Name: Visitation for Sturgis Kenneth SIZER
Start: 2016-07-30T14:00:00.000Z
End: 2016-07-30T15:00:00.000Z
Location: Jackson, Lytle & Lewis Life Celebration Center - Springfield

News Death Notice

SIZER, Sturgis Kenneth Beloved son of Ken and Angel (Craft) Sizer, gained his angel wings on Thursday, July 21, 2016. Born on July 14, 2016 at Springfield Regional passed away 8 short days later at Dayton Children's Hospital surrounded by family. In addition to his parents, Sturgis is survived by his three sisters, Kara, Jessica and Kacie Sizer; maternal grandparents, Terry and Cherri Craft; paternal grandfather, James (Anna Marie) Sizer; maternal great-grandmother, Frieda Pierson; uncles: Keith (Melissa) Sizer, Mike (Barbara) Sizer, Bill (Elaine) Butts, Donnie Butts and Wayne Craft; aunt, Teresa (Jerry) Stephens as well as numerous cousins and extended family. He is preceded in death by his paternal grandmother, Judith Sanders. While only here for a short time Sturgis's story of being born with Trisomy 13 has thousands of folks praying for him. His soul was pure innocent and knew nothing but LOVE the amount of prayer and love we have received on this journey has restored our faith in Christ and humanity God Bless. #SturgisStrong A visitation will be held on Saturday, July 30, 2016 at Jackson Lytle & Lewis Life Celebration Center from 10:00-11:00 a.m. with funeral services beginning at 11:00 a.m. Burial to follow at Enon Cemetery. In leu of flowers Memorial contributions may be made to Springfield Regional Birthing Center or Dayton Children's Hospital NICU in Sturgis' honor. Condolences are forwarded to the family by visiting www.jacksonlytle.com

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Published by Springfield News-Sun on Jul. 27, 2016.

Memories and Condolences
for Sturgis SIZER

Sponsored by Jackson, Lytle & Lewis Life Celebration Center - Springfield.

107 Entries

Momma

December 25, 2024

Merry Christmas Sturgis. Kacie took me to see your tree and lights tonight. Missing you so much. Ben hid little ducks in the house last night and I wish you would have been here to find them. I love and miss you so much buddy. One day I pray to be with you to fill the hole I have in my heart. Merry Heavenly Christmas Sturgis I love and miss you so much.
Love always, Momma

Kacie

December 22, 2024

Hey bubba, I know we haven´t wrote to you in a long time but we sure do miss you. It´s christmas time and I can imagine how happy and excited you would be knowing in a few days you would get to open presents just like I was at your age. The holidays are hard because the whole family is together but you are always missing. I love you always little brother.
-Sissy

Momma

October 25, 2022

Sturgis, the leaves are changing and Gods beauty is just breathtaking. Since I last wrote, Kacie had a wonderful time in Europe and Fair went good it was the last real fair for Kacie so life is ever changing. Kara got a new job closer to home so that is a blessing she wont have to drive as far especially in the winter. Jessica is still enjoying her job running the 5D Traveling Tavern. Our motorcycle vacation trip was beautiful seeing so many things of natural beauty on this earth is just amazing. Kacie is back in college and doing well this year, and we had Brooke's wedding here at the house and that was also beautiful. I know stress so much about things but they always work out. I know you and God have my back and give me the strength I need when I need it. Dad is still working and very busy and well you know me I work, work and then help your dad in the evenings work to make it thru. Dad volunteered me to help one of his elderly customers take her 2 German Shepard puppies to K-9 college, it has been fun but alot of work as well.... Hunting season is in so we have been to the cabin a couple of times. You would have loved the cabin so much just like Kacie did when she was your age. Well that about catches you up on your sisters and dad. I love you so much buddy and I miss you more than words can describe. Love you always and forever, Momma

Momma

July 6, 2022

Hey Buddy, Your sister landed in Europe today for a 10 day vacation. Please watch over her and keep her safe and bring her back home safe on your birthday !!! Thank you for watching over me and dad while we were on our motorcycle trip and bringing us home safe. I know you are always there watching over us. I miss you so much and I know someday I will see your sweet face in heaven. Love you so much Sturgis. Thank you for watching over us and keeping us safe everyday. Love you forever buddy. Momma

Sissy

June 21, 2022

i miss you bub momma and dad are with our aunts and uncles on a two week motorcycle trip! I get to hang out at home and stay with the animals but it´s okay because I get to go to Europe when they get back! I´ve always dreamed of going to Europe and I´m so excited I finally get to do it but there is a catch. I get back late on your birthday and will spend your whole birthday on a plane. I´m so sorry bubba, i always plan and pick the theme for your parties and have never missed one but this year will be difficult for me. i´m so heartbroken i won´t get to spend it at your grave and get to have a ballon release for you. I promise to try my hardest to make it up to you! I asked momma if we could have it the next day and so i could still plan it and decorate your grave. I´m thinking winnie the pooh this year because I remember how much i loved winnie the pooh as a kid and i just feel like you would love it too. I´m gonna go to bed so I can wake up for work tomorrow but I love you endlessly bubba and i hope heaven is treating you well up there. I sure do miss you everyday i love you bubba and i can´t wait for the day where we can reunite in heaven

Momma

March 22, 2022

Hey buddy !!! This month is Trisomy 14 Awareness month and I have been sharing your story. Every one is doing good. Your sisters are doing well I really miss seeing them as they are all out of the house now, Kacie in College, Jess still living in Texas and Kara is busy as can be with teaching her kiddo's in school this year. Dad has went self employed and is very busy and I am working from home. It has been a whirl wind the past 6 years and especially the last one with Kacie going to college. Grandma and Grandpa are doing ok as well. I sure miss you as you would be finishing up your first year of kindergarten. I see kiddo's and it makes me happy and sad all at the same time. That is a weird feeling that is hard to explain and hard to shake off at times.... Well I better get back to work. I love and miss you everyday. One day I know you will meet me in heaven and that will be a most glorious day. I love you and miss you always, Love Momma !!!!

Momma

November 2, 2021

I miss and love you so much buddy. So much has happened since I last wrote to you, Your dad lost his job and is now gone self employed and Covid-19 a virus that has spread across the world. We have been blessed that none of our immediate family was taken by this virus. I am working from home now due to the pandemic its hard I miss my friends but the animals love it that I am home. Today Kota get a playdate with Kit and Spot which should be fun. Dad went hunting with the guys and is having a good time. He needs the time away. I took a week off work and just cleaned the house and washed windows and got the home ready for what some say is going to be a long hard winter. Kacie went to college and the house is quiet now. You would be 5 and in kindergarten so I am sure you would be keeping me on my toes everyday. I love and miss you so much buddy. Thank you for watching over us and keeping us safe. Please watch over your sister in college and keeps her safe as she is exploring a whole new world right now and I hope she finds her calling and has a love for what she is doing. Love you always, Momma

Sissy

November 1, 2021

hey bubba, college is hard and i miss you so much. I wish you were here with me. i love you bubs<3

Momma

November 13, 2019

I love you with all my heart

Momma

September 9, 2019

love you buddy I miss you

Momma

September 5, 2019

Good afternoon buddy, Well it has been a really busy past 9 months. Last week we went camping I got to play with Roman who is just a bout a year older than you. I just kept thinking how much I know you would love to camp and all the silly things you would do or say. Roman was a bittersweet reminder of that. I cherished it. We the last final weeks on the flip house is upon us and I am sooooo glad. My body is so tired and I just want to relax and be able to get our house in order it has been so neglected for the past couple years. I am hoping this flip house will be a huge change for me and us as a family. So tired of the financial struggles hoping all of our hard work will day in and day out for 10 months will pay off. Please pray for us that we sell this house quickly.
Your sisters are good and Kacie is struggling with some issues with volleyball this season and some hip issues so I hope her current struggles will be for a reason and God is in control and she will then realize the hardships she went thru will benefit her in the long run. Daddy is tired as well but we both are doing fine other than missing you so much. Some days are just hard but I try to mask my feelings so others do not see my inner struggles. I hope you are enjoying spending your time in heaven, I can only imagine how beautiful it is there. I know Dad and Kacie need me and I want to live to enjoy our grandchildren but if I died tomorrow I would not be afraid. I know that you are waiting for us when our time comes. I miss you so much and I cannot wait to see you one day ohhh what a glorious day that will be. Love you always remember your forever, Love your momma.

Momma

July 18, 2019

Good morning my little ray of sunshine today.... My memory wall shared a picture of the first time I got to change your diaper and hold you. This week is bitter sweet it has been 3 years since I was able to hold you, love on you, snuggle with you. We miss you so much everyday you are remembered and you are talked about daily. some days we laugh and some days we cry. Dad and I are working on the last stages of the flip house, Jimmy Buffett concert is tonight. I remember being at the concert just 2 weeks before you were born that year... Then tomorrow is Fair and goat weigh-ins. WOW so many emotions there as you passed away the Thursday before Fair weigh-ins 3 years ago and today is Thursday before Fair weigh-ins... Ohhhh how we miss you. I am soooo happy your sister was able to come up from Texas and be here for your birthday. You fill my heart every single day. I will be at fair the next week please watch over Kacie and her animals as its going to be a HOT one. Love you forever with every breath I take. Momma

Momma

May 30, 2019

Hi buddy love you.. not sure what happened to my last post I don't see it. I love you love you love you. We are still working on the house and your sisters are doing good. Belle was just diagnosed with Diabetes so we have to give her daily shots. Your tree shines brite every night. Well I am running to lunch just wanted to send you hugs and kisses as I do each day. love you buddy.
love always momma

Momma

April 3, 2019

Good morning my beautiful son. I love and miss you sorry its been so long since I was able to write you. Things are crazy busy at work and at home.. Dad and I bought house to flip and sell so we have been working so much on it. I want whomever lives in it to know it was done with so much love. I pour my heart into all I do there. I have even hidden your name in the walls in hopes that you will always keep the family who lives there safe from harm. Your sisters are doing good and well you know we have goats again and dad is ready for some piggies. I so wish you were here to experience the animals with us I sit an imagine you playing with all our animals. Dakota keeps us on our toes as I know you would be doing as well. Thank you for watching over grandma and taking care of her after her stroke she is getting better and I am so glad. We all are doing fine we just miss you so much, I just miss you and miss being able to watch you grow up. Its so hard some days and most folks have no clue the pain if missing a child like I miss you. I love your trees the lights make me smile as I see you in every twinkle of the light. Love and miss you buddy so much you have no idea. Give hugs and kisses to Memaw and Jim, HaleyBugg, Maw and Paw Craft, Papaw Roscoe, Stevie, Teresa and all our loved ones in heaven. Love you more than most :o) Always and forever my son I love you so deep, love always momma

Momma

January 15, 2019

I love you Buddy.. Wow so much since I last logged on but you already know since I tell you about everything everyday in my prayers.... Christmas was nice and we are now into 2019. your sister Jessica graduated with her Masters Degree in Texas and Kacie and I were able to go be there for that and was a good time even though we were sick and had to go to urgent care. Dad and I at Christmas talked a lot about what we thought you would be doing being 2 1/2 years old at Christmas how much you would love seeing the lights and the decorations. We got you a new tree to decorate and we are replacing the one at the cemetery. Kacie is doing good in basketball and Kara is going good teaching her kiddos at as a 2nd grade teacher this year. Jess is loving her new job. Dad and I are buying a house to flip it should close soon. we are excite about that and I am going to put a symbol of you into our new project. We love and miss you so much. Love always Momma

Momma

November 21, 2018

Hi Buddy.... Momma is missing you so much today... Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I will be missing you so much. I wish you could be here to enjoy this day with all the family that loves you so much.... I love and miss you Sturgis more than words can express. Love you always, Momma

Momma

October 15, 2018

Good morning my beautiful son,
Your sister finished her volleyball season and she did so awesome. Her hip is hurting her so we are hoping that she is just bruised and nothing more. I miss you buddy..
Dad and I are still working day and night sometimes 7 days a week.
Please watch over Brooke as she lost her grandma and is very sad right now....
Dakota is chewing up everything in the house so we had to put her in the cage during the day. She is getting better but is still a puppy. I so wish you were here to play with her, she loves to play and I know you would love chasing her, she loves to be chased and to chase you. I know she is going to be a good dog for us. Belle is getting old and her hips are hurting her really bad. She has trouble walking and getting up please watch over her as well. We love and miss you so much I would give anything to hold you and kiss you again.. We are riding in the toy run this upcoming weekend in your honor. I love you buddy forever, momma....

August 27, 2018

Hi Buddy, I miss you.. Kacie started school and is playing volleyball. She is doing real good. I know you are watching over us everyday. We pray grandma's biopsy comes back good so please pray for her. Everyone is doing good life is just busy running everyday and dad and I are still working in the evenings. We are getting tired of working so much. Hoping next year we can spend more time just riding and spending more time with Dakota..... Gotta run love you baby... Momma

Momma

July 18, 2018

Hi Buddy !!! I was so happy so many people showed up for your birthday party on Saturday and so many donations were received to give back to Dayton Children's NICU unit. You still continue to make a difference and a will always continue to honor you. We have been doing 3 donations thru out the year. March for Trisomy 13 awareness month, July for your birthday and December for sick kids in the hospital at Christmas time. Your sister is already planning your next birthday party she said she thinks you would like Mickey Mouse party so Mickey it will be.... We are getting ready for fair and have been busy everyday and night for a long time doing works and such... Hoping this fall dad and I can slow down just a bit and relax. Gotta get some work done darling. I love you to the heavens and back my sweet son.
Love you gobs.. Momma

Momma

June 22, 2018

Good morning darlin'... Sorry its been a while since I wrote to you... Work has been crazy and dad and I are working every evening. I know you have been praying for daddy this past couple weeks. He sure has felt your presence. Kacie has been to so many camps this month we have been going crazy driving her everywhere....
We will be celebrating your 2nd birthday next month. I am so excited I love to celebrate you... I love you so much my son. Please keep up the praying for daddy he sure could use them to help him get thru all this mental toughness at work lately... I know he is so tired from working then doing side work he is just exhausted but still goes on everyday... I love you always and forever.... Momma

Momma

May 29, 2018

Hi Buddy..... We went camping this weekend and sure missed you... I sat by the fire just wondering how much fun you would have just like I did as a kiddo growing up camping, hiking, swimming in the lake and fishing. Dakota really loved it too, she loved playing with her friend Leah (the Smith's dog) and also with Ace and Belle.
I love you buddy !!! Forever and always, Momma

Momma

May 21, 2018

Hi buddy.... Its been 22 months today that you made your journey to live in the heavens with god and the angels. I miss you.. We went to the cabin this weekend and I found a couple baby things that your sister played with at the cabin when she was your age... I just imagined you running around the the yellow Curious George flash light and the lantern fire fly container watching the fire flies light up at night.... The starts there are beautiful and the sky is so bright.. Your sister is finishing her last 2 days of Freshman year in high school, please watch over her as her life is continuously changing right now she will be driving with her permit in less than a year and I need all the eyes, help and guidance with her. Please help me guide her to be the best young lady she can be. Steer her from the bad peer pressures of the next 3 years in high school and give her the confidence, independence and leadership I know she has inside her... Please watch over daddy and the bleeding in his arms, we pray the doctor says its nothing to worry about... I am still loosing weight but fell off the wagon this weekend hee hee. I ate everything in site... I am down 26.6 lbs as of last weigh ins... Thank you for the strength to keep me going with this... I love you and miss you so much.... love you forever and miss you always, gobs of love, Momma

May 19, 2018

Hey there sturgis I have thought about you like crazy lately! What it would be that you would be getting into or what words you might say or even the crazy attitude because your going to be 2 soon! I miss you and think about you every day I can't wait to see you again! I hope your enjoying the streets of gold up there just keep watching the family keeping us safe and loved!
I love you
-<3- cousin brookie

Momma

May 4, 2018

Good morning buddy..... you are almost 22 months old and I miss you so much... yesterday at work a lady who had her baby girl just a few months before you were born was in telling us all about her little one.. Talking and interacting with their family and sibling and I could not help but think of how you would be in our lives. I am a little stressed right now so much going on with dad and I working so much on side work, financial stressing so many bills and everything seems to break or stop working, loosing Rudy and LowRider so close together and now the struggling with your new puppy Dakota.... On the bright side I am still loosing weight and hoping today to be down over 22 lbs since Jan of this year and down 36 lbs over all in the past 18 months... Dad and I have been sick this week to boot... Sometimes I just wish I could take a day off work and spend playing at home with you.... I know how much fun you would be at this age. Buddy I love you more than anything and knowing one day I will be with you again. I live everyday to be one day closer to you..... Miss you and love you forever buddy... Momma....

Momma

April 13, 2018

I love you darling... I wrote to you the other day and I am not seeing your entry.. I love you and hope you are finding Rudy and LowRider very playful... I am going to order more lights for you and get you a new tree when I find one that will fit in your space better... Love and miss you...
Momma

Momma

March 9, 2018

Hi Baby..... Momma has been working really hard on loosing weight and I am down 16.3 lbs so far..... Its really hard to do. I am using you as my courage.. You are the most courageous son ever.. I wish I had 1/2 of the fight you have....
March is Trisomy Awareness Month and I am sharing your journey so I hope its ok? Daddy is doing good and your sister are all doing good to. Thank you for watching over them and keeping them from harms way. I bet you are still having a fun time with RUDY playing ball and swimming...
Please tell him how much we miss him. This morning momma Belle was laying on the couch in his spot.. I was thinking she was thinking of him and wanted to be close and laying on his spot in the couch was her way. I love you buddy, have fun playing today momma loves you bunches....

Momma

February 16, 2018

Good morning buddy.... Well it's Friday and we are wearing your shirts to bring awareness to Heart Month... I know you have been watching over us the past 3 weeks... Please call RUDY home to be with you and Cricket and Lady... He is in so much pain it breaks my heart, its not fair life is not fair but we have to trust Gods plan although we do not understand it. I miss you and I tell Rudy you will play ball with him so please give him so much love, we will miss him so much at home just like we miss you, but I know someday we will see you again and I am a better person because I am your momma and Rudy's momma. Please help Rudy we miss you so much but are so glad Rudy will have you in heaven until we are together again... I keep telling him its ok to cross the bridge under the rainbow but he just keeps holding on. We love and miss you so much please take care of Rudy when he comes to you. I know you will love and play with him.. You too will be buddies and that makes me smile knowing and picturing the 2 of you playing everyday.. ohhhh and he loves to swim so lots of that too... Love you buddy... Always and Forever until we are together again. Love momma

Momma

February 1, 2018

Hey buddy, momma misses you.... Please watch over Aunt E, she is having issues with her back, please tell God to watch over her and heal her so she is not in more pain... Please also watch over your sister her heart is heavy right now and she is missing you terribly... Kacie loves you so much as do Jess and Kara.... We ordered shirts for heart month in your honor of Tetralogy of Fallot and CHD. We will wear them proudly.... Also G-ma is hurting with this cold weather please let them travel safe back down south to the place that is warmer and better on her body. You are an original blessing and I thank God he gave you to me. I love you my son momma and daddy love you so much

Momma

January 19, 2018

Hi Buddy !!!!! Missing you so much this week..... Dad bought me a curio cabinet for the living room for Christmas and I is so beautiful.... I went thru your stuff and was able to fill it quickly... I need another one as you have a lot of things that are so precious. I love sitting in the living room just looking at your things. The last month has been pretty busy... I have also started a weight loss program to help me loose some weight... This is only my second week and the first week I lost 3.3 lbs and this week only 1.8 but every little bit helps.... The weather has got so cold and we have quite a bit of snow.. I am sorry I don't visit as much but know you are always in my heart and I feel you when I sleep every night with Snoedel and Blue Whale... Well I have to get back to work just wanted to take a few minutes and tell you I was thinking about you always... I love you my son... always and forever, Momma

Momma

January 4, 2018

Happy New Year buddy.... I love and miss you.... I love our new family pictures with you front and center love you to the moon and back

January 3, 2018

Happy New Year Little Buddy,

Love you,
Uncle Willie

Sturgis's Library

Momma

December 28, 2017

Good morning buddy.... WOW its been a wild couple weeks.... I hope you, Jesus and all your family up there had a wonderful Christmas Day.. Dee took our family pictures with you right up front and center of each one. I really love our pictures with you... Visiting you on Christmas Day was so special, I am sorry no one came with me but it filled my heart to sing with you in my heart.... Christmas Eve service was beautiful as ever.. I felt you so much in my heart and my tears of missing you as we sang Silent Night. That song just pulls my heart strings the same way Amazing Grace does. I cannot make it thru either of those songs without tears...
Again this year we donated so many toys to Dayton Children's Hospital and also gas gift cards and baby books to the NICU unit. The NICU unit created "STURGIS STRONG LIBRARY" with our donated books. Where parents can use books to read to their babies just like I read to you.... Kerri used the little green frog from your name plate on your Library sign. It looks so cute I love it.... We also donated to the Ronald McDonald house to help other families who need a place to stay while their babies are in the hospital.. I love and miss you more than you know but it gave me such joy to give back this Christmas season in your honor. I love you every single day and I think about you every minute of everyday. Daddy got me a curio cabinet and I set it up and put so much of your stuff in it on display I love to sit and look at it in our living room.. You are MY HEART I love you darlin'. Forever and always, Love you momma...

Momma

December 5, 2017

Hey buddy... Christmas time is coming fast, and we are once again this year donating toys to Dayton Children's and helping families of the NICU with gas cards in HONOR of you. Ohhh buddy the lives you touched is just amazing. I miss holding you and snuggling with you I so wish I could turn back time.... It is so heartwarming to do things in your honor I love you so much and will never let you not be remembered. I will keep you alive and have presence in our family everyday.... We lit up your tree at home with Christmas lights it is so beautiful just like you. Love you buddy always and forever.. Love Momma...

Momma

November 21, 2017

Sturgis momma loves you. Thank you for keeping me safe last night. I know how much I would love to be with you in heaven but daddy and Kacie need me right now. Thank you for getting me home safe...
Today is your 16 month Angel Wing day..
I love and miss you do much....
Always and forever darlin
Love momma ❤

Momma

November 8, 2017

I love you with all my heart and I miss you dearly buddy...
Love Momma

Momma

October 18, 2017

STURGIS YOUR STONE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!
it was delivered today and I am soooo excited.... I hope you love it as much as we do.... please dream with me tonight
I love you❤❤❤

Momma

October 16, 2017

Good morning buddy.... last night our community lost another high school teen driver. I pray for these families of the one who passed and the one who will have to live with this accident the rest of his life. Sturgis, please pray with GOD and ask him to watch over yet another mother and family that is grieving the loss of their son. I miss you so much. Yesterday we rode in the TOY RUN and we donated toys in your honor. It makes me so happy to give in your honor.. I love to share your love and your story with others. I cannot hold you or kiss you or rock you but I can talk about you. I think of you constantly. You taught me so much and I am so proud to call you my son...
I see you everywhere with my heart. Please wrap your arms around your sister and hold her tight she has been thru so much the past couple of years. Please walk with her and guide her and keep her safe. I am so scared and don't know what I would do if anything happened to any of your sisters.. I love you darlin'
Always and Forever love you most.
Momma

Your momma

September 27, 2017

Good morning buddy, I love you and miss you so much.... Please keep me close and watch over me, just dealing with stressful times and try to keep my head up and be strong. The doctor that delivered you is heartbroken as she lost her daughter to cancer this past week. Please watch over her and help her heal. And I know I ask all the time but please pray and ask for GOD to watch over and guide your dad and your sister. Teenage times are hard and sometimes I just get exhausted. They are so much alike :) Grandpa's 70th birthday is this week and we are having a surprise birthday party for him, I hope he is surprised... Also Uncle Wayne had surgery on his lung and could also use some prayers to get him better...
I miss your beautiful face and miss kissing your sweet little toes... Guess I better go for now.. Love you always and forever...

Momma

September 6, 2017

Hey buddy... Just found myself thinking about you so much today... I wonder what I need to do that God will give me dreams at night of you. Maybe I need to stop trying and wishing so much and maybe it will come. Dreams feel so real I want to dream every night about you. I struggle with myself at time and I would love to know at night I will go to the land of Sturgis and momma.... At least for a while :) I so wish you could have been with us camping last weekend I know you would have loved running and playing...
Maybe in my dreams we can go camping with you... I love

Momma

August 28, 2017

Morning Buddy :) This week has been rough with the death of 2 High School boys... I know you recently met Connor Williams he is close to you. They both Connor and David can play soccer and football with you... :) Momma misses you buddy :)

Kacie is doing good and Jess and Kara are also doing well... Kara got a new job and I know you will watch over her and her little 1st grade kiddos... Jess is also loving her new job in Alabama...

Dad and I are always working hard everyday. I am hoping one day we can stop working so hard and enjoy the evenings and not rush and work so much. Love you buddy.. will see you tonight and sing our song.. Jesus loves me, Yes I know for the Bible tells me so...
Love you always and forever....
Momma

Momma

August 11, 2017

Good morning buddy... Thank you for the great volleyball and watching over your sisters team. They won all 3 matches YAY !
I miss you... Kacie and I went to Dayton Children's to deliver the gifts in your honor. They were very appreciative and I know so many families will appreciate the gesture as well... I will always do good things to honor you and your name as long as I live. I love and miss you. Daddy is working on some quotes he will be doing side jobs here soon. Please watch over him and let his jobs go smooth. Daddy has been hurting with his back and hips so much lately. I pray for our good health and please if you and God could please watch over JZ's mom she is hurting after her surgery and with her cancer, please bring her peace and lessen her suffering. We love you gobs.....
Always and Forever my love I love you I love you.... Momma

proud momma of a beautiful son

July 17, 2017

Good morning buddy... I was so busy Friday I did not make it on here to wish you a happy birthday but I was with you all day.... Your birthday party melted my heart... I was so overwhelmed and it was AWESOME we raised over 800 dollars to donate to the wonderful Dayton Children's NICU unit in honor of you !!! We have so many wonderful friends and family members who just cherish you. My heart is filled with so much love. I hope you did see all the butterflies they were so beautiful. So many things I see I know you are with me everywhere... Cardinals, butterflies, motorcycles, just a wind blow at a certain time, hearing something familiar just makes my heart melt. Please watch over your sister she will have a super busy 2 weeks, Be with her and hope she places this year with one of her goats. Thank you so much for such a wonderful birthday I know you blew away the weather to make the sun shine on us the entire day... Wish you could help us out with the fair weather.. looks like rain quite a few days. I love you buddy always and forever.

Momma

July 10, 2017

Hi Buddy.... I know its been a while since I last wrote you... my phone has no room on it and I have been off work for a while... Thank you for watching over us on our motorcycle ride to the Dragon Tail in Tennessee. It was beautiful and was so much needed time for me and dad to be together....Your sisters birthday is tomorrow and I know she is thinking about you... Your birthday is Friday and we are going to have cupcakes and cookies and brownies etc... for your birthday party.. I so wish you were here and we were throwing your a party able to hold and kiss you but those are things we do from our heart. Nancy and Phil planted a tree here at work for you so I can have a memorial in your honor here with me at work as well. our friends are so thoughtful. I miss you my beautiful son. I hope to get your stone soon I know I have drug my feet so much on things and I should have it by now but I am just a slacker on everything I do. Sometimes I want life to just stand still for a while.... I miss you and love you always and forever. Momma

Momma

June 23, 2017

Hi Buddy I miss you.... The past week has been rough for me. A mothers love is something most take for granted as they have never been thru loosing a child. I know there are thousands of mommas who have and I feel for each and everyone of them. I find it hard to find the new me the momma that can not let the sad times over come me at times. I love and miss you so much...

Momma

June 19, 2017

Good morning Buddy... Momma misses you so much... Daddy had a wonderful fathers day but I so wish you could have spent the day with us. Your daddy is so special and I know he thought of you a lot yesterday. Your sister put your name on a back pack purse for me and it is so wonderful, I love it. Jessica is going to be going thru a lot of changes here real soon when she moves to Alabama for her new job. Please watch over her and take care of her during this next journey of her life. I wish she was closer to home we miss her too so much.
Kacie is a typical teen I am trying to not be the mean mom but today was not that day. She does not want to go to volleyball but I told her she had too. She is not very happy this morning... I Please watch over Kara she has applied for 2 positions and I hope she gets the job she wants. She deserves a good job so please watch over to her. I love and miss you so much. Love you always little buddy, Momma

Momma

June 9, 2017

Hi Buddy I love and miss you. I am getting excited its almost your birthday just a little over a month away. I want to celebrate you everyday. I know you watch over us everyday and thank you for making sure daddy's back as ok and nothing terribly wrong with it. Now I just need to get your headstone set maybe it will be a birthday surprise for me on your birthday. I love you always....

Momma

May 31, 2017

Hi Buddy.. Momma misses you... I really wish you could have been camping with us this past weekend. You would have loved the marshmallows :) Daddy hurt his back last week and has been hurting really bad... He went to the doctor yesterday and is feeling a little better today... Hoping he gets back to feeling better soon. I love and miss you gobs OM gobs and gobs...

Momma

May 18, 2017

I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
I love you so much always and forever
love you forever miss you always !

momma

May 16, 2017

Good morning buddy.. Momma loves you so much... I was able to get all of your solar lights back and I feel better. I took them home with me and put them up around your tree.. Yesterday Daddy took me to the store and I got to pick out the paving stones to circle your tree so I can bring home your bench when your stone comes in. I will keep it pretty for you buddy... Your sister graduated college and she put your picture on her cap. it was precious I was going thru your pictures last night and ohhhh how I wish I could hold you just one more time... I would never let you go. I know one day I will be there with you and then we will never part. I love and miss you everyday.... Thank you for keeping us save on our traveling to see your sister... love always momma...

Momma

May 8, 2017

Hi Buddy.. I miss you... WOW it was a whirlwind of a week last week and so far this week... They took all your lights and cross and I was so heartbroken when I found your cross in the cemetery dumpster... Well needless to say I spend over 2 hours inside the dumpster looking for your solar lights... shew got a call from Don and they did save your lights they are in the maintenance garage... hope your stone will be in in the next couple months... we leave this week to go to your sisters college graduation please watch over us on our flights there and back to Texas.... I will take you with me in my heart as I do everywhere.... we miss you buddy and know you are near always... Love to so much Sturgis... Love you forever remember you always, Momma

Momma

April 24, 2017

Good morning buddy.... WOW its been a little while since I wrote you on here but I have not missed a day to visit your at your tree... I love and miss you everyday.... I am hoping to read you my letter when I get brave enough. I love you I love you I love you..... Daddy loves you so much and sissy does to.... I hope you have a wonder day I love you too the moon and back....

Momma of the beautiful Sturgis

April 5, 2017

I love you buddy.... and I miss you everyday. I have been off work to take care of your sister she had her tonsils and adenoids taken out. She is finally finally getting better. Thank you for watching over momma everyday.. I have been helping daddy so side work almost every night I am very tired and sore... I have been going to the Gym a lot and I have lost about 10 lbs since you were born.. Well 24 really but right after you were born I lost about 14 so I have had to really work for the last 10 lbs.. Far off but I have about 50 more to go... Its going to be a long ride so please stay with me and help me make better choices to eat healthier. The healthy food sucks it taste horrible...but I am really trying... Well I love you to the moon and back I wish I was running around chasing you and getting my exercise with you instead of the boring gym.... I love snoedel and you I hug him tight every night. love you buddy always and forever,
Momma

Momma

March 29, 2017

I love you Buddy..... your sister is not getting better please watch over her... I redecorated your tree for Easter... I miss you and I love you.... I have started going to the gym to exercise I want to loose weight and feel better about myself. Daddy loves you too so much.... we love you to the moon and back...

Birthday Boys Momma

March 14, 2017

HAPPY 8 months birthday today buddy !!!!
Momma misses you so much. I am thinking about you I hope you have a wonderful day today. I love you so much. always and forever buddy I love you..

Sturgis's Momma

March 9, 2017

Good morning buddy.... WOW just think they told us you were a girl and one year ago today they said hmmmm its a BOY !!! We love you more than words can express and we thank GOD everyday for you in our lives. While you are not here on earth with us you live in our hearts every second of every day. I wake up everyday to honor you.... I can see your colors of your soul and hope you are dancing and singing everyday. I know its hard for me but I am doing ok and I know how much you love me... I am slowly learning so please be patient with me as I know I will get there. You have my love in your heart always and forever... I love you buddy

Sturgis's Momma

March 2, 2017

Good morning buddy.... Momma, Daddy and Kacie are sick today, please pray we get better soon... The wind blew your tree over thru out the night with the storms but no fear Daddy fixed it this morning for you.... I am reading the book The Shack again this is a wonderful book and fills my heart in hopes that I can put my emotions back together. I know you are safe and in the most wonderful beautiful place ever I just long so much to hold you and snuggle with you I just miss you... It helps me to help others in your honor. I feel people forget you and I never ever will.... I know I am not perfect and I have so much on my plate with where we are this time in our life but I am hoping that things will get better and be easier soon... Thanks for listening to me I love you son...
you are my sunshine and my storm cloud and I am so proud to call you my son.
Please give Jesus a hug from our family and please watch over us daily, I feel you everyday.. Always and Forever Sturgis, Momnma loves you always:)

love always

Sturgis Momma

February 20, 2017

Good morning buddy.... I love and miss you everyday.. WAs so nice this weekend daddy and I went for a Harley ride and with every ray of sunshine I feel you....
I am going thru a program at work called RISEN and it helps understand issues and feelings and I think this has really helped me so far.. I know you do not judge me and only love me for me. I just want to be the perfect momma since I cannot show you my love everyday by taking care of you.... I know you love me no matter what and I am working on that knowing that I don't have to be perfect for you to love me.... I am trying to not be heart broken but a heart mending. I love you to the heavens and back. XOXOXO love you. Momma

OUR BEAUTIFUL SON

MOMMA

February 13, 2017

BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BUDDY I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
SOOOO MUCH SOME DAYS I CANNOT STAND IT...

Beautiful Sturgis

Momma

February 9, 2017

Good morning buddy... I hope you are watching over us. Daddy is feeling better but momma is sick now I finally went to the doctor and got some medicine I am hoping to feel better in a couple days I have this terrible cough that I cannot shake and it hurts my throat really bad....I am sorry my voice is so terrible I have a hard time singing our song. You sister is not going to have a good weekend she has to do some medical stuff to help her belly and its not going to be fun.. I pray you watch over her and help her through this weekend... She is going to be in some pain and I hope is not real bad... I love and miss you buddy. I love your tree was lit up last night. You fill my heart with so much love, I know I try to do the right thing I try to show GODS love to others.. Last week I went into Lee's chicken to grab your dad some lunch cause he was sick and a what seem to be a homeless man came in, I noticed he was looking at the menu then only pulled out a couple coins from his pocket. Knowing he did not have enough money for a meal I gave him 10 dollars to buy a meal to eat. I said God Bless you him and I left to take your dad his lunch. I hope the man got some food but that is not for me to judge. I know you were watching me and guiding me to help and show Gods love to him. I know God is watching and guiding me thru this journey of how much I miss you. I know you see me when I am not pretending and I let myself cry and I hope my tears are not hurtful to you, I just don't understand why God would take you from me unless he saw my heart was not complete. It may be broken but my heart is now complete. I have to trust he has a plan for me and for us. I love you sorry this got so long but I miss writing to you. Sending you a great big hug and a big momma kiss from me to you. I love you buddy, Momma

Momma

January 30, 2017

Good morning buddy.... I love you.. Sorry I have not written to you in over a week, our schedule has been crazy as you know but I did not miss a day visiting you at the cemetery and singing our song. Please take care of your daddy he is really sick and needs you to watch over him and make him better. His asthma is so hard on him when he is sick. Also please watch over your sister too she is also going thru so much with her stomach issues and she is always hurting. My heart aches so much for everything. I try to be the rock to hold our family together at times but I am so tired today... I need some help from above to get me thru the days. I push forward everyday because of my love for you. I would almost give anything to be in heaven with you but I know I need to be here for your daddy and your sisters. I long to hold you in my arms and make my heart feel complete again. always and forever my son I love you

Beautiful Son

Momma

January 16, 2017

Hi baby !!!! Sat was your 6 months birthday.. I miss you everyday... I have ordered a book to read I am hoping it will help me... "Safe in the arms of God" I feel so guilty when I forget things I was there visiting you on Saturday and did not even tell you happy 6 months birthday. :( Momma is so sorry I should be better than that... I love and miss you so much....
I love wearing my shirt TEAM STURGIS... I want your name everywhere.... I have to run and get my pay processed for work. I love you so much I will sing with you tonight... Always and Forever

Daddy and Sturgis love love love

Momma

January 6, 2017

Good morning Buddy I love you so much... TODAY is your daddy's birthday so I know he is missing you so much. Last night all your sisters were home with your dad and he said his heart was so full but just one space missing was for you to be there with us celebrating his 52nd birthday. Me heart aches so much... we are going to the cabin this weekend so Sat I will miss coming to sing with you. I will sing from the cabin and I am taking snoedel and blue whale with me. I love you so much buddy and I know you are wishing your dad a very happy birthday and I know he feels it. Always and forever buddy I love and miss you.

Momma

January 1, 2017

Happy New Year buddy.... I love you soooo much. I miss you like no one ever. My heart is broken and its so hard trying to learn how to live everyday missing you so much.
I am trying I really am...
I will visit tomorrow again like I do everyday. Love u soooooo much son. Until I can hold you again. Please hug Jesus for me and tell him how much we love him.

Momma

December 26, 2016

Merry Christmas buddy I love you so much. Thank u for being right beside me today. I felt you with me. We went to Christmas Eve service and I cried the whole time as I held whale and Mr snoedel. I asked God to hug you for me. Me heart is there with you. Until I can hold you and tell you myself.. always and Forever my son I love you
Always...

you and me kid

Momma of the hero Sturgis Sizer

December 21, 2016

Good afternoon buddy.... You gained your wings 5 months ago today and I have missed you every second of everyday since. I will keep you alive in my heart always. I feel like there are things that are just the right things to do and I will continue to give in your honor as long as I live. No matter what I will give to those in need forever to repay all those who gave to us thoughts and prayers throughout our journey. Some days I didn't think I could get out of bed knowing I would not be able to watch you grow up and become a toddler, teenager, young man, then a husband and daddy.....but the love and prayers lifted me up and I will forever repay the debt that walk beside me and keep me going everyday until the day you greet me with the biggest hug ever in heaven, then I will be at peace and know I will be with you for eternity. I know my place is here for your dad and sisters and you are walking the golden streets everyday with GOD watching over us. Christmas is couple days away and I have bought things that I would have bought you but have given them to kids who are less fortunate or will be in the hospital over Christmas. I will forever give for you always. Thank you for making me a better person and momma. I love you and I hope you have a wonderful day I will come see you later before your sisters basketball game. Love you son, always and forever until our hugs then eternity :)

Sturgis's momma

December 14, 2016

Happy 5 Month Birthday BUDDY !!!! I miss and love you so much. Its such a special night as we are going to a remembrance ceremony for you tonight was perfect to do on your 5 month birthday. I hope you are celebrating with everyone up there ohhh there are so many to name... I hope you have a special friend a special dog friend named Cricket keep her close she will NEVER leave your side and watch over you always. Please give her hugs from daddy and I we miss her very much too... I think of you every second of the day I love you buddy....
love momma....

Momma

December 6, 2016

I love you so much... I miss you everyday... sorry I cried yesterday and today I really am trying to be better.... here is s picture of your snow flake. Always and Forever

Momma

November 29, 2016

ohhhh baby I love you I am so thankful for the time God let us be together...
We put up a Christmas tree for you hope you like it. Jesus is the reason for this season and we are so proud.... Please give hugs and kisses to everyone there for us we miss so much... Please give a special hug to my grandpa he is one special man but I know you already know that as well...
Always and Forever my son I love you XOXO, Momma

Trying not to feel sad

November 23, 2016

Good morning buddy momma loves you....
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I am very thankful to GOD for you. You have taught me so much and we are so thankful for you everyday. I know you will be with us tomorrow and you watch over me / us everyday. I know because I am not in the nut house.. You are giving me what I need when I need it I am the most blessed momma in the world I feed. I am so proud to call you my son, our son.... This is your first Thanksgiving and while all other moms are experiencing the "firsts" with all of their children I just have to experience it just a little bit different and feel you with my heart. I love you so much my son. RIH buddy love and miss you everyday...

Your momma

November 18, 2016

Hi Buddy... well its me again lol.. I love and miss you so much... Today the local radio station is raising money for Dayton Children's Hospital and since they took such awesome care of you and of mommy and daddy and our whole family we became a miracle maker for other children in need... I cried as I called in the donation and the man on the phone cried to as I told him about you. In your honor we are helping others,
we cannot afford much but anything we can to help another child who may be in need just like we were... Your sister is having some issues so please watch over her and keep her well.... Also your daddy is working so hard working himself everyday all day to help us financially I wish he could relax a bit..... XOXOXOXOXOXOXO I wish I could hug and kiss you all over and kiss those 11 tiny toes of yours.. I love you buddy.

Sturgis's Momma

November 14, 2016

Good morning my sunshine. I love you. Its getting cold outside and I think we will finally start getting our winter weather. You sister's basketball season is starting and I ask you please watch over her and help her have a great season and please keep her healthy. I finally told daddy I think I need to see a counselor to help me deal with my emotions of loosing you. I am so scared I keep putting it off. I keep putting a lot of things off because I am scared... ohhhh Buddy I know you will help me too, you help me everyday...
I talked to Courtney yesterday she turned my tears into smiles... ohhh and I bought you some Christmas ornaments for your first Christmas. You are spending Christmas with the most awesome person except being here with us at home. You are with God... Please Sturgis help guide me thru the holidays.
I love you so much you have my heart.
Always and Forever your momma...

Sturgis Fan

November 11, 2016

I love you I miss you... This week our country elected Donald Trump as the 45th president of the United States. The campaigning was nuts both parties bashing the other and now that Mr. Trump won over Mrs. Hillary Clinton the Clinton supporters are now protesting which protesting is fine and is meant to be peaceful but the protesters have turned into riots in the streets and flags are burning and fires are being set, windows being busted out of small business's. Sturgis if you can please pray with GOD that our country uses us for the good of people and stops all the riots, and hate of both parties. Her supporters were so against hate during the campaign but now is demonstrating so much hate in this world instead of showing acceptance in which they claim they are for. Please help us all move forward with the common goal of making the country we live in a place we are proud to live and raise our children in.
I love and miss you I see that Sissy wrote to you... I know you are with me everyday my heart still aches but I know you are trying so hard to heal the broken pieces in my heart and fill them with your love and not heart ache.
Always and Forever my son I love you<3

Sissy

November 9, 2016

Hey Bubba just wanted to say I love you so much and I miss you and wish I could hold you and see you again. It's been so hard without you in my life but I know you are watching over me and will always be their for me. Love you Bubba forever and always

Sturgis's Momma

November 7, 2016

Good morning buddy. Thank you for watching over uncle Wayne and his dart family in Indy this weekend.. Although they did not win they played for you..
They played for Team Sturgis....
I miss you and was glad I did not miss a day visiting since I left Sat am and came home before dark on Sunday...
Daylight savings time ended yesterday and it is going to get dark so early... I am hoping so much I can still make it during daylight to see you everyday...
Please watch over daddy while he is hunting. I so wish you could have grown up to go hunting with your daddy....
I am so sorry I could not save you, I tried so hard I tried everything to keep you as safe as possible but I just failed. I thought God would see how much love you brought to our family and bless us with you and not take you home with him. I know you are ok but my heart hurts. I love you soo much buddy.

Momma

November 4, 2016

Thank you Sturgis for holding me and guiding me Tuesday night I am sorry I broke down so much but I just had a rush of sadness in my heart. I know you are having fun and you are riding the slide with Uncle John. He loved to ride the slide with your sister at Young's. That was John's favorite place in the world. He and Kacie one day did nothing but eat ice cream and ride that slide hundreds of times together...
Love and miss you so much buddy <3

So much love for you Sturg....

October 27, 2016

Good morning Sturgis.... I miss you.. every time I look at you I smile, you are such a beautiful son, I love you so much...
Thank you for watching over grandma so much yesterday as she had gall bladder surgery. They are going to pour your foundation early next week. I cannot wait, to be able to have your cross, flowers, statue, motorcycle and lights set up nice again and not all jumbled together. Trying to think of beautiful winter piece for you. Work is tough as I cannot concentrate very well my mind always wonders off thinking about you. Concentration is very hard for me as I want to just talk or think about you all the time... You are the most beautiful baby I have ever laid my eyes on you are our baby forever. I know you are in Gods arms now but just know when I get to heaven I will never let you go. I love you with all my heart.

Sad momma

October 21, 2016

Hi Buddy... Momma is sad today... I cannot believe its been 3 months since God wrapped you in his arms and took you to heaven. My heart aches until the time I can see and hold you again.... I now the next time I hold you it will be for eternity as that will be the day God wraps me in his arms and takes me to see you. I love you and miss you and long for the day I see you again...

The one who misses you most

October 20, 2016

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Momma

October 16, 2016

Hi buddy..... Our Ohio State football boys pulled out a win tonight against Wisconsin a tough team ... Go Bucks!!!!!!
Tomorrow is the Toy Run and daddy and I are riding for you. It was really hard when I went to the store to buy toys. I just picked out Christmas presents for you. I know you would want us to give them to a child in need. Please be the guardian angel for whatever little boy gets your toys and keep him safe. I love you Sturgis you are my sun and you are my rain. Always and forever infinity love my son.

Momma

October 14, 2016

HAPPY 3 MONTHS today Buddy !!! ohhh how I miss you so much... Today was especially tough this morning I cried and cried. I know you wrapped your little arms around me and used your little fingers and dried my tears... your picture makes me smile ohhhh how I wish I could turn back time....
I want you to know no matter how anyone else acts I have never and will never forget about you. I think about you constantly. So much I think that other people are getting tired of me talking or posting things about you. Sometimes I don't feel normal but the love I have for you is so strong I don't know how to act. I want to share you with everyone all the time... Time to go get your sister... I love you to the moon and back Buddy I miss you terribly. Always and Forever, Momma

Momma

October 10, 2016

Good morning buddy... I loved so much spending Saturday afternoon with you. The day was beautiful as I sat and ate my lunch then taking a nap right there with you.... I am very tired today please stay with me today and get me thru work. Daddy and I love you sooo much...

Sissy

October 7, 2016

Hey Bubba it's Kacie just wanted to say I love you and miss you so much and I also wanted to say thank you Bubba for watching over me. Love you Bubba <3

Momma

October 7, 2016

I love you beautiful and I miss you....

Momma

October 6, 2016

I LOVE YOU BUDDY !!! xoxoxoxo

Proud Momma Sizer

October 4, 2016

Good morning my Son.... You are so beautiful and you are my sunshine. I love you to the moon and back. Next Friday you will be 3 months old. I would give anything to turn back to 3 months ago so I could hold and love on you again. I miss snuggling with you when the nurses would let us have our holding time. I know you see me everyday at the cemetery crying, laughing and singing... Thank you and Thank God for watching over us everyday, I only make it thru each day knowing you are with me and you fill my heart with so much love and goodness. Love is so wonderful and so powerful all at the same time. I know I get sad a lot but know I love you more than ever everyday.
Talk to you soon love you son. Always and Forever my Sturgis.

Sissy

October 3, 2016

Hey Bubby It's Sissy Kacie just wanted to say I love and miss you forever Bubba till the day I die! Bye Bubba I love you<3

Sissy

October 3, 2016

Hey Bubby it's Kacie I just wanted to say I Love you and i miss you and i wish I could see you again. I tell people i'm ok but, i'm not not i'm broken inside still but I got to go but I love you Bubby

Momma

September 26, 2016

Good morning Sturgis, Momma made it thru week one of work. Its mentally tough as I cannot concentrate very well. I miss you horribly there is a void blank space that I cannot seem fix... I get angry and it is very painful to see other moms with their babies.... I want to hold you, bathe you, feed you, snuggle with you, watch you sleep, buckle you up and take you places.... I know you are forever in my heart it just hurts so much. I want to dream about you every night I pray that I dream every night but nothing yet. Me and daddy sleep with Mr. Blue Whale and Snoedel in bed with us between us every night. I hope you have fun playing with the other babies today. Missing you sooo much<3

Momma

September 21, 2016

This morning has been hard sorry I am crying so much already. Parents are not supposed to out live their children :( I love your dad and your sisters so much and I know I need to be here for them but I miss you so much and I don't know how to juggle my heart. be happy be sad be happy be sad... I feel horrible when I am happy and horrible when I am sad. Sturgis I was so sad last night before your sisters volleyball game. I went to the game and they dedicated the game to you, THEY WON and and Kacie did great and they were all excited...

Momma

September 20, 2016

I love you buddy. Sturgis are my blessing and I miss you so much.

Your Momma

September 19, 2016

Hi Buddy... Today is my first day back to work and I know you are with me. I made a frame of pictures with you in them and hung them on my wall I see you every minute I am at work. I also brought Blue Whale and Mr. Snoedel to help me feel safe.
I miss you buddy and will visit you in a couple hours. Kacie has a volleyball game today please watch over your big sister tonight. Love you Bunches and Bunches.

Love

Sturgis's Momma Forever

September 10, 2016

Your love lives on inside of me, as I try to hold on tight. It's not my right to question, as only God knows why. I cry the most when I'm alone as I want folks to think I am strong it's so hard for me to let people see me weak but I miss you so much. I am really trying to be happy but it's hard when my heart hurts so much. I know Daddy and Kacie need me to stop being so sad all the time.

#SturgisStrong

Grandma & Grandpa

September 9, 2016

We Love You And Miss You

September 9, 2016

Sturgis, last night standing there at the cemetery I sooo wished we could have had more time with you. We love and miss you sooo much. Love Grandma and Grandpa

Angel Sizer

September 6, 2016

Hi Buddy... It's been another long day. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I cried so much today. My heart just hurts I want to hold you so bad. I asked God everyday to please just let me dream about you but as of yet he has not heard me wonder maybe if you could help me out and ask him for me . Talk to you later . Love u bunches Momma

Angel Sizer

September 1, 2016

I miss you buddy.... I go through the motions everyday and pretend I'm ok but really I am not I am not sure about anything anymore.... My heart is broken and pieces are lost please Sturgis help me. I love and miss you sooooo much.

Angel Sizer

August 15, 2016

I love you forever and always.... Momma

Tyler Stewart

July 28, 2016

Ken and Angel,

Every so often I check up on the news back home and I couldn't believe what I saw. Praying for you two and the girls. Stay strong guys!

Wanda, Doug, Dave and Dale Fisher

July 27, 2016

Sherry and Terry, Ken and Angel and family. So sorry to read of your precious baby. God bless you all.

July 27, 2016

We love ya'll
Keith and Melissa

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