Name: Celebration of Life for Zane Maxwell
Start: 2018-11-14T22:00:00.000Z
End: 2018-11-15T01:00:00.000Z
Location: Urbanski Funeral Home - Secor Location

Zane Maxwell

Zane Maxwell, age 68 of Toledo, passed away November 10, 2018 in St. Vincent Mercy Hospital. Zane was born November 1, 1950 in Steubenville, Ohio to Kenneth and Margaret (Wiezulis) Maxwell. He married Sharon Kazmierczak January 31st 1970 in Toledo. Zane retired from Doehler-Jarvis in 1999, after 27 years working in Research and Development. Zane enjoyed staying busy, whether it was sketching cartoon characters for his grandchildren, helping with home projects or going to movie nights with his sons. He loved deer hunting in southern Ohio with family and fishing at any inland lake he could find. An avid Ohio State Buckeye Football fan, you would often find him dressed in Scarlet and Gray. What Zane loved the most was spending time with family and watching his grandchildren's sporting events.

Surviving are his loving wife of 48 years, Sharon, children, Zane C. (Kelly) Maxwell, Darrell T. (Jennifer) Maxwell and Heather A. (David) Slagle and his sister Tina (Donnie) Lonsway. Also surviving are his 6 grandchildren Tyler Slagle, Kaitlyn Maxwell, Zane W. Maxwell, Sarah Slagle, Brian Maxwell, and Benjamin Maxwell and his great grandchildren, Tyler Slagle Jr. and Hunter Slagle. Preceding him in death were his parents and his sister Grace Ann.

Zane's Life Celebration will be November 14th from 5:00 p.m. until 8:00 p.m. and November 15th from 2:00 p.m. until 8:00 p.m. at Urbanski Funeral Home, A Life Celebration Home, 5055 Secor Rd (419) 475-5055 . Funeral services will begin November 16, 2018 with visitation from 10:00 a.m. until 11:00 a.m. in Saint John the 23rd Catholic Church 24250 N. Dixie Highway, Perrysburg, Ohio 43551, where the Funeral Mass will begin at 11:00 a.m. in the Church. Zane's family would like to thank the staff of St. Vincent Mercy Hospital's ICU for their care and compassion.

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Published by The Blade on Nov. 13, 2018.

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55 Entries

Zane C. Maxwell

November 10, 2021

Can´t believe it´s been three years without you. Always in my thoughts and still miss talking to you. I love you Dad.
Love your son,
Zane

Zane Maxwell

November 1, 2020

Happy Birthday Dad . Miss you everyday but try to remember the fun times. Always trying to live my life to the fullest . You would have turned 70 today . Always in my heart and thoughts .
Love
Your son Zane

Zane

July 6, 2020

Hey Dad really missed you this time for my birthday . Things just arent the same . Some days just hit harder . Always staying strong for mom . Think about you all the time and think about the good times hunting , going to the movies and Ohio state football . I love and miss you everyday .
Love
Zane

April 1, 2020

MARCH 28, 2020

HONEY,

TROUBLE STILL IN THIS WORLD AND MORE YET TO COME FOR ALL OF US. BUSINESSES CLOSED PEOPLE OUT OF WORK AND EVERY ONE STAYING HOME BOUND. YOU NEVER HAD SO MUCH TIME TO DO ALL THE THINGS YOU WANTED TO DO ALL YOUR LIFE AT HOME. KIDS WAITING FOR THOSE SNOW DAYS, 4 DAY WEEKENDS AND NO HOMEWORK. NOW THEY CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK O SCHOOL. SEE YOU NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH YOU MISS EVERYTHING WHEN YOU CAN'T HAVE IT. I MISS BEING WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. CHURCH CLOSED AND TIMING FOR EASTER IS SO SAD. I HOPE WE CAN HAVE HOLY WEEK. THIS WILL BE SAD IF WE CAN'T ATTEND MASS. I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN AND THERE ARE NO WORRIES FOR YOU ALL. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. TEARS STILL COME EVERYDAY. LOVE SM

MARCH 17, 2020

HONEY,

WELL THE WORLD IS IN BAD SHAPE WITH THIS PANDEMIC OF CORONAVIRUS. THE NEWS IS ON ALL DAY LONG. THIS IS RIGHT UP YOUR ALLEY OF WATCHING THE NEWS. NOT MINE. SO ALL OF US IS SUPPOSE TO STAY HOME AND ONLY GROUP OF TENS TO GATHER. IT'S LIKE BEING UNDER MARSHALL LAW THAT I THINK WELL BE COMING. WELL I HOPE EVERYONE CAN STAY HEALTHY. CHURCH IS CANCELLED FOR EASTER SO FAR. I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS. I WILL MISS THE STATIONS OF THE CROSS FOR GOOD FRIDAY. RECORDING MASS. I MISS YOU AND STILL TEARS FLOW. DOING SUDOKU, CROCHETING THAT I HAVEN'T DONE FOR OVER A YEAR AND JIGSAW PUZZLES. THIS HELPS. FAMILIES STILL CALLING ME TO MAKE SURE I DON'T NEED ANYTHING AND FEEL OK. THEY ARE SO CARING AND LOVING. BLESS THEM. THE GOOD LORD IS HEARING A LOT OF PRAYERS NOW. ECONOMICS ARE GETTING BAD. I THINK THIS WILL CAUSE A LOT OF PROBLEMS FOR ALL OF US. VIOLENCE, GUNS AND BREAK INS. LORD GIVE US THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE THIS PANDEMIC. ALL MY LOVE...SM

MARCH 9. 2020

HONEY,

I'M HOMESICK FOR YOU. MY HEART STILL BEATS FOR YOU. A SLOW PACE BUT I'M HERE FOR OUR CHILDREN AND FAMILIES. YOU ARE THE MISSING LINK FOR ALL OF US. ONE DAY THAT CHAIN WILL BE COMPLETE FOR ALL OF US WITH PRAY AND LOVE. LOVE IS A WONDERFUL WORD AND WE NEED THIS. WE WANT TO KEEP OUR FAITH STRONG TO CARRY ON. NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE THINKS BELIEVE IN LOVE FOR FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FAITH CONNECTS US ALL. ALL MY LOVE...SM

MARCH 4, 2020

HONEY,

TODAY WAS MY MOM AND DAD'S WEDDING ANNIVERSARY OF 70 YEARS. I MISS THEM. YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND TEARS AGAIN. I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO GET BETTER BUT IS IS NOT EASY. I KNOW MY PLACE IS HERE BUT ITS SO DIFFERENT AND DIFFICULT WITHOUT YOU. ALL THE MEMORIES IN EVERYTHING I SEE AND HEAR. HAD A VERY GOOD CHECK UP WITH THE DOCTOR. HE THANKED ME FOR NOT CHANGING FROM HIS OFFICE AFTER WE MOVED TO TOLEDO. PLEASE TALK TO ME IN MY DREAMS IF I CAN HAVE ANY. I NEED YOU. JUST SO MANY TEARS AND NOT ENOUGH HUGS. THE KIDS DO THERE BEST TO TAKE CARE OF ME. I THANK THEM VERY MUCH FOR THERE LOVE AND ATTENTION. OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS DO THE SAME. ALL MY LOVE..SM

FEBRUARY 27, 2020
LEAP YEAR

HONEY,

THIS HAS BEEN A TERRIBLE MONTH FOR ME. IT HAS TO DO WITH OUR 50 ANNIVERSARY DAY THIS YEAR. ALL THE DREAMS FOR US TO HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR BUT IT DIDN'T WORK OUT LIKE THAT AT ALL. TEARS!
I MISS YOU. I'M DOWN AND OUT. I CRY AT MASS AND I CAN'T CONTROL THAT. SOME OF THE MUSIC AT MASS IS SO RELEVANT TO YOU AND ME. IT'S VERY HARD. I PRAY FOR YOU AND ALL OF US. I THINK OUR SON IS HAVING SOME ISSUES WITH YOU BEING GONE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPROACH HIM BUT I WILL FIGURE IT OUT. I'M WORKING ON REGROUPING MYSELF. I COULD'T THINK OF ANOTHER WORD SORRY. SO MANY TEARS THIS MONTH. TIME DOES NOT HEAL THIS ACTION OF GRIEF. JUST SO MANY QUESTIONS AND NOT ENOUGH ANSWERS. SUCH A MYSTERY. ONLY IF I WOULD OF DID SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR YOUR HEALTH. ALL MY LOVE..SM

FEBRUARY 16, 2020

HONEY,

FAMILY GAME NIGHT YESTERDAY. WE ALL HAD A GOOD TIME. TODAY CELEBRATED BRIAN 21 ST BIRTHDAY AND DAVID'S 49 TH BIRTHDAY. HAD LUNCH WITH 20 RELATIVES. BRIAN WAS A LITTLE TIRED AFTER CELEBRATING LAST NIGHT. TODAY WAS NOT SO GOOD FOR ME BUT I GOT THROUGH IT. CAME HOME AND WENT TO BED FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. TO MANY TEARS TODAY. ALL MY LOVE..SM

FEBRUARY 14,2020

HONEY,

VALENTINE'S DAY! HAD 5 INVITES TO EAT OUT. EXCEPTED TWO. BEEN A FULL DAY FOR ME. PIZZA FOR LUNCH AND WALKING TACO'S FOR DINNER. SO MANY CALLS FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP THAT CARE FOR ME. I THANK THEM ALL WITH LOVE BACK TO THEM. ALL MY LOVE TO YOU ZANE MY HONEY. HAPPY VALENTIN'S DAY MY SWEET. TEARS....SM

FEBRUARY 11, 2020

HONEY,

THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVEN'T BEEN VERY GOOD FOR ME. I'M DOWN IN THE DUMPS VERY DEEP. I DO MISS YOU VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU TO NO END. MY HEART JUST KEEPS ON BEING LONELY FOR YOU. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT I DO TO KEEP BUSY YOU ARE STILL ON MY MIND. TEARS FLOW LIKE A WATERFALL.
I PRAY, PRAY AND PRAY FOR YOU AND OUR FAMILIES AND FRIENDS AND FOR MYSELF. SO MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED IN ALL OUR LIVES. NOTHING TURNED OUT LIKE ANY OF US THOUGHT. LIFE GOES ON FOR THE REST OF US. OUR 50TH ANNIVERSARY WAS GOING TO BE SUCH A JOYOUS OCCASION JANUARY 31, 2020.
DAYS ARE JUST DAYS NOW. REALLY NOT SO SPECIAL ANYMORE. THE KIDS ARE ALWAYS SPECIAL TO ME AND YOU. SO MORE TEARS TO SHED FOR YOU. LOVE...SM

February 5, 2020

JANUARY 1, 2020

HONEY,

WENT OVER WITH JENNIFER'S FAMILY FOR THE EVENING PLAYING GAMES AND WATCHING FOOTBALL GAME. IT WAS A GOOD TIME. CRIED WHEN WE WERE DOING NEW YEAR HUGS. THAT WAS HARD WITH OUT YOU. I WAS HOME BY 12:45 AM. STAYED UP UNTIL 4 AM FINISHING THE JIGSAW PUZZLE. ALL MY LOVE...SM

JANUARY 2, 2020

HONEY,

STILL SICK BUT WORKING ON IT. STARTED ANOTHER JIGSAW PUZZLE HALFWAY DONE. STILL TEARS ON AND OFF. I MISS YOU. HAD LUNCH THE OTHER DAY WITH SOMEONE FROM GROUP. HE NEEDED A FRIEND.. MIGHT GET OUT TOMORROW FOR A RIDE. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART...SM

February 5, 2020

DECEMBER 25, 2019

HONEY,

WELL CHRISTMAS DAY IS HERE AND IT'S LONELY WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE. YOUR FAMILY GATHERING WAS GREAT AND LOTS OF FUN. HAD IT AT BABY ZANE'S HOUSE. PLENTY OF FOOD AND DRINKS AS ALWAYS. NEXT DAY AT M & P HOME WITH THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILIES. FOOD, FOOD, AND MORE FOOD AND DRINKS FOR ALL. NEXT DAY OUR SIDE WITH THE KIDS. THE GRANDCHILDREN PLAYED A GAME AND THE REST OF US TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS. D & S FAMILY WERE AT THIS EVENT WITH US. ALL HAD A NICE TIME. I MISS YOU AND SO DO THE KIDS. EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE WITH THEM TODAY BUT I'M STAYING HOME CHRISTMAS DAY. BEEN REALLY SICK AND MISSED OUT OF ALL THE DIFFERENT FOODS AND TREATS. I'M GETTING BETTER. ALL MY LOVE..SM

DECEMBER 28, 2019

HONEY,

BEEN A VERY LOW DAY FOR ME. JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU. STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER WITH MY HEALTH. GOING ON TWO WEEKS FOR BEING SICK. NOTHING TASTE GOOD SO MAYBE I'LL LOSE SOME WEIGHT. NOT GOING ANYWHERE FOR NEW YEARS. AGE IS NOT A BLESSING FOR US. TONIGHT IS THE FIESTA BOWL. OSU PLAYING GOOD THEN BLEW IT 29-23. I'M GOING TO BE A GREAT GRANDMA AGAIN AND IT'S A GIRL. I'M HAPPY AND I KNOW YOU ARE TO. TIME HAS NOT HEALED ME AT ALL WITH YOU GONE. TEARS STILL GRACE MY FACE. MY HEART IS NOT WHOLE AND THAT PIECE OF YOU IS MISSING. FROM NOVEMBER 2018 TO JANUARY 2019 ALWAYS CRYING AND SAD FOR ME. SO MANY MEMORIES FOR US. LIKE I SAID BEFORE I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY WITH EVERYONE YOUR WITH. I LOVE AND ARE HAPPY WITH EVERYONE HERE BUT ALL IS NOT A BED OF ROSES. FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE SO HURTFUL WITHOUT YOU BEING NEXT TO ME. I'M COLD WITHOUT YOU HERE. I MISS YOUR WARM TOUCH. ALL MY LOVE...SM

FEBRUARY 1, 2020

HONEY,

WELL YESTERDAY WAS ARE 50 WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. WE ALMOST MADE IT TO 49 YEARS (2018) JUST SHY OF 10 WEEKS. I THINK ABOUT WHAT WE WOULD DO FOR OUR 50TH BUT WE HAD TO BE APART. TEARS. DARRELL DIDN'T WANT ME TO BE HOME LAST WEEK SO I STAYED WITH THE FAMILY FOR A WHOLE WEEK. COME HOME TODAY SATURDAY. YOU WOULD BE PROUD OF ME TO STAY THAT LONG. GOING AWAY IS NOT FOR ME. HAD A NICE TIME PLAYING CARDS, JIGSAW PUZZLES AND GOING TO THE MOVIE WITH KAITLYN. SO WHEN I GOT HOME I STARTED TO WATCH ALL MY RECORDINGS ON TV. I HAVE A LOT. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU FOREVER...SM

February 5, 2020

DECEMBER 17, 2019

HONEY,

I'VE BEEN THINKING AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED WITH YOU AT THE HOSPITAL IS AND WAS A BLUR. THAT TIME AFTER MONTHS AND MONTHS IS SO MESSED UP. I DIDN'T START GOING TO GROUP UNTIL SEPTEMBER 2019 WHEN I NEW I NEEDED HELP. TEARS STILL FLOW. I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO MEND MY HEART BUT IS NOT GOING WELL. WEN FOR BRUNCH WITH DARRELL, ZANE, DAVID AND FAMILIES FOR KAITLYN AND DARRELL BIRTHDAY. SOMETHING WE DID EVERY YEAR TOGETHER FOR ALL THE FAMILY CELEBRATIONS. WAS A NICE TIME. I DON'T FEEL TO GOOD THIS EVENING. GETTING THINGS READY FOR SUNDAY CHURCH. MY LOVE...SM

January 30, 2020

JANUARY 7. 2020

HONEY,

MISSING YOU AND TEARS. WATCHED SOME OF YOUR TV SHOWS LIKE TH PRICE IS RIGHT. VERY LOW VOLUME (MUTE). THAT SHOW IS TO LOUD WITH THE CONTESTANTS ALSO NEWS, WEATHER AND TALK SHOWS. I KEEP YOU WITH ME. LOVE YOU...SM

JANUARY 15, 2020

HONEY,

PLAYED THE LOTTERY FOR TONIGHT. HAD MIKE DID IT FOR ME. BEEN WITH HIM ALL DAY. PINOCHLE TOMORROW WITH OVER THE HILL LADIES CLUB. NO BINGO UNTIL AFTER WINTER FOR ME. NOW I HAVE SINUSITIS AGAIN. IF IT'S NOT ONE THING ITS ANOTHER. WENT TO GROUP YESTERDAY. THE TEARS FLOWED. EVERYONE HAS BROKEN HEARTS. GAME NIGHT THIS WEEK. IT WILL BE FUN AS ALWAYS. ALL MY LOVE...SM

JANUARY 24, 2020

HONEY,

I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A WHIRLWIND ALL THE TIME. KEEP TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M DOING, THINKING AND REMEMBERING. MY MIND IS ALWAYS ON THE GO. SO MANY TEARS. I TRY TO RELAX BUT IT DOESN'T LAST LONG. SLEEP IS ALWAYS ON THE BACK BURNER. I USUALLY CAN GET 2 TO 4 HOURS TO REST. THEN IT IS LIKE HAVING AN ALARM GO OFF. WORKING ON ANOTHER JIGSAW PUZZLE. I HAVE 5 DONE. THIS HELPS ME A LITTLE OF MY TIME TO RELAX. GOING WITH OUR SON AND FAMILY FOR A WHOLE WEEK. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO BE GONE THAT LONG BUT IT WILL BE NICE TO BE WITH THEM. THE KIDS ARE VERY PROTECTED OVER ME. YOU WOULD BE PROUD OF THEM. I AM. ALL MY LOVE...SM

JANUARY 20, 2020

HONEY,
I HEAR YOU IN MUSIC, SEE YOU IN MOVIES AND LOVE YOU AT HOME. YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME. OUR LOVE WILL NEVER LEAVE US. LIFE IS STILL HARD TO UNDERSTAND. YOU WOULD THINK AS YOU GOT A OLDER YOU COULD COMPREHEND. IT'S NOT TRUE. I WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORIES AND CHERISH YOU WITH OUR CHILDREN AND THERE FAMILIES FOREVER. TJ IS SO EXCITED FOR GRANDMA AND GRANDPA DAY AT HIS SCHOOL NEXT MONTH. HE'S CALLED ME TWICE TO TELL ME. BEEN UP AND DOWN WITH MY HEALTH. THE WEATHER SUCKS. MISSED CHURCH THE PASS TWO SUNDAYS BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER AND BEING SICK. ALL MY LOVE...SM

December 11, 2019

NOVEMBER 18,2019

HONEY,

YOU'VE MADE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL INPACK ON SO MANY LIVES. I KEEP GETTING MESSAGES ABOUT YOU FROM OTHER FOLKS. THEY ARE HAVING A HARD TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU HAD TO DIE. I THINK ABOUT THIS ALL THE TIME. I'M NOT GETTING ANY WHERE FIGURING THIS OUT EITHER. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND TEARS STILL GRACE MY FACE. ALL MY LOVE...SM

NOVEMBER 17, 2019

HONEY,

WENT TO BANQUET LAST NIGHT WITH ALL THE PENCE FAMILIES. THIS WAS AN POLISH AWARD FOR MIKE'S CHRISTIAN VALUES. FOOD WAS GOOD AND EVENT WAS VERY NICE. WENT TO CHURCH AND FOUND OUT THAT I CAN'T ASSUME THINGS ARE ALL THE SAME AS THEY USE TO BE BACK IN THE DAY. SO NOW I WILL ASK QUESTIONS FIRST. SO HOPEFULLY I DON'T LOOK LIKE A IDIOT ANY LONGER. I MISS YOU AND TEARS TODAY. ALL MY LOVE...SM

NOVEMBER 15, 2019

HONEY,

COLD TODAY. SNOW MELTING. STAYING HOME ALL DAY.
GOING TO A EVENT TOMORROW SO I ROLLED MY HAIR AND ALSO I GOT IT CUT. GOING TO WATCH ALL 3 HOME ALONE MOVIES TODAY. I LAUGH THEN I CRY WATCHING THESE BUT I'M NOT HAPPY ENOUGH TO REALLY LAUGH. SO THE TEARS WIN. I NEED YOU AND YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND A KISS. PLEASE STAY WITH ME ALWAYS. I KNOW YOUR WITH ME AT BEDTIME I HAVE YOUR PILLOW RIGHT WITH ME HOLDING ON TIGHT. MY RINGS KEEP ON SPARKLING SO MUCH. YOU KEEP THEM SHINING FOR ME. ALL MY LOVE...SM

DECEMBER 2, 2019

HONEY,

WENT TO DARRELL'S FOR THANKSGIVING FOR 3 DAYS. BRIAN PICKED ME UP AND WE RODE TOGETHER. HAD A NICE TIME AND A GOOD DINNER. WHEN I GOT HOME DARRELL CAME IN THE HOUSE AND CHECKED ALL THE ROOMS AND THE BASEMENT AND EVEN OPENED THE BACK DOOR. WHAT A SON WE HAVE. OUR CHILDREN ARE VERY LOVING AND CARING FOR ME AND SO ARE THE GRANDCHILDREN. THE GAME OF THE YEAR OSU AND MI WAS GREAT. WE WON!!! THE BOYS WERE ECSTATIC. THANKSGIVING IS OVER CHRISTMAS ON THE WAY. I'M NOT READY FOR THIS SEASON. I STILL HAVE MOMENTS OF TEARS FOR YOU. I JUST CAN'T GET OVER YOUR DEATH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
I TALK TO YOU A LOT. PRAYING FOR DAVID'S FAMILY MEMBERS THAT ARE SICK TO GET BETTER. ALL MY LOVE...SM

DECEMBER 4, 2019

HONEY,

HAVING A VERY HARD TIME SLEEPING AT NIGHT. I'M UP JUST AFTER MIDNIGHT AND CAN'T GO BACK TO SLEEP. I KEEP DOUBTING MYSELF OF NOT TAKING YOU TO THE ER. I'M SO SORRY...ALL MY LOVE..SM

DECEMBER 5. 2019

DEAR GRANDPA,

COLTON CAN CRAWL NOW. WE LIVE AT PAPA'S HOUSE. MORE ROOM. MADE A BUTTERFLY PICTURE WITH OUR FEET ON CANVAS FOR GRANDMA. I PAINTED THE BIRD HOUSE YOU HAD WITH YOUR PAINTS GRANDMA GAVE ME. MY NUT CRACKER THAT WAS YOURS IS ON THE SHELF FOR CHRISTMAS. HE'S WEARING HUNTING STUFF. YOU HAVEN'T MET COLTON. HE IS 10 MONTHS OLD. I'M HIS BIG BROTHER...LOVE TJ AND COLTON
P.S I DREW YOU A PICTURE AND IT IS IN YOUR BOOK GRANDMA HAS.

DECEMBER 9, 2019

HONEY,

THE PASS 4 DAYS I'VE BEEN HOME THINKING. STAYING UP VERY LATE AND STAYING IN BED VERY LATE. I KNOW. PUTTING A JIGSAW PUZZLE TOGETHER. GOT IT DONE SUNDAY NIGHT. THIS IS SUCH A WONDERFUL SEASON BUT VERY HARD FOR ME. GOT THE GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT GRANDCHILDREN READY FOR THERE CHRISTMAS GIFTS. TEARS EVERYDAY NO MATTER WHAT TIME. I DID GO TO DINNER WITH ZANE, KELLY AND DAVID'S FAMILY. THE FOOD WAS VERY GOOD AND A NICE PLACE. I TOLD THEM MY CAR BETTER LAST UNTIL I GET DEMENTIA. DAVE LIKED THIS. WHEN WE WERE LEAVING SAYING GOODBYE HUGGING OUTSIDE TO EACH OTHER I HAD TEARS IN MY EYES BUT WOULDN'T LET THE FAMILY SEE THIS. I'M GLAD IT WAS DARK OUTSIDE. THIS "ONE" ONLY NUMBER IS HARD BEING WITH OTHERS. MY LOVE IS SO WRAPPED AROUND OUR CHILDREN AND THE FAMILIES. I HAVE YET TO PUT YOUR FISHING TREE UP. IT'S VERY DIFFICULT. I'VE STARTED ANOTHER JIGSAW PUZZLE. AS YOU KNOW WE LIKED DOING THESE DURING THE WINTER. I STILL TALK TO YOU AND YOUR BIRDS EVERY DAY. PLEASE ANSWER ME IN MY HEART HONEY. I HANG ON BECAUSE I'M SUPPOSE TO FOR OUR CHILDREN. WHAT KIND OF A MOM WOULD I BE IF I DIDN'T. I DON'T WANT THEM TO BE HURT. THEY MISS YOU SO MUCH TO. THE LORD IS IN MY HEART AND I CAN HEAR HIM. HE GRACES ME EVERY DAY WITH YOUR LOVE FOR ME. ALL MY LOVE...SM

November 5, 2019

NOVEMBER 1, 2019

GRANDPA,

TODAY YOU WOULD'VE BEEN 69 NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. LIFE HASN'T EVER BEEN THE SAME SINCE LOSING YOU. I MISS OUR DAILY FACETIME CALLS JUST TO SEE HOW HUNTER IS DOING. I MISS VISITING YOU AND YOU ALWAYS GIVING ME THAT LIFE ADVICE I NEVER WANTED. THANKS FOR BEING THE BEST GREAT GRANDPA TO HUNTER. SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY..LOVE SARAH AND HUNTER

NOVEMBER 1, 2019 "ALL SAINT'S HOLY DAY"

HONEY,

THE BEST DAY YOU COULD BE BORN ON. I STARTED THIS LETTER LAST NIGHT. KNOWING TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY. I ALMOST STARTED CRYING IN FRONT OF ZANE. I DIDN'T BUT IT WAS HARD. SO MY TEARS WERE WHEN I WAS DRIVING AND GOT HOME. GOT CALLS STARTING AT 7:20 AM. HEATHER SAID SHE'S GOING TO HAVE SHRIMP FOR DINNER JUST LIKE YOU USUALLY DID WITH THE FAMILY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY. NEXT WAS DORIS AND FAMILY CALLING. THE YOUNGEST ONE REMEMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THE NEXT ONE REMEMBER YOUR DEATH. THEY ALL MISS YOU. NEXT ONE IS PEACHY WE TALKED FOR 20 MINUTES. TIFFANI TEXTED ME. DARRELL CALLED ME. NOW ZANE JUST TEXTED ME AND SAID TO TELL YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HEY MOM I WANTED TO CALL YOU BUT ITS JUST TO HARD RIGHT NOW TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS. I KNOW YOU TALK TO HIM SO PLEASE TELL HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME AND THAT I MISS HIM EVERYDAY AND LOVE HIM. I WILL TRY TO CALL LATER . I LOVE YOU MOM. YES SON I KNOW YOUR PAIN FROM WITHIN. YOUR DAD KNOWS AND HE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY AGAIN NOW. TIME IS EVERYTHING FOR US. KEEP YOUR LOVE FLOWING EVERYDAY. DAD SAYS THANK YOU. I WENT TO DINNER WITH DAVID AND FAMILY....ALL MY LOVE ...MOM

NOVEMBER 2, 2019 "ALL SOULS DAY"

HONEY,

WENT TO MASS FOR YOU AND ALL THE SOULS THAT DEPARTED THIS YEAR. SERVICE WAS NICE AS ALL NAMES WERE READ AND POSTED ON THE BOARD. TEARS ALL THROUGH MASS. AFTER MASS I WENT OVER TO TYLER'S TO SEE THE KIDS. HAD A NICE TIME. STAYED FOR 3 HOURS. TJ TALKS A WHOLE LOT. HE HAS A VERY GOOD VOCABULARY FOR BEING 4. HIS ADJECTIVES ARE GREAT. LOVE THEM TO NO END AS I LOVE YOU THE SAME. YOUR SON ZANE WROTE TO YOU. A VERY TOUCHING LETTER. THE KIDS HAVE SO MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU AND ME. THEY TAKE TURNS CHECKING ON ME EVERYDAY AND I'M SURE THERE TALKING TO YOU TO. ALL MY LOVE..SM

NOVEMBER 3, 2019

HONEY,

TEARS ARE A LITTLE EARLY TODAY AND LOTS OF THEM. THINKING DID I DO THE RIGHT JUDGEMENT FOR ILLNESS. I KNOW I HAVEN'T GOT OVER YOUR DEATH AND ITS SO HARD. I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS GOING ON. STAYING HOME FOR THE DAY. YOU KNOW I DON'T HAVE A SET SCHEDULE FOR THE DAY IF ITS DINNER, LUNCH OR BREAKFAST FIRST. TODAY IT WAS LEFTOVER DINNER STUFF FOR BREAKFAST. IT'S COLD OUT TODAY. ITS BEEN A VERY ROUGH DAY FOR ME. I HAVE TO GET THE TAGS FOR THE VAN SINCE YOUR BIRTHDAY IS HERE. STILL GETTING THINGS READY FOR THE OSU BIG GAME OF THE YEAR. ONE OF YOUR FAVORITES. HOPEFULLY I CAN DECORATE FOR CHRISTMAS. IT'S SO UP IN THE AIR FOR ME. MAKING CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP LATER TODAY. I'VE BEEN TALKING TO YOU BUNCHES TODAY. I GUESS I HAD A LOT TO SAY. I ANSWERED MYSELF FROM YOU TO. I THINK THEY WERE ALL THE RIGHT ANSWERS. ALL MY LOVE...SM

Zane Maxwell

November 1, 2019

Happy birthday Dad . I miss you every day . Gonna try and think of all the good times but it's very hard without you. I love you and can't stop thinking about you. Love always.
Your son
Zane

October 29, 2019

SEPT. 30, 2019

HONEY,

WENT TO CHURCH YESTERDAY AND I DID A PRETTY GOOD JOB OF NOT CRYING. IT'S STILL SAD WITHOUT YOU AT MY SIDE. SOME OF THE MUSIC AND READINGS ARE EMOTIONAL FOR ME BECAUSE I THINK OF YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WENT OUT TO EAT FOR BEN'S 20TH BIRTHDAY. THE FOOD WAS GOOD. WENT TO GROUP THE OTHER DAY. EVERYONE GETS A CHANCE OF LETTING THERE FEELINGS BE ON THE CUFF. THESE FOLKS ARE VERY CARING AND SAD. YOU FIND OUT A LITTLE OF EVERYONE'S LOVE FOR OUR OTHER HALF. THESE THINKS MEAN SO MUCH TO ALL OF US. TEARS ALL AWAY AROUND THE ROOM. THE RESPECT WE HAVE FOR OUR SPOUSE IS UNENDING. ALL MY LOVE..SM

OCT. 1, 2019

HONEY,

WASTED DAYS, WASTED NIGHTS. LIKE THE SONG GOES. THIS IS HOW I FEEL LOTS OF DAYS. SO MANY WORDS THAT SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT YOUR LIFE. CHANGED THE PICTURE CALENDAR TO OCTOBER. YOU ARE WITH THE GREAT-GRANDSONS FOR THIS MONTH. THIS PICTURE WAS TOWARDS THE END OF YOUR LIFE. YOU DRESSED AS A KING FOR THE GREAT GRANDCHILDREN FOR THE PUMPKIN FARM. YOU WERE BIGGER THAN LIFE TO ME. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. THIS WILL BE A MISERABLE TIME FOR ME. THE THOUGHTS JUST GOING AROUND AND AROUND IN MY MIND. THE TEARS WILL OVER FLOW THIS MONTH AND FOR NOVEMBER. ALL MY LOVE...SM

OCT. 10, 2019

HONEY,

TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR YOU AND ME. THAT'S RIGHT THE DAY YOU GAVE ME YOUR RING TO GO STEADY. WE WERE 15 YEARS OLD. THAT LASTED ALL THE REST OF HIGH SCHOOL YEARS AND BEYOND. I COULDN'T WEAR IT IN PLAIN SITE AT HOME BECAUSE MY DAD SAID I HAD TO BE 16 TO GO STEADY. WE HAD A VERY LOVING RELATIONSHIP FOR ALL THESE YEARS. ALL MY LOVE...SM

OCT. 13, 2019

HONEY,

WENT TO THE PUMPKIN FARM YESTERDAY. IT WAS SO COLD AND VERY WINDY. OUR 3 GREAT GRANDSONS ALL CAME. I HELD THE BABY COVERED ALL UP AND HE NAPPED. I DIDN'T WARM UP UNTIL I WENT OF BED. HAD A TERRIBLE HEADACHE ALL DAY. I'VE BEEN DOWN AND TODAY IS SUNDAY. I JUST COULDN'T MOTIVATE MYSELF TO GO AWAY ANY WERE. SO I MISSED CHURCH. I KNOW YOU WILL STRAIGHTEN THIS OUT ON MY BEHALF WITH THE LORD AND I'LL PRAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. YOUR ANNIVERSARY DATE IS COMING UP. IT WILL BE 1 YEAR. I'M HAVING A VERY VERY DIFFICULT TIME. I DON'T THINK I GRIEVED ENOUGH FOR YOU AT THE BEGINNING. I WANTED EVERY THING TO BE JUST RIGHT FOR YOU. THE KIDS DID AN EXCELLENT JOB MAKING AND SETTING ALL THE PLANNING PERFECT FOR YOU. I'M REALLY STARTING WITH YOUR ANNIVERSARY NOW. I'LL WORK ON THIS TO GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK HAVING THIS BROKEN HEART MEND. ALL MY LOVE...SM

OCT. 16, 2019

HONEY,

I GUESS I MADE A MESS OF THE DINNER WITH ARE FRIENDS. SO HERE GOES NOTHING. MADE AMENDS WITH SOMEONE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I HAVE TEARS FOR YOU TODAY. ALL MY LOVE...SM

OCT. 20, 2019

HONEY,

I BEEN THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT THE DAY OF YOUR DEATH. LOTS OF TEARS GO ALONG WITH THIS DAY AND OTHER DAYS TO. GAME NIGHT WAS YESTERDAY. WE HAD A GREAT EVENING. SOMEONE GOT A NICK NAME OF SAUSAGE FINGERS AND HE IS A MICHIGAN FAN TO BOOT. AS YOU KNOW WE ARE OSU FANS (SCARLET AND GRAY). YES HONEY THINKING OF YOU ABOUT THIS DAY. ALL MY LOVE....SM

OCT. 22, 2019

HONEY,

MY WEDDING RINGS ARE SPARKLING SO BEAUTIFUL. YOU PICKED THESE OUT FOR ME IN 1968 AND I STILL HAVE THEM. DON'T NEED TO UPGRADE. YOU HAVE VERY GOOD TASTE. YOUR MOTHER WAS WITH YOU AND SHE DIDN'T WANT YOU TO SPEND ALMOST $300.00 ON THEM BUT YOU DID. I'M WITH A GROUP OF LONELY SPOUSES. THESE ARE WONDERFUL FOLKS. TEARS ALL AROUND. THIS HAPPENS AT THESE MEETINGS OF COURSE. SOMETHING YOU JUST DON'T GET OVER. ALL MY LOVE....SM

OCT. 29, 2019

HONEY,

I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU SO MUCH. MY TEARS STILL FLOW. IT'S STARTING TO GET COLD OUTSIDE. I'M TRYING TO MOVE ON BUT ITS SO HURTFUL. MY HEART STILL IS SO BROKEN. IT'S NOT MENDING AT ALL. DARRELL GOT THE CAR OF HIS DREAM AND A JOB HE LIKES. I'S SO HAPPY FOR HIM AND JENNIFER. ZANE'S BIG DAY FOR NEXT EVENT IS COMING ALONG GREAT. HE IS HAPPY TO AND SO IS THE FAMILY. HEATHER GOT A JOB SHE LIKES. I LOVE YOU EACH DAY AND MISS YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY. ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS....SM

September 23, 2019

AUGUST 22, 2019

HONEY,

I'VE BEN WANTING TO CRY BUT THE TEARS WON'T FLOW. WHAT'S WRONG? LOVE YOU ....SM

AUGUST 23, 2019

HONEY,

GUESS WHAT? I WAS READING THE LETTERS I WROTE YOU AND I STARTED CRYING. WHAT A MORNING. I DO FEEL BETTER ABOUT THIS. WENT FOR LUNCH WITH SHAE AND THE BOYS. IN AND OUT IN NO TIME. JUST A LITTLE TIRED TODAY. HAD DINNER WITH THE CLARK FAMILIES THIS EVENING. ALL MY LOVE...SM

AUGUST 25, 2019

HONEY,

WENT TO CHURCH. SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT WITH ME TODAY. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. ALL MY LOVE...SM

AUGUST 27, 2019

HONEY,

WELL TODAY WAS MY FIRST GROUP MEETING. IT WAS A TEARFUL CONVERSATION FOR ME. THIS HELPED ME UNLOAD SOME OF MY THOUGHTS. I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO. THE OTHER CLIENTS WERE VERY NICE, CARING AND SAD TO. THEY MADE ME FEEL RIGHT AT HOME. I THINK THEY ARE ALL OLDER THEN ME. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN. IT WILL NEVER MEND. I LOVE YOU...SM

AUGUST 29, 2019

HONEY,

SO MANY QUESTIONS NOT MANY ANSWERS. I'M THINKING OF SO MANY RIGHT OR WRONG REASON TO ALL OF MY THOUGHTS. THIS IS SO PAINFUL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. TEARS AND MORE TEARS. WENT FOR DINNER FOR KELLY'S BIRTHDAY. FOOD WAS GOOD. ALL MY LOVE...SM

SEPTEMBER 20, 2019

HONEY,

I DON'T KNOW IF THERE ARE STAGES FOR GRIEVING BUT I'M IN A VERY BAD WAY FOR THE LOSS OF YOU. I NEED YOU SO MUCH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME EVEN THOUGH I KEEP BUSY. I'M LIKE IN A STORM BLOWING ALL AROUND IN CIRCLES. I CAN'T KEEP MY MIND ON A PATH WITHOUT YOU. THIS HURTS AND ALL THE TEARS. ALL MY LOVE...SM

SEPTEMBER 22, 2019

HONEY,

HAD BRUNCH ON FORESTERS TODAY. NO CHURCH TODAY. WENT TO SEE THE BOYS. TJ SAID I HAVE AN ANGEL FACE. HOW SWEET HE IS. HAD A TALK WITH TYLER AND THAT DIDN'T GO WELL. I THINK I NEED TO STOP TALKING TO EVERYONE. I JUST CAN'T TALK RIGHT. I GUESS I MUST BE GOING THROUGH ANOTHER STAGE OF GRIEF. SO YOU NEED TO KEEP ON WATCHING AND GUIDING ME ON THE RIGHT PATH. SO MANY TEARS. ALL MY LOVE DEAR...SM

September 11, 2019

SEPT. 10, 2019

HONEY,

I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF FOR YOUR PASSING. I SHOULD OF TAKEN YOU TO THE ER BUT YOU SAID NO. I REGRET THIS SO MUCH. I HAVE A RIVER OF TEARS THAT NO DAM CAN STOP. I'M SO TWISTED UP INSIDE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MISSING YOU IS A LIFE TIME OF SORROW. I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO DO BETTER BUT I'M NOT GETTING ANY WHERE WITH THIS PAIN. I KEEP MYSELF BUSY BUT THEN I'M HOME AND ALL ALONE. I STAY UP UNTIL THE WEE HOURS OF THE NIGHT SO I CAN GET SOME SLEEP. MY USUAL IS ABOUT FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP. TIME KEEPS MARCHING ON AND SOMEDAY I WILL HAVE SOME PEACE IN MY HEART. PLEASE LORD HAVE MY GUARDING ANGEL NUDGE ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
ALL MY LOVE ZANE....SM

sharon maxwell

August 20, 2019

JUNE 9, 2019

HONEY

THANK YOU FOR SHOWING YOUR LOVE AND PRAYERS FOR ZANE DEDICATION OF A BOOK AT MIKE AND PHYLLIS CAMP GROUND. YES HE IS AND WAS A VERY GOOD HUSBAND, DAD, GRANDFATHER, GREAT-GRANDFATHER AND A GOOD FRIEND. HIS FAMILY MEANT EVERYTHING TO HIM. AS YOU KNOW HE LOVED TO FISH. LOVE THE MAXWELL AND SLAGLE FAMILIES.

AUGUST, 2019

HONEY,

YOUR PAIN IS GONE AND NOW IT IS WITH US. THE KIDS AND I ARE TRYING TO UNDERSTAND, COPE, PRAY AND LIVE ARE LIVES ONE DAY AT A TIME. I HAVE NO GET UP AND GO FOR HERE AND THERE. TIME DOES NOT STAND STILL. MY MIND IS GOING 100 MPH AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON NEXT SOMETIMES. I TRY TO KEEP MY COMPOSURE AND MOVE ON. THIS IS VERY HARD. WHEN IT IS A SPECIAL DAY TO GATHER WE REMEMBER, DREAM, TALK AND CRY. YOU LEFT SO MANY MEMORIES FOR ALL OF US. THINGS THAT MATTERED, TO GO HERE, DO THIS, WATCH TV DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING NOW. I DON'T PUT ANYTHING FIRST EXCEPT MY CHILDREN AND FAMILIES. ATTENDING CHURCH MEANS A LOT STILL IN MY LIFE. LOVE YOU ALWAYS.....SM

AUGUST 10, 2019

HONEY,

HELPED OUT FOR THE POLISH FESTIVAL FOR ST. C AND ST. H. SOMETHING WE DID TOGETHER FOR MANY YEARS. NOW IT IS JUST ME. IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS TRYING TO MAKE UP MY MIND ABOUT GOING TO THE PICNIC. WHEN I LEFT CHURCH I HAD LUNCH AND TRYING TO MAKE MY MIND UP ABOUT GOING. THIS WAS VERY HARD FOR ME TO GO. I MADE USELESS STOPS TO TAKE UP TIME. YES I WENT FINELY. GOING TO GET HELP FOR THE LOSS OF YOU MY LOVE. IT'S TIME. I CALLED OFF MY TRIP TO IOWA. I JUST CAN'T LEAVE. I HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK.
I LOVE YOU .....SM

AUGUST 17, 2019

HONEY,

THINKING ABOUT YOU BABE. I WENT TO A COUNSELOR ABOUT YOU AND TO GET MY LIFE ON TRACK OF MOVING ON WITHOUT YOU PHYSICAL HERE AT MY SIDE. YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND, IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY HEART THAT IS SO BROKEN. ALWAYS MANY TEARS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE WASTED SO MANY DAYS AND THAT'S NOT GOOD. STARTING OUT WITH GROUP SESSIONS TWICE A MONTH. I HOPE THIS HELPS SOME OF MY LOSS OF YOU AND GIVE OUR KIDS THE CARE AND SUPPORT THAT THEY NEED FROM ME ALSO THE GRANDCHILDREN. MY LOVE...SM

sharon maxwell

August 1, 2019

JULY 4, 2019

HONEY,

WATCHING THE FIREWORKS GOING OFF IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD SITTING ON MY FRONT PORCH. THIS WOKE UP THE LIGHTING BUGS. IT STARTED TO RAIN BUT IT DIDN'T LAST. REMEMBER WHEN THE KIDS WERE YOUNG BY OUR HOME AND ON THE SIDE STREET ALL THE KIDS AND NEIGHBORS PUT BLANKETS DOWN AND JUST GAZED AT ALL THE FIRE CRACKERS AND STUFF GOING UP IN THE AIR. MY BROTHER ODIE WOULD COME OVER AND LOVED DOING THIS HOLIDAY. THE FORTH OF JULY. THIS WAS HIS FAVORITE DAY. I MISS HIM. THE BIRDS DIDN'T MIND ALL THE NOISE. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING FOR TWO DAYS. WHAT A BUM I AM. I MISS YOU AND TEARS AGAIN. ALL MY LOVE ...SM

AUGUST 1, 2019

HONEY,

TODAY IS BINGO DAY AND I COULDN'T GO. THINGS JUST DIDN'T SEEM RIGHT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL. HAD AN INVASION OF FLIES AND I GOT THEM ALL. THE BIRDS HAVE BEEN CHATTING ALL DAY. MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN AND I MISS YOU. IT SEEMS LIKE MY TEARS NEVER DRY UP. ALL MY LOVE....SM

sharon maxwell

July 28, 2019

JUNE 18, 2019

HONEY,

WELL TODAY IS MY DAY AND IT IS NOT A HAPPY ONE WITHOUT YOU HERE. IT WILL BE FINE THIS EVENING WITH THE KIDS. SUBS WERE GOOD. GOT CUSHIONS FOR THE SWING AND A STEAM IRON FOR A JOB THAT I HAVE TO TAKE OVER. THIS WAS YOUR CHORE SINCE YOU STARTED IRONING WHEN YOU WERE A TEENAGER. I ALMOST CRIED WHEN THE KIDS ALL HUGGED WHEN WE WERE LEAVING BUT I KEPT MY COMPOSURE. SO I WAITED UNTIL I WAS IN THE CAR. I KEEP RELIVING YOUR SICKNESSES AND YOUR LAST DAY. PRAYING I DID ALL I COULD FOR YOU. YOU WERE ALWAYS IN SO MUCH PAIN. ALWAYS ASKING ME IF YOU WOULD GET BETTER. I SAID YOU WOULD GET BETTER BUT I SURE WASN'T RIGHT. WHAT A HORRIBLE ENDING. I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER....LOVE SM

JULY 11, 2019

HI HONEY,

WELL I WAS SHOCKED, DISAPPOINTED AND WONDERING WHAT I FOUND OUT ABOUT SOME FRIENDS. I'VE BEEN SO UPSET AND A LITTLE SICK HONEY. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT ON HOW TO HANDLE THIS BUT I WILL DO IT. YOU PRAY FOR ME. LOVE ....SM

JULY 13, 2019

HONEY,

ITS BEEN A VERY ROUGH MONTH FOR ME. I'M REALLY TRYING TO GET BETTER OVER LOSING YOU. TEARS ALWAYS. I THINK ABOUT YOU AND ALL THE TIMES WE WERE TOGETHER. I SIT AND DAYDREAM. I THINK ABOUT THE LOSS OF MY FAMILY AND YOURS TOO. I LOVE OUR CHILDREN AND THE FAMILIES. HEATHER AND DARRELL SEEM HAPPY ON THERE MOVES. DAVID AND SANDY ARE MOVED BACK HOME HERE AND THEY ARE SO HAPPY TO BE WITH FAMILY. MIKE KEEPS ASKING ME STAY AT THE LAKE BUT I JUST CAN'T. I STAYED AT SARAH'S FOR HER BIRTHDAY WEEKEND. WENT SWIMMING AND LOVED BEING WITH HUNTER. MIGHT GO TO FLORIDA NEXT MONTH. WE'LL I JUST CAN'T MOVE ON. MISSING YOU IS SO HARD AND SAD. LOVE YOU....SM

JULY 20, 2019

HONEY,

ITS STILL A STRUGGLE EVERYDAY BUT I KEEP PICKING MYSELF UP. THE KIDS ARE WORKING HARD BUT ENJOYING THEMSELVES. THE WEATHER HAS BEEN A HEAT WAVE. I SURE DON'T WANT TO GO DOWN THE OTHER WAY WHEN I DIE. I KEEP PRAYING FOR MYSELF AND EVERYONE. I HUG YOUR PILLOWS EVERY NIGHT AND EACH MORNING FOR HOURS. YES AND TEARS. GOING TO IOWA FOR ABOUT A WEEK TO BE WITH MY SISTERS. TRINITY IS GOING TO BIRD AND HOUSE SET.. JUST LIKE YOU DID FOR EVERYONE. THE BIRDS HAVE BEEN CHATTING A LOT. THEY STAY UP AS LONG AS I'M UP. I TRY TO SEE THE GREAT GRANDSONS ONCE A WEEK. THE GRANDCHILDREN WHEN WE CAN GET TOGETHER HERE AND THERE. WENT TO SARAH'S FOR HER BIRTHDAY FOR 3 DAYS. THEY PICKED ME UP AND BROUGHT ME HOME. WE PLAYED GAMES AND WENT SWIMMING. I SPILLED SOMETHING ON THE COUCH AND ASKED SHAE IF I CAN USE HER CARPET CLEANER. I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU AND ME A LOT BUT I TRY TO KEEP MY BUTTONS TOGETHER. I KNOW I WON'T GET OVER YOU EVER. I'M SURE I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN GO AWAY FOR THAT MANY DAYS. I HAD AN ANXIETY MOMENT AT SARAH'S SATURDAY EARLY MORNING SO I DON'T KNOW HOW I'LL DO AT MY SISTERS. I'M TAKING THE TRAIN TO IOWA AND IT TAKES 12 HOURS. I THINK I WILL BE OK. ALL MY LOVE ...SM

JULY 22, 2019

HONEY,

WENT FOR A RIDE WITH SHAE AND THE BOYS. HAD LUNCH IT WAS NICE. WATCHING TV AND ALL OF A SUDDEN THERE WAS A STORM OF TEARS AND HEART ACHE. IT WAS SO UNCONTROLLABLE. I'M TRYING TO GET BETTER BUT MY HEART SAYS OTHERWISE. SO I'LL SIT HERE AND LET THE TEARS HAPPEN HOLDING A PILLOW OF YOURS. THIS IS A BROKEN HEART THAT'S HARD TO MEND. ALL MY LOVE...SM

JULY 28. 2019

HONEY,

JUST ANOTHER DAY BUT I GOT TO BE WITH OUR SON AND FAMILY FOR BRUNCH AFTER MASS. TOOK A LITTLE NAP WHEN I GOT HOME. I'VE BEEN BUSY THE PASS THREE DAYS. IT DOESN'T EASE MY BROKEN HEART KEEPING BUSY. TEARS STILL COME. SO EVEN THOUGH I FILL MY TIME WITH THINGS TO DO YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER ON MY MIND. I LOVE YOU AND STILL HUG OUR PILLOWS EVERY MORNING AND NIGHT. YES SOME TEARS TO. I'M STILL TRYING TO GET BETTER BUT IT IS SO HARD. ALL MY LOVE....SM

July 3, 2019

JUNE 16, 2019

HONEY,

IT IS YOUR DAY TODAY AND THE BOYS TO. AT MASS I JUST STARTED WITH THE WATER WORKS SINGING A SONG. IT REMINDED ME OF US AT ST. AGNES CHURCH. WENT TO THE CASINO AND STARTED WITH $25 AND CAME HOME WITH $82. GAME NIGHT WAS SATURDAY AND KAITLYN CLEANED HOUSE OF ALL ARE $$. JENNIFER'S BIRTHDAY TO. IT WAS GAME NIGHT SATURDAY AND KAITLYN CLEANED HOUSE. I FORGOT YOU WERE ON THE BUFFET AND I SAW YOU. IT HURT SO MUCH. I WOULDN'T LET THE KIDS SEE MY TEARS. LOVE YOU....SM

July 1, 2019

JUNE 28, 2019

HONEY,

IT'S BEEN A ROUGH DAY FOR ME. WAS GOING TO DO SOME STUFF BUT COULDN'T BRING MYSELF TO GO. I'M REALLY TRYING TO DO BETTER BUT IT IS SO HARD. I KEEP RELIVING THAT NIGHT I HAD TO CALL 911. IT ALWAYS WHAT IF? SO MANY QUESTIONS UNANSWERED. DID I DO MY BEST FOR YOU. THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE WAS SO HOPELESS! I HAD HOPE AND PRAYED THAT YOU WOULD BE OK BUT I KNEW. I WORRIED FOR MY KIDS FEELINGS. THIS HAS TO BE HORRIBLE. THEN OUR GRANDSON HAS A BAD ACCIDENT IN DECEMBER 2018. IT WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. HE WAS IN CRITICAL CONDITION. A VERY DIFFICULT SITUATION FOR ALL OF US. WITH YOU HONEY PASSING ON NOVEMBER 10, 2018 WAS JUST TO MUCH. HOSPITAL AND FUNERALS ARE VERY HARD FOR ME YET. BEING WITH MY KIDS IS GOOD BUT WITH EVERYONE ELSE IT IS SOMETIMES TO EMOTIONAL TO MINGLE. ALL MY LOVE...SM

JULY 1, 2019

HONEY,

ITS BEEN 7 MONTHS TODAY FOR YOUR FINAL BIRTHDAY OF 68 YEARS OLD. YOU DIDN'T FEEL GOOD SO WE REALLY DIDN'T CELEBRATE. YOU GOT YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE RENEWED AND DROVE HOME FROM KROGER'S. SOMETHING YOU WANTED TO DO SINCE YOU HAD YOUR STROKE IN DECEMBER 2017. YOU WERE SATISFIED THEN. YOUR HEALTH DIDN'T GET BETTER AT ALL FROM THE STOKE ON. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND THE TEARS FLOW LIKE A RIVER. LOVE....SM

sharon maxwell

June 24, 2019

JUNE 21,2019

HONEY,
I AM LOOKING BACK ON OUR LIVES WHEN THINGS STARTED TO CHANGE. THIS WAS NOTHING THAT I EVER DREAMED OF AND NEITHER DID YOU. I'M IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN "98" AND COULDN'T WORK. YOUR JOB OF 27 YRS AT DOEHLER JARVIS CLOSED THE DOORS. WE WERE THINKING OF THAT 30 YRS AND RETIRING. INSTEAD YOU HAD TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER JOB. YOU WERE SO NERVOUS TO START OVER.THIS WAS VERY HARD FOR YOU. YOU GOT A JOB AT JAC PRODUCTS. YOU NEVER CALL ME ON YOUR BREAK BUT YOU DID THIS NIGHT. YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T FEEL GOOD. I TOLD YOU TO COME HOME BUT YOU SAID YOU WOULD FINISH YOUR SHIFT. THAT'S YOU SO DEDICATED. WHAT A TROOPER YOU WERE AND ARE. SO AT 4 A.M. WE WENT TO THE ER. YOU WERE HAVING A HEART ATTACK. (MARCH 2004)
THEN YOU WERE STILL GETTING SICK AND WAS BACK IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 2 WEEKS BEFORE THEY FOUND OUT YOU HAD LUPUS SLE. WHAT A MESS FOR YOU. LOVE ..SM

JUNE 22,2019

HONEY,
OUR DAUGHTER LEFT FOR FLORIDA NOW. TEARS AGAIN. I KNOW WE WILL TALK EVERYDAY BUT ITS NOT THE SAME AS BEING TOGETHER. TALKING TO YOU HONEY ITS JUST A ONE WAY CONVERSATION AND MORE TEARS. KAITLYN IS HAVING EMERGENCY SURGERY TO TAKE HER APPENDIX TODAY. GOING TO JOHN KIDS GRADUATION PARTY TODAY. I KNOW IT WILL BE A HARD TIME FOR ME. YOU AND YOUR SISTER AND MOM NOT COMING. TEARS AGAIN. YOU ARE WITH EVERYONE IN HEAVEN AND I'M HERE ON EARTH WITH THE REST OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS.IT DOES NO JUSTICE EITHER WAY. I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH AND IT HURTS SO SO BAD.
LOVE FOREVER..SM

Zane Maxwell

June 16, 2019

Happy Fathers Day Dad . I love you and miss you everyday.
Love
Zane

June 8, 2019

JUNE 3, 2019

HONEY,
TODAY IS OUR SON ZANE'S BIRTHDAY. GOING TO RED LOBSTER. YOU GUYS FAVORITE PLACE. TALKING ABOUT YOU TODAY AND KEPT MY COMPOSURE (NO CRYING). I CAN'T GET A DAY TO GO BY WITH OUT SOME TEARS FOR YOU. ZANE GATHERING WAS VERY FUNNY AND NICE. HAD A ROOM ALL BY OURSELVES. LOVE...SM

JUNE 4, 2019

HONEY,
GOING TO SEE "ROCKETMAN" TONIGHT AT THEATER WITH THE KIDS. I LIKED IT. I FORGOT TO TELL YOU TYLER AND SHAE SAID YOU VISITED THEM THE OTHER DAY AS A BIRD IN THERE HOME. THIS HAS BEEN THE SECOND TIME. LOVE....SM

JUNE 6, 2019

HONEY,
WENT TO BINGO AND IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO BE THERE. YOU WERE ON MY MIND SO MUCH.
LOVE FOREVER YOURS, SM

Zane Maxwell

June 4, 2019

Hey Dad
Yesterday was my birthday and I miss your phone call that you made every year. I know it was just a lot of small talk but I really am missing it and having a rough day thinking about it. My heart is filled with sadness even though I try to remember all the good times . I love and miss you so much . I will stay strong for you and Mom . Always thinking of you .
Zane

sharon maxwell

May 28, 2019

MAY 20, 2019
HONEY,
I'M BEEN REALLY LOW THIS PASS WEEK. THE KIDS ARE MOVING AWAY FOR WORK AND IT IS REALLY BOTHERING ME. I KNOW THAT THEY HAVE TO DO WHAT'S BEST FOR THEM. THIS HURTS ESPECIALLY WITHOUT YOU WITH ME HERE. I'VE BEEN VERY TIRED. ALL MY LOVE...SM

MAY 25, 2019
HEY YOU UP IN HEAVEN,
YOUR THE MOST EVER LOVE OF MY LIFE. GOING TO CELEBRATE YOU AGAIN ON JUNE 9TH. THE BOOK THAT WAS MADE OF THE CAMPERS IS DEDICATED TO YOU. WHAT AN HONOR. WE WANT TO THANK ALL YOUR FRIENDS AT THE CAMPGROUND. I HAVE WATERING EYES EVERYDAY ESPECIALLY FOR YOU. TYLER IS DOING A LITTLE BETTER. HE HAS A LONG WAY TO GO. THE BOYS (GREAT) ARE GETTING BIGGER. THE OTHER GRANDCHILDREN ARE DOING GOOD WITH SCHOOL AND JOBS. NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. ALL THE RED, WHITE AND BLUE DECORATIONS ARE UP. YOU KNOW HOW I AM. EVEN PUTTING REAL FLOWERS ON THE PORCH. YOU WOULD BE PROUD OF ME. LOVE....SM

MAY 27, 2019
HONEY,
AM I BEING SELFISH OF MISSING YOU ALL THE TIME. EVERY TIME I SEE, READ OR HEAR ABOUT ALL THE CONFLICT GOING ON IN THIS WORLD I CRY FOR THIS TOO. IT SEEMS LIKE ALL YOU CAN DO IS CRY AND IT HURTS FOR ALL OF US THAT HAVE A CARING HEART AND LOVE FOR ALL. I'M BLESSED, THANKFUL AND PROUD OF OUR SON AND NEPHEW (AND ALL OTHERS) BROUGHT BACK HOME AFTER THERE TOURS OF DUTY THEY GAVE FOR OUR COUNTRY THE USA. BLESS ALL THAT ARE AT REST. THESE ARE TRYING TIMES FOR ALL THAT STILL SERVE FOR ARE FREEDOM AND OF OTHERS. I WILL ALWAYS BE RED WHITE BLUE. LET THE STARS AND STRIPS FLY HIGH EVERYDAY ON EVERYONE'S HOME. A SALUTE OR HAND OVER YOUR HEART TO SHOW HONOR FOR THIS NATION OF OURS. DON'T EVER FORGET MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. LOVE YOU FOREVER...SM

sharon maxwell

May 8, 2019

APRIL 27,2019
HI HONEY,
I WENT TO A CONCERT AT THE CASINO TONIGHT WITH ZANE, KELLY, DARRELL AND JENNIFER. THEN I WAS UP RIGHT BY THE STAGE WITH TIP AND JEREMY. IT WAS GOOD MUSIC BY THE EAGLE'S. I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU SO MUCH. THIS WAS RIGHT UP YOUR ALLEY. MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC. PLAYED THE SLOTS AND CAME HOME $60 AHEAD. ALL MY LOVE....SM

APRIL 28,2019
HONEY,
AFTER CHURCH I WENT TO TYLER'S HOME TO SEE TJ AND HELD COLTON. TJ DIDN'T WANT ME TO LEAVE. HE MADE MUD PIES AND HIS NAILS SHOWED IT. I TOOK THEM LUNCH FROM WENDY'S. SHAE IS IN CLINICALS AND SHE IS ALMOST DONE AND GRADUATES MAY 10TH. I STILL HAVE THE WATER WORKS. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH...SM

MAY 5, 2019
HI HONEY,
WENT TO EPPIC WITH FRIENDS ON FORESTERS FOR BRUNCH. THE USUAL 2 HRS. OF GOSSIP AND SO. IT WAS NICE. WENT WITH HEATHER LAST NIGHT FOR THE "DOIN THE DERBY" REVERSE RAFFLE. I HAD TO LEAVE WTIH A TERRIBLE HEADACHE. HEATHER CALLED THE NEXT MORNING AND TOLD ME THAT WE GOT DOWN TO THE LAST 4 TICKETS AND ONLY THEY CALLED MINE THE NEXT ONE OUT. THE NEXT 3 TICKETS WERE THE WINNERS. OH WELL! MY HEADACHE WAS BECAUSE OF NOT HAVING YOU WITH ME. I CRIED ALL THE WAY HOME AND WENT RIGHT TO BED. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. LIKE THEY SAY "YOU ARE MY ROCK". THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. ALL MY LOVE....SM

MAY 7, 2019
SWEETHEART,
HAVING A VERY BAD DAY. YOU KNOW HOW A CLOUD JUST BURST ABOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT RAIN WELL THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS EVENING. IT SEEMS LIKE ANYTHING I DO HAS YOU INVOLVED AROUND ME. I MISS YOUR HUGS, KISSES, HOLDING HANDS AND TALKING WITH YOU. I'VE BEEN WITH YOU 99.99% OF MY LIFE. WE WERE 15 YEARS OLD. ALL MY LOVE....SM

sharon maxwell

April 22, 2019

MARCH 15 2019
HI BABE, TODAY HAS BEEN A TEARFUL HERE AND THERE ALL DAY. I TOUCH YOUR PICTURE EVERY TIME I GO PASS IT. LOVE YA...SM

MARCH 30, 2019
HI HONEY, WISHED YOUR SISTER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WENT WITH OUR SON DARRELL TO THE FISH FRY. HE PICKED ME UP AND BROUGHT ME HOME. LOOKING AT YOUR STUFF AND GOING TO CLEAN YOUR CLOTHES OUT SOON. IT HAS BEEN A AWFUL DAY FOR ME AND I'M SURE IT WAS FOR THE KIDS TO. I HUGGED THEM AND CRIED WHEN THEY LEFT. THE THOUGHT OF THIS IS TEARING ME UP. I KNOW IT HAS TO BE DONE BUT....
IT'S NOT GETTING BETTER FOR ME. I'VE BEEN HURTING ALL DAY LONG. TIME IS NOT HELPING ME HEAL VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISSING YOU IS SO IMPOSSIBLE. I NEED YOU. LOVE..SM

APRIL 2, 2019
HEY, RAN ERRANDS TODAY. I AM TIRED. HOPEFULLY MY HEART WILL EASE ON MISSING YOU. MY EYES ARE STILL WATERING. LOVE...SM

APRIL 7, 2019
HONEY, I HAD MY FIRST BABYSITTING JOB FOR 4 DAYS AND NIGHTS WITH HUNTER. HE WAS GREAT EXCEPT FOR HIS ICKY DIAPER ONCE A DAY. WE PLAYED AND WATCHED HIS MOVIES. SO NOW I'M BACK WITH YOU IN ALL MY THOUGHTS. THIS IS FINE WITH ME. ALL MY LOVE...SM

APRIL 16, 2019
HI HONEY, A BEAUTIFUL DAY TO START WITH THEN THE SKY FALLS. SARAH IS MOVING AND YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS FOR US. I'M SO HAPPY YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO FEEL THIS PAIN OF NOT SEEING HUNTER AND SARAH. ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY FOR ALL OF THEM AND US. GOING TO THE MOVIE AND TO SEE "HELLBOY" ONE OF YOURS. POPCORN HERE WE COME. THE BIRDS ARE GETTING A LITTLE CHUBBY. SO I'M NOT GIVING THEM TO MUCH FOOD AT ONE TIME. HUNTER AND TJ PAYS ATTENTION TO THEM. HUNTER IS WALKING BETTER NOW. MY TEARS ARE STILL WITH ME ALL THE TIME. LOVE YA...SM

APRIL 17, 2019
HEY, WELL HONEY LAST NIGHT I REALLY NEEDED TO TALK WITH YOU. I WAS A MESS AND I MEAN A MESS ALL EVENING. I GOT BETTER. TODAY WAS A TAXI DAY FOR 4 HRS. EVERYTHING WENT GOOD FOR THEM. GETTING READY FOR EASTER DINNER. MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN AND ITS NOT GOING TO MEND RIGHT UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER WHEN THE LORD SAYS SO. I PRAY FOR HEALING EVERY DAY. LOVE ...SM

APRIL 22, 2019
DARLING, EASTER YESTERDAY. MASS WAS A FULL HOUSE. SERVICE WAS VERY ENLIGHTING. STILL MISSING YOU BY MY SIDE. WILL TRY NEXT YEAR 2020 GETTING THE FAMILIES TOGETHER FOR GOOD FRIDAY AND EASTER SUNDAY FOR MASS. I REALLY NEED THEM WITH ME FOR THIS. ZANE WORE YOU SHIRT FOR EASTER DINNER AT HEATHER AND DAVID'S HOME. IT JUST ISN'T THE SAME FOR ANYTHING WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW THE KIDS FEEL A LITTLE LOST. TIME IS STILL LINGERING FOR ME. WE GATHERED AT DARRELL AND JENNIFER'S HOME FOR GAME NIGHT. WE STAYED FOR ABOUT 4 HRS. TYLER AND DAVID ACT JUST ALIKE. THEY BOTH WERE LOSING AT CARDS. THEY ARE TWO OF A KIND. OUR NEW GREAT-GRANDSON WHO IS 6 WEEKS OLD IS SO CUTE. MY EYES STILL WATER FOR YOU. ALL MY LOVE FOREVER...SM

Still missing you everyday. Love you Dad Zane

Zane Maxwell

March 27, 2019

sharon maxwell

March 26, 2019

FEBRUARY 19,2019
HONEY, WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH THE FAMILIES. MOVIES WAS GOOD. AS USUAL POPCORN FOR ALL.

FEB. 20,2019
TYLER AND TJ CAME OVER FOR BREAKFAST. TJ NOTICE YOUR PHONE AND SAID THAT'S GRANDPA'S AND THEN A PICTURE OF ME WITH YOU. HE KNEW YOU BUT NOT ME. I TOLD HIM IT WAS ME AND HE SAID I WAS YOUNG. BLESS HIM. HE WANTED TO KNOW IF HUNTER WAS HERE TO PLAY WITH HIM. NOT TODAY. I MISS YOU...LOVE YA...SM

sharon maxwell

March 25, 2019

MARCH 19,2019
HONEY, I TALKED TO MIKE TODAY. YOU BOTH CONSIDER YOURSELF AS BROTHERS. YOU TWO ARE VERY TIGHT. HE WAS HAVING A ROUGH MORNING WHEN I CALLED. SO WE CRIED AND TALKED FOR AWHILE. MEETING PHYLLIS AND HIM FOR SOUP AND BREAD TODAY. SO NO MOVIE WITH THE BOYS. LOVE YA...SM

MARCH 21,2019
BABE, I GUESS MY HEART JUST STARTED CRYING AND MY BRAIN ISN'T TELLING ME TO DO THAT THIS MORNING.

MARCH 25,2019
HONEY, WENT TO HOCKEY GAME WITH DARRELL AND KAITLYN. WE LOST 1-2 IN OVERTIME. HEATHER, DAVID, SARAH AND HUNTER WERE THERE TO. GREAT GAME. MY EYES JUST KEEP ON WATERING UP. I ASK THE LORD TO GIVE ME STRENGTH FOR THE LOSS OF YOU MY HUSBAND. IT'S STILL HARD AT CHURCH WITHOUT HAVING YOU NEXT TO ME. MY EYES STILL WATERING UP. YOUR BIRDS ARE DOING GOOD. ALWAYS CHATTING AND KISSING AND NO BABIES.(LOL)
ETERNITY IS OUR LOVE...SM

MARCH 25,2019
HONEY, AM I WRONG OR SELFISH TO ASK JESUS FOR THIS HELP I NEED WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS HAVING HEARTACHES FOR THERE LOVE ONES? I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR HIS BLESSING AND GUIDANCE AND ESPECIALLY FOR OUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN WHO MISS YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I DON'T KNOW IF THIS WILL GET BETTER. LOVE...SM

sharon maxwell

March 12, 2019

MARCH 7, 2019
WELL HONEY TODAY DINNER WITH ARE FRIENDS JUST DIDN'T FEEL GOOD WITHOUT YOU. I GUESS I WASN'T IN THE MOOD.
MARCH 8, 2019
CLEANED OUT YOUR BIRD CAGE THIS MORNING. IT REALLY WAS BAD. THEY LOVE IT NOW.
MARCH 9, 2019
TODAY IS THE DAY OF GOOD NEWS HONEY. WE HAVE A
8 LB. GREAT GRANDSON WITH LOTS OF HAIR. I CAN'T GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO SEE HIM. I WILL WHEN HE COMES HOME. I WATCHED HUNTER TODAY SO THE OTHER GRANDPARENTS COULD GO AND SEE HIM. HUNTER IS WALKING GOOD NOW. LOVE YA ...SM
MARCH 11, 2019
DEAR, I HAD TO CHECK A BOX THAT SAID WIDOW ON SOME PAPER WORK. THAT WAS HARD TO DO. WHO WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO DO THAT? I'M NOT A MARRIED WOMEN ANYMORE! JUST A LONER. I STILL CONSIDER MYSELF MARRIED AND NEVER WILL LET GO..
HOW SAD IT IS. LOVE YOU...SM
MARCH 12, 2019 MIDNIGHT
HEY HONEY! WHY DOES MUSIC HURT SO BAD? SOME SONGS ARE REALLY HEART BREAKING. WE HAD SO MANY SONGS THAT YOU SANG TO ME WHEN WE ARE DANCING. YOU LOVE MUSIC SO MUCH. I DON'T LIKE TALKING OR WRITING AS IF YOU ARE IN THE PAST. I NEED YOU TO STAY WITH ME NOW AND ALWAYS. TEARS ON MY PILLOW FOREVER AND EVER. LOVE YA...SM
HONEY SOME GOOD NEWS TODAY WHEN I FOUND THOSE MISSING GIFT CARDS SINCE I LOST YOU. THE KIDS AND I WILL BE GOING PLACES WITH YOU IN OUR HEARTS. LOVE ....SM

Zane Maxwell

March 4, 2019

Hey Dad not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I miss you so much . So many everyday things remind me of you especially music that you loved and everyday I was able to go hunting this season I cant stop thinking of you . My heart hurts for mom you were her everything . I will always be there for her . Miss you always.
Love
Zane

sharon maxwell

February 27, 2019

FEBRUARY 27, 2019

I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THE $5.00 MOVIE DAY WITH OUR BOYS ZANE AND DARRELL AND FAMILY MEMBERS (GRANDCHILDREN AND SPOUSES) THAT COULD ATTEND PLUS FRIENDS. WE DID THIS EVENT WITH MY HUSBAND ZANE. HE LOVED GOING TO THE MOVIES. WE WOULD ALWAYS PURCHASE THE POPCORN WITH THAT FREE REFILL AT A PRETTY HIGH PRICE. (LOL) EVERYONE WAS ON THERE OWN FOR DRINKS. SOME MOVIES OK SOME SO SO BUT IS ALWAYS NICE TO GET TOGETHER. THESE MEMORIES WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
I LOVE YOU..SM

sharon maxwell

February 27, 2019

FEBRUARY 16,2019
OUR GRANDSON BRIAN 20TH BIRTHDAY WAS TODAY. THIS WAS HARD FOR ME WITHOUT YOU THERE. DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL. THINKING TO MUCH ABOUT YOU.
FEBRUARY 17....GOT UP AND READY FOR CHURCH. CRIED ALL THE WAY THERE. IT'S HARD WITHOUT YOU NEXT TO ME. I TRIED VERY HARD TO KEEP MY TEARS AWAY. WENT FOR LUNCH WITH TYLER, SHAE AND OUR GREAT GRANDSON TJ. WENDY'S WAS THE PLACE WITH COUPONS. YOU KNOW HOW I AM.
FEBRUARY 23...A VERY BAD MORNING FOR ME. CRIED CRIED AND CRIED. TOOK A PILL. HEATHER CAME AROUND NOON AND PICKED ME UP AND WE WENT TO 5 GUYS WITH DAVID, SARAH AND OUR OTHER GREAT GRANDSON HUNTER.
FEBRUARY 27...WENT TO ZANE'S FOR LUNCH. SARAH AND HUNTER CAME. THEN I WENT TO KNEE DOCTOR AND GOT A SHOT IN ONE. GO BACK IN 6 WEEKS FOR SHOT IN OTHER ONE. THEN SOON HOPEFULLY KNEE REPLACEMENT. ALL MY LOVE TO THE END OF TIME.

February 14, 2019

FEBRUARY 14, 2019

MY LOVE,
TODAY IS VALENTINE'S DAY WHICH NO HAPPINESS IS PRESENT FOR ME. REMEMBER NO ROSES, WAY TO EXPENSIVE. CANDY COMES AFTER TODAY. IT WILL BE
50 % OR MORE SALE TOMORROW. YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS SPENDING. I DID GET SOME CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES AND THEY WERE GOOD. THANK YOU...
SO YOU GET TO HAVE ALL THE ROSES IN HEAVEN. THESE ARE FROM ME HONEY. THE TEARS ARE FLOWING NOW. THESE TEARS CAN WATER THE ROSES FOR YOU. I KNOW YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS HERE AND NEVER ENDING.
MY ONE AND ONLY SWEETHEART I LOVE FOREVER.
SM

sharon maxwell

February 9, 2019

HONEY,
TODAY MY TEARS WHERE LIKE THE RAIN ALL DAY AND NIGHT. I JUST HAD SO MUCH ABOUT YOU GOING ON IN MY HEART. I KEPT MYSELF BUSY HAVING LUNCH WITH MIKE AT BARRY"S THEN HIS DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT AND THEN WITH FRIENDS FOR DINNER UNTIL 7:30 P.M. IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH WITHOUT YOU. THE TEARS WON'T STOP. HOPEFULLY WHEN I GO TO BED I CAN DREAM ABOUT YOU ALL NIGHT AND GET SOME REST. MY LOVE ALWAYS. SM
FEB. 7, 2019

February 4, 2019

HEY HONEY,
I WENT WITH OUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN FOR OUR 49 ANNIVERSARY TO A MEXICAN PLACE. YOUR SON ZANE HAD 2 MARGARITA'S. ONE FOR HIM AND ONE FOR YOU. WE KNOW YOU WOULD LIKE THAT. IT WAS HARD WITHOUT YOU THERE. DAYS ARE LONG AND LONELY WITHOUT YOU. MY TEARS STILL KEEP COMING. I REALLY TRY TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY BUT I DON'T LIKE IT. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY DAY. I KEEP THE KIDS IN ALL MY PRAYERS TOOOO. KAITLYN GOES TO CHURCH WITH ME HERE AND THERE. I REALLY APPRECIATE THIS. I TRIED NOT TO CRY AT CHURCH BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP MYSELF. IT TAKES ME ABOUT A HALF HOUR TO GET THIS UNDER CONTROL. I LOVE YOU AND WILL TALK TO YOU SOON. SM

January 21, 2019

HEY HONEY, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY WAS A EMOTIONAL DAY FOR ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I KNOW TIME IS SUPPOSE TO HELP BUT THAT IS GOING TO BE A LONG LONG LONG TIME AWAY. I REALLY TRY TO JUSTIFY YOUR DEATH BUT IT SO HARD. YOU DIDN'T GET TO DO ALL THE FISHING AND HUNTING IN YOUR DREAMS ON EARTH. I KNOW YOU ARE ENJOYING THIS IN HEAVEN. I TRY NOT TO CRY TO MUCH BUT IT IS SO DIFFICULT NOT TOOOOO. THE KIDS ARE DOING VERY LITTLE BETTER. THEY LOVE AND MISS YOU TO. WELL I WILL HAVE MORE TO WRITE FOR YOU LATER. ALL MY LOVE SHARON

sharon maxwell

January 9, 2019

HI HONEY, I MISS YOU FOREVER. I LOVE YOU FOREVER. GOT YOUR TREE PUT AWAY AND YOU WILL BE VERY HAPPY BECAUSE THE DINING ROOM IS GETTING REARRANGED SO WE CAN HAVE MORE ROOM FOR YOUR CHAIR AND THE COUCH. HAVING COMPANY ABOUT 3 DAYS A WEEK. WHICH I NEED TO HAVE. TYLER IS REALLY STRUGGLING WITH HIS HEALTH. HUNTER IS THRIVING BEING WITH ALL THE FAMILY. TJ IS BACK IN SCHOOL NOW. WORKING ON HAVING A DIFFERENT GRANDCHILD GO WITH ME TO CHURCH..ITS SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE. I KNOW YOU ARE IN BY HEART. LIFE IS NOT THE SAME AT ALL NOW WITHOUT YOU. YES I HAVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT REALLY TRY TO FILL IN BUT ITS NOT THE SAME.
MY LOVE ALWAYS. SM

sharon maxwell

January 2, 2019

A VERY LONELY EVENING FOR THE 31ST. I WILL BE PUTTING YOUR FISH TREE AWAY WITH JESSICA. I CAN USE THIS SITE AS MY LEGACY FOR YOU. I REALLY THINK THIS WILL HELP ME WITH THE LOSS OF YOU MY HUSBAND. LOVE ALWAYS SM

S M

December 31, 2018

HOMEY, I MISS YOU FOREVER. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Robert J Smith Jr

November 16, 2018

Zane, I miss you already!
Your energy, love of life, and love of family!! May God lift you up into His Everlasting Arms!!!

Todd Everingham

November 15, 2018

Zane will be missed very much! I will always remember him as the "extra special, special."

a loved one

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a loved one

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Linda Renfro

November 14, 2018

May God bless you and your family. Zane was loved by so many and will be missed by all.

a loved one

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At a bowling tournament in Cleveland with Darryell and Cindy

Tonya Maggard

November 13, 2018

Sharon and family,
I am so sorry for this great loss. Zane was a pretty terrific man! I always enjoyed our talks about painting and fishing/fly fishing. I'll never forget fishing with Zane and Darrell. My heart is sad but I will always remember what and outstanding man Zane was.

David Clark Sr.

November 13, 2018

So very sorry to hear of Zane's passing. I'm not sure if I will make to the funeral home. My thoughts and prayers are with you this very difficult time. Rest in peace, my brother.

David Clark Sr.

November 13, 2018

So sorry to hear about Zane's passing. We have had a death in our family, so I'm not sure if I'll make it to the funeral home. Hearing about Zanes passing was like losing a brother

Michelle Swan

November 13, 2018

Prayers and Thoughts to your family at this difficult time. RIH Mr. Maxwell
Love and Hugs, Michelle (Burks) Swan

Nicholas C. Moses

November 13, 2018

My condolences to you Darrell and your Family during this time. May the Most High grant you strength and comfort.

Kind regards,

Nicholas C. Moses
Co-Worker

Madi Pulst

November 13, 2018

Very sorry to hear about your dad Darrell. Prayers and condolences to you and your family.

Kim Wilcox

November 13, 2018

Sharon, Zane, Darrell and Heather, I am so sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with all of you at this time.

Michael C & Anne Gorsuch

November 13, 2018

Sorry to hear about Zane's death, worked with him for many years at Doehler Jarvis. Great friend who will not be forgotten. May God bless you and your family in this time of sorrow.