday night remembering your sweet face and talking to you. I'd give anything to have you back, but since I cant you better be sure you're making the most of it up there. Because all of us down here are making the most of it and living each day in your memory using the things you've taught us.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
Till I see you in my dreams -
Aimee Rembe
July 21, 2011
I love and miss you so much little cuz. I still have your cell number in my phone and wish I could call you and make a plan to hang out. I know that you are looking down on me and watching out for me like I did for you. I send big hugs and kisses for you and Grandma and tell her I am taking good care of the Escort. I named it Grandma Lutter too. The 31st is approaching too fast and I am never ready for it. :(
January 18, 2011
..."our hearts sing a sweet melody of missing you"...written by friend Cheri on your birthday just a few days ago.
She knows of this since she has lost two sons.
It is true as we have moved into the beginning of year 3...a sweetness has replaced anguish and intense missing. Last evening I attended a class at Weaver Lake School just a few blocks from our home in Maple Grove where you grew up. As I was leaving I noticed art work and photographs on the walls done by 6th graders. I read their notations and as I walked out into the dark cold winter night I was transported back in time to your years in grade school. You had the white blond hair with the sweetest smile. It was a good time for you.
Taylor, we continue to be blessed with wonderful comforting words from family and friends especially on special days. I look forward to meeting Colin aka AL. We have heard from several of your friends that we perhaps have never met - we would love to!
Happy 23rd! Dawn, thank you for the gift of Taylor.
Love, Mom
Colin Wanke
January 11, 2011
I wish I could have met you. I know Missi misses you everyday and she talks about you constantly. I may only begin to know how important you are to all that knew you. I hope you are well. and tell michael hello for me.
-Colin aka AL
Cheri Foss
January 11, 2011
Happy 23 Birthday Taylor
You were so blessed with a family that loved you so...Not a day goes by their hearts sing a sweet melody of missing you. God Bless all...
Cheri Foss
November 24, 2010
Love you all...The holidays just plain suck without our boys..good news it does get better in some ways..Bad news we never stop missing them...never..Hope to get together one of these Thursday evening...Thinking of your Taylor..he had a lovely welcoming smile..I just loved it when he stopped by at work. Never failed to give you a hug and kiss...Dec 2nd it will be 8 years that my Kyle will have passed..how sad is that..? Love and peace MaMa C
Missi Wecker
November 24, 2010
Happy Thanksgiving, Bubba!
This year…
I am thankful to have shared so many wonderful days with you.
I am thankful for your presence in my every day life.
I am thankful for your family, who has helped me through losing you as much (if not more than) I may have helped them.
Friday, as the anniversary of our first date rolls around yet again – I will remember our dinner at Don Pablo’s and driving aimlessly. I sure do miss our drives.
You have always been so precious to me. I love you and think of you every day! Your spirit is with me constantly.
Now, go eat turkey and watch some football. Also, tell Mikey I say ‘Hello’ and give him a hug for me, would you? And keep him company, it’s his first Thanksgiving away from home and I miss him a lot.
November 23, 2010
Thanksgiving 2010!
It's a cold dark wintry night and I feel compelled to stop at the cemetary this night. I turn my car so the headlights will shine on Taylor's stone off in the distance. It is so dark I can hardly see his name but the lighter-colored stone angel (left by Tino) shines brightly and it fills by heart.
I must admit this grieving process has taken much longer than I anticipated. We finally ventured out to a homeless shelter this past weekend and prepared and served a meal. We faced folk facing mental illness, abuse, joblessness, and much much more. I felt Taylor's spirit, his laugh, his broad shoulders with his arm draped round mine saying "come on mom, you can do this." I pondered his challenges, his life, our loss of him, and felt inspired to keep going.
Should you stop to read these notes a deep heartfelt THANK YOU for remembering our son and for your messages posted here, your calls, your cards, your thoughts, your prayers.
Have a blessed holiday season.
Linda and John
KC Henderson
September 28, 2010
Taylor was my heart n I miss him so much,i'm so srry for being away so long he was a real good friend and many ppl love him so much I still can't believe that he's gone I didn't get a chance 2 say good-bye but he knws i still luhv him n never will 4get him thinking bout u all the time I will miss u...But I knw he's in a better brighter place where he's at peace.
July 31, 2010
July 31, 2010 - Two years tonight without our son, Taylor.
Missi started this guest book. It serves as a connection to you, friends and family of Taylor. It is one of a variety of means to achieve comfort and peace. Knowing Taylor crosses your mind from time to time delights us and is a source of healing. We know Taylor is at PEACE now and we hang on to that as WE find peace and relish our wonderful memories of Taylor growing up in Maple Grove.
Recently a new entry came from Isaiah, a friend of Taylor's. Yesterday Taylor's boss Laura mailed a card to us with a picture of Taylor at work, this week a card comes from a aunt and uncle, tonight Missi will be starring into the stars at 10:36 p.m. (so will we tee hee)....they say no act of kindness goes unnoticed and we have and are experiencing this. A heartfelt THANK YOU is not enough.
May God continue to bless your lives and cause us to live lives full of love and kindness in Tay's memory.
John and Linda, Taylor's mom and dad
Missi Wecker
July 26, 2010
Bubba,
Wow… two years. It hardly seems possible.
There isn’t much to say that hasn’t been said already… I still think about you every day. I still miss you every second. I still see things that remind me of you and hear songs that make me remember. With a heavy heart, I had no choice but to let go of all of my angst and devastation. I know now that letting go of the hurt doesn’t mean I don’t love you as much as I did all those years, but it means I am allowed to move on in my grief and think of you in happiness. That’s what you would have wanted, after all.
Some days I sit in traffic and feel the warmth of the sun on my face and I think of you. I am so thankful that I can think of you and smile. I can think of you and feel peace. Finally.
You continue to change me and help me to grow – I cherish that. I will continue to carry you in my heart forever. Thank you for sticking by me for the last two years, I never would have made it through without you.
On Saturday evening at 10:36 pm, be looking for me. I will be the girl staring up at the stars, remembering your sweet face.
Miss you.
Cheri Foss
July 24, 2010
Ornimental lillllly on it's way..One more for Taylor's garden..
July 23, 2010
This is the time the clouds roll in...the hot sultry summer nights remind me that you drew your last breath on July 31st - almost two years ago.
Your dad and I visit your grave often - we know it only is a place of remembrance - a place to reflect in quiet and solitude. Notes have been left in your mailbox strapped to your bench. Sometimes I drive by and in the sun the light shines on your marker and before I get our of the car off in the distance I see TAYLOR WARD. Grief is a funny thing. We have to experience it in bits and pieces. Never did I think I would visit my child's cemetary...but it is so.
Missing you and honoring you and our memories daily...Mom
Felaan Johnson
July 22, 2010
Hey Daddy.
I miss you love this month sucks so bad for me every year. I hate it still dieing inside waiting for my time to come. when we can see each other again. But other then that nothing has really changed. I still miss you i still love you i still cry at night. i cant type anymore right now im a mess
I love you taylor.
Love always Felaan
Taylor my my house North Minneapolis 2007
Isaiah Tolbert
June 21, 2010
Isaiah Tolbert
June 21, 2010
God knows how much I been thinking of you...I'm sitting here at work just ...still stunned.
Taylor at my house 2007
June 19, 2010
Isaiah Tolbert
June 19, 2010
Taylor!
I miss you so much. What I would not do just to see you and hear your voice again! Just to sit and watch T.V., go eat pizza and have some drinks with you one more time! Hear your funny jokes and how much you loved Bella. The last time I seen you in person was great! I am so glad that you are in a better place and that you are looking on after all of us who loved you deeply! I would not take away one minute of the good or bad we had in our friendship...I would do those three years all over again if I could!
One thing I like about you was that you were young but very mature minded. You liked to party and hang out just like the rest of us; however you had such a smart outlook on life and what society thinks about you. You just did not care what anyone said and always lived your life the way YOU wanted to. An inspiration to my life. I miss you so much man; I never got a chance to meet your mom or your dad but I know they were proud of you.
It is so much fun reading all the different experiences you had in your life by the other people who truly cared about you and knew you best. See you on the other side man!
Danielle Pickett
April 6, 2010
Hey there Tae..
Emily and I came to see you last week, and even though things didn't go as well as I had hoped, she still came with me none the less and I was very happy. There is a new man in her life, he is a great guy, his name is Chase. And a part of us thinks this was your doing. He looks exactly like you, you two have the same traits, I mean just everything. And he and I get a long great, and that too I believe is your doing.
You were my greatest friend, and I am so sorry if I couldnt be there for you in the way you needed. I feel that there was more I could have done for you. And I really am so sorry.
I know it might seem wrong to some, but at times I wish it would have rather been me over you. You are so smart and had so much to live for and achieve.
I love you taylor Ward, you are always in my heart.
April 3, 2010
Dear Son...It is fast approaching the second EASTER without you. I wake at 5 a.m. with an unsettling dream. I rarely have dreams...I do not understand why this happened. There was a young child who kept playing right inside the entrance of a cave and I kept calling "come back, stay by the entrance, don't go in further." I woke up upset because the child went in further and he could no longer hear my voice nor could I hear or see him. I kept mulling it over trying to get back to sleep but here I sit with computer writing you a note - this is beyond ridiculous but yet I do it.
I touched the button "view entries" just now and view the names of your acquaintances that have written over the past 1-1/2 years. I do not know many of them...how I wish I did.
1-1/2 years - it does not seem possible - it seems as if it was only yesterday. So much has happened and so much has not. We continue with our missing of you. We long for a "do over" but of course this is not possible.
Tonite dad and I sat at a sweet tender Good Friday service at our church in Monticello. On the screen flashed a brilliant sunrise with three crosses amidst the brilliance of the sun. I imagined you in the sunlight. It is what bolsters us and gives us strength to go forward.
I remember Easter 2006 or 2007. Ashley dressed Bella up in an amazing dress and we picked you and Bella up for church at The Sanctuary. I have been listening to the worship CD you made for me when you were about 14 or 15. I am rambling now...so it goes.
I need something here, dear God, please give me something. I am jolted to the memory of Jenna T.'s (your friend from youth group at Open Door) long letter she sent us right after you died. She stated that what was helping her that week was remembering you as a young teen-ager being particularly happy one evening at church and you said something about feeling connected to God that particular evening. I am sorry life got so hard. I think of you drawing your last breath that hot summer evening in July 2008 and imagine God taking you into his arms.
Always loving you sweet son, Mom!
Cheri /Kyle's mom Foss
March 15, 2010
Thumbs up John..I was out there myself. Just one of those beautiful days for a visit and reflections.. My love to your darling wife. Peace be with you all. I did something I thought I would never do..I took pictures of our markers..not sure why.. But I did..
John Ward
March 14, 2010
I stopped by to visit today and it looks like you’re keeping the place up pretty good. Everything was clean and sparking in the sun. I brought the laptop with me I was going to write this note on the bench but the sun was so bright I couldn’t read the screen. I’ve got an attachment to this laptop. I bought it the night you died. I’d just got a reimbursement at work and I wanted to get mom a computer to use. I picked it up on my way home from work. I called you but you didn’t answer and I had to set the thing up by myself that night. I remember going to bed without calling you again that night and can’t tell you how much I wish I’d made that call and that you would have answered.
Mom bought a new car and you would have been proud of her bargaining. It must be where you got your negotiating skills. She talked them down $2,000 from $14,000 to $12,000 on a car with a blue book value of $16,000. It’s got about 10,000 miles on it but it looks brand new.
It is a gorgeous day today. Just short of 60 and most of the snow is gone. It is almost deck weather. I think I’m going to unwrap the Wrangler today. I wish you were here to help. But I’ll pretend like you are. I miss you.
Pops
Felaan Johnson
March 7, 2010
hey baby i been thinking about you been to see you a couple times. It still is not any eaiser to think about you. I still miss you terribly your birthday was really bad for me. My birthday was just as bad but i tried to make the best of it. Well i love you dude we will be together again. My life wont be the same till then.
Love always
Felaan
Missi Wecker
January 20, 2010
Hey Tay,
Well, Christmas came and went and then your birthday. What a year it’s been, but I am sure you know that. It’s actually been OK. We’d all rather have you here, of course, but you’ve brought so many of us together that its kind of cool to look around and if something happens that reminds us of you we look at each other and say “Tay would have loved that” or “I wonder if Taylor knows.” (I always tell your Mom that of course you know.)
Your spirit really is living on within each of us. You truly can never be forgotten or replaced because you, in a lot of ways, are the glue that holds us together.
One morning I was listening to the radio and I heard that our ‘angels’ or loved ones we have lost like to sit in the passenger seat of the car while we drive. I have never really believed stuff like that before, but something makes me think that you are with me occasionally. And that makes it easier to miss you.
The little things in life still remind me of you, and thinking of you makes me smile. Like when I got a new phone, it's top of the line and I knew you’d be so proud.
I love you, Bub, and I miss you beyond words.
See ya in the car.
John Ward
January 11, 2010
Today is your birthday. Mom, Stephanie, Pete, and the kids and I met up with a bunch of your friends at Le Ann Chins. It was hard for me to be there. I have so many memories of our times there and I’m sad that we’re not making new memories. I miss you’re your teasing and uniqueness. I even miss some of your pain in the butt moments. But I am grateful for our time together and will cherish it until I see you again.
Mom thinks it’s time for a new car and I want you to help us look. If you spot any good deals let us know the next time you stop by to visit.
See you soon.
Dad
LaCrecia Hagen
January 11, 2010
Happy Birthday Taylor!!
Cheri Foss
January 11, 2010
May all the good memories carry you through Taylor's special day. Someone asked if it was appropriate to celebrate the birthday of a person who has passed away..Obviously the questioner has not experienced the birth of a child, the rasing of a child nor the loss of a child. Celebrate like a Rock Star I do say..
Taylor would have it no other way...Peace to all Taylor's family and friends..Cheri Kyle's mom
January 9, 2010
...I wonder...today especially... because in two days, this Monday, January 11th, you would be 22 years old. What would you be like this day? Would life be easier? Would life be more difficult? Would you be enjoying life? Would you have a hint...just a hint of how very precious, how very loved you were...or would you be filled with the "yucky" self-doubt and self-hatred that plagues all of us at times.
I do not know the answers to these questions. I only know you are at peace and that helps on the great "missing days".
We will be at LeAnn Chin's in Maple Grove the evening of your birthday - we will imagine you swinging through the doors at the set time smiling that smile and giving us all a hug.
We miss you Tay...always! Mom and Dad
Cheri Kyle's Mom Foss
December 17, 2009
The Blue Christmas
Such a emotional time and with a loss of a child the pain remains a dull ache for many years to come.Sometimes I really hate the truth.
Linda Ward
December 16, 2009
Holidays 2009!
Today I stop by the cemetary. It is peaceful and beautiful with fresh new snow. I am jolted by your name, Taylor Ward, glistening in the winter sunlight on your black shiny marker!
It is one of those days where it just couldn't possibly be real but of course it is. In just a few weeks we will not have been with you for 17 months. I pull the mail from the mailbox as I round back home. It is a Christmas card from Kendra. Kendra...who lived down the block from us in Maple Grove...she was your babysitter, your boss at Taco Bell, your friend, your support to be sure!
I know we will receive calls and cards from your friends growing up - it is like that and oh what a peace it brings to us - your mom, dad, and sister.
We miss you - we treasure our memories...mom!
Felaan Johnson
November 14, 2009
Hey love It's been sometime i'm finally ready to see where you lay to rest. i'll be up there this week. It's been so hard for me to face the facts of reality. That when i go to your marker it's final you are really gone. And i will never see you again. i love you man and i would do anything to have you here for all of us again. i'll tell you more when i come up to see you. I love you baby see you soon
love always
Felaan
October 28, 2009
Dear Family of Taylor,
You have arrived at the crossroads of acceptence with Taylor's passing. Taking the high road filled with faith in God and the belief of eternal life. His promise is true...Taylor does live on in a most beautiful place and through the Grace of God Taylor shall leave little reminders of himself, letting you know he lives on and his spirit surrounds you all. Even in death love for family remains the same.....Amen....Amen....Amen..MaMa C
October 27, 2009
Dear Wellingtonmgt.com!
This past week I drive by the corner where our son Taylor died. Piercing the beautiful lawn at that corner has sat a lovely wooden white cross with Taylor's name written on it (done by Taylor's dear friend Tino who lived down the block from us).
Throughout the past 14 plus months family and friends have left flowers there as well. It has been a source of comfort just knowing others think of him and it was SO RESPECTFUL of your company to let this linger so long.
As I drive by this week I notice it is all gone. I feel an ache in my stomach and think perhaps I must drive on by quickly and go right home...but instead I park and walk the few yards. I search for the remains...anything that connects me to this memory. I find the small hole remaining where the cross had been set, I brush aside the long wet grass, and there amidst it sit three small artificial white lilies connected by the stem that measure about one-half inch each. I kneel and press them in my hand. Wow! This feels like no accident - God did you do this for us?!
Some would say, Linda, you're flipping out...but through all of this...it has been this faith...this belief in God...this belief in life everlasting that brings the MOST comfort of all.
Wellington company...we do not know who you are and who made the decision each week to work around that little site BUT we think you are indeed thoughtful and sensitive to have done such a deed.
As I drive away...I realize it is time...it is actually the PERFECT time as we no longer need to be reminded of that hot summer evening when Taylor took his last breath with the Brooklyn Park chaplain at his side...but we can now focus on his entire life with us and the incredible conversations and outpouring of just plain caring that have bolstered us.
I have done some reading on white lilies...we are all familiar with them as they are often placed in churches at Easter time to remember Jesus' death and resurrection and to remember those who have died. We received several plants of live white lilies the funeral week. I had planted those in our garden and the very week of July 31, one year later, one of the plants from friend Cheri had over 30 white lilies on it for several weeks! Accident? I don't think so.
These words come to mind around lilies...purity, new life, and hope. Death is dreadful...it is difficult to find the right word after losing a child and yet every day around this world countless families lose a child...it is part of life.
I no longer take for granted my faith in God, my belief in life after death,
my belief in forgiveness and redemption...these are great gifts that have been offered to us and YES it all sounds odd and like I just might be desperate but this decision, which requires believing in something I can't see, is something I can no longer take for granted...
Should you still drop by and read thoughts at this Star/Trib legacy site...well thanks for caring...for listening...and Wellington Company...YOU'RE KIND!
Tay's mom, Linda
Taylor at work
September 25, 2009
Missi Wecker
September 24, 2009
Hey Bubb,
Its fall again - where does the time go?
The fall always makes me think of you, even when you were still with us. Many of our great times happened in these fall months - times I think about often.
Day to day life is easier for me now. Missing you will always be the hardest thing I have to do, but now a days the memories bring more smiles than tears.
Thank you for helping it make it through the last year. Knowing you were with me made it easier to breathe. Your my angel now, forever. Take good care of yourself up there, because all of us down here miss you everyday and love you more than you will ever know. Never forget that.
Love you, bud. Forever.
Linda Ward
September 18, 2009
September 17...it's a beautiful fall nite and this was a particularly warm day outside...perhaps that is why it was a tearful day my dear sweet son. It was a hot summer night just 13+ months ago that you slipped from us. Oh my, we still miss you beyond belief. I feel days of peace but I am not there yet...I know the day will come though because this is what YOU would want for us all.
Today I went to the cemetary and wrote you a note - it did help. Today we received an email from your work friend Mikkaela - we were able to meet both she and her husband Antwon. They found our house (brave on their part) to come all the way out here because they loved you so and wanted to meet us and tell you of their experiences with you. Her email today gave me more insight into your last year. We will continue the friendship with them that you started. They are a very special family - I'm proud of you Taylor that you went to them for help.
God continues to gift us with reminders that he has you secure in his hand and that he cares about us here on earth. Your dear friend Missi made us a CD of many pictures from when you were a baby until your last months - it does bring a smile and great comfort.
Emily is home from basics - she did it. Tino has a new job - she and Mike graduated from college. Missi is an angel sent to help us out. Laura made an amazing "gone but not forgotten" plaque. Danielle and Lindsey came out to see us. We got a card this week from Des Moine (Ashley's cousin). The list goes on...God has used these individuals and many many more - I hope they just know!
Talk again, missing you ! Mom
Danielle Pickett
August 28, 2009
Dear Taylor,
Its been over a year...I know that I have taken so long to write in here again, but I can do all of this now because I gave you to God finally. Even though it still is hard at times, but I knew that for myself I needed to do so...
One thing that I can tell you is that I havnt had the same zest for life that I did when you were around...You just made everything so much more positive and interesting...I feel boring now. I am 21 now, and I am thankful that you finally appeared in my dreams. The night of my 21st I had a dream that you took me out to dinner, bought me a drink...but all you were doing was smiling at me. The whole dream, thats all it was...you just sitting across the table and smiling at me. I woke up crying that night because I wanted you there so badly. I wanted you to speak, I wanted you to make some movement, but you didn't. Just smiled...like always..
Well Emily came home from basic training with the army today, and I am worried about her. She has kept the pain inside, and it really bothers me. I havnt seen her quite yet, she just landed a few hours ago, but when I do see her I sure will bring her to visit you. And your family.
I miss you so much Taylor..There are no words in any language that can explain the pain that I feel, from you being away from me.
I love you............see you again someday.
Lindsey Pickett
August 8, 2009
Well its been about a year, one week and a day since we lost you Taylor. And still not a day has gone by where I don't think of you. You have missed a lot in the past year. Especially the past couple months. I FINALLY turned 16 and its been awesome! I got my drivers license on July 15th exactly 16 days before the one year mark of your passing. Maybe it means something, maybe it doesn't. I got a car almost a week ago and I'm deffinently loving it. But I'm a very pre-cautious driver so don't worry. I also start a new job this upcoming Monday(Aug. 10) at Best Buy. Danielle says you would have gone crazy for the discount. I'm very excited and blessed right now.
Today Danielle and I went up to your parents home for a get together. It was very difficult for Danielle. The past year as been difficult for her. She misses you so much. It's been almost 7 months since I was last up in Big Lake and I hope to still go and/or be invited every now and then. I love seeing your family and how inviting they are to your friends after everything that has happened. I look forward to going back.
Well I have to go Taylor but I will be back to write about what's going on. I miss you so much and can't wait to one day see you again.
Love You Taylor
and Miss You Dearly.
John Ward
July 31, 2009
Well Taylor it is 10:30 pm on 7-31-09. It's almost exactly one year from when you left us. It's been a hard year but we are getting along OK. The phone has been ringing off the hook with your friends calling to check on us. Even after a year they still think often of you. There is always some remembrance at the corner where you died.
You remember how mom made a garden for grandma when she died, well now you have one too. It's out in the front in that spot you used to get good reception on your phone.
Mom and I found a place for all of us to be together. I'm not sure you'll be really happy with where it is but I got to pick and we'll all be together. It's out in the trees in Big Lake. It is very peaceful and close to home. Gene, Steve and I drove up north to get the marker for your spot and put it in place about a week ago. Mom thought we should do a bench so we took our spot right next to you and set a bench there. I've been a little depressed this last year and have put on some weight so I think my new walking regime will be to walk over and visit you several times a week. The exercise will do me good and we'll get a few minutes to chat.
We're having a party next Saturday. There will be a lot of family and many of your friends. Stop by if you can find the time.
I miss you Taylor.
Cheri Kyle's mom Foss
July 31, 2009
Dear family of Taylor,
Today marks the 1st year of Taylor's passing.Today is painful at best and for those left behind a marker of sorts. You have experienced all the 1st. The 1st holidays without him. The 1st birthdays without him. The 1st family gathering without him. The 1st reality he won't grow old with his darling niece and nephew.The 1st reality that he shall not have a family of his own. Simply the pain of his loss still resonates throughout our minds, our heart and body. This tragic loss shall bring the most faithful to their knees. The loss of a child regardless of age is like no other pain known to a human being.It cuts to our very being, it cuts to our soul. We are left with the empty chair of possibilities. What could have been. Most days in the journey of grief we fight to stay strong, try to find good and share our compassion with others. But today the 31st we need not put forth such labor. Today we need not fight our sorrows, we need not wipe our tears, we need not hide our sadness, for today is ours to weep for the loss of our son, our brother, our uncle, our grandson, our cousin and our friend. Today we need not fight the battle of grief...God Bless us all.
Missi Wecker
July 31, 2009
Bubba,
Today marks one year since you left us. I can't explain how much and how often you are missed down here.
I am thankful to report I haven't forgotten your laugh or your smile. Although, I am glad you help to remind me by visiting my in my dreams.
The memories I have of you are the most precious thing I have. I miss you more than I thought I could ever miss anything or anyone.
I have accepted that you are gone now, but I will never stop wishing I had just one more minute. I pray you are having the time of your life up there.
You're unforgettable and irreplaceable, and I look forward to seeing your beautiful smiling face again soon while I dream.
I love you with everything I've got.
Aimee Rembe
July 15, 2009
Taylor,
I miss you so much. Why did you have to leave so soon? It wasn't supposed to be your time. I think of you often and wish that I could pick up the phone and call you or come and see you. You are such a good man & I wish I could see you right now. I love you so much Taylor and I will see you again someday. Love, Your cousin Aimee
Felaan Johnson
July 7, 2009
Taylor,
I sit here still having troubles with you being gone. last year at this time on this day you were with me. Talking about us starting our life together. If i would have know from this day that i only had 24 days left with you. I would have never let you leave my side. I would have said so much more. Told you i loved you so much every minute i had left with you. I'm sad today cause your not here. I don't know how i'm going to get thru that day the 31st. Your now up there kickin it with Micheal, Farrah, and Ed, i hope your entertaining them like you entertained all of us. With your charm love and charismatic being. I miss you and love you very much.
Love always
Felaan
Taylor being Taylor
July 3, 2009
2004-My Prom
July 3, 2009
2004- Last day for seniors
July 3, 2009
Linda Ward
July 2, 2009
It is a stunning summer nite - July 2nd - we are fast approaching our son Taylor's one-year (July 31st) car accident where he died at the scene. It has been a most difficult year with much sadness and grief. There have been days and nites when it seemed the sun would never shine again, the tears would never stop, and that perhaps life was just way too difficult. But, of course, we have had many happy days and nites as well. We have learned much about our son and feel his presence and spirit with us. We laugh, we cry, we smile at just the mere mention of his name.
Through this year we have been AWED at the tremendous outpouring of support and love from family, friends, and even strangers. It has literally given us strength and courage to think of others and not just ourselves. We know Taylor's death has caused others to make changes for the better in their lives.
Tomorrow nite, Friday, July 3rd, from 6-8 p.m. HEART OF THE CITY band will perform outside at Broadway and Girard Aves in North Mpls - I so hope we might run into any of Taylor's friends there. He was comfortable in North. We will be there thinking of him and wishing we would see his sweet face in the crowd...
Saturday evening, August 8th is going to be a special gathering. Should YOU possibly read this...FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF TAYLOR AND US...please know we would so love for you to join us at the Svea Hill Cemetary in Big Lake (just 1.6 miles from our house) - a sweet peaceful very small and imperfect cemetary that we think is perfect. We will gather at Tay's marker and enjoy thoughts of him and then come back to our house for food and fun. We think it will be a great way of ...remembering Taylor.
Please let us know if YOU would like to join us. Call or respond to this...you WILL need directions.
Much love, Linda and John Ward
Missi Wecker
June 25, 2009
Tay,
I had a dream last night that you called me from Heaven. You said you were in an amazing place, having the best time, and that I should stop worrying and missing you so much. You told me not to be so sad.
I choose to believe that when I dream of you, it is actually you vising me in my dreams - giving me reassurance and inspiring me to live another day in your memory.
Now it has been almost a year. And each day missing you is different.
We all miss you so much.
Please never stop visiting me.
Felaan Johnson
May 8, 2009
Taylor,
Hey boo boo how you doin? that's what you say when you called. I have not heard that in so long. But i still hear your tone in my head. I still miss you very much. Still wonder where we would be right now. Together under the same roof it would be 10 months. Things are still hard for me taylor. Alot easier but still hard. I love you very much and always will. No one can replace you and that is probably why i still remain single. You were my soulmate and i don't know if people have two or three. All i know is that i had one. And that one is full of Life, Love, and willingness to give to others carelessly. With out a doubt baby you were the greatest man in my life. I still see that your mom and dad are feeling like i am. We have accepted that your not here in body, but we have a hard time moving on with out your presense. I hope that you hear us all when we say we miss you out loud or under our breath or in our thoughts.
See you soon love
Thinking of you always
Love
Felaan
Missi Wecker
April 30, 2009
I cant believe it has been 9 months.
I really cant believe it.
You were just here. I just heard your voice.
To think about life going on without you is so painful. I never thought I would have to resort to old memories of you instead of calling you to make new ones.
The fact that the world has to go one without you is so unfair.
Love you.
Linda Ward
April 29, 2009
...I do not know, now 9 months later, if you pass by this site and remember our son, Taylor...but should you stop for a moment please read the following -
A friend emailed this to me (Taylor's mom) a few days ago. It was timely as it has been a couple of rough weeks - perhaps the Easter holiday and spring - "firsts" without Taylor. She has given me permission to share this - and so it goes...
"two weeks ago I was in a car accident. A young man plowed into my front driver's side. I totaled my car but thank God I was not hurt badly. I've been home from work the past two weeks recovering. It brought me into Taylor's last moments, and I can't get him out of my mind. It happened so fast that I didn't know it was coming until it was over.
So, I imagine God making time stand still for Taylor and angels, or one particular angel, coming to lift him gently out of this world we think is real..and embracing him tenderly, explaining to Tay what was happening, and giving him a chance to renew his faith, to see the Truth and be set free, indeed, free at last...while being escorted into the presence of God, who adores him.
That's what I imagine. I'm grateful for the opportunity to be in this relatively harmless accident two weeks ago. I'm grateful for the glimpse...for the potential insight into something I have no way of actually knowing."
I, Taylor's mom, want any of you who still think of him and miss him so to reflect on this.
Tonite I wake thinking of his "growing up" friend Emily who left a month ago for the Armed Forces - wherever she lies her head tonite I pray she is feeling safe and loved. Taylor would have fussed and fumed over Emily leaving but deep down would have been very proud of her.
The contacts have slowed down now as we would expect. However, I know many of you still think of our son.
God Bless you for your continued love and support.
Taylor's mom, Linda
Nancy Khamkhaykeo
April 7, 2009
so today i woke up today and saw my sister on my computer downloading music on the computer and the song she had playing was "Hallelujah" by Kate voegele, it made me cry. It made me miss you more than ever... I know this isn't relevant in anyway but On the 24th of March in 2005 I lost m brother in a deadly car accident as well. 4 years later i still can't understand why. and then you're accident happened in almost the same exact way and then it becomes dejavu all over again. I still can't get over the fact of everything that 2008 brought and took away. I gained not only a friend meeting you but a brother. I try my hardest to be the Superwoman that i believe I am but it comes with struggles, I miss your encouraging words and the days you laughed and picked on me. I wish we had more time to really hang out... I still have your phone number in my phone too, so afraid to delete it, waiting for that one text message to come in saying something off the wall........................
Danielle Pickett
March 5, 2009
Its 3:00 am. Tonight is one of my hard nights...
I think that out of everything that I have put myself through in my life that this is one of the hardest most difficult things that I have ever had to deal with ( and for those who know me, i have had some really rough times.) EVERY single day, I have cried. I cry myself to sleep, at work, i take a minute to go into the bathroom and cry, i go into Minneapolis I cry, and Brooklyn Center and Brooklyn Park, I cry.
I know that I shouldn't, but I just dont know what else to do, and I geuss that if I talk about it, it just makes it reality. I keep thinking of the time that I told you if it ever come down to it, that I would want to die first so that I would never have to live a day with out you. And this is the perfect example of why I said that.
In a past entry my sister (Lindsey) may have said that I am strong, (which is very true.) But this is my weakness. Having to deal with losing you, has made me lose a part of myself, I cant be strong in this situation, I try to be but I just cant be.
I was always weak when it came to you. I think it was that cute face with the blue eyes and your gentle touch. And that COLOGNE!!! oh your sweet smell...i have a bottle of it, i spray it in my room every now and then, so that when i walk into my room its as if your in there with me.
The smell of your cologne mixed with the smell of cigarettes is so comforting to me. it puts me at a little bit of ease...( silly i know. )
I miss you so much it hurts. Sometimes i can barely breathe.
I love you so much Taylor. And miss you dearly.
ALL MY LOVE,
Danielle aka: D.Peezy!!!!
(ha ha, oh tae dizzle )
I will never forget this night, it was one of our greatest!!!
Danielle Pickett
March 5, 2009
It is 2:33 am and I can't sleep. Once again I am struggling with the fact that I lost you...
So much has been going on in my life, that you are supposed to be here to share with me. But I know that you are part of the reason that I am recieving these blessings..
Every day I think to myself about a certain conversation that we had, when I told you that if it ever came to be, that I wanted to die first, so that I never had to live a day with out you in my life. I still have not been able to accept this, and I wont for quite some time, it is just too painful.
I never ever ever ever gave up hope when it came to you.
I hope you know that. I love you Taylor, I will see you again one day...I just wish that we had more time.
Your dearest friend,
Danielle.
Memorial Show Flyer
March 3, 2009
Missi Wecker
March 2, 2009
Taylor Stephen Ward Memorial Show
I have put together a memorial show in rememberance of Taylor, and I would like all of you who are able to come out!
100% of the proceeds will be donated to a local organization, The Sanctuary CDC, in memory of our precious Taylor.
Please see the details below, and also the flyer uploaded into the picture section of this website.
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The Sanctuary CDC is an organization out of North Minneapolis which exsists to collaborate with others in North Minneapolis to address concerns related to health, economic and workforce development and youth development. They work to empower residents, both individually and collectively, striving to help people who lack economic and social resources - at the same time - to correct structual injustices that affect the individuals and community of North Minneapolis.
You can learn more about this amazing organization by visiting their website : http://www.sanctuarycdc.org.
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The details of the show are as follows:
Friday, March 13th 2009
Location: The Dinkytowner Cafe by the U of M campus (412 1/2 14th Ave SE, Minneapolis, MN)
Time: Doors open at 9pm, music until 1:00am
18+ Show
Cost: $4 for 18+ and $2 for 21+
The Line Up:
Local Hip Hop artists: C.A.S.E + Green Sketch
Megatron
Ecid
Sector 7G
Parallax
No Bird Sing
Out of Bounds
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Come out and have a great time! The venue has a full menu and bar available at all times, as well as pool tables and a lounging area. Like I said, 100% of the proceeds go to The Sanctuary CDC, so even if you prefer different music, come out and support an amazing cause in memory of Tay.
Hope to see you there!!
If you have any questions, please email me below!
John Ward
February 15, 2009
Taylor,
I was going through the Contacts on my phone today. I am deleting the numbers I don't need anymore. I came to “Taylor's Cell” but I couldn't bring myself to deleting it. I know its not your number anymore and I cried because I knew you wouldn't answer. So I called home because I knew no one was there. Your voice answered the phone and I told you I really miss you. I hope you get the voice mail. I love you and miss you.
Dad
Missi Wecker
February 6, 2009
Hey Bubb,
I had a dream about you last night, you looked great. I hope you are doing OK up there.
I can't believe its been 6 months; it seems like just yesterday.
I love you.
Corinne Murray
February 4, 2009
Taylor came into my mind today and I felt the need to share that. I look for him every time I am out - if I see a guy wearing a black polo, some blue eyes, or a short shaved head...I think of him. Honestly, his smile, his demeanor, everything...he was a truly amazing man. I want you to know that he was one of my favorite reasons to go to work and thinking of him is extremely bittersweet.
There are many could haves and should haves that went through my mind as well and still do. What I do know is that he blessed me and I want to thank his parents for raising such an amazing individual. Thank you - I miss him dearly.
Lnda Ward
February 1, 2009
God Bless your dear dear friends and family that never cease to amaze your dad and I, sweet Taylor. Yes, yesterday was six months that you have been gone. We gain strength and comfort knowing you are not forgotten. Tomorrow is your dad's birthday. I know you loved him dearly and had such respect for him - especially as you became a man. Missing you, Mom.
Lindsey Pickett
January 31, 2009
Hey Taylor. So today marks 6 months since we lost you. Its been a tough 6 for a lot of people. But I'm sure you have made life fun for those up there in heaven. Nothin real interesting has happened since I last wrote in here. Life is pretty boring when your 15. I finally passed a Biology test. I was pretty happy because I cant pass them for anything. Really really hate tests, ecspecially Biology haha, but anyway, just wanted to stop by and say hi. Im sure you know I write in here periodically and I will continue to do so.
I miss you Taylor. Not a day has gone by in the past 6 months that I dont think about you and the same will go for the next 6.
I Miss You Taylor. Always Will
Love Ya
Melissa Doyle
January 11, 2009
Happy Birthday sweet sweet Taylor! I miss you dearly! Last night was the Fat Kid Party at Muncy's house, and I know you would have gotten a good laugh out of it! We all miss you, and talked a lot about you. I'm sorry I was not able to celebrate your day with your family, but you were in my thoughts and heart. Until I see you again, take care in Heaven my friend :-)
Lindsey Pickett
January 11, 2009
Hey Taylor.
Today was your 21st birthday. A tough day for many. people gathered around at your parents house and just celebrated a life instead of a loss. I think with the many people that showed up today, it really shows how many lives you touched in your time here on Earth. I wish you were here so I could help you celebrate this big birthday.
I remember on the birthdays of mine that I saw you, you always told me I was going to be something big one day. Well if you were here, I would tell you that no matter what you have done or do, you will always be something big. Being able to have known you is a miracle to me. Nobody will ever be able to replace the mixture of things that you are. You are something special Taylor. I hope your celebrating your birthday up there in heaven. They are really lucky to have you up there. But we all still wish you were down here.
Happy Birthday Taylor!
I love you and I really really miss you!
Felaan Johnson
January 11, 2009
Happy birthday baby today i'm going to remain quiet. Just thinkiin of you and all the good times we had. And would have continued to have. Had i not lost you that night. I Wonder what we would have done tonight. Leavin our house to go to your folks forsure. After that What bars would we have ended up at. As i type this tears roll down my cheeks. Filled with joy cause i knew you. Anger cause i lost you too soon. No one will ever replace you i do realize that now i have tried to move on and date. it's not workin i compare everyone to you. The rest of my days are going to be hard, but they will never be as hard as the night i found out you died. I miss you so much wish you were here with me still today.
Love always
Felaan
Mom
January 11, 2009
Happy 21st Birthday
...Taylor boy!!!!
I get up early today...6 a.m. & I sit and look outside at the beautiful snow. It is peaceful and quiet this Sunday a.m. I know your car will not come down the driveway now, I know you are not sleeping in your bedroom down the stairs, and I know I will not hear your voice today. It is now 5-1/2 months that you have been gone.
As each day passes we learn more about you our son, about ourselves, about the "should have, could haves".
Death is an uncommon experience. It pierces our very souls and causes us to stop, look, and listen! Sometimes we do just that and sometimes we are swept up in the busyness of a day..but through it all, Taylor, my son, you are always there in our thoughts every minute of every day. Especially today we will gather because exactly 21 years ago you were born. We will remember Dawn this day as well. I have been remembering of late when your dad and I and sister dedicated you to God and literally offered you back to God at that Sunday a.m. church service back in 1988....you grabbed the microphone from Pastor Dave and he said, "the kid is going to be a minister." Everyone laughed.
Well, Taylor, never could we have imagined this outcome at 21 years of age. As we receive a call, a letter, a note from a friend, a family member, or an acquaintance of yours with a mention of how life has been for them since you died and what they want to do with their life in memory of you....I think...you know your life IS touching and helping others.
We miss you so dear son...we are celebrating YOU today at the house. Friends and family will gather and we will tell "Taylor stories." Leeann Chin's is donating Peking Chicken (your absolute favorite) in your memory. It will be a day of tears I am sure but more of remembering all the fun wonderful times - we will laugh and smile at one another knowing you are with us.
I love you son....Mom!
Lindsey Pickett
January 1, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR TAYLOR!
Miss You Bud!
Missi Wecker
December 31, 2008
Hey Bubb,
I don’t have many words to describe what I feel as I write another one of these. Sad. Angry. Frustrated. Desperate. And I can’t put into words how I feel when I drive by the last place I saw your face, the places we shared special memories; the place you took your last breath. It’s a knot that starts in my stomach, works its way into my hands and wells up into my eyes. It’s an awful feeling; maybe the hardest part of you being gone is just remembering what it was like to have you here.
Your birthday is soon. The big 2-1. I wonder what your plans were. Remember your 16th birthday? At 12:00 on the dot I brought in a Twinkie with a candle and sang to you. You laughed and said you hated Twinkies.
My birthday is on Monday. Do you remember those birthdays you shared with me? I remember how you held my hand as we walked into get my nose pierced. You pulled out a sucker to distract me and I still squeezed your hand so tightly your face winced. I was just 18 years old then. That was also the year you got me “Pretty Woman” on DVD, because you knew it was my favorite. You ate cake and sang to me with my family. This year, when I blow out the candles I will wish for peace for everyone you’ve left behind.
God, I miss you.
Today is a day when everyone celebrates the New Year ahead and leaves the old year behind. But just because the days turn into weeks into months and eventually years, I hope you realize the memory of you is never left behind. I will cherish all that I shared with you every day for the rest of my time on this earth until we are reunited. Your spirit lives within all of our hearts and shines through as we live our lives and do things that allow your legacy to live on.
You are simply irreplaceable.
Love you.
Lindsey Pickett
December 31, 2008
Hey Tay.
Its been 5 months now since you've been gone. The holidays are almost over and it was a tough one knowing you werent here. Your mom inviting me and dani up to the house to celebrate the big 2-1. im very grateful that your mom who i have only talked to once was nice enough to invite me. She must be someone special and i hope i get the chance to talk to her.
if your not to busy please stop by. i mean what could be more important right? just show some sign that your there. we all need you taylor. I wish everyday that you will just come back. If i could i would do it myself. We need you down here. i think everyone needs a laugh every now and again.
I love Taylor. And Miss You Very Much!
December 30, 2008
Taylor, I dreamt last night in detail that you got a webcam and we were finally able to talk to you and see you. It's been a sad week. I miss you terribly realizing that you are not only gone this Christmas but every Christmas forever. It's terrible, really terrible. I miss your shananagans, your hugs, smiles, phone calls and drop ins. I really really miss seeing you on a smoke break at work and driving up and suprising you. I miss the mixture of your cologne and smoke. I miss you. The thing that gets me the most is that I want to know you at 30, at 40, and at 50. I wanna meet who you choose to spend your life with and meet your kids. I wanna make jokes about moms driving forever with you. Every now and then I daydream about telling you a story I know would make you laugh and bend over holding your belly and put your hand in front of your face. I want you back little brother, plain and simple. I want you back. I miss you Taylor.
Your big sis
Taylor is home
December 30, 2008
Taylor is home
December 30, 2008
John Ward
December 28, 2008
It's the Sunday after Christmas and Mom and I are winding down after a very busy week. It seems like the holidays are all bunched up; Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year's day, and then you birthday. You've been gone 5 months and I have you in my thoughts as much as before. The memories are as plentiful but less painful.
I bought you a GPS for Christmas but I'm guessing you don't need where you are so I'll give to mom and you can use it to help not get lost. It you can figure out how to do it give her curb warnings too.
There will be party for your birthday at the house if your not to busy stop by all your friends will be here.
I really miss you.
Love,
Dad
Felaan Johnson
December 25, 2008
Hey baby boy Merry Christmas. Still not a day goes by i don't see your face. Everytime i open my phone there you are. I miss you baby today was not easy for me. But i'll push thru it.
Love
Felaan
Kati W
December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas Taylor!
Melissa Doyle
December 23, 2008
It's almost Christmas, and not a day has gone by that I don't think of you sweet Taylor. I miss you more than I can say, but I know you're with me and looking out for me, and for everyone else you loved. You always put others ahead of yourself, and I pray that you are now at peace and truly content. I love you Taylor!
Lindsey Pickett
December 21, 2008
Hey Tay Tay. Its been almost 5 months now since you've been gone and not a day goes by where i dont think of you. Christmas is coming and it will be the first one with out you. It will be hard for Danielle but we both know how strong she is and i think we both know you had something to do with that. I finally got my permit but driving with Danielle can suck at times. Wish you were still here to teach me like you said you would. Danielle said you were really looking forward to doing that. I can only picture the crazy things you would want me to do when going down a hill, or turning a corner. People wonder everyday if our memories of you will ever fade but i dont think anyone could ever forget someone who really had a heart of gold.
Its hard for me to fully grasp that you are gone. It gets harder and harder but some how i hope you can help me through it. Your 21st birthday is in a few weeks and I hope Danielle will be able to celebrate a life that touched many and not think of the tragedy that hurt many.
Merry Christmas Taylor. I Love You and Miss You So Much. You were an amazing person and one of the best heroes out there. But most of all you were the brother I never had and the brother that can never be replaced!
Merry Christmas Tay Tay!!
Emily
December 19, 2008
You contiuosly stay on my mind. Every time I go on my space, there is your picture. I click on it and the last log in never changes. I felt overly compelled to write to you. let you know I miss you. I got a new random photo view on my computer and every time I look at it; it's you...a picture of you being silly, hanging out. I am very sad that you are gone and wish that it was so much different. I miss you greatly............ It seems like everyone once in a while the pain is still so sharp, and it makes be believe that you are touching me in one way or another.... ALWAYS WISHING YOU WERE HERE.... MERRY CHRISTMAS....
Taylor and I on 4th of July at Harriet Island, 2004.
December 17, 2008
Taylor and I at my family reunion up north in 2004.
December 17, 2008
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